Wednesday, May 30, 2007
blogging at work
I'm waiting for IBM customer service to pick up my phone while blogging lol... My 2nd day at work. I like working here cos quite slack. hmm.. 2 more hours to go! Gotta hang on.
Monday, May 28, 2007
Updates...
Dear diary,
Bascially, this whole week i'm like spending most of my time watching prison break.Beside from prison break which I am so addicted to... having in on screen like 12 hrs cos the other 12 i will be in dreamland. Prison break is so freaking NICE!!! n the best thing everyone in my family is watching it n we manage to influence our parents to buy the dvd so we can watch it together! Haha...
I'm loving my family esp this holiday i really get lotsa of time to spend with my sisters talking stuffs like we used to do it last time before we sleep. So fun! Girls talk is interesting :P We have lots of common between us. Love ya sisters.
I did my rebonding on wednesday. It didn't turn out tt well but it's ok. So that was half day gone.
On friday morning, cheryl and I went for an interview at bugis. It is a marketing company. The company sounds suspicious cos everything went well too smoothly. They agree to everything we want ... n confirmed us like so quickly before we could even think about it. N ask us to go down for training on saturday. When we went home, I told my parents about it.. daddy asks it's weird. Cos they never tell us abt our pay den the office looks weird also. So we didn't go. Both of us didn't really have the mood to go shopping or think of other stuffs. There were other things that was running through my mind too but it's over now. Yupz...
You ponder everyday
Talking to yourself, debating with ur inner self
Is not as easy as choosing an apple or an orange
It like making a choice out of a basket filled
Choosing the perfect one that provides you the sweetest taste.
To the point that you can only take one
Choosing to let go the others...
I was asked to went for an interview for Samsung Mobile for communiasia 2007 . Pinned quite high hopes on that cos i had the experience before. There were two girls who are pretty n look familiar , think i saw them last yr there too. I was told that I will not be considered because I won't be in singapore on the 17 /18 for training.. I will be in Thailand SHOPPING! Haiz. Why so unlucky? But after daddy talk to me, i was feeling better. He told me that at least I went for the interview and nt rejected because I am not up for the job but is because of other reasons which if there isn't, it won't be a rejection. Dad is right ... ya i shouldn't be upset. Thanks daddy, u has never fail to always let me look at things from a different point. Bought a dress from mphosis at half price. I like it...
Went to support ee mei for her beauty pegaent ytd. The girls are gorgeous. Though she nv get through but gal, u r brave! I wouldn't have the courage to go up the stage lo. Hee i like your QnA answer. Nice one! We went to mac, town n lyn's house for movie. I understand everything now and what's happening... I wish i didn't have to go through all these and if I had know it earlier , I wouldn't give it a chance to happen. Limits...
Went to elmo house to transfer some of your pictures over. Den left for dinner with dad's side. It was boring! We were never close to them.. so i was like falling asleep after dinner while the adults were chit chatting. After that, my family went to tiong cos we wanna buy prison break. But looks like it's too HOT.. there's no more stock in both shops. it's not cheap btw. $79.90. We bought amos cookies and a pair of slippers. Jus enuff to take part in a lucky draw. U can choose to go japan, korea or china but u will have to throw a paper plane into the box before u can enter the draw. Haha.. we ask daddy to throw n he's damn good la. I saw the tip of the plane n it disappear in a blink - it got in! All of us were laughing.. like it's super fast n gone like nobody business. even the girl there who was in charge said she nv see the plane flew in. We were joking say daddy u always put pple aeroplane right? that's y u can fly the aeroplane so well haha.
Den.. we also talk about the future like we wanna stay near to our parents. Haha.. wanna stay in anchorage like buy over the part of our block. den just nice for each of us. We 3 girls say , we gonna find rich husband so tt we can buy anchorage hse haha.. den korkor says he will go find rich gf. We gonna built a lift in our current home.. den all the kids will let our parents to take care. Dad say bring all the kids to the playground n let them crawl the whole day , on the tennis court too while they play haha. Laughters all the way in the car.
adelphin... letting go a balloon into the sky.. that's what i wish
Bascially, this whole week i'm like spending most of my time watching prison break.Beside from prison break which I am so addicted to... having in on screen like 12 hrs cos the other 12 i will be in dreamland. Prison break is so freaking NICE!!! n the best thing everyone in my family is watching it n we manage to influence our parents to buy the dvd so we can watch it together! Haha...
I'm loving my family esp this holiday i really get lotsa of time to spend with my sisters talking stuffs like we used to do it last time before we sleep. So fun! Girls talk is interesting :P We have lots of common between us. Love ya sisters.
I did my rebonding on wednesday. It didn't turn out tt well but it's ok. So that was half day gone.
On friday morning, cheryl and I went for an interview at bugis. It is a marketing company. The company sounds suspicious cos everything went well too smoothly. They agree to everything we want ... n confirmed us like so quickly before we could even think about it. N ask us to go down for training on saturday. When we went home, I told my parents about it.. daddy asks it's weird. Cos they never tell us abt our pay den the office looks weird also. So we didn't go. Both of us didn't really have the mood to go shopping or think of other stuffs. There were other things that was running through my mind too but it's over now. Yupz...
You ponder everyday
Talking to yourself, debating with ur inner self
Is not as easy as choosing an apple or an orange
It like making a choice out of a basket filled
Choosing the perfect one that provides you the sweetest taste.
To the point that you can only take one
Choosing to let go the others...
I was asked to went for an interview for Samsung Mobile for communiasia 2007 . Pinned quite high hopes on that cos i had the experience before. There were two girls who are pretty n look familiar , think i saw them last yr there too. I was told that I will not be considered because I won't be in singapore on the 17 /18 for training.. I will be in Thailand SHOPPING! Haiz. Why so unlucky? But after daddy talk to me, i was feeling better. He told me that at least I went for the interview and nt rejected because I am not up for the job but is because of other reasons which if there isn't, it won't be a rejection. Dad is right ... ya i shouldn't be upset. Thanks daddy, u has never fail to always let me look at things from a different point. Bought a dress from mphosis at half price. I like it...
Went to support ee mei for her beauty pegaent ytd. The girls are gorgeous. Though she nv get through but gal, u r brave! I wouldn't have the courage to go up the stage lo. Hee i like your QnA answer. Nice one! We went to mac, town n lyn's house for movie. I understand everything now and what's happening... I wish i didn't have to go through all these and if I had know it earlier , I wouldn't give it a chance to happen. Limits...
Went to elmo house to transfer some of your pictures over. Den left for dinner with dad's side. It was boring! We were never close to them.. so i was like falling asleep after dinner while the adults were chit chatting. After that, my family went to tiong cos we wanna buy prison break. But looks like it's too HOT.. there's no more stock in both shops. it's not cheap btw. $79.90. We bought amos cookies and a pair of slippers. Jus enuff to take part in a lucky draw. U can choose to go japan, korea or china but u will have to throw a paper plane into the box before u can enter the draw. Haha.. we ask daddy to throw n he's damn good la. I saw the tip of the plane n it disappear in a blink - it got in! All of us were laughing.. like it's super fast n gone like nobody business. even the girl there who was in charge said she nv see the plane flew in. We were joking say daddy u always put pple aeroplane right? that's y u can fly the aeroplane so well haha.
Den.. we also talk about the future like we wanna stay near to our parents. Haha.. wanna stay in anchorage like buy over the part of our block. den just nice for each of us. We 3 girls say , we gonna find rich husband so tt we can buy anchorage hse haha.. den korkor says he will go find rich gf. We gonna built a lift in our current home.. den all the kids will let our parents to take care. Dad say bring all the kids to the playground n let them crawl the whole day , on the tennis court too while they play haha. Laughters all the way in the car.
adelphin... letting go a balloon into the sky.. that's what i wish
Sunday, May 20, 2007
amazing life
From the book - Tuesday with Morrie
Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says
The tension of opposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing ,but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you don't know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
"A tension of opposites like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." he laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smile at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins. Love always wins."
My thoughts
Does love always win?
Perhaps it does... many times when you are watching drama, see the lead actor or actress who usually give up and chose something that he/she didn't like. Why?
It's because of this powerful word 'LOVE'.
Like how people used to say, if you love someone, you wish that he/she is happy.
Because of love, you forsake something that you yearn.
Because of love, you are able to forge good friendships.
Because of love, you find yourself surrounded by people who cares, who is willingly to give you a helping hand, a listening ear...
Because of love, you see people giving up their life
Because of love, I'm here on a place called earth.
Tension of opposites... it's way too truth. A phrase that could enter into every single part of my daily life. For every decision to be made, I'm sure we always think of the alternatives. Being indecisive, i think it happens more often on me. Part of me feel like doing this..
yet part of me doesn't feel like because... humans beings are complicated creatures, so hard to fathom. It's as though you are solving for a mystery within a person. What really lies beneath? Stays forever unknown.
Just came home after going out with elmo since 5plus? We went to kiddy palace in jurong point.. oh, it's so cute and nice to see these cute little stuffs once again. The small fork and spoon, pretty lil bowls with three partition, super small shoes. Haha... so CUTE! I want a kid to play with!
Went suntanning with my sis by the pool... breezy with just enough amount of sunlight to make me a little tanner. As usual, i fell asleep.. as though I'm on my comfortable bed. The breeze just make u feel drowsy.
I was amazed by this small Caucasian girl, her dad was holding her tiny hand while she is climbing up the stairs. You may think it's nothing to climb up this fleet of stairs but as I observed her. I could see how hard it was for her to get up to the next step, it's like such a difficult task for her. It never occur to me that climbing up the stairs is something so amazing tat not everyone can do her. It was kind of something new that hit me seeing her gathering all her strength just to get up to the next level. :) Just feel like going up to give her a lil hug. Kids are so adorable! hee... but that does not change my mind of having kids so far.
Another interesting thing that caught my eye was while waiting to board on a train. I saw two birds kissing. Haha. i really felt like laughing and take a picture of it. But before i could do so, the train came. Nature bring wonders.
I ate alot today! Die... i had a bowl of porridge, a raisin bun , long john combo 1, bubble tea, mrs field brownie , ice milo and a cheese prata. Gosh.. imagine the amount of calories that went into my tummy. It's like how "healthy" these foods are lo. I hope I have the motivation to go running tomorrow. Time to get some exercise! Im turning into a sleeping beauty.. not kidding man, i really can sleep. Think if you ask me to take part in a sleeping contest, i can win. Even today, i went out with elmo, i feel quite sleepy too haha sorry gal. Can't control my eyes. Too much rest already? Or was it not enough rest, that's y i am tired? Hmm.. i need to find something to keep me awake! Any suggestions? Feeling damn full.
Had dinner with my family last night at queenstown hawker. The western food is nice- we had to wait for 45 minutes lo. I miss the food there, Cheryl you must be missing it too. Haha.. remember last time we ordered 10 fried dumplings and 10 steam dumplings cos it's super nice and the uncle say cannot order 5 each so we ordered 10. Being gluttons, we finished it inclusive a big plate of noodles. That was in JC2... but studying just help me to lose these calories somehow. Maybe study hard does helps cos we need to work our brains and mouth for memorizing? lol.. any scientific proof? not sure...
Yea.. my family most likely is going thailand this June. The discussion went from Hong Kong to Korea to Australia and finally settle down in Thailand. Still trying to have some patience with my parents cos they keep bugging me to check out the hotels rates, the air tickets. Sometimes it can really get quite irritating. Why must it always be me who do all these.. can't my other siblings do it? I wish I am not home sometimes den i won't be able to hear the nagging, the quarrellings and not having to tolerate with stuffs that are unnecessary.
To you, will you please wake up and do something useful! I see no future in your life... stop acting like you are some big shot, cos let me tell you this " You are NOTHING!" Because of you, we have to suffer... Stop being so selfish and only think about yourself. Behave like who you should be at your age. Anyone of us here have the right to scold you cos we are much better than you. You are spoilt and you definitely don't deserve everything that you have now!
Have I told you about the tension of opposites?" he says
The tension of opposites?
"Life is a series of pulls back and forth. You want to do one thing ,but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you don't know it shouldn't. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted.
"A tension of opposites like a pull on a rubber band. And most of us live somewhere in the middle."
Sounds like a wrestling match, I say.
"A wrestling match." he laughs. "Yes, you could describe life that way."
So which side wins, I ask?
"Which side wins?"
He smile at me, the crinkled eyes, the crooked teeth.
"Love wins. Love always wins."
My thoughts
Does love always win?
Perhaps it does... many times when you are watching drama, see the lead actor or actress who usually give up and chose something that he/she didn't like. Why?
It's because of this powerful word 'LOVE'.
Like how people used to say, if you love someone, you wish that he/she is happy.
Because of love, you forsake something that you yearn.
Because of love, you are able to forge good friendships.
Because of love, you find yourself surrounded by people who cares, who is willingly to give you a helping hand, a listening ear...
Because of love, you see people giving up their life
Because of love, I'm here on a place called earth.
Tension of opposites... it's way too truth. A phrase that could enter into every single part of my daily life. For every decision to be made, I'm sure we always think of the alternatives. Being indecisive, i think it happens more often on me. Part of me feel like doing this..
yet part of me doesn't feel like because... humans beings are complicated creatures, so hard to fathom. It's as though you are solving for a mystery within a person. What really lies beneath? Stays forever unknown.
Just came home after going out with elmo since 5plus? We went to kiddy palace in jurong point.. oh, it's so cute and nice to see these cute little stuffs once again. The small fork and spoon, pretty lil bowls with three partition, super small shoes. Haha... so CUTE! I want a kid to play with!
Went suntanning with my sis by the pool... breezy with just enough amount of sunlight to make me a little tanner. As usual, i fell asleep.. as though I'm on my comfortable bed. The breeze just make u feel drowsy.
I was amazed by this small Caucasian girl, her dad was holding her tiny hand while she is climbing up the stairs. You may think it's nothing to climb up this fleet of stairs but as I observed her. I could see how hard it was for her to get up to the next step, it's like such a difficult task for her. It never occur to me that climbing up the stairs is something so amazing tat not everyone can do her. It was kind of something new that hit me seeing her gathering all her strength just to get up to the next level. :) Just feel like going up to give her a lil hug. Kids are so adorable! hee... but that does not change my mind of having kids so far.
Another interesting thing that caught my eye was while waiting to board on a train. I saw two birds kissing. Haha. i really felt like laughing and take a picture of it. But before i could do so, the train came. Nature bring wonders.
I ate alot today! Die... i had a bowl of porridge, a raisin bun , long john combo 1, bubble tea, mrs field brownie , ice milo and a cheese prata. Gosh.. imagine the amount of calories that went into my tummy. It's like how "healthy" these foods are lo. I hope I have the motivation to go running tomorrow. Time to get some exercise! Im turning into a sleeping beauty.. not kidding man, i really can sleep. Think if you ask me to take part in a sleeping contest, i can win. Even today, i went out with elmo, i feel quite sleepy too haha sorry gal. Can't control my eyes. Too much rest already? Or was it not enough rest, that's y i am tired? Hmm.. i need to find something to keep me awake! Any suggestions? Feeling damn full.
Had dinner with my family last night at queenstown hawker. The western food is nice- we had to wait for 45 minutes lo. I miss the food there, Cheryl you must be missing it too. Haha.. remember last time we ordered 10 fried dumplings and 10 steam dumplings cos it's super nice and the uncle say cannot order 5 each so we ordered 10. Being gluttons, we finished it inclusive a big plate of noodles. That was in JC2... but studying just help me to lose these calories somehow. Maybe study hard does helps cos we need to work our brains and mouth for memorizing? lol.. any scientific proof? not sure...
Yea.. my family most likely is going thailand this June. The discussion went from Hong Kong to Korea to Australia and finally settle down in Thailand. Still trying to have some patience with my parents cos they keep bugging me to check out the hotels rates, the air tickets. Sometimes it can really get quite irritating. Why must it always be me who do all these.. can't my other siblings do it? I wish I am not home sometimes den i won't be able to hear the nagging, the quarrellings and not having to tolerate with stuffs that are unnecessary.
To you, will you please wake up and do something useful! I see no future in your life... stop acting like you are some big shot, cos let me tell you this " You are NOTHING!" Because of you, we have to suffer... Stop being so selfish and only think about yourself. Behave like who you should be at your age. Anyone of us here have the right to scold you cos we are much better than you. You are spoilt and you definitely don't deserve everything that you have now!
Friday, May 18, 2007
honesty?
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Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Saturday, May 12, 2007
Friday, May 11, 2007
missing you gal
dear diary,
it was 3.13am this morning when i actually wrote a long entry but it's all gone! Boo... lousy blogger, waste 1 hour plus of my time.
hmm let mi recall what I have wrote.
I'm pondering how human beings understand their feelings and know what to do at the right time... how our brain actually works. I felt my heart dropping at times just like i
'm sitting on a roller coaster. No idea why i feel this way though... Feelings we felt at a particular point of time is different and it might never occur again, that's why we keep dairies to write our everyday life. And as days passed, we can flip the pages and relish those days no matter it is a sad or happy entry.
Just finished reading a book by Mitch Albom-just one more DAY. Although i may not understood in depth about what the doctor is trying to convey but i love his writing.
From his book: the word 'divorce' in Latin means 'to divert' All divorce is to divert you, taking you away from everything you thought you knew and everything you thought you wanted and steering you into all kinds of other stuff, like discussions about your mother's girdle and whether she should marry someone else.
But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometime they are hard and heartbreaking. But behind all your stories is always your mother's story because hers is where yours begins. Mother's day is around the corner... it's time to thank all mums for the beginning of our stories.
Wednesday
I finally managed to hear melissa voice! Talked to her over skype. It's wonderful having to hear from her again despite we being so far apart. Realizing how much we have missed in each other life like the white glasses she is wearing now, her birthday celebration with her hostel friends and having to do assignments. Jia you ba. Soon you will have your one month break le!
Thursday
Yea.. it's my last day of work! Hee...finally i can get over this dull life of working in the office. No more hearing og complains and seeing her irritating face. Nevertheless, it's one more job experience added into my resume on shipping logistics. Now i understand a little on the process that needed to be done before shipment can be process. Have to fo shipping advice, pro invoice, tax invoice , getting samples for customers. Yupz..This is my 6th job , of all i still like relief teaching and roadshows better. Both jobs offer different kind of sense of achievement and happiness. Hmm, from what i have learn in organizational behavior last semester in school , i totally agree that responsibility in a job task is important in motivating someone to work. And with it, it gives more meaning and of cause a sense of achievement too. Relief teaching is challenging where i have to learn to dela with situations on the spot , also enabling mi to learn new things form the students. It's fun too! While roadshow i can gain new knowledge from our customers too.
Ever since i started working, i sleep right after dinner till 12 plus den wake up to watch tv and chit chat with my youngest sister. Cindy fell down yesterday.. it looks damn painful lo. She fell down while training for roller blading for this ndp.
Friday
I fell asleep only at 4plus near 5 after my entry is gone! Woke up at 7 cos today i had to bring elmo to work den went to meet my parents at bukit timah hawker center. Wa... the cab fare damn expensive cos it's peak period. My breakfast is super costly lo. Lol, cab fare is 6.50 from bukit batok to bukit timah. Not sure if i'm going out today... Cheryl is still sleeping. Otherwise, we will go International Plaza to apply for other jobs.
Had a short conversation with mummy the other day.
" Didnt you realize that daddy has aged?"
"Nope... i don't think so leh. He looks the same to me."
" Recently, he become thinner and older. Told him not to think so much already cos he keep thinking how to earn more money for you all. In 3-4 years time, all of you will start to work already. But he wouldn't listen."
After hearing this, i was upset. I didn't like to hear tht my dad is aging.. cos it means i might lose him someday. Being someone who is very important to me , I can't imagine a life without him around me. Thinking back, maybe i never really put myself n his shoes. Hopefully, i can save these amount that i have earned this holiday so that i dun have to rely him on my expenses... Might not be gg to hk le.. cos rowena parents' like disapproved. yupz... it's ok, can go next time ba.
adeline
it makes me think that the scars represent the regrets of life.
it was 3.13am this morning when i actually wrote a long entry but it's all gone! Boo... lousy blogger, waste 1 hour plus of my time.
hmm let mi recall what I have wrote.
I'm pondering how human beings understand their feelings and know what to do at the right time... how our brain actually works. I felt my heart dropping at times just like i
'm sitting on a roller coaster. No idea why i feel this way though... Feelings we felt at a particular point of time is different and it might never occur again, that's why we keep dairies to write our everyday life. And as days passed, we can flip the pages and relish those days no matter it is a sad or happy entry.
Just finished reading a book by Mitch Albom-just one more DAY. Although i may not understood in depth about what the doctor is trying to convey but i love his writing.
From his book: the word 'divorce' in Latin means 'to divert' All divorce is to divert you, taking you away from everything you thought you knew and everything you thought you wanted and steering you into all kinds of other stuff, like discussions about your mother's girdle and whether she should marry someone else.
But there's a story behind everything. How a picture got on a wall. How a scar got on your face. Sometimes the stories are simple, and sometime they are hard and heartbreaking. But behind all your stories is always your mother's story because hers is where yours begins. Mother's day is around the corner... it's time to thank all mums for the beginning of our stories.
Wednesday
I finally managed to hear melissa voice! Talked to her over skype. It's wonderful having to hear from her again despite we being so far apart. Realizing how much we have missed in each other life like the white glasses she is wearing now, her birthday celebration with her hostel friends and having to do assignments. Jia you ba. Soon you will have your one month break le!
Thursday
Yea.. it's my last day of work! Hee...finally i can get over this dull life of working in the office. No more hearing og complains and seeing her irritating face. Nevertheless, it's one more job experience added into my resume on shipping logistics. Now i understand a little on the process that needed to be done before shipment can be process. Have to fo shipping advice, pro invoice, tax invoice , getting samples for customers. Yupz..This is my 6th job , of all i still like relief teaching and roadshows better. Both jobs offer different kind of sense of achievement and happiness. Hmm, from what i have learn in organizational behavior last semester in school , i totally agree that responsibility in a job task is important in motivating someone to work. And with it, it gives more meaning and of cause a sense of achievement too. Relief teaching is challenging where i have to learn to dela with situations on the spot , also enabling mi to learn new things form the students. It's fun too! While roadshow i can gain new knowledge from our customers too.
Ever since i started working, i sleep right after dinner till 12 plus den wake up to watch tv and chit chat with my youngest sister. Cindy fell down yesterday.. it looks damn painful lo. She fell down while training for roller blading for this ndp.
Friday
I fell asleep only at 4plus near 5 after my entry is gone! Woke up at 7 cos today i had to bring elmo to work den went to meet my parents at bukit timah hawker center. Wa... the cab fare damn expensive cos it's peak period. My breakfast is super costly lo. Lol, cab fare is 6.50 from bukit batok to bukit timah. Not sure if i'm going out today... Cheryl is still sleeping. Otherwise, we will go International Plaza to apply for other jobs.
Had a short conversation with mummy the other day.
" Didnt you realize that daddy has aged?"
"Nope... i don't think so leh. He looks the same to me."
" Recently, he become thinner and older. Told him not to think so much already cos he keep thinking how to earn more money for you all. In 3-4 years time, all of you will start to work already. But he wouldn't listen."
After hearing this, i was upset. I didn't like to hear tht my dad is aging.. cos it means i might lose him someday. Being someone who is very important to me , I can't imagine a life without him around me. Thinking back, maybe i never really put myself n his shoes. Hopefully, i can save these amount that i have earned this holiday so that i dun have to rely him on my expenses... Might not be gg to hk le.. cos rowena parents' like disapproved. yupz... it's ok, can go next time ba.
adeline
it makes me think that the scars represent the regrets of life.
Sunday, May 06, 2007
Roller Blading
Dear diary,
I started working on Thursday at International Flavor and Fragrance... do those ad min stuffs but i was really piss off cos i did only filing the whole day. It like damn boring can! There are only 2 other females working there and one of them keep giving those kinda irritating face, as if i owe her money like tt. What the hell... i nv even offend u. Damn it! I tried to be nice lo, still try to ask her nicely. Idiotic, anyway i no longer have to see your stupid face! I'm quitting!!! Think i'm your slave? Hell you... i'm paid to learn something not to do stuffs which u dun wanna do and ask me to do hor. As i blogging, i'm burning hot fire. The whole day all i have done is to punch hole and file them. The cupboard is like above of her computer so of cos i will have to ask to get the files ma, den she give mi those face i feel like slapping her and ask if i offended her in anyway? Argh.. having to make mi feel better, i decided to listen to the music. Heck care le though i nv ask if i can listen to the music, i not happy can always quit since i'm helping out my uncle and they doesn't know. Haha, was sent there to be a spy. The second day.. i continue my filing and finally finished le! Den she ask mi to run errands for her, like get sample and documents. Nearer the end of the day, yea.. i have got nothing to do! Whahaha... i'm efficient man! So i read the newspaper till time to knock off.
Anyway, i'm worried.. i can't handle office work. I dislike it lot! How.. m i really going to be an accountant in the future? I will die of boredom! Remember the only time i last was 2 weeks at AAS doing data entry den the other one at Informatics i also quit after the 1st day. And now it happens again. Gosh... i told my parents i really dun like office work, told them i prefer interactive kinda job where i get to communicate with people and do different things everyday. So i told them maybe next time i go be air stewardness or teacher. They didn't seem to be approving of me wanting to be an air stewardness.. cos i have mentioned it to them since I get back my A level results. Thot they always wanted me to be a teacher dunno why they suddenly change their mind and say " bu yao la, hen xin ku.. ni kan leeyin jiejie ta men, toh bu yao zhuo le..." Haiz... what's wrong with being a teacher? Can interact with the students and make a difference in their life. everyday u will be facing challenges and never know what to expect. I love it lor although the pay might be low as compared to a accountant. Hmm.. never mind, still long ( 2 more years to decide)
I'm looking for new job again le after this wed or Thurs when i will stop working in IFF and pass it to Elmo to do it. Urgently looking for a job because i have book air tickets to hong kong with Rowena so gonna earn my own expenses which i calculated, think i need around 2000Sin ba, Crossing my fingers and hope daddy will sponsor my air ticket or give me some expenses haha. We will be going on the 11th of jul till 16 of july. I can't wait!!! First time gg holiday with my fren and just the two of us :) free and easy! so sad that cheryl can'y go cos her dad dun allow :( Dun worry gal, we will not forget u de esp your pressie :) and lotsa photos hee
And if i'm gg to pulau rendang with my secondary school friends, i will have to work extra hard le. haha what a good incentive to work right? work liao den can go holiday :) but thinking of long term, i wun have any savings :( so gonna spend wisely! i feel like working as a waitress behind my parent's back but yet afraid of getting caught.
Yesterday i had lotsa fun roller blading in east coast park with rowena and cheryl. i remember last year we did tt too. $8 fo 2 hours.. it's really worth it. Loving nature so much! the breeze, the trees, the sea. Hope i can go to pulau rendang with them cos i'm loving the sea lots and lots. anyway, we saw a few celebrity there - Felicia chin, mark lee, and two others. Both cheryl and rowena fell down while skating.. butts hurts ouch! But rowena injured herself - her leg and wrist there. I see le also scare. We went to parkway parade to buy bandage from guardian. While helping her to put the bandage in the washroom, i thot i was gg to faint cos my vision became blur and was feeling dizzy so i immediately went out to sit down. Think maybe i nv eat or lack of glucose in my body so i felt this way.. hee went to eat crystal jade! Yea.. i like the egg tart and char siew saw :) yummy. order macaroni - not nice. den we walk around the shopping center, bought famous amos cookies. Happy day! Maybe we can go roller blading every sat? haha den all my sat will be occupy with a healthy balance.
Recently, i hae turn to a pig! I sleep 12 hours every single day without fail.i slept at 2am last night and work up only to realise it was 2.30 le. then on days when i am working, i slp right after dinner! this is wonderful man, i never thot sleeping is such a pleasure - it helps you to skip meals and save money whahaha.
Life can be as simple as you want it to be
Look at it with your innocent eyes
Remember the good and forgo the bad
One with a generous heart will live life happily
Just as the way it works now...
I wish it will always be.
For you, I pray you will be here soon.
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