31-12-2006
Dear diary,
yesterday was my prom night :) In the morning till early afternoon, many unhappy things happen. But was glad that the rest of the day went well :) Hmm.. it was my first time going to a prom night. Quite an experienced, everyone was wearing formal. the gals, with their makeup, beautiful hairstyles, looking so elegant. I took alot of pictures, shall upload later. I think no one really eats cos everyone is busy taking photos. hmm... i like the last part most when they show us about what our CT says. Finally heard mdm lim sings le .. keke, nice! Some were funny, touching n interesting.
After prom, my classmates n i went to mos. First time there but i enjoyed it. It's different from the one i been to the other time, less smoky, more spacious. All of our gals there is first time there so first time dancing also. I think i drank alot but luckily i'm fine. Too bad cheryl never join us if not will be more fun! Melissa left first. den the rest of us were on the dance floor with the guys. After that went to macdonald. My feets are hurting so much cos stand too long le plus the heels effect. Wa,i'm still so pei fu keng ee.. you are the best! Her heels is so high la! Ate breakfast de share cab with three others. Reach home was horrible time cos needa remove those make up , shower everything. Argh, hard time to remove my make up. slp ard 6 plus ear 7 .. den woke up 10 like cos my sister woke mi up!
Anyway, i gotta go out le. Happy new year people!!!
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Thursday, December 29, 2005
after a show
Dear diary,
I just finished watching er mo zai shen bian. Teared quite a no of times at the last episode. Just cannot helped... i'm that emotional when comes to parting especially your loves one. Many times when i'm alone, i will think what if someday i lost this person. During those times, i really can cry as if it was real. Even when i'm outside walking on the streets, i will also think of what happen if i cross the road, an accident happen? Or fell down from the stairs cos i lost my balance? Does anyone has the same thoughts too? I dunno... so afraid things just happen when u never expect it.
In my family, i dun think i'm really very very close to my parents. Compared to my other siblings esp my youngest sister. Even during her recess time, she will call my mum n ask what are u doing now? where are you? Talk to me, it's my recess time. Everyday when she reaches home, like in those japanese shows, she will shout 'i'm home!' if nobody is home, she starts calling n ask my parents to faster come home cos she misses them. My third sister also will do the same but not as much. Kor too, when he is in the army esp when he is in an extreme gd mood, call home n talk to mummy or daddy. When he is outside, he will call home if needa pack food home? But me, i dun so all these. When i'm outside, i hardly ever call home unless to tell them i will be back home late today. Upon reaching home, i dun do the same as my sisters, just walk to my room silently. I dun call home at all in fact. I realise everytime is my mum the one calling me asking me about everything. Sometimes, i feel guilty. Sometimes, i feel irritated. Maybe that is due to my independence which my parents always refer to. Cos when i was young, begin the second child with my younger twins sisters who came to this world 2 years after me, my parents didn't had time to take care of me. They used to tell me to do everything myself since young. From study to my health, they hardly bother about me. When i'm sick, i dun rmb mum says today dun go sch, take a rest at home. But when mei groans a little, i saw everything... In studies, my parents nv scold me when i fail. Perhaps they think i did my best but everytime it makes me even more guilty. In sec 2, i went into depression, instead of the love i wanted, i got reprimanded for turning into the state i were. Till now i haven got an answer of what my parents really want of me. I can't say they dun love me cos i got most of the things I want. Yet i can't say i feel loved by them cos they give me more pain than ....
Dunno why i'm saying all these but it is just the suddenly urge of writing all these. People are complicated creatures that no one can describe.
I'm one very complex person that no one can reads.
@de|ine=> is this me?
I just finished watching er mo zai shen bian. Teared quite a no of times at the last episode. Just cannot helped... i'm that emotional when comes to parting especially your loves one. Many times when i'm alone, i will think what if someday i lost this person. During those times, i really can cry as if it was real. Even when i'm outside walking on the streets, i will also think of what happen if i cross the road, an accident happen? Or fell down from the stairs cos i lost my balance? Does anyone has the same thoughts too? I dunno... so afraid things just happen when u never expect it.
In my family, i dun think i'm really very very close to my parents. Compared to my other siblings esp my youngest sister. Even during her recess time, she will call my mum n ask what are u doing now? where are you? Talk to me, it's my recess time. Everyday when she reaches home, like in those japanese shows, she will shout 'i'm home!' if nobody is home, she starts calling n ask my parents to faster come home cos she misses them. My third sister also will do the same but not as much. Kor too, when he is in the army esp when he is in an extreme gd mood, call home n talk to mummy or daddy. When he is outside, he will call home if needa pack food home? But me, i dun so all these. When i'm outside, i hardly ever call home unless to tell them i will be back home late today. Upon reaching home, i dun do the same as my sisters, just walk to my room silently. I dun call home at all in fact. I realise everytime is my mum the one calling me asking me about everything. Sometimes, i feel guilty. Sometimes, i feel irritated. Maybe that is due to my independence which my parents always refer to. Cos when i was young, begin the second child with my younger twins sisters who came to this world 2 years after me, my parents didn't had time to take care of me. They used to tell me to do everything myself since young. From study to my health, they hardly bother about me. When i'm sick, i dun rmb mum says today dun go sch, take a rest at home. But when mei groans a little, i saw everything... In studies, my parents nv scold me when i fail. Perhaps they think i did my best but everytime it makes me even more guilty. In sec 2, i went into depression, instead of the love i wanted, i got reprimanded for turning into the state i were. Till now i haven got an answer of what my parents really want of me. I can't say they dun love me cos i got most of the things I want. Yet i can't say i feel loved by them cos they give me more pain than ....
Dunno why i'm saying all these but it is just the suddenly urge of writing all these. People are complicated creatures that no one can describe.
I'm one very complex person that no one can reads.
@de|ine=> is this me?
Full Day
Dear diary,
I woke up only at 10 this morning.. drank milo, bath n off to bbdc for my final theory lessons at 12.05pm with michelle. I didn't read anything so went there with an empty mind. Dun understand what the instructor is talking la. Anyway, the lessons end at 1.45pm. We have another lessons at 3.45pm, meanwhile, we went to je for lunch den go to job agency. Today i'm so embarrassed.
1) I were standing on the shuttle bus cos it was filled. Was holding my jacket. during the short journey to the mrt, my jacket dropped. I caouldn't bend down to pick so i life up my leg instead. got hold of my jacket but the bus suddenly jerk, n i lost my balance, knock the young boy behind mi. omg... so throw face, mich says my face was red!
2) Went to the CPF building, saw the notice something like visitors have to write on a book. I was busy looking at the board to check if we are at the right place. I walked in, the sercuity guard was so fierce la. He said ' hey, where you going?' in like really a scary tone.
3) way back to bbdc, mich n i took the train. sat at the two seater one... upon reaching, i realise my sling bag was stuck to the side. the door is opening, n i couldn't get my bag out... panic cos scare the door open den i'm still stuck there. i say in a louder voice cos mich was standing in front of the door already ' eh.. ' luckily i got my bag out. But so many staring at me... argh.
4) During lessons, i was smsing. half way, the instructor walk towards mi n show me the stop smsing sign. Hai~ so many pple in the class again.
Back to two days ago, i went to laura house. Was the first to reached there. Her house really got the christmas feeling. First time, i tried the x'mas nuts. nice :) Saw a few colleges just before i left. Kor was really 'GOOD' , he n his gf were gg to suntec city, he drop me in the middle of road of no where in orchard. i went to meet zhan n samuel while waiting for jain. Walk around.. i bought my hair clip le. love it ! Finally, everything for prom is done. just the day to complete it! can't wait to see how i look actually.. haha. eh. but not so excited abt the prom night thingy. Think my class will most likely gg to mos after the prom. I told mum, i won't be home tt night. hee.. she allowed! anyway, shld be ard 4 or 5 plus am den reached home. Hope that night will be fine:) keep my finger cross for one impt thing!
M feeling tired now... finally, i get myself gg to the lib to borrow some books while waiting for aiting. Hee.. but lazy me dunno will read anot? is there a job that i can change every 1 week? cos it is really boring to work everyday doing the same things. In the future, i really dun wanna work in the office. I prefer having flexible working hours n more interesting job :)
@de|ine=> tired! i more day to go!
I woke up only at 10 this morning.. drank milo, bath n off to bbdc for my final theory lessons at 12.05pm with michelle. I didn't read anything so went there with an empty mind. Dun understand what the instructor is talking la. Anyway, the lessons end at 1.45pm. We have another lessons at 3.45pm, meanwhile, we went to je for lunch den go to job agency. Today i'm so embarrassed.
1) I were standing on the shuttle bus cos it was filled. Was holding my jacket. during the short journey to the mrt, my jacket dropped. I caouldn't bend down to pick so i life up my leg instead. got hold of my jacket but the bus suddenly jerk, n i lost my balance, knock the young boy behind mi. omg... so throw face, mich says my face was red!
2) Went to the CPF building, saw the notice something like visitors have to write on a book. I was busy looking at the board to check if we are at the right place. I walked in, the sercuity guard was so fierce la. He said ' hey, where you going?' in like really a scary tone.
3) way back to bbdc, mich n i took the train. sat at the two seater one... upon reaching, i realise my sling bag was stuck to the side. the door is opening, n i couldn't get my bag out... panic cos scare the door open den i'm still stuck there. i say in a louder voice cos mich was standing in front of the door already ' eh.. ' luckily i got my bag out. But so many staring at me... argh.
4) During lessons, i was smsing. half way, the instructor walk towards mi n show me the stop smsing sign. Hai~ so many pple in the class again.
Back to two days ago, i went to laura house. Was the first to reached there. Her house really got the christmas feeling. First time, i tried the x'mas nuts. nice :) Saw a few colleges just before i left. Kor was really 'GOOD' , he n his gf were gg to suntec city, he drop me in the middle of road of no where in orchard. i went to meet zhan n samuel while waiting for jain. Walk around.. i bought my hair clip le. love it ! Finally, everything for prom is done. just the day to complete it! can't wait to see how i look actually.. haha. eh. but not so excited abt the prom night thingy. Think my class will most likely gg to mos after the prom. I told mum, i won't be home tt night. hee.. she allowed! anyway, shld be ard 4 or 5 plus am den reached home. Hope that night will be fine:) keep my finger cross for one impt thing!
M feeling tired now... finally, i get myself gg to the lib to borrow some books while waiting for aiting. Hee.. but lazy me dunno will read anot? is there a job that i can change every 1 week? cos it is really boring to work everyday doing the same things. In the future, i really dun wanna work in the office. I prefer having flexible working hours n more interesting job :)
@de|ine=> tired! i more day to go!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Chrstimas day
dear diary,
Merry Christmas!!! Almost a week since i blogged. anyway, i'm currently not working now cos i decided to quit the job. Perhaps,i was to fussy about it. nvm, what's done is done. Since last wednesday, i went shopping almost everyday. On thursday, i went to my jc class chalet. there wasn't many people turn up cos most of them are working , n even few ppl stay overed. It's really nice to see them again, not much changes except those coloured hair. We exchanged christmas gifts. N i received quite alot from my class, thanks to all! The guys are really big time drinker... saw them play cards. loser had to drink one cup of tiger. I slept for a few hours i think den woke up n join wenli, samuel n chin han for morning breakfast bbq - kaya toast :)
Went off really early in the morning cos i want to go aas n place those coasters on their desks. My previous colleagues desk... it was a surprise :) reached home ard 8 plus, went to sleep till 1pm. Shucks, i were supposed to meet michelle at 2pm at orchard mrt conrol station.. luckily, i wasn't too late! we went shopping that day, looking for our acessories. i wanna look for a hair clip for my prom night n mich wanna look for her necklace, we both can't find any. Michelle wanted to go ikea someday later but since we had no where else to walk le, so i suggest to go ikea. went there n michelle bought sth or christmas gifts. Finally, we went to have our dinner at the restaurant there. I ate the meatballs n chocolate almond. I'm such a glutton these few days! gosh, gonna look fat on my prom night! Michelle came to my house, i wanted to show her my prom night stuffs but mum wore my heels n took my handbag to her dinner. so , she only saw my dress. n i didn't know my dress was above my knee till she told me. Kor's gf has agreed to do my make up for me. hee, a little excited cos i nv put any make up before. also, i hope next week can get my hair clip but tt would means money again. hmm, elmo says chomel has very nice clips n they cost like 20 over buck? i dunno if i shld spend so much on a clip anot.. recently, i been spending too much. bought a top from forget mi not on x mas eve n i wore out that very night.
I spend my x mas ee with my secondary school friends. went to esplande for dinner though i nv eat cos i have already eaten. Den we went to clark quay, it was crowded everywhere. We were supposed to go estee but the coverage fees was 28. It was ex so we didn't went in , went to hooters have a drink n chit chat. We had this exchange gift thingy but it wasn't successful cos a few of them nv come. so i didn't received mine. i didn't know clark quay got so many pubs, it was my first time there. took a cab home and reached home ard 1 plus. Realised i was the first to reached home. elder bro next den near 3 den my younger twins sisters reached home. slept till 12pm, had lunch , watch scv n a dd till i fell asleep till 6pm. such a sleeper! nothing to do. i shall go to the lib n borrow some books to keep me occupied for the time being. haven decided to look for a job yet. i also needa do some research on the courses i wanna take in uni if i'm able to enter. Christmas day is just like any other days cos my family dun celebrate. i wanna go make strawberries chocolate le!
Merry Christmas!!! Almost a week since i blogged. anyway, i'm currently not working now cos i decided to quit the job. Perhaps,i was to fussy about it. nvm, what's done is done. Since last wednesday, i went shopping almost everyday. On thursday, i went to my jc class chalet. there wasn't many people turn up cos most of them are working , n even few ppl stay overed. It's really nice to see them again, not much changes except those coloured hair. We exchanged christmas gifts. N i received quite alot from my class, thanks to all! The guys are really big time drinker... saw them play cards. loser had to drink one cup of tiger. I slept for a few hours i think den woke up n join wenli, samuel n chin han for morning breakfast bbq - kaya toast :)
Went off really early in the morning cos i want to go aas n place those coasters on their desks. My previous colleagues desk... it was a surprise :) reached home ard 8 plus, went to sleep till 1pm. Shucks, i were supposed to meet michelle at 2pm at orchard mrt conrol station.. luckily, i wasn't too late! we went shopping that day, looking for our acessories. i wanna look for a hair clip for my prom night n mich wanna look for her necklace, we both can't find any. Michelle wanted to go ikea someday later but since we had no where else to walk le, so i suggest to go ikea. went there n michelle bought sth or christmas gifts. Finally, we went to have our dinner at the restaurant there. I ate the meatballs n chocolate almond. I'm such a glutton these few days! gosh, gonna look fat on my prom night! Michelle came to my house, i wanted to show her my prom night stuffs but mum wore my heels n took my handbag to her dinner. so , she only saw my dress. n i didn't know my dress was above my knee till she told me. Kor's gf has agreed to do my make up for me. hee, a little excited cos i nv put any make up before. also, i hope next week can get my hair clip but tt would means money again. hmm, elmo says chomel has very nice clips n they cost like 20 over buck? i dunno if i shld spend so much on a clip anot.. recently, i been spending too much. bought a top from forget mi not on x mas eve n i wore out that very night.
I spend my x mas ee with my secondary school friends. went to esplande for dinner though i nv eat cos i have already eaten. Den we went to clark quay, it was crowded everywhere. We were supposed to go estee but the coverage fees was 28. It was ex so we didn't went in , went to hooters have a drink n chit chat. We had this exchange gift thingy but it wasn't successful cos a few of them nv come. so i didn't received mine. i didn't know clark quay got so many pubs, it was my first time there. took a cab home and reached home ard 1 plus. Realised i was the first to reached home. elder bro next den near 3 den my younger twins sisters reached home. slept till 12pm, had lunch , watch scv n a dd till i fell asleep till 6pm. such a sleeper! nothing to do. i shall go to the lib n borrow some books to keep me occupied for the time being. haven decided to look for a job yet. i also needa do some research on the courses i wanna take in uni if i'm able to enter. Christmas day is just like any other days cos my family dun celebrate. i wanna go make strawberries chocolate le!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
first day at work
dear diary,
my first day working wasn't as what i expected n i certainly didn't like what i'm doing. Was told to do some filing which was ok though i thought is something the people themselves should it la. After that have to pack some files in order into boxes den transfer in onto the shelves. argh, the boxs are so bulky n heavy la, not as if i have enough strength to do so! I were actually quite unhappy having to do such stuffs. just didn't like it. One of the filing i have to do is so dirty. My sister called n i complained to her. mummy n daddy later talk to me n told mi to quit if i didn't like it. Hai~ where got people first day go work den quit straightaway? they told mi to quit den can concentrate in learning my driving first. i really feel like quiting eh but something hold mi back. I dun really know what izzit.. izzit melissa? izzit afraid that i would regret? or izzit the pay? or izzit the fear of not being able to find another job? i dunno.. maybe all of each ba. End of the day, i didn't say i wanna quit. i really wanna do something i like yet i dunno what i really like. I know i always wanna do something, that is to do something with kids cos i love them. working in a childcare or as a voluteer? i dun really care as long as i'm happy! i hve no idea how to go about finding it ... anyone has? I dun like today!!!
was called into my parents' room a few minutes ago. i'm getting confused. I actually think that maybe i can try for a few days.but they say if i still think of wanna quit soon, might well just quit now. cos dun think they will pay for too if i work for a few days. aiyo.. so ma fan!!! what should i do???
ade|ine=> flustered
my first day working wasn't as what i expected n i certainly didn't like what i'm doing. Was told to do some filing which was ok though i thought is something the people themselves should it la. After that have to pack some files in order into boxes den transfer in onto the shelves. argh, the boxs are so bulky n heavy la, not as if i have enough strength to do so! I were actually quite unhappy having to do such stuffs. just didn't like it. One of the filing i have to do is so dirty. My sister called n i complained to her. mummy n daddy later talk to me n told mi to quit if i didn't like it. Hai~ where got people first day go work den quit straightaway? they told mi to quit den can concentrate in learning my driving first. i really feel like quiting eh but something hold mi back. I dun really know what izzit.. izzit melissa? izzit afraid that i would regret? or izzit the pay? or izzit the fear of not being able to find another job? i dunno.. maybe all of each ba. End of the day, i didn't say i wanna quit. i really wanna do something i like yet i dunno what i really like. I know i always wanna do something, that is to do something with kids cos i love them. working in a childcare or as a voluteer? i dun really care as long as i'm happy! i hve no idea how to go about finding it ... anyone has? I dun like today!!!
was called into my parents' room a few minutes ago. i'm getting confused. I actually think that maybe i can try for a few days.but they say if i still think of wanna quit soon, might well just quit now. cos dun think they will pay for too if i work for a few days. aiyo.. so ma fan!!! what should i do???
ade|ine=> flustered
Monday, December 19, 2005
not a day at work :)
dear diary,
i'm suppose to report for work today but i was told to go tml instead. hee.. that means one more day to rest! woke up early due to the auto body alarm clock. watch tv. i were switching channels den stop at channel 18. it was showing oprah - christmas kindness. I feel so touched n upset by what i saw that i teared. South africa has the highest number of people with HIV n this result in many oprhans. There is this girl i think she is 14 yars old , her mum who is HIV positive is in the hospital. Eversince her mum went in , she didn't have the chance to see her till the day when oprah brought her to see her. Everyday, she wrote letter to her mum , saying mummy i love you. when i saw they hugging. tears just rolled down. it hurts me more when the person says that yes, she has HIV but she wasn't treated cos there isn't any medical facilities. A few days ago, she past away leaving her daughter alone here in this world. For a moment, i sat down there thinking... in singapore, i hardly see any kid lacking of basic needs. christmas is coming,i'm sure most kids here will at least have a present. but over there, children might not even know it is christmas day. Perhaps, they are wondering when their next meal will be? The world is so unfair,no matter where u are. however, i feel that people like them really should have a better life. if only we can give them a little of what we have. While watching the show, i saw a few more children leading life which i thought more should be given. When i grow up, i wanna adopt a few of these kids though agency. provide them education, shelter n all that they need cos i believe they will have a bright future ahead of them. Hopefully, people reading this will do the same too if u have the ability. You are giving hope to a young life.
Anyway, been going out these few days. Went out with vanessa on sat from 2 to 10. From far east to PS. bought a few xmas gifts n a very nice photoframe that i aim for quite long. Luckily i didn't buy when i first saw it in taka cos i got 20% in PS. So long nv meet up with vanessa le, still as pretty :) my sec 1 n sec 2 soulmate! quite a pity that we wer in separate class in secondary 2. Gal, i've never forgotten you. i can still remember the times we were together. Everyday after school, waiting for each other, on the phone, chatting during recess time though u still have ur perfect duties. Rmbed once we quarrel over something really stupid but on the day of our english oral, we were alright again! In secondary 2, you wrote me a letter n i spent the whole one hour of geography lesson to reply you. That day, we both cried on the phone. End of the year, something happened to you. i accompanied you home n ended up falling asleep in ur house. haha... i'm suppose to cheer you up. everytime. ur mum will bring us out. erm.. to suntec city, mount faber. We try to make a pact that after each major exam, we will catch a movie together. but i think we only watch it twice right? Since seconday 3. i still think back of those times very often. SOmetimes i wonder if u still rmb mi? cos our words were so few. sometimes, we dun even see each other for days... you have ur own classmates n i've my own friends too. We did studied together once in macdonald, n sth happen to me that day. it was so embarrassing if you rmb? lol... you went to poly n me to jc, i only get to know how you are doing through your blog. Am glad u r doing fine... on sat i saw you, a few minutes, feelings just overwhelmed me.
I wanna let you know that no matter how much time has flown, i still regard you as my best friend. We may not meet each other frequently, we may have less talks but still my care n concern fot you has not lessen. take care n dear friend n i hope to meet up with you soon!
On sunday, good weather plus great tennis training! learn something new today... played three rounds n i'm satisfied with myself. i saw for myself how much i have improved :) thumbs up adeline!
I went to ikea today with my sisters. Congrats to my two little babies for promoting to seconday 5! must study even harder next year ok? jie will support you all the way!
if you find that you did not reach your target this year, you still have one more chance next year in your o levels. I know you guys have tired your best n I saw it for myself. You don't have to bother or even care about what others think cos I know you have given your best! Keep striving , success will come to your way!
ade|ine => days without worries :)
i'm suppose to report for work today but i was told to go tml instead. hee.. that means one more day to rest! woke up early due to the auto body alarm clock. watch tv. i were switching channels den stop at channel 18. it was showing oprah - christmas kindness. I feel so touched n upset by what i saw that i teared. South africa has the highest number of people with HIV n this result in many oprhans. There is this girl i think she is 14 yars old , her mum who is HIV positive is in the hospital. Eversince her mum went in , she didn't have the chance to see her till the day when oprah brought her to see her. Everyday, she wrote letter to her mum , saying mummy i love you. when i saw they hugging. tears just rolled down. it hurts me more when the person says that yes, she has HIV but she wasn't treated cos there isn't any medical facilities. A few days ago, she past away leaving her daughter alone here in this world. For a moment, i sat down there thinking... in singapore, i hardly see any kid lacking of basic needs. christmas is coming,i'm sure most kids here will at least have a present. but over there, children might not even know it is christmas day. Perhaps, they are wondering when their next meal will be? The world is so unfair,no matter where u are. however, i feel that people like them really should have a better life. if only we can give them a little of what we have. While watching the show, i saw a few more children leading life which i thought more should be given. When i grow up, i wanna adopt a few of these kids though agency. provide them education, shelter n all that they need cos i believe they will have a bright future ahead of them. Hopefully, people reading this will do the same too if u have the ability. You are giving hope to a young life.
Anyway, been going out these few days. Went out with vanessa on sat from 2 to 10. From far east to PS. bought a few xmas gifts n a very nice photoframe that i aim for quite long. Luckily i didn't buy when i first saw it in taka cos i got 20% in PS. So long nv meet up with vanessa le, still as pretty :) my sec 1 n sec 2 soulmate! quite a pity that we wer in separate class in secondary 2. Gal, i've never forgotten you. i can still remember the times we were together. Everyday after school, waiting for each other, on the phone, chatting during recess time though u still have ur perfect duties. Rmbed once we quarrel over something really stupid but on the day of our english oral, we were alright again! In secondary 2, you wrote me a letter n i spent the whole one hour of geography lesson to reply you. That day, we both cried on the phone. End of the year, something happened to you. i accompanied you home n ended up falling asleep in ur house. haha... i'm suppose to cheer you up. everytime. ur mum will bring us out. erm.. to suntec city, mount faber. We try to make a pact that after each major exam, we will catch a movie together. but i think we only watch it twice right? Since seconday 3. i still think back of those times very often. SOmetimes i wonder if u still rmb mi? cos our words were so few. sometimes, we dun even see each other for days... you have ur own classmates n i've my own friends too. We did studied together once in macdonald, n sth happen to me that day. it was so embarrassing if you rmb? lol... you went to poly n me to jc, i only get to know how you are doing through your blog. Am glad u r doing fine... on sat i saw you, a few minutes, feelings just overwhelmed me.
I wanna let you know that no matter how much time has flown, i still regard you as my best friend. We may not meet each other frequently, we may have less talks but still my care n concern fot you has not lessen. take care n dear friend n i hope to meet up with you soon!
On sunday, good weather plus great tennis training! learn something new today... played three rounds n i'm satisfied with myself. i saw for myself how much i have improved :) thumbs up adeline!
I went to ikea today with my sisters. Congrats to my two little babies for promoting to seconday 5! must study even harder next year ok? jie will support you all the way!
if you find that you did not reach your target this year, you still have one more chance next year in your o levels. I know you guys have tired your best n I saw it for myself. You don't have to bother or even care about what others think cos I know you have given your best! Keep striving , success will come to your way!
ade|ine => days without worries :)
Friday, December 16, 2005
busy day!
dear diary,
my feet are hurting now esp my foot ,the big toe due to the heels! my interview went smoothly! i'm reporting to work on monday at 10am. the pay is 7 bucks per hour... but i think very slack cos i see my sister like do nothing! actually, kinda miss working over at aas already. hmm, hope someday i can go back there again!
after interview i went to hightlight my hair. is gold but not really gold too. only on the outer layer cos my hairdresser says it is damaging esp when i did rebonding so many times le. it is not very obvious.. will put up some pictures soon!
meet denis for lunch at marina square - cafe cartel. wa, the serving there so big, i odered chicken culet. like what denis said, more of floor than meat. lol... i'm afraid of puttingo n weight so didn't eat the crispy portion though i know is tasty! i can't finished it... den we went shopping over there for a while, den we took bus to orchard cos i wanna buy a photo frame at taka. but i can't find it cos i went to the wrong place! bought a braclet for rowena cos it's her b'day! i know is kinda last minute but i hope she liked it!! after taka, we went to wisma but denis was quite tired cos he only had one hour of slp during the chalet. he left early.. while i shop alone cos i'm waiting for rowena. she was in her aunt shop hightlighting n perming her hair. only got to meet her at 6.30. gal ar, make mi wait so long, must do something to make up for it hor? lol... kidding la! it's ur b;day so u r forgiven! she says she look like auntie cos of the perm n said that her hair is very red. well, i think it is ok, just that the perm makes u look abit more mature only but not to the extent of auntie. the red thingy only three strands more red but overall i think is alright! dun worry ya :) we chat n have a drink in coffee bean , took pictures. after that, we wanna take some more pics so went to zara n pick a skirt. went to the fitting room together. instead of trying the skirt, we took more pictures. haha.. that was our motive n it was a good idea! we stay in quite long but who cares? came out, the salesgirl must be thinking y so long but we faster walk away. when i saw the queue so long , rowena n i just smile at each other. soon, she gonna meet her frens cos she is late again! went home... i skip dinner cos i'm still so full! tml going shopping again with vanessa. at night,my sister n i are treating my family to a late night movie - kingkong. :) first time , my family is watching a late night movie together ,i'm excited! shall upload some pictures taken today sometime next week if i have the time.
adeline=> busy gal!
my feet are hurting now esp my foot ,the big toe due to the heels! my interview went smoothly! i'm reporting to work on monday at 10am. the pay is 7 bucks per hour... but i think very slack cos i see my sister like do nothing! actually, kinda miss working over at aas already. hmm, hope someday i can go back there again!
after interview i went to hightlight my hair. is gold but not really gold too. only on the outer layer cos my hairdresser says it is damaging esp when i did rebonding so many times le. it is not very obvious.. will put up some pictures soon!
meet denis for lunch at marina square - cafe cartel. wa, the serving there so big, i odered chicken culet. like what denis said, more of floor than meat. lol... i'm afraid of puttingo n weight so didn't eat the crispy portion though i know is tasty! i can't finished it... den we went shopping over there for a while, den we took bus to orchard cos i wanna buy a photo frame at taka. but i can't find it cos i went to the wrong place! bought a braclet for rowena cos it's her b'day! i know is kinda last minute but i hope she liked it!! after taka, we went to wisma but denis was quite tired cos he only had one hour of slp during the chalet. he left early.. while i shop alone cos i'm waiting for rowena. she was in her aunt shop hightlighting n perming her hair. only got to meet her at 6.30. gal ar, make mi wait so long, must do something to make up for it hor? lol... kidding la! it's ur b;day so u r forgiven! she says she look like auntie cos of the perm n said that her hair is very red. well, i think it is ok, just that the perm makes u look abit more mature only but not to the extent of auntie. the red thingy only three strands more red but overall i think is alright! dun worry ya :) we chat n have a drink in coffee bean , took pictures. after that, we wanna take some more pics so went to zara n pick a skirt. went to the fitting room together. instead of trying the skirt, we took more pictures. haha.. that was our motive n it was a good idea! we stay in quite long but who cares? came out, the salesgirl must be thinking y so long but we faster walk away. when i saw the queue so long , rowena n i just smile at each other. soon, she gonna meet her frens cos she is late again! went home... i skip dinner cos i'm still so full! tml going shopping again with vanessa. at night,my sister n i are treating my family to a late night movie - kingkong. :) first time , my family is watching a late night movie together ,i'm excited! shall upload some pictures taken today sometime next week if i have the time.
adeline=> busy gal!
I woke up early this morning, had a chat with ben, my bro's fren. watched some tv, n came online. came across some funny jokes. some i heard before, hope these can bring you guys some laughter too :)
The Test
Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by
cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could
live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go
to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So
all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.
The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten
apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to
shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your
face or you'll be eaten."
The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out
in pain, so he was killed.
The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the
king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this
should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the
ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.
The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one
asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The
second one replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw the third guy
coming with pineapples."
Man Who Loved Baked Beans
Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion
for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an
embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him. One day he met
a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would
marry, he thought to himself, she'll never go through with the
marriage with me carrying on like this, so he made the supreme
sacrifice and gave up beans.
Shortly after that they were married. A few months later, on his
birthday and on the way home from work, his car broke down.
Since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her
that he would be late because he had to walk home. On his way
home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked
beans overwhelmed him. Since he still had several miles to walk
he figured he could walk off any ill affects before he got home.
It was, after all, his birthday. So he went in and ordered, and
before leaving had 3 extra large helpings of baked beans.
All the way home he putt-putted. By the time he arrived home he
felt reasonably safe. His wife met him at the door and seemed
somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most
wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!" She put a
blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the
table and made him promise not to peak. At this point he was
beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was
about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again
made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she
went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the
opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was
not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time
breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about
him. He had just started to feel better, when another urge came
on. He raised his leg and RRIIPPP !!! It sounded like a diesel
engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he
tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would
dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon
winner, the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a
minute later the flowers on the table were dead.
With his blindfold still on, when he heard the phone farewells
he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top
of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when
his wife walked in. Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if
he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not
peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "SURPRISE!!!"
To his shock and horror, there were twelve dinner guests seated
around the table for his surprise birthday party.
i'm going for interview already! wish me luck...
The Test
Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by
cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could
live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go
to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So
all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.
The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten
apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to
shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your
face or you'll be eaten."
The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out
in pain, so he was killed.
The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the
king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this
should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the
ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.
The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one
asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The
second one replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw the third guy
coming with pineapples."
Man Who Loved Baked Beans
Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion
for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an
embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him. One day he met
a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would
marry, he thought to himself, she'll never go through with the
marriage with me carrying on like this, so he made the supreme
sacrifice and gave up beans.
Shortly after that they were married. A few months later, on his
birthday and on the way home from work, his car broke down.
Since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her
that he would be late because he had to walk home. On his way
home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked
beans overwhelmed him. Since he still had several miles to walk
he figured he could walk off any ill affects before he got home.
It was, after all, his birthday. So he went in and ordered, and
before leaving had 3 extra large helpings of baked beans.
All the way home he putt-putted. By the time he arrived home he
felt reasonably safe. His wife met him at the door and seemed
somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most
wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!" She put a
blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the
table and made him promise not to peak. At this point he was
beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was
about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again
made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she
went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the
opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was
not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time
breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about
him. He had just started to feel better, when another urge came
on. He raised his leg and RRIIPPP !!! It sounded like a diesel
engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he
tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would
dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon
winner, the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a
minute later the flowers on the table were dead.
With his blindfold still on, when he heard the phone farewells
he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top
of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when
his wife walked in. Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if
he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not
peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "SURPRISE!!!"
To his shock and horror, there were twelve dinner guests seated
around the table for his surprise birthday party.
i'm going for interview already! wish me luck...
Thursday, December 15, 2005
last day of work
dear diary,
it my last day of work today! it is kinda unexpected too. early in the morning, i just told my manager that i may have to leave early before the 28th cos my sister is quitting n they need immediate replacement which is monday. but she says must finish the data entry den can leave even if it end on the 31st. i said ok lor.. but who knows after lunch , sk ask mi if there is still anymore data? but there isn't anymore so i told her abt the resignation thingy too. Soon, she told mi they can release me after today. haha... never expect my problem to be solved so quickly that it actually surprised mi. went for lunch with sally, laura took half day off n is also my last time seeing her till the 26th. chat with peter for a while n the big boss on my way down the stairs. He gave mi the look - so early go home? i told him is my last day.. den he ask whether i get my pay already? i replied him not yet , wait till they call me. lastly he said hope you have a nice time working. i was thinking.. ya nice time... facing the com for 9 hours everyday doing the same stuff, how nice could it be? but of ocs i never said that but just reply ya n bye... woo, when i get my pay i have so much thing to spend.
mummy says today is my last day den i so elated. of cos la, is my first job n i can finally get my first hard earned money. whaha.. i bought cake for my colleagues but dunno if they got finished it anot. forget to ask around before i left but nvm la.
today, i gonna be very busy.
1) a job interview in the morning , going with my sister
2) if there is time after the interview, i will go n find mummy. also to highlight my hair
3) having lunch with denis den might go walk walk
4) christmas shopping with rowena
5) maybe dinner with friends? or watch tv at home? shopping alone?
can't wait for tml!!! hehe... this feeling is like after a levels again
luckily only a few days break.. shall cancel my sunday tennis training cos on sat night, my sister n i are treating my family for a late night movie - King Kong
i wanna go n plan how to spend my money le but half of it is mine only cos half is for my parents. see i so good hor... haha . i so thick skin! kk... i think this is a must for every child. must always remember that u r who u are today because of your parents. without them, i wouldn't be here able to work too. so they really deserve it!
adeline=> in an extreme good mood!!!
it my last day of work today! it is kinda unexpected too. early in the morning, i just told my manager that i may have to leave early before the 28th cos my sister is quitting n they need immediate replacement which is monday. but she says must finish the data entry den can leave even if it end on the 31st. i said ok lor.. but who knows after lunch , sk ask mi if there is still anymore data? but there isn't anymore so i told her abt the resignation thingy too. Soon, she told mi they can release me after today. haha... never expect my problem to be solved so quickly that it actually surprised mi. went for lunch with sally, laura took half day off n is also my last time seeing her till the 26th. chat with peter for a while n the big boss on my way down the stairs. He gave mi the look - so early go home? i told him is my last day.. den he ask whether i get my pay already? i replied him not yet , wait till they call me. lastly he said hope you have a nice time working. i was thinking.. ya nice time... facing the com for 9 hours everyday doing the same stuff, how nice could it be? but of ocs i never said that but just reply ya n bye... woo, when i get my pay i have so much thing to spend.
mummy says today is my last day den i so elated. of cos la, is my first job n i can finally get my first hard earned money. whaha.. i bought cake for my colleagues but dunno if they got finished it anot. forget to ask around before i left but nvm la.
today, i gonna be very busy.
1) a job interview in the morning , going with my sister
2) if there is time after the interview, i will go n find mummy. also to highlight my hair
3) having lunch with denis den might go walk walk
4) christmas shopping with rowena
5) maybe dinner with friends? or watch tv at home? shopping alone?
can't wait for tml!!! hehe... this feeling is like after a levels again
luckily only a few days break.. shall cancel my sunday tennis training cos on sat night, my sister n i are treating my family for a late night movie - King Kong
i wanna go n plan how to spend my money le but half of it is mine only cos half is for my parents. see i so good hor... haha . i so thick skin! kk... i think this is a must for every child. must always remember that u r who u are today because of your parents. without them, i wouldn't be here able to work too. so they really deserve it!
adeline=> in an extreme good mood!!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
tuesday!
dear diary,
today i'm a a happy gal unlike yesterday. yesterday, most of the time at work i were feeling frustrated. Early in the morning, there were 3 new comers at work.. so i were kinda distracted den keep typing wrongly. hmm.. den sk my supervisor later told me that when the computers over at leng kee are done, i will be transfer over. argh... this is worst than saturday when i was told that my seat would change but it didn't. I was like orh ok.. den after a while i asked her can i not go? she said there isn't any enough computers here so no choice. Haiz... in life there isn't really much choices you can make. just like education... when did u ever really have the choice to choose what u wanna study in singapore? Nvm.. after lunch. i was given a stack of data entry which i hated cos it's so irritating to figure out what people are writing. Sk says do this first so again i have no choice but to do so la... shortly, the manager asked me in den questioned me about some stuff regarding telemarketing. Cos after data entry there isn't any more thing for me to do. I'm afriad to do telemarketing cos i think is like calling ppl asking them to renew their membership card which i think i might encounter different of pple. I'm more worried of handling those who will ask alot of questions oe end up getting scolded by them. jus dun like to be scolded for no reason ... So while typing, i'm pondering if i should really try it or not? at the end of the day i think that maybe i can try for a day den if i dun like i just dun do it lor. I told the manager about it n she just reply - must have more confidence in yourself. When i reached home, i called melvin to have a chat with him alos to ask him for his opinion cos he did telemarketing before. I went home with sally den she said that leng kee is near my house n i may even be able to walk there. think about it , the location isn't really much of a problem. haha if really can walk there, i lunch time can walk home n slp a while n also there is free food! yupz... good good. regarding the telemarketing, there are some changes to my job cos my sister is quitting so if possible i will leave this current job n go over the other plus soon i'll be giving tuition le. Talk to my parents n they think that i should not do telemarketing too n to replace by sister asap. guess, tml i have to talk to my supervisor to ask for early resignation .
today, i'm happy but i have no idea why. perhaps i slept early ytd? or ytd i was frustrated so i blast the music really loud till i felt better at night? i dunno.. i knew i had sweet dreams yesterday night lol... woke up around 6 plus am in the morning feeling great. it was raining n my parents nv do for their excerise. i went to asked daddy in a really nice way if he could send mi to work? hee... though he is half asleep but still he agree :) thanks dad n mum!!! ha.. had lots of time so i plait my hair. today i did something different, i was in a good mood so i decided to do the difficult entries first. around lunch time, i sms sally what time she is going for lunch but she said she is down the road le. the gal beside me left for lunch too ... so left peter. ask him if i could join him for lunch? n ya... went to centre point eat. the system today was a little screw up so there is abt 15 minutes or more i cannot enter the data. i think having some time to rest in between really makes mi feel better. hope the computer system is down more often for a while haha.... i know i'm very bad but at least i get to really slack with good reason! finally my mouse is changed! been using the spoil mouse for two weeks le. the uncle who changed the mouse said i am patient to tolerate with it. This also makes my day better! End of the day sally came to talk to me.. talking to her just makes me wanna laugh. while waiting for bus, my rubberband snap. i thot was some insect cos something bit my neck. luckily it was at the end of the day already. during our bus journey, she make mi laugh till i cry.. lol. i think i must be a little mad too.
it's so noisy now! having disagreements - my sister n mi vs my bro.
right now, i needa go n think about certain stuffs n have an early night too i hope. Hope tml will be better!
adeline=> life is like a rollercoaster
today i'm a a happy gal unlike yesterday. yesterday, most of the time at work i were feeling frustrated. Early in the morning, there were 3 new comers at work.. so i were kinda distracted den keep typing wrongly. hmm.. den sk my supervisor later told me that when the computers over at leng kee are done, i will be transfer over. argh... this is worst than saturday when i was told that my seat would change but it didn't. I was like orh ok.. den after a while i asked her can i not go? she said there isn't any enough computers here so no choice. Haiz... in life there isn't really much choices you can make. just like education... when did u ever really have the choice to choose what u wanna study in singapore? Nvm.. after lunch. i was given a stack of data entry which i hated cos it's so irritating to figure out what people are writing. Sk says do this first so again i have no choice but to do so la... shortly, the manager asked me in den questioned me about some stuff regarding telemarketing. Cos after data entry there isn't any more thing for me to do. I'm afriad to do telemarketing cos i think is like calling ppl asking them to renew their membership card which i think i might encounter different of pple. I'm more worried of handling those who will ask alot of questions oe end up getting scolded by them. jus dun like to be scolded for no reason ... So while typing, i'm pondering if i should really try it or not? at the end of the day i think that maybe i can try for a day den if i dun like i just dun do it lor. I told the manager about it n she just reply - must have more confidence in yourself. When i reached home, i called melvin to have a chat with him alos to ask him for his opinion cos he did telemarketing before. I went home with sally den she said that leng kee is near my house n i may even be able to walk there. think about it , the location isn't really much of a problem. haha if really can walk there, i lunch time can walk home n slp a while n also there is free food! yupz... good good. regarding the telemarketing, there are some changes to my job cos my sister is quitting so if possible i will leave this current job n go over the other plus soon i'll be giving tuition le. Talk to my parents n they think that i should not do telemarketing too n to replace by sister asap. guess, tml i have to talk to my supervisor to ask for early resignation .
today, i'm happy but i have no idea why. perhaps i slept early ytd? or ytd i was frustrated so i blast the music really loud till i felt better at night? i dunno.. i knew i had sweet dreams yesterday night lol... woke up around 6 plus am in the morning feeling great. it was raining n my parents nv do for their excerise. i went to asked daddy in a really nice way if he could send mi to work? hee... though he is half asleep but still he agree :) thanks dad n mum!!! ha.. had lots of time so i plait my hair. today i did something different, i was in a good mood so i decided to do the difficult entries first. around lunch time, i sms sally what time she is going for lunch but she said she is down the road le. the gal beside me left for lunch too ... so left peter. ask him if i could join him for lunch? n ya... went to centre point eat. the system today was a little screw up so there is abt 15 minutes or more i cannot enter the data. i think having some time to rest in between really makes mi feel better. hope the computer system is down more often for a while haha.... i know i'm very bad but at least i get to really slack with good reason! finally my mouse is changed! been using the spoil mouse for two weeks le. the uncle who changed the mouse said i am patient to tolerate with it. This also makes my day better! End of the day sally came to talk to me.. talking to her just makes me wanna laugh. while waiting for bus, my rubberband snap. i thot was some insect cos something bit my neck. luckily it was at the end of the day already. during our bus journey, she make mi laugh till i cry.. lol. i think i must be a little mad too.
it's so noisy now! having disagreements - my sister n mi vs my bro.
right now, i needa go n think about certain stuffs n have an early night too i hope. Hope tml will be better!
adeline=> life is like a rollercoaster
Sunday, December 11, 2005
diary
Dear diary,
monday:
went shopping at far east with auntie pearlyn n her kids ,mum, cynthia and auntie honey. hmm... when we reached there is already 8 n auntie pearlyn kids - xinyi n yingjie were tagging along with me n my sis. we bought them to take neoprints n xinyi was really cute.. she looks so surprise by the machine n the wonders that it can do. haha... still young. den bring them n walk around, eat kfc cos yingjie was feeling hungry. I bought a handbag which i saw when i were shopping with wenda n cheryl 2 weeks ago in marina square. but it is cheaper over here.. i bought white one :)
tuesday:
today i went for my basic theory evalution after work. around 5.30 i called daddy to fetch me so that i can rest a while n study a little. went home, i took a short nap and started reading. gosh, i'm afraid i would fail again la cos this is the second time i'm taking the evalution. luckily for me, i made it! my parents were very nice, they say that after work ill be tired so they decided to send me there just to take the evalution while they wait for me in west mall. It took me only 15 minutes to complete the whole thing. i saw wenli in the same room too but she was late so never saw me.
wednesday:
i can't really remember what i did today . maybe it is just an ordinary working day so nothing much! oh... today i'm alone for lunch so i walk down to the road to see if i can grab something nice. called mummy to ask what should i eat haha cos it feels weird having to eat alone i didn't like it! I just keep walking n look around den walk till orchard road. wanted to go bread talk near centre point but i realised it has gone so went to centre point , the cold storage n see. haha.. saw something i've always been wanting to eat - sushi! i bought them back n eat behind my working place. that's where peter join me for lunch. hmm... he sits just behind me n the pass few days i never talk to him before cos he looks kinda fierce. but i realise i was wrong.. in fact he was nice n friendly. we chat a while den i have to get down to work le. after the chat with peter, i feel that working is not that boring cos finally there's someone i can talk to when i feel bored haha. thanks to peter! i dun really feel comfortable calling my colleages who are older by their names cos throughout my education, these people look like teachers to me. I feel like calling them like mr or miss something just like my teachers but dun think it is nice. furthermore, i always greet my parent's friends calling uncle n auntie so it really feels awkard to call my colleages by their names. haha.. ok , i shall not harp on it anymore. today i feel happy :)
thursday:
today, i went to great world for lunch with sally n melissa( my colleages) n something happen but i shall not mention anything. had macdonalds for lunch ... woo it has been a long time since i eat fast food. tastes yummy! western food is always my favorite - the top of my list!
friday:
it is my first time having to eat the food behind my working place. it tastes not bad... den i bought a surf shorts which was on sales. today is a little special cos i went clubbing with shili, fang lay, kc, roger, lyn, shuyan. was really curious how it was like inside cos i never been to such place before. haha.. told peter that i was going to clubbing for the first time but he like dun believe me. hey, i'm a good gal ya. lol... kidding. initally i didn't want to tell mummy where i was going but in the end i still tell her cos i feel guilty if i lie. her reaction was as expected .. not that she dun allow but she just keep nagging about some stuffs. i got a little pissed off cos it was my first time going n i dun think it is a nasty place to go too from what i heard from others. i just went to my room till it was time for mi to go meet my friends. ok... we were there early so there weren't many people n i find it not bad.. the place looks nice. We went out a while to meet wilopo den came back again. it was near 11 by the time we came back. the place started to getting mroe n more crowd . roger n kc ordered drinks for us ... i like blue lagoon cos it tastes sweet n not much of alochol. the rest of the alcoholic drinks i dun really have much memory of it. soon, we were on the dancing floor.. the place started to stinks cos i didn't like the smoking smell. loud music blasting, peple began to dance. hmm... the music was good, shili , fl, kc, roger also dance but not me. i feel out of place , feel so stiff n shocked by things happening around me. cos it was not what i expected it to be... my eyes are hurting due to the lightings, the music was so loud that when i leave the place i couldn't hear clearly. they tired to ask me to dance but i couldn't n too scare to even move. one thing irritates me was this guy who keep bumping on to me. also there is a bunch of gals who were crazy. very inconsiderate! i look like a total idiot standing there just gazing around , more of observing people around me. haha... i left when the night is still young. guess i wun be going to such places anymore , i prefer chilling out with you guys. i'm so sorry for leaving early n hope you guys have fun that day! thanks for bringing me in , it's an eye opener for me though i didn't like it. yupz~ i would prefer to just drink n chat.
saturday:
i took bus 64 n align near denis house n realise there isn't any bus to go to work. called melvin but his hp is off , so called wl n he was trying to tell mi where i should walk to take bus 65 den change again. hmm... i dunno where i was walking but i know tiong baru plaza is very near so decided to walk towards the direction . i'm so lousy, i couldn't find my way n had to ask people n one uncle offer to walk me over cos he is on his way there too. thanks! in the afternoon, my aunt came over. at night, my family go to sim lim square for repair our com so that kor can play his game. argh... i wish dad nv took it to repair cos he keep using. for the past few weeks, i feel that my sisters n I never really talk to him anymore . my sisters seems to go against whatever he says n does. well, i'm still tolerating him. just didn't wan to quarrel with him n make dad n mum unhappy. hai~ but i feel that kor really went overboard. everytime talks to him nicely, he will raise his voice in return which i really dislikes it. he never learns to appreciate things that pple do for me. dad n mum sort of spoil him in a way by protecting him too much. i always tell my parents that they are wrong in doing everything for him but they always come up with stupid reasons for doing so.
sk told me that maybe monday i mightl have to change my seats cos there will be new comer doing telemarketing. but i dun wan eh... cos i like to sit there as the screen is big , also i finally have someone to entertain me when i'm sleepy or bored . argh... is like in school whenever the teacher says wanna change our sitting position. i didn't like it cos u dunno who you will be sitting beside with. of cos if the person is a good friend of yours but if it isn't, i will feel very uneasy. pray hard my sitting place won't change. cross my finger!
sunday:
tennis in the morning though it was drizzling. watched tv... going out ard 4.30 to meet my friends cos wilopo is leaving tml. he will be treating us dinner. he never change much but taller. hoping to see more people whom i hardly met later.
adeline => yawning... a week has past again.
monday:
went shopping at far east with auntie pearlyn n her kids ,mum, cynthia and auntie honey. hmm... when we reached there is already 8 n auntie pearlyn kids - xinyi n yingjie were tagging along with me n my sis. we bought them to take neoprints n xinyi was really cute.. she looks so surprise by the machine n the wonders that it can do. haha... still young. den bring them n walk around, eat kfc cos yingjie was feeling hungry. I bought a handbag which i saw when i were shopping with wenda n cheryl 2 weeks ago in marina square. but it is cheaper over here.. i bought white one :)
tuesday:
today i went for my basic theory evalution after work. around 5.30 i called daddy to fetch me so that i can rest a while n study a little. went home, i took a short nap and started reading. gosh, i'm afraid i would fail again la cos this is the second time i'm taking the evalution. luckily for me, i made it! my parents were very nice, they say that after work ill be tired so they decided to send me there just to take the evalution while they wait for me in west mall. It took me only 15 minutes to complete the whole thing. i saw wenli in the same room too but she was late so never saw me.
wednesday:
i can't really remember what i did today . maybe it is just an ordinary working day so nothing much! oh... today i'm alone for lunch so i walk down to the road to see if i can grab something nice. called mummy to ask what should i eat haha cos it feels weird having to eat alone i didn't like it! I just keep walking n look around den walk till orchard road. wanted to go bread talk near centre point but i realised it has gone so went to centre point , the cold storage n see. haha.. saw something i've always been wanting to eat - sushi! i bought them back n eat behind my working place. that's where peter join me for lunch. hmm... he sits just behind me n the pass few days i never talk to him before cos he looks kinda fierce. but i realise i was wrong.. in fact he was nice n friendly. we chat a while den i have to get down to work le. after the chat with peter, i feel that working is not that boring cos finally there's someone i can talk to when i feel bored haha. thanks to peter! i dun really feel comfortable calling my colleages who are older by their names cos throughout my education, these people look like teachers to me. I feel like calling them like mr or miss something just like my teachers but dun think it is nice. furthermore, i always greet my parent's friends calling uncle n auntie so it really feels awkard to call my colleages by their names. haha.. ok , i shall not harp on it anymore. today i feel happy :)
thursday:
today, i went to great world for lunch with sally n melissa( my colleages) n something happen but i shall not mention anything. had macdonalds for lunch ... woo it has been a long time since i eat fast food. tastes yummy! western food is always my favorite - the top of my list!
friday:
it is my first time having to eat the food behind my working place. it tastes not bad... den i bought a surf shorts which was on sales. today is a little special cos i went clubbing with shili, fang lay, kc, roger, lyn, shuyan. was really curious how it was like inside cos i never been to such place before. haha.. told peter that i was going to clubbing for the first time but he like dun believe me. hey, i'm a good gal ya. lol... kidding. initally i didn't want to tell mummy where i was going but in the end i still tell her cos i feel guilty if i lie. her reaction was as expected .. not that she dun allow but she just keep nagging about some stuffs. i got a little pissed off cos it was my first time going n i dun think it is a nasty place to go too from what i heard from others. i just went to my room till it was time for mi to go meet my friends. ok... we were there early so there weren't many people n i find it not bad.. the place looks nice. We went out a while to meet wilopo den came back again. it was near 11 by the time we came back. the place started to getting mroe n more crowd . roger n kc ordered drinks for us ... i like blue lagoon cos it tastes sweet n not much of alochol. the rest of the alcoholic drinks i dun really have much memory of it. soon, we were on the dancing floor.. the place started to stinks cos i didn't like the smoking smell. loud music blasting, peple began to dance. hmm... the music was good, shili , fl, kc, roger also dance but not me. i feel out of place , feel so stiff n shocked by things happening around me. cos it was not what i expected it to be... my eyes are hurting due to the lightings, the music was so loud that when i leave the place i couldn't hear clearly. they tired to ask me to dance but i couldn't n too scare to even move. one thing irritates me was this guy who keep bumping on to me. also there is a bunch of gals who were crazy. very inconsiderate! i look like a total idiot standing there just gazing around , more of observing people around me. haha... i left when the night is still young. guess i wun be going to such places anymore , i prefer chilling out with you guys. i'm so sorry for leaving early n hope you guys have fun that day! thanks for bringing me in , it's an eye opener for me though i didn't like it. yupz~ i would prefer to just drink n chat.
saturday:
i took bus 64 n align near denis house n realise there isn't any bus to go to work. called melvin but his hp is off , so called wl n he was trying to tell mi where i should walk to take bus 65 den change again. hmm... i dunno where i was walking but i know tiong baru plaza is very near so decided to walk towards the direction . i'm so lousy, i couldn't find my way n had to ask people n one uncle offer to walk me over cos he is on his way there too. thanks! in the afternoon, my aunt came over. at night, my family go to sim lim square for repair our com so that kor can play his game. argh... i wish dad nv took it to repair cos he keep using. for the past few weeks, i feel that my sisters n I never really talk to him anymore . my sisters seems to go against whatever he says n does. well, i'm still tolerating him. just didn't wan to quarrel with him n make dad n mum unhappy. hai~ but i feel that kor really went overboard. everytime talks to him nicely, he will raise his voice in return which i really dislikes it. he never learns to appreciate things that pple do for me. dad n mum sort of spoil him in a way by protecting him too much. i always tell my parents that they are wrong in doing everything for him but they always come up with stupid reasons for doing so.
sk told me that maybe monday i mightl have to change my seats cos there will be new comer doing telemarketing. but i dun wan eh... cos i like to sit there as the screen is big , also i finally have someone to entertain me when i'm sleepy or bored . argh... is like in school whenever the teacher says wanna change our sitting position. i didn't like it cos u dunno who you will be sitting beside with. of cos if the person is a good friend of yours but if it isn't, i will feel very uneasy. pray hard my sitting place won't change. cross my finger!
sunday:
tennis in the morning though it was drizzling. watched tv... going out ard 4.30 to meet my friends cos wilopo is leaving tml. he will be treating us dinner. he never change much but taller. hoping to see more people whom i hardly met later.
adeline => yawning... a week has past again.
ALL PICTURES!
I find my blog too dull.. no pictures at all. hee.. so i have decided to put some pitures that i like with my friends n family!
MARS... MELISSA ADELINE ROWENA YEAN CHIN
XIANGYING N MI (TAKEN IN SENTOSA)
ME ROWENA N MONICA
PW GALS..
PS: I LOVE YOU GUYS! HAVING U GALS ARD ME REALLY MAKE MY DAYS IN SCHOOL MORE MEANINGFUL N WONDERFUL! LAST YEAR I REALLY ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WE SPENT DOING PROECT THOUGH WE EAT MORE THAN WE DO OFTEN. HEE.. BUT HEY, I'M GLAD WE OBTAIN A2 FOR IT! GOOD JOB GALS!
MELI: it's always movietime in ur house n i'll nv forget that!
MICHELLE GF: i love going to your house n please bake more cookies for me :)
CHERYL BF: your house is always full of foods esp tibits..
THOSE TIMES IN AUSTRALIA
UNDER A TREE IN UNIVERSITY OF WESTERN AUSTRALIA
ROTTEST ISLAND.. THE SCENARY IS BEAUTIFUL!
THE GALS! PRETTY GALS YA?
HUEI MIN N ADELINE I LOVE THIS PIC!
OUT WITH YOUNG
CYNTHIS, YINGJIE, XINYI N ME
MY STUDY PARTNER, BF , BLUR QUEEN!
THAT BLUR QUEEN IS CHERYL
MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS
BOTTOM LEFT - SHILI, LYN
UPPER LEFT- ADELINE FANG LAY
times in secondary school were memorable especially when i was in secondary 1 n 2. I experienced the class unity that i never believe it would exist at all. but thanks to you guys in 1e2 n 2e2, you have made it all possible. The fun we had during sports day, cross country, racial harmony day, every term receiving the cleanest class award n many many more events, i will bring it along with me. Secondary school days are the happiest moment during my years of education!
MY BEST FRIEND!
meli... these two years i really appreciated everything we have been through together. u were always there for me when i needed. though during these two years , there was a short period of time when things weren't as smooth for both of us, i'm glad we have made it through. Hope that our friendship will lasts for ages n ages. love ya...
FINALLY IS ALL ABOUT ME
WHEN I WAS YOUNG..
17YEARS LATER... I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR BETTER
I LOVE FLOWERS:)
MANY TOLD ME I WAS A DREAMER
I do not deny. I love to have beautiful dreams because this is where I believe true happiness come about... n I'll never stop dreaming.
adeline=> feeling tired already. goodnite!
MARS... MELISSA ADELINE ROWENA YEAN CHIN
XIANGYING N MI (TAKEN IN SENTOSA)
ME ROWENA N MONICA
PW GALS..
PS: I LOVE YOU GUYS! HAVING U GALS ARD ME REALLY MAKE MY DAYS IN SCHOOL MORE MEANINGFUL N WONDERFUL! LAST YEAR I REALLY ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WE SPENT DOING PROECT THOUGH WE EAT MORE THAN WE DO OFTEN. HEE.. BUT HEY, I'M GLAD WE OBTAIN A2 FOR IT! GOOD JOB GALS!
MELI: it's always movietime in ur house n i'll nv forget that!
MICHELLE GF: i love going to your house n please bake more cookies for me :)
CHERYL BF: your house is always full of foods esp tibits..
THOSE TIMES IN AUSTRALIA
UNDER A TREE IN UNIVERSITY OF WESTERN AUSTRALIA
ROTTEST ISLAND.. THE SCENARY IS BEAUTIFUL!
THE GALS! PRETTY GALS YA?
HUEI MIN N ADELINE I LOVE THIS PIC!
OUT WITH YOUNG
CYNTHIS, YINGJIE, XINYI N ME
MY STUDY PARTNER, BF , BLUR QUEEN!
THAT BLUR QUEEN IS CHERYL
MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS
BOTTOM LEFT - SHILI, LYN
UPPER LEFT- ADELINE FANG LAY
times in secondary school were memorable especially when i was in secondary 1 n 2. I experienced the class unity that i never believe it would exist at all. but thanks to you guys in 1e2 n 2e2, you have made it all possible. The fun we had during sports day, cross country, racial harmony day, every term receiving the cleanest class award n many many more events, i will bring it along with me. Secondary school days are the happiest moment during my years of education!
MY BEST FRIEND!
meli... these two years i really appreciated everything we have been through together. u were always there for me when i needed. though during these two years , there was a short period of time when things weren't as smooth for both of us, i'm glad we have made it through. Hope that our friendship will lasts for ages n ages. love ya...
FINALLY IS ALL ABOUT ME
WHEN I WAS YOUNG..
17YEARS LATER... I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR BETTER
I LOVE FLOWERS:)
MANY TOLD ME I WAS A DREAMER
I do not deny. I love to have beautiful dreams because this is where I believe true happiness come about... n I'll never stop dreaming.
adeline=> feeling tired already. goodnite!
Monday, December 05, 2005
Tired
Dear diary,
it is my 6th day at work.. n i'm feeling tired. I bought my prom dress le last sat.. i love it! :) i think my typing skill has increased each day of typing... today i broke my own record of 221 data entries. haha... actually everyday i'm like challenging myself. lol.. kinda silly i know but i've to do something to entertain myself. anyway, i get to knowm ore of the staff there. actually they r quite nice though a few of them had the fierce face. but they r realli funny lol. talking to them reali make mi feel so young. whahaha. Still i can't get used to eating outside food.. whenever i go food court or places where there r lots of food,i jus feeling like puking! been 6 days since my stomach is aching at times... i wonder what happen? now that i'm working, i realli dun enjoy it as compared to studying. I learn to cherish my chance of studying ... grateful this is not the beginning of my working world. i feel so contradict. i wanna do lots of things after a levels but now i feel that i not only did not manage to do what i want but there isn't really the time for mi to do so. Regret for not choosing to work part time... now, i'm currently learning my driving still on theory, tennis n work only. think after a month of working, i wanna enjoy life again den start to work again ba. i'm very tired le.. goodnite!!!
it is my 6th day at work.. n i'm feeling tired. I bought my prom dress le last sat.. i love it! :) i think my typing skill has increased each day of typing... today i broke my own record of 221 data entries. haha... actually everyday i'm like challenging myself. lol.. kinda silly i know but i've to do something to entertain myself. anyway, i get to knowm ore of the staff there. actually they r quite nice though a few of them had the fierce face. but they r realli funny lol. talking to them reali make mi feel so young. whahaha. Still i can't get used to eating outside food.. whenever i go food court or places where there r lots of food,i jus feeling like puking! been 6 days since my stomach is aching at times... i wonder what happen? now that i'm working, i realli dun enjoy it as compared to studying. I learn to cherish my chance of studying ... grateful this is not the beginning of my working world. i feel so contradict. i wanna do lots of things after a levels but now i feel that i not only did not manage to do what i want but there isn't really the time for mi to do so. Regret for not choosing to work part time... now, i'm currently learning my driving still on theory, tennis n work only. think after a month of working, i wanna enjoy life again den start to work again ba. i'm very tired le.. goodnite!!!
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