Sunday, August 31, 2008

My beloves


3 years back, we spend 80% of our time in this place mugging for exams...
how did it actually happen, it was beyond my memory.
everyday of 8 hours spent together "secretly" bring us to who we are today...
the bond that we built - i could ever say enough thank you for having to meet u.
small chats, countless words of motivation and encouragement.
on the 11th of each month was a special day, if you could recall.
we exchanged gifts - cards, chocolates from you and mi.
those were the days i missed.
today i cherished them.
a disappointment for not being able to move on together - we went separate ways physically
I'm glad to be here again with you.
The interior designs has changed... thankfully not you or me =)
Our typical lunch at the hawker centre and a short break to NTUC.
Today was a little special... to "chill" out at the playground
Realized that we still share the same thoughts and feelings, it was a great "evil" chat!
Hope that these moments of happiness continue to drop by us...
Coz I really enjoy your company. Thank you , BF aka Piggy.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED DADDY.
WISHING YOU GOOD HEALTH AND STAY HAPPY!
LOVE YOU ALWAYS.
*someone irreplaceable in my heart and life*

Saturday, August 30, 2008

was it you?


does time matters?
guess i dunno you that well
or perhaps the trust between us means nothing more than just the surface
remember the times we were so happy...
but to think of it now, i felt so lost and sad
what happen?
am i thinking too much? or is this happening...
i didn't believe this could override
i didn't believe what i saw
i didn't believe that was you
i wanted to believe that was a split personality
could i?
perhaps time is the answer ... how long will this lasts?






Thursday, August 28, 2008

late...


my handphone rang at 8.20am.
"hello." in a super sleepy voice.
" ni jing tian ji tian shang ke?" my dad was on the phone
"uh - jing tian xing qi ji?" still blur.. on my bed
" shi lo... " calm and steady tone
"shoots!" i NEVER jump up.
"huh?" my dad was stunned.
"byebye"

my 304 class was at 8.30am
i was thinking, this time I'm so dead.
Peeping through the curtain, i saw rain n traffic jam opp my house
My parents woke up too.. and quickly sent me to school.
I felt so bad... my dad drove in a way like he never drive before.
Beating through all the traffic jam... and I arrive NTU at 9.10am
Without him, i probably stuck in the jam for an hour.
So unlucky... my tutor gave a surprise pop quiz today and by the time i came in, it was over!
I didn't expect any pop quiz to happen la.
Blame no one but myself :(

Saw yuen bo today in a weird place haha..
Shall keep it to myself. But I couldn't stop laughing whenever i recall.
It's so hilarious!
Talk to him a while and off to spanish class.

Back to alien subject - 306. It is originated from 9 planets - Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto except EARTH!

Buena Noches!

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Top 10 reasons to smile

Top 10 Reasons To Smile


1. Smiling makes us attractive.

We are drawn to people who smile. There is an attraction factor. We want to know a smiling person and figure out what is so good. Frowns, scowls and grimaces all push people away -- but a smile draws them in.

2. Smiling Changes Our Mood

Next time you are feeling down, try putting on a smile. There's a good chance you mood will change for the better. Smiling can trick the body into helping you change your mood.

3. Smiling is Contagious

When someone is smiling they lighten up the room, change the moods of others, and make things happier. A smiling person brings happiness with them. Smile lots and you will draw people to you.

4. Smiling Relieves Stress

Stress can really show up in our faces. Smiling helps to prevent us from looking tired, worn down, and overwhelmed. When you are stressed, take time to put on a smile. The stress should be reduced and you'll be better able to take action.

5. Smiling Boosts Your Immune System

Smiling helps the immune system to work better. When you smile, immune function improves possibly because you are more relaxed. Prevent the flu and colds by smiling.

6. Smiling Lowers Your Blood Pressure

When you smile, there is a measurable reduction in your blood pressure. Give it a try if you have a blood pressure monitor at home. Sit for a few minutes, take a reading. Then smile for a minute and take another reading while still smiling. Do you notice a difference?

7. Smiling Releases Endorphins, Natural Pain Killers and Serotonin

Studies have shown that smiling releases endorphins, natural pain killers, and serotonin. Together these three make us feel good. Smiling is a natural drug.

8. Smiling Lifts the Face and Makes You Look Younger

The muscles we use to smile lift the face, making a person appear younger. Don't go for a face lift, just try smiling your way through the day -- you'll look younger and feel better.

9. Smiling Makes You Seem Successful

Smiling people appear more confident, are more likely to be promoted, and more likely to be approached. Put on a smile at meetings and appointments and people will react to you differently.

10. Smiling Helps You Stay Positive

Try this test: Smile. Now try to think of something negative without losing the smile. It's hard. When we smile our body is sending the rest of us a message that "Life is Good!" Stay away from depression, stress and worry by smiling.

so... keep smiling =)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

missed



Colbie Caillat Lyrics

i'm missed by me.

Sunday, August 24, 2008

Felt like i wasted a lot of my time this school term
Could have been more focused but I'm distracted
One goes, the other came

On Friday night, garry came over to my house for project meeting due to some miscommunication. It was tiring.. after having bazaar the whole day. We had breakfast at mac after making a decision to drop out. Had a long talk, it was good =)
Back at home, another small talk with my bro. I dunno how to help but just pray tt things will work out well. It was raining both days .. things didn't work out as well.

my tuition kid is quite cute haha... n i'm gg to teach him english as well. left with 1 month to PSLE, hopefully he will be more hardworking. I'll try my best.

Saturday Night was spent with my dearies. Looking forward to the camp next Saturday.
Another bangkok trip?
I hate school!
Could my life be more spicy?



Sunday, August 17, 2008

Micheal Phelps


Micheal Phelps won his eight Gold Medal this morning in the 4*100m relay. He's amazing but if I were his teammate, I will feel unfair. As an audience, I saw how much the camera man loves him, how the commentator emphasizes on him... he's not the only one who deserves all the credit in this team. Even though he managed to caught up from the 3rd place to the first, the last man was great too!

Went to find my friends in NUS on Friday. N we visited the barracks. a nice place to chill out... then we played a marriage card game. Haha, quite funny and yes! I don't have to be committed =)
Drove out to eat supper.. it was quite scary for me. Think that wasn't me as a driver.

Celebrated Yanni's 21st birthday and Hong Jing 23rd birthday. So sweet having the a couple sharing the same birthday. It's like meant to be haha. Shall upload a few photos once i have them.

Have been slacking alot... year 3 modules sucks! I'm so lost. Spanish lesson is fun!
alright, heading off for tuition.
Adios

Thursday, August 14, 2008

boring

dear diary,

it is the 2nd week of school BUT my holiday mood has not subside.
travelling to school everyday makes me so silly... coz I travel 2 hrs for only 1.5 hrs or 2 hrs of lessons everyday.
took spanish as my elective and I forsee that i will have some difficulty.
school is boring so is my blog
hmm... will be blogging lesser.

Lights out at 1.15am n my day starts at 630am!
Goodnite!

Monday, August 11, 2008

NDP Live 2008

I love this pic best!






It was my first time watching ndp n it rained! Haha.. but i guess this is a rare opportunity to watched ndp when it's raining lol. together with my dearies.. 10 years before, we are here from strangers sitting at different areas but after a decade, we are sitting together taking lotsa pictures with 3 cameras.

Enjoy the fireworks... i love it.
Bringing me back to Florida Disneyland...
Filled my life with so many colours.

After ndp, we ate subway.. which we had to wait 25 minutes for them to toast the bread
Took like 'a few' crazy photos on the train. All thanks to mond idea. haha
And my night is once again enlighten by SN. Feels good to learn something new everyday =)
Thank you! n i slept like a pig on the car... zzz

Had tuition with my pri 6 boy.. his 1st lesson
Missed my maths lesson in pri and secondary school
I rmbed it was my favorite subject but now i faced minimal difficulty...
Having to draw models and think in in the most simplify manner...
But I enjoy it =)
Sushi tei for dinner was great with my family.

And it's time for Adeline to sit down at a corner... to mediate and quiet down her thoughts.

Friday, August 08, 2008

dilemma



dear diary,

there's something on my mind
should I go?
will I be able to go?
will my dream come true before the time is up?
dilemma.

i need an answer in my dreams... will you come to me?
whirling...

Thursday, August 07, 2008

a day with my parents


Just came back from movie with my parents. We watched money not enough 2 , it was so hilarious. I been laughing throughout the show lol. and i think it's the 1st time mummy nv sleep during the whole movie. Ratings of 4/5. Haha...
Yesterday was my 1st lecture of this sem, seen alot of familiar faces and i felt the feeling of lost again. Guess I will never learn to love uni life. Been hanging out with Boat and SN last night after bbq with pyrite, sirius and philo. It's still feel good gg out with my nbs friends even if it's a chit chat session. Went to Boat's house den company SN for supper at my swimming pool area till 4am. Tired. Surprisingly, I woke up at 10.45am and continue with It started with a kiss 2.
Jiang Zhi Shu is like a prince charming!! Haha... I like him in the show but it's hard to find someone like him in reality. Maybe have... an unknown friend. Totally engrossed with this taiwan drama. I'm going to finish it by this week so that I can focus on my new semester.
Can't believe I'm gg to learn spanish! Lols, next time can go brazil. Whahaha... ade is dreaming of her 'best friends'. Zzzz.
adelphin must learn to sleep early.

Sunday, August 03, 2008

us

dear diary,

everytime i'm there... i think of you
would you care to explain to me?
i talked to her
we went through the same
'It didn't hurt that much does it?'
she said ' no... it does'
'then why choose it that way?'
'coz nothing gonna comes out of it...' silence

our nights seem long and quiet
our thoughts were unfathomable and complicated
our words were profound and melancholic
our feelings seem so far to catch
searching for the lost souls within us

Friday, August 01, 2008

Where are the fun?







I love them so much =)
Been going out every day this week, sleep at 4,5am... wake up 1pm. Die la n school going to starts next week!
Time now is 2.40 and I failed to fall asleep at 12.30pm. Boo... coz of stupid cramp.
Met cheryl choo just now .. she bought a pair of glasses which is heart shape. Haha, for fun! We took photos with it.. so funny. shall upload it when i have the pictures =)
I have nothing much to say in my blog.. so many things I wanna blog but the words doesn't fir my thoughts. Shall keep within myself, me and I. I wanna do silly things!
Like sitting down by Singapore River n do people watching.
Like learning how to blow the harmonica.
Like enjoying the view of the sea...
So many like... but these are only words.