Dear diary,
This week is rather packed with my inorganic chemistry test, continous random variable test n a written assignment for protectionism on wed, thur n fri respectively. Stayed back in school on tuesday to mug chem with cheryl, wenda n michelle. Hmm, we studied till 3.30 den went to spc den bought lots of food n had orange juice. eh.. can't really remember where mi n cheryl went cos we were heading back to the benches near the yoga room. Wanted to reach the bench first so i ran den cheryl found a shortcut which i din realise. when i saw her in front of mi, i was shocked .. the very next moment she fell. i'm even more stunned yet wenda was there laughing real hard la. cos she says the way cheryl fell is so funny. lol... in the end every1 end up laughing after wenda show us how cheryl fell. Poor cheryl, hope ur knee is doing fine ya? well, we studied till like 6? den korkor came to pick mi n send cheryl to je. Can't imagine how my brother actually passed his driving test! almost got into an accident on our way home ... every morning sit his car i dare not even sleep. Everytime red light his eyes auto will close one. cannot stand him .. argh!!! today he did it again. had to push him real hard den he will wake up. Back to tue, went to slp at 1am but my stupid tooth hurts like hell that i kept toss n turn till i can't stand it anymore. i woke up to brush my teeth again at 1.45am. the pain ease for a while n came back again .. only till 3am den i slp lor. The next day got chem test which is rather tough for me to concentrate cos i'm tired. i din know how to do those calculation questions but the others looks alright to me. my math test was quite sucky. i hate crv... dun understand the topic at all! lucky i pass , get 17/25. I can nv understand myself.. everytime the test is easy, i screw it all up with my careless mistakes. when everyone find the test easy, i beg to differ. everyday of my tests get worst! econ is the best... can't even remember what to write for that questions la.. just crap all the way.
Stayed back in school today fot the different courses of talks for different university. After hearing the talk on accountacy offered in NTU, i'm quite attracted to me cos i think the job prospect is huge so not scare cannot find a job. Wasn't really interested in the business cos i know it bound to have econ! DId my chem hw while waiting for my bro to fetch me.. ask him to come at 5 he dun want.. in the end have to queue up in the road! all thanks to him. the journey home was funny cos everytime he see a jam, he will says change road change road. end up everywhere also traffic jam! haha.. lousy la you... next time please come early hor. btw, ur car stinks! do spray more perfume .. i almost faint! haha... weekend is here le, aain thinking of where to haf fun this weekend.
@de|ine=?
Friday, July 29, 2005
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
I'm bleeding profusely.
No passer-by... the road is empty.
What m I suppose to do?
No roadsign, no direction...
I'm stuck in my mind, my heart, my soul.
At this moment in time, I'm wandering off
Things look the same but they aren't..
Silence was appreciated in the past like u said.
Now silence is cold - strangers was what I felt.
It's not sadness nor anger, it's more of pain.
Mentally tired I am to go through this.
U know what I mean.
Eversince that day,
I had already lose you without saying anything.
I guess nothing could be done.
@de|ine=> been in a daze for days...
No passer-by... the road is empty.
What m I suppose to do?
No roadsign, no direction...
I'm stuck in my mind, my heart, my soul.
At this moment in time, I'm wandering off
Things look the same but they aren't..
Silence was appreciated in the past like u said.
Now silence is cold - strangers was what I felt.
It's not sadness nor anger, it's more of pain.
Mentally tired I am to go through this.
U know what I mean.
Eversince that day,
I had already lose you without saying anything.
I guess nothing could be done.
@de|ine=> been in a daze for days...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
Tennis gathering.
Dear diary,
Yesterday i had my inter-house tennis.. played singles but in the second round i got kicked out haha. was playing against xiangying in the first n cheryl in the second round. hmm... lucky cheryl is from owens too. hope she can help owens win :) all the best gal! After tennis, the team went out for dinner with mr low . It has about 2 to 3 months since we ate a meal together. as usual, mr low is so poor thing always got disturbed by us haha. shall not say anything here :P We had pizza den went to kfc to chit chat. I sat with grace, merilyn n mr low. I nv knew i was such a person to others eh... do i look the type who is easily bullied? do i always look like i'm always dreaming? m i the type who needs someone to shower lots of love on me in a relationship? m i someone who will not do anything really bad if i was to be provoked? haha... i dunno eh. but the way they say mi till i like cannot take care of myself eh , that i'm not fierce enough. Mr low always say i'm those qian jin xiao jie. aiyo, i'm not lor... ok la, i nv do housework at home doesn't prove that ma. in s'pore so many children also got maid at home ma. I dun like to get myself dirty also equal to qian jin xiao jie ar? hmm... maybe in a big group, i dunno how to express myself that's y i dun show alot of myself with the tennis team. anyway, surrently i'm reading a story book by nicholas sparks- the guardian. hope i can read finish by today or latest by tml. looking forward to read the last part of the story cos my fren says it's very sad.
Today i finally pluck up the courage to give u a letter n a gift. To u my dear, i had no intention to hurt ur feelings but i hope u understand that this letter i hope can bring us closer and not to pull us apart. U know that u are special to me n by giving u this letter, i hope we can clear our problems so that life still carry on. I hesitate to give to u cos i'm so afraid of losing someone like u but i gave u cos i wanna go back to the past like how we had been through the one n a half years. Like i said, if only things were as simple...
@de|ine=> back to reading!
Yesterday i had my inter-house tennis.. played singles but in the second round i got kicked out haha. was playing against xiangying in the first n cheryl in the second round. hmm... lucky cheryl is from owens too. hope she can help owens win :) all the best gal! After tennis, the team went out for dinner with mr low . It has about 2 to 3 months since we ate a meal together. as usual, mr low is so poor thing always got disturbed by us haha. shall not say anything here :P We had pizza den went to kfc to chit chat. I sat with grace, merilyn n mr low. I nv knew i was such a person to others eh... do i look the type who is easily bullied? do i always look like i'm always dreaming? m i the type who needs someone to shower lots of love on me in a relationship? m i someone who will not do anything really bad if i was to be provoked? haha... i dunno eh. but the way they say mi till i like cannot take care of myself eh , that i'm not fierce enough. Mr low always say i'm those qian jin xiao jie. aiyo, i'm not lor... ok la, i nv do housework at home doesn't prove that ma. in s'pore so many children also got maid at home ma. I dun like to get myself dirty also equal to qian jin xiao jie ar? hmm... maybe in a big group, i dunno how to express myself that's y i dun show alot of myself with the tennis team. anyway, surrently i'm reading a story book by nicholas sparks- the guardian. hope i can read finish by today or latest by tml. looking forward to read the last part of the story cos my fren says it's very sad.
Today i finally pluck up the courage to give u a letter n a gift. To u my dear, i had no intention to hurt ur feelings but i hope u understand that this letter i hope can bring us closer and not to pull us apart. U know that u are special to me n by giving u this letter, i hope we can clear our problems so that life still carry on. I hesitate to give to u cos i'm so afraid of losing someone like u but i gave u cos i wanna go back to the past like how we had been through the one n a half years. Like i said, if only things were as simple...
@de|ine=> back to reading!
Sunday, July 10, 2005
I want all the luxury in the world!
Dear diary,
It's a sunday today! As usual i had my tennis training... only one word can describe - Joy! Can't believe that i'm so into tennis now that i enjoy playing it so much :) Yesterday was my very first time i think i a little drunk haha. After tuition, I took a cab to my sunt house coz they having a birthday party for my second sunt. hee.. happy birthday! Well, met up ith all my big n cute little cousins. Kids just grow very fast n they are becoming so smart! In the near future, think at my generation really have to lower ourselves to understand them better le. So adorable .. love them all! Near to midnight... my cousins n I gathered n we talked n play games. haha... had two male cousins they were playing hmm a different version of hei bai pei. it was so funny... End up i dunno why, al of us were drinking red wine - cornerstone. Never heard before but it tastes alright la...We chatted n drink till we all lost counts of how glasses were being drunk. By ard 2.45am, all of us were like so dead. my cousins are uttering rubbish.. can't stand them. Went home at 3am... i felt sharp pain on the left side of my stomach.. tink drink too much le ba cos i nv drink so much b4. luckily my parents nv scold haha...
had to wake up at 7.30am this morning. Came home at 12pm den watch tv till 3 plus n sleep till 6pm. My sunday is gone just like this... A levels is just 4 months away.
please... let mi pull through another obstacle this year.
Everytime i think of my studies, i felt that i've disappoint my parents n myself. Perhaps i'm someone with very high aims that's why great disappointment always come. Since young... nothing goes smoothly for me like what my parents alway say.. i'm so unluckily. things always happen bad for me. just hope these are tests set by god for me n things will change for the better. I'm thankful for having the determintion to do everything in my life otherwise i'll be long be defeated by these tests. Most of all, i'm thankful for having such wonderful parents who give me a great family!
@de|ine=> emotional
It's a sunday today! As usual i had my tennis training... only one word can describe - Joy! Can't believe that i'm so into tennis now that i enjoy playing it so much :) Yesterday was my very first time i think i a little drunk haha. After tuition, I took a cab to my sunt house coz they having a birthday party for my second sunt. hee.. happy birthday! Well, met up ith all my big n cute little cousins. Kids just grow very fast n they are becoming so smart! In the near future, think at my generation really have to lower ourselves to understand them better le. So adorable .. love them all! Near to midnight... my cousins n I gathered n we talked n play games. haha... had two male cousins they were playing hmm a different version of hei bai pei. it was so funny... End up i dunno why, al of us were drinking red wine - cornerstone. Never heard before but it tastes alright la...We chatted n drink till we all lost counts of how glasses were being drunk. By ard 2.45am, all of us were like so dead. my cousins are uttering rubbish.. can't stand them. Went home at 3am... i felt sharp pain on the left side of my stomach.. tink drink too much le ba cos i nv drink so much b4. luckily my parents nv scold haha...
had to wake up at 7.30am this morning. Came home at 12pm den watch tv till 3 plus n sleep till 6pm. My sunday is gone just like this... A levels is just 4 months away.
please... let mi pull through another obstacle this year.
Everytime i think of my studies, i felt that i've disappoint my parents n myself. Perhaps i'm someone with very high aims that's why great disappointment always come. Since young... nothing goes smoothly for me like what my parents alway say.. i'm so unluckily. things always happen bad for me. just hope these are tests set by god for me n things will change for the better. I'm thankful for having the determintion to do everything in my life otherwise i'll be long be defeated by these tests. Most of all, i'm thankful for having such wonderful parents who give me a great family!
@de|ine=> emotional
Thursday, July 07, 2005
Just another day...
Dear diary,
Another week is going to pass by again... this week i'm busy with making some stuff for my friend. I totally never study at all this week. This whole week I've been sleeping for the whole afternoon n for the past two days, I've keep having nightmares so scary... it's about crime scene. Argh...hope i dun have anymore nightmares! Hmm... today is the longest day of the week cos lesson end at 4pm every thursday. Truthfully, my mind shut down at around 10.30am. throughout the day i like in a blur n sleepy mode... can't absorb anythng. We celebrated aiting, cheryl n yi wee birthday for this month during our break time. Wa, the class fund is realli o brokE lor. I just coleected 5 bucks not long ago but now left less than 40 bucks.Haha.. so if anyone from my class is reading tis hope you guys understand that is not i everytime i wan to collect money wor cos this year we spend ard 30 to 35 bucks on the cakes n cards for birthday of the month. :)
Get back chem paper for the structured de.. did rather well. glad that all my efforts are not gone down the drain.. hee. but my econ finished le lah.. mcq fail lor. i thik get ard 5 or 6 correct onli de my case study also not good at all. The only one i can rely is my essay le but i dun pin too much hope.
On youth day holiday, i went to play tennis with denis n his friends... it was fun but the sun is so scorching. PLayed from 10am to 12pm at kallang. den we go concourse after bathing to play pool n eat lunch. I nv realli play pool cos they are too good for me to anything play haha. so i went to walk walk n bought myself some stuffs for the gift i'm making. Next time wanna open party esp for kid must go concourse n buy all the party stuffs.. cheap n there r variety of fun things. Tml i'm gonna play tennis with samuel n michelle( my tennis fren) from 12 to 2.30 den at 5pm will play with mummy :) So afterall, tennis is part of my life besides sleeping so i'm not a pig wor. Lol.
I go watch tv le tata.. take care people! May blog a little lesser now cos i wanna spend more time writing in my real diary...
@de|ine=> an acheivement achieve!
Another week is going to pass by again... this week i'm busy with making some stuff for my friend. I totally never study at all this week. This whole week I've been sleeping for the whole afternoon n for the past two days, I've keep having nightmares so scary... it's about crime scene. Argh...hope i dun have anymore nightmares! Hmm... today is the longest day of the week cos lesson end at 4pm every thursday. Truthfully, my mind shut down at around 10.30am. throughout the day i like in a blur n sleepy mode... can't absorb anythng. We celebrated aiting, cheryl n yi wee birthday for this month during our break time. Wa, the class fund is realli o brokE lor. I just coleected 5 bucks not long ago but now left less than 40 bucks.Haha.. so if anyone from my class is reading tis hope you guys understand that is not i everytime i wan to collect money wor cos this year we spend ard 30 to 35 bucks on the cakes n cards for birthday of the month. :)
Get back chem paper for the structured de.. did rather well. glad that all my efforts are not gone down the drain.. hee. but my econ finished le lah.. mcq fail lor. i thik get ard 5 or 6 correct onli de my case study also not good at all. The only one i can rely is my essay le but i dun pin too much hope.
On youth day holiday, i went to play tennis with denis n his friends... it was fun but the sun is so scorching. PLayed from 10am to 12pm at kallang. den we go concourse after bathing to play pool n eat lunch. I nv realli play pool cos they are too good for me to anything play haha. so i went to walk walk n bought myself some stuffs for the gift i'm making. Next time wanna open party esp for kid must go concourse n buy all the party stuffs.. cheap n there r variety of fun things. Tml i'm gonna play tennis with samuel n michelle( my tennis fren) from 12 to 2.30 den at 5pm will play with mummy :) So afterall, tennis is part of my life besides sleeping so i'm not a pig wor. Lol.
I go watch tv le tata.. take care people! May blog a little lesser now cos i wanna spend more time writing in my real diary...
@de|ine=> an acheivement achieve!
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