Life is just a rollercoaster, it can be as exciting or vulnerable. I had just started on my new job in Texas Instrument on 2 April 2012. After 3 weeks, I was sent to Shanghai for a new hire training program. Days in TI were not as easy as I thought... was it the stressful me who is unable to let go or am I just incapable of doing things?
Back from Shanghai on Thursday night, I suffered a whole day of dizziness with diarrhea and vomiting on Friday. As terrified I was of injections, I had to go through it all 3 in a day. Admitting to Gleneagles was no joke, never did I expect myself to stay there for 7 nights. Life is tough.. there were moments I felt God wanted me to take a rest yet at others, I felt like God have never want life to be easy for me having amoebiasis jst scare the hell of me. My thoughts wander around thinking that I may never lead a normal life should it went though my bloodstream. Nevertheless, this has made me look at the people around me.. how much they care especially my parents and raymond. They never fail to stay beside me every single day .. ensuring I was fine. I had their hands to hold when I was shivering with fear of the needles. I had them to carry me when I fainted right down in the middle of a mall. What could have happen if no one were there?
Right now, I need to regain my strength to be back to my normal life...
In a small part of me, I still have many dreams to fufil. God, if you hear me...
The fragile one,
Adeline
