Dear diary.
I'm feeling so happy today! It is teachers' day n i sort of quite high cos it is our last year celeberating teachers' day. yesterday i spent hours doing a 'card' for mr low on behalf for the tennis gals. the card is full of roger federer pictures.. his idol! yupz.. i enjoy the performance put up by then new teachers... den oh ya we also bought a nike watch for mr low. His fav too..
reach home at 10.. hurry to find pictures of daddy n mummy. den print it out before they r home. Den i paste them on construction paper n decorate them. wactch tv till 1pm n slept till 4. pig right? i woke up n read chem equilibrium. i flunk my physical cehm test.. so sad though i knew i'm gonna flunk. hai~.. like mich says prelim is just 12 days away.. i nv tried having a full paper before. Can only do well in topical tests in the past, i think this time i will still be dead. I'm still far from finishing half of my syallbus cos i nv touch econ except 1 topic. i hate economics!!!
Went for dinner with my aunt to celebrate daddy bday den bought him to esplande ( chocolate bar!!) we reach there quite late den can only order drinks. but we wanted to eat the desert so we like keep asking. finally, the girl says ok though she looks abit bu shuang. The guy is better.. he was much friendlier. yummy was all i could say.
I love daddy lots n lots.. more than anything in this world! I dun wanna disappoint him for my 'a'levels but now i needa overcome the problem of time shortage! Die die also must try to pass my subjects. All my wish for daddy is to stay healthy!
@de|ine=> thankful for a happy family!
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Bad week again
Dear diary,
i feel like every thing is happening again.. what happen to me in the past repeats.This whole day hasn't been that great afterall. n definitely, tomorrow wun be any better esp when there is gp paper ( my worst subject) On monday, we had our mock math paper. the questions are not as difficult if i had study harder for it. However, i'm glad to see that they are not so alien to me , at least i know how to start all the questions. Tuwsday went home to study for chemistry though i had math paper as well. I study from 3.30 to 2am, trying hard to know what is going on for ionic quilibrium. Just can't get myself to understand it. The paper really was a disaster... i nv felt the way i had ydt after the paper. it was really really frustrating n i knew i'm going to flunk the paper badly. Not a single question i got it correct when ms yamuna came in for the last lesson which really turn me off. Just after a motivated talk, the next lesson was hers. I do agree with her that we are not performing well but not her assumption that we flop the paper cos we have two tests today. Because i knew everyone study for chemistry and not math. The paper wasn't difficult at all after she gone through it but they just weren't so straightforward. Also there isn't really enough time to complete the paper for a few of us... i hate to see this happen when it is so near to our major exam. I was thinking that if i do well for this paper, i can so call complete my revision for physical chem but nope, it demoralised me cos despite the effort i put, i get nothing out of it. Hope it doesn't mean my grade for chem is going worst cos in the past once my grade drop before a major exam, it always bring me sth bad. pray hard it wun!
Went home ydt anly at 7pm , my brother pick mi home. at ard 8plus, i felt pain ard my eye. i told my mum but she nv say anything... only at 11 plus i felt sth different den look into the mirror n realise my left eye is swollen. haha.. thot today can dun go school le. morning woke up, it became worst but i dun wanna miss lessons so go school lor. It subside after a few hours so i thot nothing lor but during econ lesson, it started swelling again. by then , i already got an early form from mdm lim. thinking if should go for gp anot cos tml got mock paper ma. when asked who is lecturing, haha it solve my problem. cos mr chan is going to lecture n i dun think will learn anything much. so went home! step out of school, my eye like better alot le. ah ha.. the problem lies within the school. go home n slp for very long... woke up to watch da chang jin. so sad... my eye got swollen again. mum ask mi to go se doctor tml during break cos now all the clinics are close! see how first... ok needa do half of revision 7 before i can go slp...
hope tml gp can pass can le.
@de|ine => swell eye
i feel like every thing is happening again.. what happen to me in the past repeats.This whole day hasn't been that great afterall. n definitely, tomorrow wun be any better esp when there is gp paper ( my worst subject) On monday, we had our mock math paper. the questions are not as difficult if i had study harder for it. However, i'm glad to see that they are not so alien to me , at least i know how to start all the questions. Tuwsday went home to study for chemistry though i had math paper as well. I study from 3.30 to 2am, trying hard to know what is going on for ionic quilibrium. Just can't get myself to understand it. The paper really was a disaster... i nv felt the way i had ydt after the paper. it was really really frustrating n i knew i'm going to flunk the paper badly. Not a single question i got it correct when ms yamuna came in for the last lesson which really turn me off. Just after a motivated talk, the next lesson was hers. I do agree with her that we are not performing well but not her assumption that we flop the paper cos we have two tests today. Because i knew everyone study for chemistry and not math. The paper wasn't difficult at all after she gone through it but they just weren't so straightforward. Also there isn't really enough time to complete the paper for a few of us... i hate to see this happen when it is so near to our major exam. I was thinking that if i do well for this paper, i can so call complete my revision for physical chem but nope, it demoralised me cos despite the effort i put, i get nothing out of it. Hope it doesn't mean my grade for chem is going worst cos in the past once my grade drop before a major exam, it always bring me sth bad. pray hard it wun!
Went home ydt anly at 7pm , my brother pick mi home. at ard 8plus, i felt pain ard my eye. i told my mum but she nv say anything... only at 11 plus i felt sth different den look into the mirror n realise my left eye is swollen. haha.. thot today can dun go school le. morning woke up, it became worst but i dun wanna miss lessons so go school lor. It subside after a few hours so i thot nothing lor but during econ lesson, it started swelling again. by then , i already got an early form from mdm lim. thinking if should go for gp anot cos tml got mock paper ma. when asked who is lecturing, haha it solve my problem. cos mr chan is going to lecture n i dun think will learn anything much. so went home! step out of school, my eye like better alot le. ah ha.. the problem lies within the school. go home n slp for very long... woke up to watch da chang jin. so sad... my eye got swollen again. mum ask mi to go se doctor tml during break cos now all the clinics are close! see how first... ok needa do half of revision 7 before i can go slp...
hope tml gp can pass can le.
@de|ine => swell eye
Saturday, August 20, 2005
dear diary,
it had been a busy week due to all the tests. But i had survive them all :) Went to school on monday with a heavy heart knowing it'll be a busy week. On my way to chem lab, i was in a daze till meli ask mi ' did u hear what they say?' cos we met keng ee, cheryl n yvette.. i say 'no' den she says... miss yamuna says there is no chem prac, den wan us to do self revision cos wed got chem test on 3 topics. My mood totally change... hate to do things last minute!! moreover, we have tests on tue n wed.. den she only give us two days to prepare. End up we go lib to study.. lucky still got bring one set of notes.
Tuesday
Drq as usal always fail so nv place high hopes on it too but of cos if pass i'll be glad! nothing special cos wed got two tests... whole afternoon=study
Wednesay
The questions on essay i spot was right!!! But when mr tan gif us see the qns - i was so shock n scare cos i saw the word 'trade deficit' which i thot omg.. study wrong topic liao. The qns damn long la.. i sit so far, can't really see very clearly. was figuring out what the qns asking den after 10 minutes, den i realise is the one that i studied. part of me was feeling happy cos i spot the right one but the other was i don't have enough time!! End of the day got chem test... thanks to the principal it was cancel. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. happy cos test postpone but sad cos there is no reason to do the test badly which means today must study for the test! argh...
Thursday
School ended late... finally there isn't any gp homework today! I did slack a bit but still got revise math. erm.. Only thing i remember was i was disappointed that junyang was out. sob sob.. i think he deserve to get into the final round. Saddned! was glad that kelly got in! Hope she win in the final...
Friday
I slept at 2.30am this morning n got up as usual for school. These two days keep haiving mood swing.. argh, can't stand myself! ( i knew woonli would say den sit lor) haha... lame eh gal but still manage to break into my smile. went home n sleep for hours. at night, i watched tv... read math book 1 till ap gp den daddy came in to ask wanna eat swensen? Hee.. of cos i said yes! den he ask us to go get change. i was wearing like home clothes cos thot go holland eat den go home le. My parents dress quite nice so when we meet out in the living room.. my dad says eh going to orchard leh u sure u wanna wear like that? so i change... it was 10.45pm n there was quite a long queue. we waited for abt 30 minutes den went in. Inside there were still quite a no of empty tables.. i wonder y they kept us outside so long! hmm... we share a regular earthquake, fries n a plate of fish n chips cos everyone seems so full. when we went out... again we saw a long queue but inside there's like abt 4 to 5 tables empty. Think it is one way to do business ba... it's a tactic. Felt so fulll, went home to watch tv again till near 2am den i went to sleep
Saturday
Woke up very late at 11 plus. slack till 1.30 den comtinue my math. done reading book 1 by 4. get ready to go tuition... today is a boringn tiring day. at night.. i nv touch my books. watch tv all the way n went online to slack. time = 11.29pm i'm turning in soon. tml shall be my last tennis training just before my a levels. So sad... i wan to continue but it is not a very wise choice right now. studies some first ya. will enjoy tml training!
Next week
Mon n wed - mock math paper
Wed - inorganic test
Friday - gp papers
@de|ine => mentally n physically drained
it had been a busy week due to all the tests. But i had survive them all :) Went to school on monday with a heavy heart knowing it'll be a busy week. On my way to chem lab, i was in a daze till meli ask mi ' did u hear what they say?' cos we met keng ee, cheryl n yvette.. i say 'no' den she says... miss yamuna says there is no chem prac, den wan us to do self revision cos wed got chem test on 3 topics. My mood totally change... hate to do things last minute!! moreover, we have tests on tue n wed.. den she only give us two days to prepare. End up we go lib to study.. lucky still got bring one set of notes.
Tuesday
Drq as usal always fail so nv place high hopes on it too but of cos if pass i'll be glad! nothing special cos wed got two tests... whole afternoon=study
Wednesay
The questions on essay i spot was right!!! But when mr tan gif us see the qns - i was so shock n scare cos i saw the word 'trade deficit' which i thot omg.. study wrong topic liao. The qns damn long la.. i sit so far, can't really see very clearly. was figuring out what the qns asking den after 10 minutes, den i realise is the one that i studied. part of me was feeling happy cos i spot the right one but the other was i don't have enough time!! End of the day got chem test... thanks to the principal it was cancel. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. happy cos test postpone but sad cos there is no reason to do the test badly which means today must study for the test! argh...
Thursday
School ended late... finally there isn't any gp homework today! I did slack a bit but still got revise math. erm.. Only thing i remember was i was disappointed that junyang was out. sob sob.. i think he deserve to get into the final round. Saddned! was glad that kelly got in! Hope she win in the final...
Friday
I slept at 2.30am this morning n got up as usual for school. These two days keep haiving mood swing.. argh, can't stand myself! ( i knew woonli would say den sit lor) haha... lame eh gal but still manage to break into my smile. went home n sleep for hours. at night, i watched tv... read math book 1 till ap gp den daddy came in to ask wanna eat swensen? Hee.. of cos i said yes! den he ask us to go get change. i was wearing like home clothes cos thot go holland eat den go home le. My parents dress quite nice so when we meet out in the living room.. my dad says eh going to orchard leh u sure u wanna wear like that? so i change... it was 10.45pm n there was quite a long queue. we waited for abt 30 minutes den went in. Inside there were still quite a no of empty tables.. i wonder y they kept us outside so long! hmm... we share a regular earthquake, fries n a plate of fish n chips cos everyone seems so full. when we went out... again we saw a long queue but inside there's like abt 4 to 5 tables empty. Think it is one way to do business ba... it's a tactic. Felt so fulll, went home to watch tv again till near 2am den i went to sleep
Saturday
Woke up very late at 11 plus. slack till 1.30 den comtinue my math. done reading book 1 by 4. get ready to go tuition... today is a boringn tiring day. at night.. i nv touch my books. watch tv all the way n went online to slack. time = 11.29pm i'm turning in soon. tml shall be my last tennis training just before my a levels. So sad... i wan to continue but it is not a very wise choice right now. studies some first ya. will enjoy tml training!
Next week
Mon n wed - mock math paper
Wed - inorganic test
Friday - gp papers
@de|ine => mentally n physically drained
Saturday, August 13, 2005
I'm already there
i love this song... so touching
I'm Already There
(Richie McDonald/Gary Baker/Frank Myers)
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
I'm Already There
(Richie McDonald/Gary Baker/Frank Myers)
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
Friday, August 12, 2005
Flustered!
i'm feeling very piss off right now. argh...stop disturbing me u !@#$$%$%#$%%^$#^%#^$. LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE..
Sunday, August 07, 2005
regrets.. lost.. troubled
Dear diary,
Walking home with my headphone
Thoughts ran through wildly
Flashes come n go
Words floating by
Walking as slow as a snail
The thought of going home was far
Seven o'clock in the evening
The wind is blowing against me
As I past by my house
Tears rolled down
I dunno what is going through my mind
Soon, i reached the front of the swimming pool
Settle down just before the pool.
Took the phone, i wrote down my feelings
'Message sent' was all i could see
No reply ... the phone was down
The phone rang
Had to pretend i was fine
That wasn't really easy.
Scrolling down my contact list
I rang someone...
Just need someone to talk to me
Keeping me company.
'Someone' isn't free
Just after 'someone' ask why
I cried. Silence.
'Nope, nothing I'm fine. Really I'm fine. Bye'
I couldn't stop tearing...
All I did was sit there
Staring... blasting the music...
9 o'clock time to head home.
Couldn't believe it happen to me.
@de|ine=> fear
Walking home with my headphone
Thoughts ran through wildly
Flashes come n go
Words floating by
Walking as slow as a snail
The thought of going home was far
Seven o'clock in the evening
The wind is blowing against me
As I past by my house
Tears rolled down
I dunno what is going through my mind
Soon, i reached the front of the swimming pool
Settle down just before the pool.
Took the phone, i wrote down my feelings
'Message sent' was all i could see
No reply ... the phone was down
The phone rang
Had to pretend i was fine
That wasn't really easy.
Scrolling down my contact list
I rang someone...
Just need someone to talk to me
Keeping me company.
'Someone' isn't free
Just after 'someone' ask why
I cried. Silence.
'Nope, nothing I'm fine. Really I'm fine. Bye'
I couldn't stop tearing...
All I did was sit there
Staring... blasting the music...
9 o'clock time to head home.
Couldn't believe it happen to me.
@de|ine=> fear
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
My weekends
Dear diary,
This weekend went out with my family to taka to eat lunch at crystal jade. ate quite alot den walk walk ... i managed to buy sth- a book by nicholas spark (true believer) these few weeks, i've read 2 books by nicholas spark n currently reading the wedding. Today i think i only spend 1 n a half hour being attentive in fact only 1 hour ba. During chem lecture, i've been reading the story book all the way den econ i copied notes for half an hour den ther it came the firm alarm. It's so soft la.. can't be heard. Well, jc fire drill is so different la.. we spend 45 minutes in the parade square listening mostly to the principal talking. i'm glad that the receptionist said that to the P haha... also he mentioned about those upgrade stuff in the sch which do not benefit the j2 anyway. After 45 minutes, we realise our break has gone one n only break of the day... need to go hall for civis which is also very boring though it shld concern us. i think everyone was to eat so hardly ask any qns. hmm... throughout the whole day i only listen to ms yamuna lesson.. she's too fierce to be slack in her class. Had to stare at her for the whole 1 hour otherwise i think u will be fry. It's either my eye sight is getting worst or i stare at her too long liao tt's y by the end of lesson i feel that my eyes are so tired. went running today. my timing is getting lousier for 400m. it's like 1.46min. hai~ dun think i can make it for the sports carnival.still thinking if i wanna join anot? i feel like joining cos it's the last year liao but i dun wanna join cos i scare will pull the whole team down. Read econ topic 8 today but had difficulty in understanding them so went running to relax myself n to exercise. but... i think all my effort is gone to the drain cos i ate ice cream after dinner. Toffee cream yummy! watch tv till 10, pack my bag n here i m blogging n chatting. These few days the air con in the bus are working so well that i feel like i'm in a cold c'try. Cold is better than hot i suppose.
An interesting happen on monday that is 'free lunch' in pizza with mich, aiting n wenda. While waiting for gp lesson to start at 4pm, we went to jp for lunch. we were standing outside pizza hut thinking if we shld eat it den a lady came over to ask us do a survey which i ignored her. den the uncle from pizza hut came n told us to help them do a survey in their new flavour of pizza den stil got 5 bucks of voucher. haha... of cos we went in cos , it's such a good deal. When we came out, i felt full lor cos they gave us a rather big piece.so there is our free lunch.. went to coffee bean for desert. my first time there n i ate a chocolate cake.. yummy. gp lesson was a total waste of my time. i regret going for it!
erm... still got quite a no of things i want to blog but i'm sleepy already.
To maria, glad that u drop by to see us. n i really hope to see u next year haha hopefully is in usa. :) take good care n miss ya !
@de|ine = tired
This weekend went out with my family to taka to eat lunch at crystal jade. ate quite alot den walk walk ... i managed to buy sth- a book by nicholas spark (true believer) these few weeks, i've read 2 books by nicholas spark n currently reading the wedding. Today i think i only spend 1 n a half hour being attentive in fact only 1 hour ba. During chem lecture, i've been reading the story book all the way den econ i copied notes for half an hour den ther it came the firm alarm. It's so soft la.. can't be heard. Well, jc fire drill is so different la.. we spend 45 minutes in the parade square listening mostly to the principal talking. i'm glad that the receptionist said that to the P haha... also he mentioned about those upgrade stuff in the sch which do not benefit the j2 anyway. After 45 minutes, we realise our break has gone one n only break of the day... need to go hall for civis which is also very boring though it shld concern us. i think everyone was to eat so hardly ask any qns. hmm... throughout the whole day i only listen to ms yamuna lesson.. she's too fierce to be slack in her class. Had to stare at her for the whole 1 hour otherwise i think u will be fry. It's either my eye sight is getting worst or i stare at her too long liao tt's y by the end of lesson i feel that my eyes are so tired. went running today. my timing is getting lousier for 400m. it's like 1.46min. hai~ dun think i can make it for the sports carnival.still thinking if i wanna join anot? i feel like joining cos it's the last year liao but i dun wanna join cos i scare will pull the whole team down. Read econ topic 8 today but had difficulty in understanding them so went running to relax myself n to exercise. but... i think all my effort is gone to the drain cos i ate ice cream after dinner. Toffee cream yummy! watch tv till 10, pack my bag n here i m blogging n chatting. These few days the air con in the bus are working so well that i feel like i'm in a cold c'try. Cold is better than hot i suppose.
An interesting happen on monday that is 'free lunch' in pizza with mich, aiting n wenda. While waiting for gp lesson to start at 4pm, we went to jp for lunch. we were standing outside pizza hut thinking if we shld eat it den a lady came over to ask us do a survey which i ignored her. den the uncle from pizza hut came n told us to help them do a survey in their new flavour of pizza den stil got 5 bucks of voucher. haha... of cos we went in cos , it's such a good deal. When we came out, i felt full lor cos they gave us a rather big piece.so there is our free lunch.. went to coffee bean for desert. my first time there n i ate a chocolate cake.. yummy. gp lesson was a total waste of my time. i regret going for it!
erm... still got quite a no of things i want to blog but i'm sleepy already.
To maria, glad that u drop by to see us. n i really hope to see u next year haha hopefully is in usa. :) take good care n miss ya !
@de|ine = tired
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