Sunday, July 30, 2006

Packing all day long

Dear diary,

Woke up at 12+.. i felt so blessed that i was at home. Had a long dream or rather a nightmare.

Hall 4 ... my sisters, parents n students all tied up. walking pass them with 3 packets of foods - chay kuay tiao, bak ku teh n nasi lemak. They ate hungrily.. continued my walk 3 to 2 to 1. the whole singapore is there.

Hall 1.. facing a big screen. There was a face. then, a few... disappear. Appear 6 faces which look like those wearing The Scream mask. Oh dear.. they walked out from the screen! Immediately, the group of us including mi kneel down. Our face were facing the ground.

I felt the person behind me being pulled away. No sounds at all... all vaccum. Soon, my turn! Terrified i was but then when i looked up, i saw the hk actor. He let mi go. I asked for my sisters along but NO. He refused.. i could only bring 1 along. He asked for reasoning...

On the stage, i seem to be giving a talk. The actor cried n said my sisters are allowed to be with me. Everyone seems to be treating me as someone big.

Back to our old house at jurong. Level 10.. met korkor, we were walking down an endless flight of stairs. running away from people wearing orange. Level 7... we change route. Bragged into one ang moh hse cos sisters wanna go washroom. Korkor suddenly disappear... n then

'wake up! what time already still sleeping!' My dream stops ... it was the familiar voice which makes sisters n I so frustrated. Early in the day this happens means there will be no end for the rest of the day. Days like these.. i feel like sleeping outside home. that's where hostel will be of great help in future - a week more.

Wanted to bring my stuffs over today but hall office close :( Pack stuffs for NOTHING! Anyway my room will be quite cute i think with my cute bedsheets... think i will bringing my stuff toys over soon. I want to make my room more towards the beach theme. Seashells, dolphins, rainbow, clouds.. hee Just thinking over it makes mi smile. can cute mix with beach ? I think it can.. so winnie the pooh will be hanging out in the beach!

Tml i will be busy in my hostel le! Den hang around till 6pm for camp. Not very excited for camp though.. the thot of powder bath dun appeal to me. Bought along more stuffs than nbs camp.

@de|ine=> cross her fingers

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Shopping rawks!

dear diary,

I had an enjoyable day today with my girls - cheryl, rowena n melissa despite the 1st two being super late! N rowena waking up at 12+ when i'm suppose to meet her at 1pm. Anyway, i was late too haha.. but i went for my manicure at 1.45 n ended ard 3pm. Didn't it took so long .. i had blue nails right now with stars on my thumbs. Cost mi $11 so i think it was rather cheap. But still, i'm thinking gals are really spending way too much on hair, health n clothes... but it's life! We are born to do these... tt's how the money goes round around the earth rite?

Shopping trip commences at ard 3.30pm. Walk around n i'm looking for shorts. My hands are damn itchy , i just feel like spending alot today. Entered into this shop which sells half toys n half clothes. We all saw something we like except for melissa. I tried on a few shorts n finally my girls decided i look better the last piece which costs $32.90. It was under 10% discount then we asked for more.. that's when we say we are still student. so yea, 20% ... so we keep in view! Walk to the other shop.. we saw the exact shorts for rowena.. n it cost only $23 while hers was at $28 i think.

Bought them to the shop where i bought my belly button earrings... they took a very very SHORT time to choose the earrings ok. It is really very very SHORT! haha... i'm stressing it too much. total we bought 5 of it... n thanks to mi, they gt it at $4.50 each haha.

Went back to the 1st shop again cos i was very afraid my short is sold as it was the last piece n i think i really like it. So back there, i tried again n this time round.. the tops caught our eyes too. As we were taking a rather long time trying since there is only 1 fitting room, we share it. Tried on 3 shorts n 2 tops for me. Cheryl n rowena took hold of the same design but different colour. We told the guy, eh.. the shorts there sell $23 only leh.. so he calculate n say ok la, i charge u $21. Den i ask hmm.. mine u charge $25 la. Haha.. he agree! Big smile when we asked how much is the top which is at $25.90.. rowena n I agree tt if he sell us at $23 we will buy n -- the price he gave was $20. BUT.. gd thing nv last.. it was the last piece. Rowena rmbs tt the other shop also have it... so before we went to the ATM , we went to the other shop to ask for the price.. n it was $15 only .. the reason given, it was a little dirty but seriously i can't see anything! of cos.. we wouldn't let go this cheap top.

Withdraw $50 bucks.. total $80 today. Fly away 25, fly away 15 .. come back shorts, come back top. Bought a pair of earrings to match my top.. i think it's rather cute hee. Ytd sister show mi the webby that sells clothes online.. my heart xin dong le! I feel like buying tt off shoulder with halter. Nice n cheap :) but how to buy without mummy knowing it?

By the time we done with shopping.. it was 7+. I haven had a decent meal.. only with a doughnut when i woke up till then water. Went to the hawker near bugis.. n ate fried bee hoon. $1.70 only.. cheap n nice but oily. Yet to see any pencil case for school so went to wallet shop. I saw a few not bad one but being indecisive i nv buy.

Rowena n cheryl went to town while meli left cos she is nt feeling well n me... not being home with my family the past few days , i just dun feel good. Moreover, hall camp is coming n i'm moving to hall. I'm gonna miss home so much! Going to hall means i must learn to cook - or can i eat magi mee everyday? Tomyam flavour is nice.. mee goreng also nice! anyway mee goreng for the past two days n i still craving for more right now!

Back home, i realise i haven talk to my parents for a decent 15 mintues for the past 3 days. So tml i'm going to stay home n only go out with my family! Needa pack my hall stuffs.. thanks melvin for helping mi to think of what to buy for my sp :) 7-11 i'm coming tml!

Yesterday I kinda regret doing something. I shouldn't have agree to star gazing at night! Though it was nice but i still feel weird. Moreover the place is at sentosa which i once had my worst experience there too... so afraid my nightmares will come again. But thankfully it never .. thank god! Nex time i better think hard before making any decision esp when i'm alone! Nevertheless, star gazing is something i never did b4.. nt including the one in obs :) Just chit chat... n had 3 miss call from home which i thot was from mum.. but it was from my sister. Went home ard 1am.

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Friday, July 28, 2006

1st day as a salesgirl

Dear diary,

Woke up at 10.15am though my alarm was at 10.30 .. too excited i supposed. Watched tv then went to bathe. From 11 till 12 , i was walking around my house, double check if i m missing out anything. Finally I got myself out of the house n off to bugis street. My 1st day n 1st time as a salesgirl. Stood outside for the shop to be open...
time passes tick tock tick tock... no business.
1st item sold - a dress. for $19.
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one of the more 'interesting' thing that happen today was 2 ah gua who came into the shop. They took 3 of the $5 item n asked mi to charge them 3 for $12. i refused cos $5 is really damn cheap ok! Then they started to touch mi n saying can la, u see.. the thread coming out. see the button like falling off. Wth! so many complaints dun buy la.. still touch mi! so gross ok. I super cannot stand them.. hear their voice also i wanna go argh.. shut up! i dun understand what u talking. I give in so tt they will stop 'sayang' me. disgusted!

regina came over... den came allan. Thanks for buying me dinner n the bird nest.. the carrot cake was nice! Avena n fang lay came by too.. never expect them to come though :) hmm, lyn came over too. When they were there, i manage to try on some of the clothes lyn recommended n some is i want to try. Wore this black dress which i quite like it. but like what cheryl says, maybe i just like it now but not in the long run. not buying! Looking forward to sat to shop for shorts with rowena, cheryl n meli have our very own foods tasting.

After we closed the shop, i was thinking if i shuld go find my camp frens or go home.. but i really dun wan to go home so i pester lyn n gang to accompany mi to anywhere. They insist on having their impt lecture tml lor... so must come up with a jue zhao. So i decided to treat them supper.. well done girls - immediately say OK! Had maxwell porridge n noodles... ta bao porridge home for my family to share.

Yea, will be receiving seashell from my 'bro'. haha, so sweet.. despite the mirky sea, u are still able to get mi a seashell. Thanks so much! No supper nvm, th seashell will make do :)

tml gonna be another day of - slacking. n ya, hopefully meeting e2 gang. Dai dee n drinks on ur hse fang lay yea?

@deline=> the debts are increasing!

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

post foc at sentosa

Dear diary,

After a whole day with sirius.. i can't help but falling in love with sirius. There's a breakfast meeting at 9.45 n i was expecting alot of pple but the truth is - everyone just loves bed more than breakfast! So end up only regina, mi n 4 seniors at macdonalds. Waited as usual for more pple n off we are to sentosa!

We played frisbee ... this time i really perspire lots.

Had lots of juicy news though i dun really know alot. After all i'm still rather low profile , in a big group i will never be the attention hee. I do not like atttention :)

Had singing session with yii ying, yuen bo n the guitarist cos qingfu had his guitar ... gosh, admire is the word.

This is my 1st time wearing bikini .. feel damn fat lor n cannot make it. I needa lose some weight but it's tough! i love eating too. How?

Went to marina square for dinner. Is really a mass dinner .. everyone went to get their foods den we gather just outside marina square. think we could be caught of illegeal gathering if there's a police passing by. N there, we were back to our questionaire of the nite again! Went round with names of the opp sec begin said. N we have to rate the person recommend to us.. i felt so mean! had lotsa scandals going around n i ended up knowing one secret . Shhhh

Tmr it's my turn to work at bugis! But there's also og outing, being broke i choose money than spending it! So i decided to go to the library to borrow some books to keep me company. Hope i dun screw up anything .. n yea, i may have time to try on the clothes i like n buy them whaha. Just book my facial appointment this morning the min i woke up, luckily there's an empty slot. So shuang! today facial is not painful at all! Got massage , mask - damn cooling! I love this life haha. All thanks to daddy. got a call, hall camp next monday to 5 aug. Excited? not really... i need more sleep.


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Saturday, July 22, 2006

Foc

Dear diary,

I'm finally back from FOC - Freshman Orientation Camp in NBS in Ntu. Sirius Rawks!!!

1st day, we were slacking alot n was rather bored by the talks in the lecture room. hmm, the food is quite bad n i didn't had a single bite of the chicken. OO, we had field games in NTU. Fun!! Sirius won all the stations... hurhur. One of the games is gross - we had to sit on the chairs with eggs, soy sauce , flour n some other things. In the night, we were blindfolded n was asked if know how to swim n trapped water for about 30seconds. We were told that we will be going down a slide n down to the water. While we were blindfolded, our seniors will guide us around. nicole, mi n zi ying were asked to hold a big leaf. Also, we are supposed to shout a opposite sex name so that he will save u. In the end, we slided down a long slope filled with soapy water. Wanted to shout when i felt like how come the slide is not ending but landed soon. Lol, felt quite cheated lo esp by my jjc seniors. anyway, i drop into a hole when climbing up the slope n got scratches all over my left leg.

2nd day, went to sentosa n played lots of games. The weather was damn hot! Took part in one of the sea games where we were to sit on the shoulders of a guy n had to pull our opponent girl down. I was the first to drop cos too kan chiong. Also played frisbee.. the game is so taxing as u had to run on the sand. It was fun though - brings back memories to our e2 times. Sirius is a very zi high grp...
Had fright nite... we were blinded folded 1st then one of the ghost unfolded me. they were nt scary so i said hello. haha think they are quite sian. I was grouped with zhixiong, kathleen n one more guy( opps, 4got his name). 1st station, i was asked to pick up a note on the ghost left. Was so scare tt i forgot where is her left... den 2nd station kathleen did it. the most scary part for mi is the sudoku part. While walking up the slope, i'm like saying - ghost please b kind to me. There, a ghost directed mi into sth like a room. when i peeked in, i was horrify by sudoku cos she is wearing red n with her long hair covering half of her face. The ghost beside her asked mi to comb her hair. The moment i comb, she scream damn loud, i was shocked n dropped the comb. It was this station tt make mi more afraid n tear.

3rd day
Had pool games but i cannot take part cos of my period. So sian! Just stand there n cheer for my grp:) It was the day we had to perform that night. Had a dance n a skit. We won the best n humourous perormance! Well done sirius. It really means alot to us cos we only came out with everything on tuesday nite in sentosa. Then came the secret pal nite. My secret pal is frm njc, play hockey n he likes jay's songs. Try to tell him lames jokes but my seniors very fast said the answers le. No fun :( We nv talk anything very interesting though. He's a good guy.

4th day
we had shi zhi lu kou today! Yummy foods in chinatown - durians, fried sweet potatoes balls, sauguages, peanut paste, chay kuay tiao. All of us are walking with our hair stuck with gel, leaves, flowers - look like aliens in the streets haha.. but evening time the girls are getting ready to meet our secret pals. Haha... we are like having matchmaking sessions. Put of makeup, wear meimei... n see how the guys got made fun with pole dance, eat 'kaya' bread.. n lotsa of different stuns. My sp is a senior so i was the last few to leave. we went on double date with another guy senior to clark quay. My sp is so hungry cos he didn't get to eat almost the whole day - poor thing! Anyway, we had dinner in like a beer place so the food ain great. After which, we walk to club momo n there the party begins. Enjoyed myself :)

5th day
Went ard ntu to play our finale games... then got forfeit but it's not our fault. damn pai seh can? The guy was told to do 30 pumpings with the gal lying on the floor n we had to sing xiao wei. hmm, den came the ending of the FOC - gave out best freshie award frm each grp then did the shake hand thingy n finally i stayed back for dinner with Sirius.


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Sirius rawks!!!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Pre foc

Dear diary,

Meet up with the people in my group for the camp which is tml - Sirius. We had some ice breaker, learn new cheers which i seriously sucks at it. Maybe it was the first time meeting them n i'm alone so i do not feel really comfortable. Separated ourselves in two groups - 1 for the banner design n the other to work out a performance. I decided to join the banner grp cos i think it's easier :)

Only had a day to complete our banner which is today. Meet up for lunch, den went to istana park n filled up on eof the pathway to get our work going. I think our banner is nice n the dog is really cute. It's just like a pre foc - rather nice to know them actually. Hopefully i will be able to make some good friends yup.

Gonna get myself to pack my camp stuffs. Have to wake up at 5.30am, took a train/bus to the place i m so familiar with - boon lay station.

Till then.. do miss me! hee.

see you guys next weekend!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Day with melissa

Dear diary

Melissa came over to have lunch with me , we had kfc - still wanna act young ar by buying student meal hurhur. Anyway we walked to n from my house to anhcorpoint then queensway. Thanks meli for treating mi fondue at haagen daz. yummy but it is too much for the 2 of us.. had to stuff into my stomach cos it's expensive to waste it. Finally meet up since erm when was it tt we last met? It's nice ya to see each other again once in a while :)

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see that chocolate? gosh.. how yummy can it gets haha

Today is korkor birthday. Happy 22 birthday if u r reading this but quite unlikely la u this pig. Only know how to play game, slp n disturbs ur 3 good sisters. Had dinner together.. food not so nice!

I want to be me really but i can't.

Being a good daughter is really important to them. How much i wanted to have late nites with my frens but i turn them down because of them.
Y?
Cos i want to spend more time at home to show that i m good? Rubbish! How can i express to them that staying out late at nite doesn't mean that I am playful or getting worst?

It so hard... after all these years I strive n struggle for them ( n partly myself too). I know the debts that i owe goes way beyond the walls of our home. The best u provided me I really appreciated it... but the best u gave me never fails to stress me out.

Times when I really feel like I need a wall to break through , u never understand. Of the 4 , u told me ' You make us feel proud of you.' I'm really touched, I am. But to achieve this sentence of yours make me go through years of hell. Of cos, it good for my future like u always said.

When i was 14 , i remember so clearly that day - that night. But they left me alone with the dark brown wooden block. I curse n swear never to forgive - for u left me the moment i really needed so much more than ur freaking dinner! The words u said make me look down on you.

Can I be a bad gal just for once, please?

The few mintues chat with rowena n cheryl was a blessing. It was hilarious when their senior actually asked ' are u two together?' Haha.. laugh till my head wanna drop. Can't blame the seniors for popping that question after all the same colour rubber band, same swim suit, similiar dressing... lol. Can't wait to see u girls again.. but when? Won't be home for almost the whole of next week den with the job following n sch starts the next. Gosh... can you give mi more time? This time I won't complain that it's long.. i promise.

@deine=> whining

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Zouk

Dear diary,

I was pacing down my hall up and down since the moment i woke up yesterday. Was I too excited about nite? Ya i think very much so. Had my nails painted, watched tv, play com n slp for an hour till dinner. Only told mum about it so when i was getting ready ard 9... dad asked ' so late, still wan to go where?' I know he dunno what is zouk so i just say zouk. Haha, very bad i know.

Jain took cab down to my place to fetch me over. I felt awkard n scare after such a long time. In the cab, i told jain ' i felt like a bitch.' She happily laughing away ... Ladies nite = free entry :) Introducing me to mambo n back to my 1st place - phuture , the place where i stood for 2 hours n headed home. Sat down at mambo dance floor cos it's still early... den there's these 2 ang moh. Asked about happy hour and started to chat. Oh.. they are from usa. Heard something i think it's rather true... new jersey is not a nice place in usa. N from them, think 99% of the pple will say new jersey is nt nice! Alright... n i dun look like i'm 18. Shu yan came but forgot her Ic so jain had to go find her. Jain, u left mi alone with the ang mohs! i'm was scare but try to act calm. Follow them ard, saw denis's bro n zhiwen. Had our 1 for 1 orange vodka n 2 glasses of long island each frm someone beside cos he can't finish his jug. I think long island is nice but frm them, it's highly alcoholic. Worried i get drunk, i try to slow down with my drinking. Having someone to chat with is not so bad but not anything more :) Luckily with shu yan n jain around, they can deal with questions i do not know how to ans :) Mambo music rocks! Down on the dancing floor ... n walk over to shell station. They had cup noodles n i ate my yan yan then back to music. Miss calls from home twice at 3am , 3.15am. Had to go!

Nope... i'm not getting addicted to places like these. It gonna be once in a blue moon.
Woke up at 1pm n tennis later!

Good news from alison! We will be roommates.. yea! But i feel so terrible having to tell huiqi's fren about the last minute changes. Hate doing such things... very bad. Cos i wouldn't want her to play me out too if she got a fren last minute too. Mum says one person has to sacrifice, no choice. Alison is my secondary 2 partner in class. We wanted to study in the same class in sec 3 n 4 but she choose art thus differenent class. boo! Aim to go to the same jc but turn out to be opposite but nvm, we are in the same uni n roommates somemore! Excited ... we gonna mug n play together hehe.


@deine=> had lotsa fun gals :)

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Late mornings

Dear diary,

Right now i m feeling so proud of myself. whahaha so happy :) Cos ... i m so satisfy with 'artwork' - my scrapbook pages. Feel like a genius. K, i may sound insane or maybe my 'artwork' is not nice to you but at least i put in hours n effort to do it. I just like it hee ( giggling to myself)

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Love this lots! i drew n colour it myself - simple i know but it's the thoughts n effort that counts!

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The very 1st piece that i truly adore

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this is my bed cum my rubbish ground
Usually my bed is my victim during exams or even when i'm doing homework :P It's one thing I can't live without!
Mum used to place all the things that we do not want to keep on our bed so that when it's time to slp, we have NO choice but to be good n keep our stuffs. So i guess, it became my habit hehe. Shh.. actually i not so messy one just sometimes *winks*
Don't my bedroom looks like some children room with all the stuff toys n humpty dumpty wallpaper?

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My study table since I was pri 5. See those papers on my whiteboard? They are some mathematics formulas n study schedules. Everything a scrapbook maker needs :P

Cold wars between parents ain't doing good for kids. Second day ... n i m the only one who knew what happens n knew about this cold war since nobody senses it. Few words, going out alone are hints. Yesterday i took the sufferings by having to eat 2 meals with each of them , nvm about having more food but it's the same food - subway. Both have same thots n taste huh. Stuck in the middle of NOWHERE. Great... tml nite i m going out. How am i suppose to tell them? Told mum today but she no reaction leh. Dun dare to tell daddy - i do not want him to think that i'm getting bad. It's not a bad thing but to our parents, it is! WHY??? Wish me luck ... I'm trying to be a good girl for these two days by not going out with hope of staying out at nite tml. (cross my fingers)

To my dearest bf, cheryl... Happy 19th Birthday my dear! Horhor.. old le. Now in nus camp should be having lots of fun rite? Hope ur secret pal is someone nice :) Wanted to give u a surprise but too bad.. u're not fated whaha. If only ur ntu appeal is successful then we will be able to see each other everyday le for at least 1 yr? Argh... things are just not meant to be that way. Anyway, may ur university life rocks n study hard ya. N bless us with a friendship that is round... get what i mean? hehe, love ya gal!

@deine=> is tml gonna be the right day?

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Precious moments

Dear diary

On friday, jain n me went town. She got herself a number of stuffs :) N i got myself 1 stuff - neo prints. I wore the wrong footwear to go shopping. So my feets hurts when i reached home. But i enjoy jain's company.. like nothing much to talk but still can crap all the way from we meet till we go home. We walked from taka to wisma den to taka n back to wisma again n finally to centre pt den to hereen -> cinleisure (for dinner) -> far east -> home sweet home :P

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Sat morning , the tennis girls are supposed to meet at 9am on the court but everyone seems to have the common thot of coming late. I woke up at 8am , walk myself to the bus stop near the police station. When i reached the traffic light near qweensway, i realised i didn't had my ezlink card with me! Damn it. i was feeling very warm despite the short distance. Had to drag myself back home n decided to slack a while hee. So coincidence having to meet suxian everytime we have tennis trainings :) We were the 1st 2 to reach there. Soon everyone is on the court, i kinda miss those times we had training together or rather hearing them gossiping lol, cos i m always the one lag behind of everything. Our captain- grace became so fair n she is in nursing in nee ann poly :P Vice captain- cheryl is leaving next tuesday to australia perth. Me, xiang ying n sim yee going to Ntu yea.. n su xian to nus business admin :) Our jj tennis courts finally is new! So nice to play on new courts , the feeling is different. Had lunch at swensen till 3plus...
At night, daddy treat us ice cream though i wasn't feeling tt well but the name of ice cream just brighten mi up. Looks like i m influenced by jain on the ice cream cravings.. So i had swensen ice cream twice today. Met malcolm there.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

Slacking my day away

Dear diary,

Tuesday
Had my facial den went to auntie connie house to see jasmine's baby. It's amazing to see a little life come to our world. He's so cute with his big eyes... Saw jasmine wedding photos n video. Oh.. so sweet! Somehow i feel so touched when the groom sang to his bride about his feelings n how he will love her forever. It would be a blessing moment if next time the person i love do the same to me :) Jas looks gorgeous in her wedding gown, i think every woman looks best on their wedding day rite? I forgo going to the doctor 2day .. i had the nightmares so i rather slp well tonight n go tml.

Wednesday
Wait for damn long in the polyclinic just to see the doc for like 5-10 minutes n was told i was refer to the heart centre in sept. Y can't they get over n done with? Walk around in people's park cos my mum wanna buy tea leaves but ended up buying other stuffs cos she couldn't find the tea leaves. Ate koo kee noodle n some mini buns - yum yum. As usual, i flopped on the bed once we reached home. Did some scrapbooking later in the night on niagara falls - i shall keep everything simple n nice! Was on the phone for hours i think... watched soccer for a while n zzz.

Woke up so late today, i wonder y. Haven had my breakfast nor lunch yet n the time now is 3.23pm. Not hungy leh.. n it's time to go on diet rite? Alright, stopping b4 i get some knocks on my head.


@deine-> more scrapbooking

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Soccer cum scrapbooking

Dear diary,

Daddy n korkor damn lucky lor! I think majority of the world would have bet England n Brazil to get into the semifinal instead of Portgual n France la. There my sisters n I were saying 'kor, y u so silly? england n brazil sure win one lor!' N there we ask dad n said ' papa, y u follow ur silly son?' In the end, my silly kor n dad won both matches. So depressed! That england vs port was not really fair. Poor beckham...
Brazil vs fra was an interesting match though brazil lost. Interesting as in the way the commentor gave his comment was funny. Well, it's all over - the fun is over.

Sunday
Tennis under that bloody hot sun! I played 1.5 hr of tennis , walk ard westmall while waiting for my parents. Join them at the coffee shop with all the aunties n uncles. Had 1 hour of driving ard after i reach home with dad den learn more parking. Slp like a pig the whole afternoon! forgot what in did at night , watch tv?

Monday
Packed! Hair treatment ... hang ard in IMM till 2pm n went to NTU for medical checkup. I was like a little kid throwing tantrum at mum.. partly, i dunno where the place is n was hoping she drive me there.n party the thot of checkup jus pissed mi off, making mi frustrated. Took shuttle bus to jp n took 179 in. I dropped at the correct bus stop but walk overshot the place. I spent 45 minutes finding the place from admin building to student services centre den to business sch n finally medical centre. Wait not so long... yea i grew taller! but i grew fatter too - that's bad!(whining) perfect eyesights! Enter the doc room alone is scary. Check blood pressure 1st ( i tink) den heartbeat. Hmm i have heart murmur - 2 sound of my heartbeat. Not serious but doc recommend me to see specialist just for a more detailed checkup. Fated ar.. the more u dun like sth, the more it is likely to come to u. Went to jain house today! Hee.. i'm so honoured! I think i practically nv do much cos she help mi think of how to do the layout, n all i have to do is cut , paste n arrange. She's so creativity! Love her art works :) Thanks so much!

@deine=> bad memories appear

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Friendship

Dear diary,

On thursday, I drove my dad's car. Felt the pressure afterall it's an expensive n my dad's fav car. It was so much difficult from my bro car - it is far more stable n i dun feel it going fast despite the km/hr i saw. Daddy tried to teach me to park the car but stupid me still cannot make it! Gosh.. i'm such an idiot. Tennis with uncle james was nice :) Haven been tennising for 1 week n my stamina just automatically deteriorate. After tennis, quickly rush home to get bathe n had my dinner. Met up with melissa n cheryl at tanah merah station n head towards the airport. We were going to sent chelle off. I didn't feel as sad till the point we hugged n saw her back facing us when she checked in. Can't imgaine if i were in her state at that point, i probably will keep tearing as i walk to the plane. As much as i wish i could go overseas to study, i didn't wanna to leave without my friends n family. But chelle, i'm sure 3 years will going to be over in a blink of ur eye even before we knew it.
Anyway, the 11 of us who were there to sent chelle off - MISS THE LAST TRAIN! We could only get ourselves to tanah merah station. Luckily for me, i get to catch my last bus with cheryl. While the others had no choice but to take cabs home. Cheryl sleepover at my hse. Our bus trip was damn long! 1 hour at least.. it was midnight already yet the bus still travel at a rather slow speed.
Friday
I bought another pair of footwear for just $10 from URS sales in anchorpoint. Hehe, it's pointed with shiny glitters n heels. I like it :) Didn't even realise how many pair of footwears i bought till I was counting while avena n I were shopping in far east. I bought 7 pairs already after my A levels! That's one nike dunk, 3 with heels, 2 pumps n 1 sandal. gosh.. that's alot lor. Think of it, i can quite confidently say that now half of clothes in my wardrobe are bought after my a levels. Cos i 'imported' 14 tops from USA. n bought lots of clothing since i was working as a relief teacher then. Now i know where all my money goes to. Plus the expenses which my sisters would say share but end up is I pay for the cosmetics.


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Alright, going to my 1st scrapbook class. It was fun! I didn't think my work was nice , it didn't bring out the colours of my pictures however i like my background. It looks incompleted without words... Nvm, this is my 1st piece only! So elated that I'm gonna get help for an art expert - jain today :) We're going to ikea first for jain's furniture. Den we'll go to art friend in taka to get my materials. Just worry about the amount i gonna need to spend in there. N she will be coming over to my house n get my scrapbook thingy going! Hee.. i'm so excited. Tonight we'll be busy with my scrapbook while catching the WC. Hopes england go through :) Should be ok cos portugual has 2 players with red cards n c. ronaldo might not recover yet. Haiz, i dun feel like letting hamid to coach me anymore. 1st, is i'm really lazy to get my ass down to bukit batok taking that long trip home when i'm so tired after tennis. 2nd is i don't learn anything new.. it's always been the forehand n backhand that i'm practising for the past 1 year plus. 3rd, uncle james can teach me everything within a hour n it makes me feel great. I learnt volley, service n practice my ground strokes too. At least, i can do volley now n serve balls with speed. But the problem is when sch starts, i might not have time on every thursday to learn from uncle james. How? Tml morning there's tennis at 9am... it's bad cos it means i have to slp early tonight which i m not gg to! It's frustating having to think so much.