Dear Diary,
Took an early leave today at around 11.30am. well, i were not feeling well or rather i dun feel like studying today also. Slept in the bus and when i got home, i watch tv n went to my bed n sleep for another 3 hours.. really pig eh? Woke up feeling better n realise i miss lunch but nvm.. can jian fei right? haha... since i nv play tennis today. Watched Australian Open - Andy Rorrick vs Hewitt.. nice match! Hewitt won but Andy had 31 aces in total.. wow. amazing! Yesterday got thrashed terribly by United World College but i dun feel upset cos i thot i did not do so badly as expected. PLayed my first single match yesterday haha... no comments. Hmmm.. chem common test is just next week but i only studied a topic. Since school term starts, I haven had the mood to study. What is happening to mi? I dunno eh.. slack everytime. when i fail den come n think.. it's too late. Right now i could have spent my time wisely to study but i choose not to.. why? I have no answer... wanting to avoid my uncertainties perhaps. Feeling flustered with myself...
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Friday, January 21, 2005
Sports week
Dear diary,
it's the weekend again just that today isHari Raya so no SCHOOL! Yea.. so happy to rest again. Hmm.. slept quite early yesterday at around 12 plus as compared to my other school day. This week I have been training tennis on tuesday n thursday. Played quite well on tuesday but yesterday I totally went off form .. really feel like throwing my racket but i din.. too expensive to do that. But was rather frustrated after all.. Luckily towards the end I was much better.. hehe. After tennis training, I drop by at the squash court.. wanna learn squash so ask my classmate to teach mi.Instead Jun Jie taught me, hmmm feel quite strange coz din know him. Never had the time to try coz my tennis gals team ask me along for dinner. Haha.. we had a free ride from our coach- Mr Low to jurong point. It was so noisy in the car with 7 girls n a guy. We end up eating in macdonald.. n i went off early cos it takes quite long to reach home n have to walk the dark road. Yupz.. hai~ 1st math common test already flunk it. Wonder how can I do well for the next few topics or A level. Today shall be a slacking day for mi, maybe later go out with my sisters to town.. hope to shop for some clothes n new stuff. haha.. not forgetting our neoprints lol. Quite long since we three sisters took picture together.. excited eh but dunno if going orchard anot cos quite boring. Hmm... alright, i needa get going le to have my lunch... hopfullu I have a great day ahead. :P
@de|ine => afresh!
it's the weekend again just that today isHari Raya so no SCHOOL! Yea.. so happy to rest again. Hmm.. slept quite early yesterday at around 12 plus as compared to my other school day. This week I have been training tennis on tuesday n thursday. Played quite well on tuesday but yesterday I totally went off form .. really feel like throwing my racket but i din.. too expensive to do that. But was rather frustrated after all.. Luckily towards the end I was much better.. hehe. After tennis training, I drop by at the squash court.. wanna learn squash so ask my classmate to teach mi.Instead Jun Jie taught me, hmmm feel quite strange coz din know him. Never had the time to try coz my tennis gals team ask me along for dinner. Haha.. we had a free ride from our coach- Mr Low to jurong point. It was so noisy in the car with 7 girls n a guy. We end up eating in macdonald.. n i went off early cos it takes quite long to reach home n have to walk the dark road. Yupz.. hai~ 1st math common test already flunk it. Wonder how can I do well for the next few topics or A level. Today shall be a slacking day for mi, maybe later go out with my sisters to town.. hope to shop for some clothes n new stuff. haha.. not forgetting our neoprints lol. Quite long since we three sisters took picture together.. excited eh but dunno if going orchard anot cos quite boring. Hmm... alright, i needa get going le to have my lunch... hopfullu I have a great day ahead. :P
@de|ine => afresh!
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Dear Diary,
I went for a haircut today n I love the my hair now hee.. so much lighter. After my haircut, I feel much better.. as in more relaxed. Don't know why also... tried to study Spa today but didn't manage to absorb much. Think tml going to be half dead le haha... cos tuesday got both spa n math. Din do anyting much as I wanted to rest... had dinner with my family just now outside. On the way hoe.. I suddently feel like sitting in the car till the next morning.. feels so nice to sit down comfortably with nothing going on my mind. Nothing much happened today except i was quite ecited about my haircut though my family says nothing change... well they are not mi so cannot feel the lightness...
@deline => daze
I went for a haircut today n I love the my hair now hee.. so much lighter. After my haircut, I feel much better.. as in more relaxed. Don't know why also... tried to study Spa today but didn't manage to absorb much. Think tml going to be half dead le haha... cos tuesday got both spa n math. Din do anyting much as I wanted to rest... had dinner with my family just now outside. On the way hoe.. I suddently feel like sitting in the car till the next morning.. feels so nice to sit down comfortably with nothing going on my mind. Nothing much happened today except i was quite ecited about my haircut though my family says nothing change... well they are not mi so cannot feel the lightness...
@deline => daze
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Thoughts running wild...
Dear diary,
I have been living in a world of a rocket... hardly a time to sit down n rest peacefully. Since Monday, time has past so fast that after tml is going to be weekend. On tuesday, I wonder what had I been doing but I knew I slept only at 2.30am. I felt so tight, I felt so depressed , I hate this world I m living in cos every second n minute I didn't enjoy at all. Why? Is it so hard to be happy... I'm not who I am outside. Yet I don'y know who m I deep inside. I lie on my bed at 2am, writing my thoughts in my handphone... I didn't know I was so flustered till I saw what I had written today
: My heartbeat stop. My mind is in a daze. I ponder. I wonder. Trains of thoughts gushing through. Hiding from reality... Unsure of myself. :"(
4 a moment I hate myself 4 worrying unneccessary. 4 a minutes, I feel frustrated. I'm afraid of the endless tml. Wanting so much 2 stay 2day 4ever. Speechless.
Can someone answer me? Give me an answer.. I need to know myself, the one deep inside . Physically n mentally I feel exhausted.
Had pc yesterday .. quite ok but my muscles ache n I feel tired when I reach home. Then today had tennis from 4 to 7... hee. My gp tutor so funny today... so slack. He seems to memorise the global map n know lot of history. Just before we end lesson, he said go for a gallery which is done by us - a mind map. Lol.. just have to walk past den can go le.. never even read lor. He also don't care.. haha. Melissa! I finally wore the tennis skirt you gave mi... lol. quite hort i must say but I really love it very much. Thanks so much... Love ya. hee. as a friend .. dun think so much. I dislike studying now.. so sian. Though I m really really very tired.. I later still have some work to catch up with. How I wish tomorrow there's no lesson.. but nope. Stil got tennis training after school. So demoralised... today I lost again but 2 sudden death n one 30-40 n we lost the point. that's how we get 4-1. Sob sob...Had a funny conversation with Mr Seah n Mr Ng, giving me so much thoughts during my bus journey...
@deline => anti-sociable.
I have been living in a world of a rocket... hardly a time to sit down n rest peacefully. Since Monday, time has past so fast that after tml is going to be weekend. On tuesday, I wonder what had I been doing but I knew I slept only at 2.30am. I felt so tight, I felt so depressed , I hate this world I m living in cos every second n minute I didn't enjoy at all. Why? Is it so hard to be happy... I'm not who I am outside. Yet I don'y know who m I deep inside. I lie on my bed at 2am, writing my thoughts in my handphone... I didn't know I was so flustered till I saw what I had written today
: My heartbeat stop. My mind is in a daze. I ponder. I wonder. Trains of thoughts gushing through. Hiding from reality... Unsure of myself. :"(
4 a moment I hate myself 4 worrying unneccessary. 4 a minutes, I feel frustrated. I'm afraid of the endless tml. Wanting so much 2 stay 2day 4ever. Speechless.
Can someone answer me? Give me an answer.. I need to know myself, the one deep inside . Physically n mentally I feel exhausted.
Had pc yesterday .. quite ok but my muscles ache n I feel tired when I reach home. Then today had tennis from 4 to 7... hee. My gp tutor so funny today... so slack. He seems to memorise the global map n know lot of history. Just before we end lesson, he said go for a gallery which is done by us - a mind map. Lol.. just have to walk past den can go le.. never even read lor. He also don't care.. haha. Melissa! I finally wore the tennis skirt you gave mi... lol. quite hort i must say but I really love it very much. Thanks so much... Love ya. hee. as a friend .. dun think so much. I dislike studying now.. so sian. Though I m really really very tired.. I later still have some work to catch up with. How I wish tomorrow there's no lesson.. but nope. Stil got tennis training after school. So demoralised... today I lost again but 2 sudden death n one 30-40 n we lost the point. that's how we get 4-1. Sob sob...Had a funny conversation with Mr Seah n Mr Ng, giving me so much thoughts during my bus journey...
@deline => anti-sociable.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
A day out
Dear diary,
I had another 300 bucks into my bank again today... feels great. In the afternoon, I went to Clementi Big Bookshp to buy some stuff to decorate our classroom. I meet Melissa to go with me but she was late coz she went to her cousin's house to ask math. So i waited in Macdonald eating my favorite Mcflurry ice-cream n looking at the formula of differentiation. See already I almost fell asleep... den melissa came n so we go check out the stuff. In the end we decide on yellow n orange for the noticeboard at the back of the classroom, Light pink n peach for the front noticeboard n green n blue for the other side of the noticeboard. Hee.. we planned to placed a tree on the green n blue den hang all our names n baby photos on it. Yupz.. not forgetting about a corner where we can write anything on it .. haven decide the name yet. Ya.. was thinking if we should come out with a slogan for our class too. I quite excited to decorate the classroom so that everyday can have a good environment for studying. Remember the times when I were in secondary 1 and 2, our classroom always so nice like study in a big kindergarden.Very nice.. I will always remember the slogans - The best there is 2E2 n Today I am proud of 2e2, tomorrow 2e2 will be proud of me. Haha.. other ppl may think it is silly but behind all these slogans lies beautiful memories within myself.We used to stay back after school den go for lunch in a big group to macdonald, or opp coffee shop to eat our fav mee pok. haha the auntie see us always so happy cos a lot of ppl otherwise will go bukit merah hawker to eat. Yupz.. den we will chat n have fun after that will go home. I remember when we were in secondary school, there is a period of time we stay back everyday till the auntie n uncle in school have to chase us out. We were making a stall for our class for racial harmony day.. which is selling ice kacang. haha.. so we decide to make the stall out of wood n leave - kind of traditional stall n it took us weeks to complete it into a moveable stall. The stall is name as 'Peanut Haven' n we won the 1st prize as the most creative stall. Those days, we have ppl go n buy food for us n eat in class together.. go popular or elsewhere to buy materials, to find woods n pick leaves. It was a tough job but we did it all.. I'm really proud of 2e2. We nv fails to get the cleanest class award every term.. den always got free pens haha..den also everyday pass a piggy bank around to put any amount of money u want. The money is then use to buy a volley ball for us to play when we go sentosa outing. That year, we went many many times just o play volley ball as well as to buy a fountain for our two form teachers. It was a hppay year.. had chalets every year... though time has flies. It was 2 years back but I will never forget them... those memories were beyond words can say...I wish I can return to the past.
@de|ine => missing loving memories..
I had another 300 bucks into my bank again today... feels great. In the afternoon, I went to Clementi Big Bookshp to buy some stuff to decorate our classroom. I meet Melissa to go with me but she was late coz she went to her cousin's house to ask math. So i waited in Macdonald eating my favorite Mcflurry ice-cream n looking at the formula of differentiation. See already I almost fell asleep... den melissa came n so we go check out the stuff. In the end we decide on yellow n orange for the noticeboard at the back of the classroom, Light pink n peach for the front noticeboard n green n blue for the other side of the noticeboard. Hee.. we planned to placed a tree on the green n blue den hang all our names n baby photos on it. Yupz.. not forgetting about a corner where we can write anything on it .. haven decide the name yet. Ya.. was thinking if we should come out with a slogan for our class too. I quite excited to decorate the classroom so that everyday can have a good environment for studying. Remember the times when I were in secondary 1 and 2, our classroom always so nice like study in a big kindergarden.Very nice.. I will always remember the slogans - The best there is 2E2 n Today I am proud of 2e2, tomorrow 2e2 will be proud of me. Haha.. other ppl may think it is silly but behind all these slogans lies beautiful memories within myself.We used to stay back after school den go for lunch in a big group to macdonald, or opp coffee shop to eat our fav mee pok. haha the auntie see us always so happy cos a lot of ppl otherwise will go bukit merah hawker to eat. Yupz.. den we will chat n have fun after that will go home. I remember when we were in secondary school, there is a period of time we stay back everyday till the auntie n uncle in school have to chase us out. We were making a stall for our class for racial harmony day.. which is selling ice kacang. haha.. so we decide to make the stall out of wood n leave - kind of traditional stall n it took us weeks to complete it into a moveable stall. The stall is name as 'Peanut Haven' n we won the 1st prize as the most creative stall. Those days, we have ppl go n buy food for us n eat in class together.. go popular or elsewhere to buy materials, to find woods n pick leaves. It was a tough job but we did it all.. I'm really proud of 2e2. We nv fails to get the cleanest class award every term.. den always got free pens haha..den also everyday pass a piggy bank around to put any amount of money u want. The money is then use to buy a volley ball for us to play when we go sentosa outing. That year, we went many many times just o play volley ball as well as to buy a fountain for our two form teachers. It was a hppay year.. had chalets every year... though time has flies. It was 2 years back but I will never forget them... those memories were beyond words can say...I wish I can return to the past.
@de|ine => missing loving memories..
Friday, January 07, 2005
tired yet nice
Dear diary,
A week has gone.. school started.So far, I've been enjoying school but soon, this won't be the case anymore coz i know more exams n tests coming up meaning I will be end up the person whom I m in the past. Hai~ I duno why today I like got mood swing... early morning was so quiet den tennis that time, i so excited. hmm... wore our class new jersey! I like it alot... keke. Had foot work during tennis training n I enjoyed it alor. Sianz... everytime I play game also lose de. today also... WHY? halfway through tennis training got cramp.. ahh. I hate this! Hmm.. my time table for this year still not too bad just that on wednesday , thursday have to go home only at 6pm. On wednesday got PD, scary eh. Heard that 1st lesson needa run 8 rounds le..den on thursday is tennis hehe finally in school team le. I so happy :) On friday is cca day so anything lor.. must play till shuang den go home n sleep! lol... I'm still as lazy not wanting to do my homework today cos i just feel like slacking! Do footwork plus a set of tennis n some rallies plus 5 rounds round the track is enough n a whle of badminton is enough to beat mi out.I dun wanna continue le.. I wanna zzz.
@deline => Sleepy!
A week has gone.. school started.So far, I've been enjoying school but soon, this won't be the case anymore coz i know more exams n tests coming up meaning I will be end up the person whom I m in the past. Hai~ I duno why today I like got mood swing... early morning was so quiet den tennis that time, i so excited. hmm... wore our class new jersey! I like it alot... keke. Had foot work during tennis training n I enjoyed it alor. Sianz... everytime I play game also lose de. today also... WHY? halfway through tennis training got cramp.. ahh. I hate this! Hmm.. my time table for this year still not too bad just that on wednesday , thursday have to go home only at 6pm. On wednesday got PD, scary eh. Heard that 1st lesson needa run 8 rounds le..den on thursday is tennis hehe finally in school team le. I so happy :) On friday is cca day so anything lor.. must play till shuang den go home n sleep! lol... I'm still as lazy not wanting to do my homework today cos i just feel like slacking! Do footwork plus a set of tennis n some rallies plus 5 rounds round the track is enough n a whle of badminton is enough to beat mi out.I dun wanna continue le.. I wanna zzz.
@deline => Sleepy!
Saturday, January 01, 2005
Happy New Year
The time now is 12.46am ... to ppl out there reading ==> Happy New Year!
I'm waiting for Nr Ng to pick me up for supper with Val, Bryan n his cousin... heez, but i wun be eating. Afraid of gaining weight haha... what if they tempt mi? hmm... shall see later ya. Think he should be here in half an hour time so decided to blog.
Woke up this morning with a heavy mind.. was having a headache. I woke up at 10 den watch a dvd 'Three of a kind' a chinese movie.. not that nice but ok la. After the show, i decided to went back to sleep, when i reached my room.. all of a sudden i couldn't see for like 2 seconds. I was afraid so quickly went to my bed n lie till 1.30. hmm today just dun have the mood to countdown. As normal, i slack around watching tv n lazing around my house. Chun Fong ask mi out to Boon Lay but i turn down cos quite far n it will be very crowded. Lucky nv go coz he says quite sian there n i chat with him over the phone at 10.45 till 11 plus.. haha. den came online n Mr Ng ask if wanna go supper.. hmm.. guess they will be here any time so I shall end here n shut down my computer le. I hope that my wishes will come true in this new year.. bless mi!
@de|ine => feeling normal
I'm waiting for Nr Ng to pick me up for supper with Val, Bryan n his cousin... heez, but i wun be eating. Afraid of gaining weight haha... what if they tempt mi? hmm... shall see later ya. Think he should be here in half an hour time so decided to blog.
Woke up this morning with a heavy mind.. was having a headache. I woke up at 10 den watch a dvd 'Three of a kind' a chinese movie.. not that nice but ok la. After the show, i decided to went back to sleep, when i reached my room.. all of a sudden i couldn't see for like 2 seconds. I was afraid so quickly went to my bed n lie till 1.30. hmm today just dun have the mood to countdown. As normal, i slack around watching tv n lazing around my house. Chun Fong ask mi out to Boon Lay but i turn down cos quite far n it will be very crowded. Lucky nv go coz he says quite sian there n i chat with him over the phone at 10.45 till 11 plus.. haha. den came online n Mr Ng ask if wanna go supper.. hmm.. guess they will be here any time so I shall end here n shut down my computer le. I hope that my wishes will come true in this new year.. bless mi!
@de|ine => feeling normal
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