Dear diary,

I watched finished my dvds - full house today. At some point of the series, i really felt so real. It is so painful to wait for someone u love yet it is so diffcult to tell the person u love that u love him/her. When u see the person leave you, ur heart is bleeding. When the person is with elseone, u wish the person was you. When the person show care n concern, u felt so touch n thought the person love u too but actually the person doesn't. Gosh, the love world is so complicated... created so much saddness.

OK, i should be studying since last week but it was a disaster!!! Went to sch thinking that i would spend more time studying end up making mi more stress cos i realise only on thursday that i have been wasting 4 days away. I nv absorb anything much... argh. Den today i woke up n watch finish my show.. Did econ case study, M8 . went for tuition, do some math... that alls! Yupz, one day i only did so little thing.. n it is like les than 2 weeks to alevel! What m i doing??? Adeline , u gonna change ur mindset!! iT'S NOW OR NEVER! Jia you!!

Dear diary,

Just wanna pen down some thoughts

We are friends for years
Someone whom I never thought would be my friend
But I'm glad you were part of my life
There were times you show concern
I really appreciate it
It make me feels like someone really cares
You were always there when I need someone to talk to
The advice you gave always allow me to see things in a different perspective
And i always listen to you cos i trust you
Though there was twice u hurt me without knowing it
But I didn't blame you
Now I hardly see you...
That day i saw you, we were like strangers.
We saw each other but no words between us

count down.. sleepless

Time=12.15am... tired but i can't sleep. Has been turning in late this whole week. this week really past in a wink. It's getting nearer... 28 more days! so scary... been studying with cheryl this week except today. I wanna slp but i'm guilty so i can't slp.
How??? dunno is mentally tired or physically tired. Read newspaper thinking it will make me sleepy ( wrong tactic ) i shall go do sth that will make mi fall asleep soon. drink hot milk? count sheep, numbers? watch tv? hmm let mi figure this out haha...
i'm lazy to blog now.. notihng much to blog too cos must focus on my studies le. but i will still check my tag board :) to everyone : all the best for ur exams! must drink more water n take good care of ur health ya. 'Survival of the fittest'

@de|ine=> loss of words.