1 more day

It's been a few days since i blog my last entry. Well, there isn't much happenings these few days. On friday, I finally had my tennis training and it din really went well. Perhaps the day before i slept at 4 plus ba.. hee, don't know why i just can't get to sleep so i spend like almost an hr and a half packing my 2 untidy drawers but i found some treasure. I learn how to do slice serve on friday and looks like i really needa buck up. Tomorrow, I have another training too but i will only be joining them for like half an hour cos got economics tutorial! argh... can't even play for a good 2 hours of tennis before i leave singapore. No excitement towards the trip to australia maybe i think that go there is mostly for banging hard into gp which i don't really have much interest in it. Hopefully once i m there, it will help chance my point of view. Wanna thank melvin for lending his laptop over to australia... i will take very good care of it :)

@deline => feeling tired. (wishing her time could stop at this moment. moment of freedom)

Being 17th

Dear diary,

finally, i m turning 17 today... what's life like being 17? Went for lessons this morning... hmm. din really listen once again n den mi n meli went for uwa meeting. Nowadays been spending lots of cash.. i m running out of cash!!! can anyone donate to mi? hmm.. dream on adeline. Wanna thanks melissa n chun fong for accompanying mi to swesden n chun fong for treating mi. Feel so touched by melissa... she gave mi another present n a really really very nice birthday card created by herself. What can i say... this close 'sister' of mine has been thru with mi for 11 months plus le. Thru the good n bad times, we have been for each other so many uncounted waves n rainbow. hoping our relationship will last ever.... this holidays is getting busier. though i been trying to escape. Someday, i will still have to face it! How i wish i have a longer holidays...

@deline=dreaming

end of party 

early 17th b'day cake 

Thank you girls

Dear diary,

A wonderful n fruitful day i have spent with my great 04s23 classmates. I celebrated my 17th birthday yesterday though it was 2 days early but it was still nice. We had hotplate for dinner.. wanna apologise to melissa for keep making fun of her... sorry! After that, we went to queensway as we wanted to make our class jersey.. we spotted a FBT jersey All of us liked it n we intend to make two class t-shirt.. white n black! As we walked, i realise i had forgot to take my birthday cake which was suppose to be taken by 9 so i rushed over. Luckly the uncle waited for mi before he closed shop... Thanks uncle n ur cake taste real nice! Hey gals, i like ur presnt ( a skirt) very much.. gonna wear it someday when i go out with u guys ok? My dear pw group... what a surprise after u guys left huh. I'm sort of lost when i saw the presents u guys gave mi... all my favourites - a pair of star earrings, a necklace with a dolpin penant, famous amos n birthday cards! Melissa,Cheryl n Michelle that was the most meaningful birthday i have received. Thank you sooo much.. read till i m touched. I've never in my life receive so much present in a day.. all b'cos of u guys , i have broken my record! Hope u guys enjoy as much as i do.. goodnite.

@deine- day dreaming..

Feeling bloated!

Dear diary,

6.30a.m., my day begins. As tired as i was, i must still go to school for come chemistry and mathematics. Mum n dad dropped mi at the bus stop in front of NUS. waited for around 15 minutes.. finally 198 came. I knew I was already running late... only at 7.35 i got up the bus. It was imposible to get to JJ by 8. Once i get down the bus... walk at quite a fast pace with Michelle's huge present in my hands... Spend 2 hrs in the lecture but nothing went in... Next was math lecture, it was even worst. I was not even listening. Sorry mdam lim but just wasn't in the mood to absorb anything. In the end, still i'm the one losing out rite? hai~ what the hell is complex number all about? Hmm... it's all for me to find out during this holidays. This holiday sucks like hell. No free time for me this november... the trip for UWA was damn stupid. Make a wrong choice from the beginning.. it's all about work n work n work with little time for shopping n fun i suppose. Reach home at 1+, it was raining heavily so had dad to fetch me home from the mrt station. Slepe for like half an hour n my family is all ready to set off to Chinatown Square for tim sum... that was my only meal plus a few snacks (Rotiboy- yummy!) for today. haha... cos i ate quite alot n dun feel like eating for dinner anymore. when i reach home, my childhood fren with my mum's frens came over.. n we watch a show about a dog. A story about a guide dog ... having to have 3 parting from his close people. A sorrow but meaning show. Now.. it's time for Singapore Idol results.. bye diary... Goodnite!

@deline - shag

More n more fun n excitement!

Dear diary,

8.30 a.m. , my eyes suddenly open after a long n sound sleep. have a urge to watch a movie. went into dad's room n took out love actually ( borrowed from michelle). although i dun really understand the show cos it is quite confusing.. but i liked the last part where the boy ran to say goodbye to his love one.. btw. talking abt show, yesterday watch 50 first dates at meli's hse. It really touched my heart.. can see what a guy could do if he really really loves you. so sweet heehee. back to today... played tennis with mum at around 11.20? n i haven even played for an hour n it rains!!! haven been touching my racket for almost 2 weeks? well, next monday there's a combined training. hope don't have physical training cos it's very boring n i hate it! slept for half an hour... eat my lunch n off to jurong complex. meet meli n chun fong there with jj badminton team.. quite extra but nvm. badminton is quite different from tennis.. it uses lots of waist n more strength i suppose. was tired after that but still feeling alright. had a date with melissa to ikea so yupz shopping woke mi up. want to buy some gifts for my pw mates cos thet are such a great bunch of cool, fun, interesting, fabulous gals. so after walking around.. i finally bought 3 beautiful glass bottles.. hope they liked it. gonna do some things to it tonight! den went to put my bag in my hse.. on the way, we pass by haagen daz. been wanting to work cos i nv worked b4. so melissa went to ask the manager who seems to know mi. perhaps everyday i pass by there so he knows me ba.. but i will consider working anot cos u know next yr jc 2 le.. sob sob. despite wanting so much to work but i still have other factors to think through - sch work, project from uwa , tennis training, shopping, date with vanessa... full house. hai~ life is tt hectic ar.. cannot believe that i'm living through this type of life. may be good may be bad.. godd cos i'll nv be afraid of nothing to do .. bad cos i'll nv get to do sleep n do what i want. Nvm... accompany cf n his teammate to change the badminton grip den went to eat my fav swedish meatballs! haha.. damn full while eating me n melissa started racking our brains for michelle's present. n ah ha..we got something in mind but it's a secret cos michelle might be reading this b4 we gave to her. so michelle if u are reading this.. be prepared to get a big surprise this friday... gf, think u will be either laughing or crying help haha...but it's the thought that counts right? oh.. n i saw my secondary school classmates in ikea haha... btw, tml will be meeting my sec 3 n 4 class. quite excited! tt's for today! tml will be meeting melissa n cheryl too...

@deine = relax.. excited

One off

wanted to blog yesterday night but my computer was sort of down. yesterday, my chinese a level was over . hmm.. dun think i can make it la but it's over leh anyway. after that we had trial run for oral presentation n we did make some changes to make it better haha.. was quite nervous though it is not the actual one. pray hard that i will do better than that on the actual day... michelle, cheryl n mi went to jp after op while melissa went to see her bf. our intention was to buy dividers n there i met rowena n her classmates who are all in the dance. haha they skip dance! lol, lucky i quit dance once i went to try out once.. nv regret my decision cos i love what i m doing now that is to play tennis.. it's really a fun cca n i get to know lots of friends. we walk around jp.. n i suddenly crave for ice cream n so we end up settling down at Anderson Ice cream.. omg.. it's taste so yummy! of cos.. nice foods will cotirbute to more fats ya? lol. meet some schoolmates well, can't avoid it cos jp is the nearest mall down that area. as we walk ... we went into the wallet shop n a pencil case caught her eyes. we spent some time deciding what to buy... n when we r done, we approach the salesgirl n she told us they dun have 4 of them. was sort of disappinted at 1st but thanks to michelle who ask if they are still coming more stocks. n yupz, our pw grp is going to buy that same pencil case.. sounds cool cos on the pencil case it printed 'Girls Rock'. yea, indeed i find my pw grp rock.. u guys really rock my world upside down haha.. may our friendship last 4ever like a never ending road.... once i got home, i slept like a pig! no tennis for this whole week.. hmm, wonder isn't gd or bad? anyway, i needa go n memorise my speech le.. wish mi all the best!

What a unfair world!

Continuation of yesterday... while watching my fav serial. i've been overwhelmed by emotions... yesterday episode protray a family makes up of a loving couple who are both in the police force, they have a daughter n a baby boy. The whole family were suppose to celebrate their dad birthday but he din came home tt night. He went to look for his enemy ... n they fought . ther serial shows how the triad chief using an axe to injured him.. it was horrible, his finger was cut off. den the triad chief place him in the police office car.. n push it in to the sea. Soon, the police found the car but there is nobody in it. A mystery yet to be solve. The police found a necklace which was meant to be given to his wife as promise on his b'day. Throughout the investigation, she was a very strong woman . But this night, she woke up n the middle of the night, wanting to pour a glass of water instead she broke the glass n pricked her fingers while clearing it. At that moment, i can see her sorrow.. she says ' husband, where are you? i miss you so much. when are you coming back to us.. please please come back..' tears came rolling down my cheeks too.. so touching, the love for her husband is beyond description... what a sad story.. till now, no one knows whether her husband is alive anot thought the possiblity of him surviving is just 10% as he has lost a lot of blood... looking forward to see tonight episode. now, i m in melissa hse tying these.. suppose to do pw now but guess we slack 1st den continue later haha... wat a lousy group leader right .. lol. Hey gals.. 4 more days to pw.. so we must jia you ok? hee, but u guys are doing much better than mi.. i have a soft voice . sob sob.. for a moment, i wish i have a loud voice n have confident in myself to face my audience. ok.. now i'm going to join them in a movie, 'Pearl in the eyes' i suppose haha.. goodbye! tata

adeline => wishing everything is just a dream

WhAt can i do?

TWO more days to chinese a level n FOUR more days to my oral presentation.. sob sob. this is my first time doing speech, so terribly afraid that i will stammer n forget what to say. so worried that i wun be able to answer their questions ... will tend to pause to think. another battle to fight is my chinese a level, it's as if i m going to a battlefield knowing what will be the outcome.. worst of all with no strategy. Now that i'm in jc, i feel that this jc of mine has place very little emphasis on chinese.. in the past, my teachers have done so much to prepare us for our o levels. Here, i have nothing but myself... almost no advice to go through this battle. I'm so lost... like a child looking for her parents... like a girl drowning, waiting for a buoy. Phew... just got a shocking call from a gal friend's guy. told him a lie to save my friend.. hope he din realise it cos i'm a bad liar. Wanna wish Vanessa a Happy Belated Birthday ( 01-11-1987). I still remember our deal.. trying hard to fork out some time for u.. dun worry gal! Continue my blog another time cos i m going to watch my fav show again.. hope it helps to relief my stress.. may god bless mi..