In my dreams ...

Dear diary,

I had a tiring day yesterday.. woke up at 7am and head my way back to that lil corner of Singapore - NTU to play tennis with cheryl, hj n raymond. it was fun... i haven play tennis since dunno when. 4 hours of stroking n laughing on the court. What i took away from the court was a nick - no. 10. All thanks to mond! Had a big feast at crystral jade.. it was yummy! I enjoy my lunch but all that workout on court is gone...

Meet rowena at 4.30and we went vivocity. We watched enchanted. It was really enchanting :) I also wanna be in a fairyland and there you'll always live happily ever after. Silly as it sound.. but i never want to wake up from this dream :P

gg to meet my sec sch frens soon. Tml will be gg to SHOW concert. I can imagine both my sisters going CRAZY! They are two mad girls who look alike. haha

Next week all be another week of 'outings'. I wanna work in the weekend... any jobs available?

@delphin ...

and after all the studying and torture...
here we are with our smiley faces!
my eyes are much bigger now n i m more awake!
hee.

Hey gal, i enjoyed your company. More to come!!! ( but u have your minor :S)

A post birthday

I celebrated an early birthday with cheryl, hongjin and raymond at Crystal Jade. Thanks a lot! It was after our paper... n i really enjoyed myself. Just received the photos from hj, realize that i haven seen myself smiling for so long already. Hmm... but i look pretty tired too :(

That day... they sang birthday song n i felt so embarrassing haha. Well.. i'm shy.
We had Anderson ice-cream too n played the arcade! Cheryl partner with hj.. while i partner raymond to play the basketball game. Initially we lost to them but the second match we won! N got to stage 3... by the time we're at stage 3, i'm perspiring lo. My hands are aching .. the basketballs just fly everywhere. Lol, but it was fun! :)

IT'S BOTHERING ME WAY TOO MUCH AND I CAN'T TAKE IT!

I WANNA SLEEP.. GIVE ME MY SLEEPING PILLS. PUT ME INTO THAT DEEP SLEEP AND EVERYTHING IS OVER WHEN I OPEN MY EYES.

adeline... u love your life. it's once and never... let it go!

what s semster...

Dear diary,

I do not know where to begin with... anyway it's the lat day of my papers. And i can't believe that it's getting worst each semster. Ya, life ain't easy but must it be that difficult?

Initially the thot of having just 3 papers was like.. well, u can do it! it' only 3.. but when u started to pile up the amount of notes, textbook, tutorials etc.. n see that mountain stacking higher and higher and what you know is that i have to get all these words into that small little brain , that's why stress enter.

It's always like that... n i do not understand why I always have to break down during exams. It was not once nor twice.. but thrice on/off. I'm so sorry for having my frens around mi to having to worry about me... comfort me and telling me that everything will turn out well. But i'm also grateful and thankful that i have friends around me who i can rely on esp cher n hj. To my parents whom i cried over the phone for almost an hour just before my last paper because i was so scare and panic. It's really nice to see them when they came over to send me dinner and tonic at 11.30pm. I feel like giving them a hug but i didn't.

I'm always thinking and worrying about every single thing... my brain is working the wrong way. Ever since my last paper till now, i'm still stoning the whole day. it's a feeling i do not know how to describe, it was not happiness definitely. i'm going aimlessly... just have to pray the outcome is what i wanted. i hate myself for being such a weakling.

i wanna sleep but i couldn't sleep depite of the 2.5 hrs i had this morning before the paper...
I wanna fly into my dreamland! leave this real world and enter into my comfort zone...

Boat and piggy are still having exams, it' been long since i see them! Miss you so much... Chelle, thanks for your call and we will be able to meet up really soon maybe next week? Meli, i din receive your msg but saw it at friendster jus now.. thank you. Are you having fun travelling? Bring me along!!!

Tonight, Dad is bringing me out to chill out... i miss the small talks we had in the past.
What else have i missed out? hmm... going to groom myself up for the next one week and start tennis-ing plus lotsa and lotsa of movies n drama. i wanna watch prison break 3 :)
Hopefully my parents have plans to bring me overseas.. anywhere is good. I misses the beach...

@delphin -> nothing means more to her as compared to ...

yet another exam...

It has been a crazy sem...
I just been through another crazy weekend. Doing project overnight at my house for IT.
My team members took turns to sleep jus like the other time over at Cheryl's house.
What's now?
It's getting closer...
A voice within me saying ' pls don't let this day come'
how much i need the energy to keep me awake every single day
I ain't wanna get tired anymore
some magical shine needed to sprinkle on me.

To meli, mich, cher n rowena,
Hey girls! All the best for your exams. I'm looking to your return and meet ups after this mugging period. Good luck :)

Adelphin wishes that everything will goes well smoothly and better...