Monday, August 27, 2007
Nice song
I ate alot of strutels today! Omg... only jas n i knows. Lol, but thank you for being such a nice companion. More to come gal!
Went to catch watch dancetitute today. Super nice!!! Everyone dance so professionally. I like it.. how i wish i have can dance like them too. Regina n Qing fu, you guys did a great job!
yAWN... so tired. tml is another 6 hours of lessons. Gotta slp now cos it's 1am le. Sounds early if I were in hall but at home.. it's late!!! haha. Goodnite!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Tired but fufilling day
Dear diary,
I'm feeling happy and tired today! Hee...
Yesterday I had my AB228A class so gotta wear formal to sch which was my first time. I hate rainy days.. it just spoil ur day no matter how nice you wear. Hmm, got a shock when i enter the room cos all the girls were wearing the whole suite la. I feel out of place... cos i haven got myself any jacket. Din see the need to buy it but when my tutor wold me is a must. So that means i needa go for shopping soon! Ate mac for dunno the how many times this week den met up with my 214 grp mates to discuss our assignment which didn't went well. But hope it gets better... it's communication class so we gotta brush up our communication skills too :) Had a gd lecture despite being a friday, 201 meeting . Den my parents n sis came to pick me up for dinner at boonlay market for nasi lemak. I love eating meals with my family... it's something I always enjoy! Relaxing and blessed having to eat with your loved ones with nice foods. When i reach home, I was feeling really tired after a long day... exhausted to the max. I sleep for 12 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to brushmy teeth haha. My sisters must have thot I was sleepwalking.
Today, went to tiong mac to study with jasmine. Although we spend almost 7 hrs there but we only managed to complete 1 tutorial. Ah... but i still feel happy. Keep disturb n play with daddy while watching campus superstar. Now i feel so tired... shall listen to my songs n smile to sleep :)
Can't wait to see regina and qing fu perform tml! Jia you ya...
@dephine is smiling sweet.
I'm feeling happy and tired today! Hee...
Yesterday I had my AB228A class so gotta wear formal to sch which was my first time. I hate rainy days.. it just spoil ur day no matter how nice you wear. Hmm, got a shock when i enter the room cos all the girls were wearing the whole suite la. I feel out of place... cos i haven got myself any jacket. Din see the need to buy it but when my tutor wold me is a must. So that means i needa go for shopping soon! Ate mac for dunno the how many times this week den met up with my 214 grp mates to discuss our assignment which didn't went well. But hope it gets better... it's communication class so we gotta brush up our communication skills too :) Had a gd lecture despite being a friday, 201 meeting . Den my parents n sis came to pick me up for dinner at boonlay market for nasi lemak. I love eating meals with my family... it's something I always enjoy! Relaxing and blessed having to eat with your loved ones with nice foods. When i reach home, I was feeling really tired after a long day... exhausted to the max. I sleep for 12 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to brushmy teeth haha. My sisters must have thot I was sleepwalking.
Today, went to tiong mac to study with jasmine. Although we spend almost 7 hrs there but we only managed to complete 1 tutorial. Ah... but i still feel happy. Keep disturb n play with daddy while watching campus superstar. Now i feel so tired... shall listen to my songs n smile to sleep :)
Can't wait to see regina and qing fu perform tml! Jia you ya...
@dephine is smiling sweet.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Got tagged by Michelle so.. here it goes haha
Rules of the game :
**Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
**People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
**At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I like to - listen to music and be under the not too hot sun while i fell asleep as i feel the breeze.
2. I am allowed - to bully my sisters when I'm bored? Hahaa, i m not sure abt this.. allowed to stay out late in the night?
3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes though I have serious eye bags. But still, i love it.
4. If i could fix one part of my human body - that would be my legs...
5. I hate - going to school? well school no longer as fun as it used to be.
6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - i never thot of this... cos's i'm straight? Lol, well, someone who is humorous n with style.
7. If i could date a male celebrity, it’s - oo i would choose Daniel Henney! He's tall, abc, cute.. ya, he's the one :P
8. I’m attracted to - cute n beautifully stuffs.
9. I hate it - when I have to make a decision cos i'm indecisive. Ah.. even what to eat, i can't really decide - tt's how indecisive i'm.
10. I prefer to sleep - on my bed at home while having nice dreams , hugging my soft toy. sounds like a lil girl ya? tt's how young i'm! ha..
tagged
1) melli
2) vanessa
3) avena
4) jain
5) cheryl
6) rowena
Rules of the game :
**Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
**People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
**At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I like to - listen to music and be under the not too hot sun while i fell asleep as i feel the breeze.
2. I am allowed - to bully my sisters when I'm bored? Hahaa, i m not sure abt this.. allowed to stay out late in the night?
3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes though I have serious eye bags. But still, i love it.
4. If i could fix one part of my human body - that would be my legs...
5. I hate - going to school? well school no longer as fun as it used to be.
6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - i never thot of this... cos's i'm straight? Lol, well, someone who is humorous n with style.
7. If i could date a male celebrity, it’s - oo i would choose Daniel Henney! He's tall, abc, cute.. ya, he's the one :P
8. I’m attracted to - cute n beautifully stuffs.
9. I hate it - when I have to make a decision cos i'm indecisive. Ah.. even what to eat, i can't really decide - tt's how indecisive i'm.
10. I prefer to sleep - on my bed at home while having nice dreams , hugging my soft toy. sounds like a lil girl ya? tt's how young i'm! ha..
tagged
1) melli
2) vanessa
3) avena
4) jain
5) cheryl
6) rowena
Saturday, August 18, 2007
reflection
Dear diary,
Today I had my professional imaging lessons... its pretty interesting though i as feeling hungry throughout the start of the lesson till break time. Nevertheless, i wish there were more AUs for this module cos it's more fun than other of the other I have to go through.
[ ignore this... i need a place to vent my frustrations]
Slept for 1.5hr when i came home den went to tea garden Macdonald with my youngest sis. I was hoping I can concentrate in reading the readings... but i took a million yrs to understand what I'm reading la. So frustrated! Argh.. i feel like screaming. I'm suppose to learn about accounting which i thought was more on calculations? But what the hell m i doing in this stupid accounting course having to question my level of understanding of those alienated ENGLISH words. This is not accounting.. this is testing my comprehension and patience. I hate this. Neither writing nor reading English is my strength. I used to fail my English especially for paper 2 since I was in primary school n wonder how the hell I could get a B3 for my GP paper when I have a F9 in the preliminary (i thot tt was my worst nightmare ever) Finally I thought I scrapped through it. It's not tt I don't like English but I just not good at my languages. Bloody hell, I wish there is no such thing like presentations or answering questions in those lengthy words which you wanna to get across to ppl . Instead express everything in numbers, at least that was what I wish when I was reading that pieces of shit this afternoon. How I miss those challenging moments against my ability to solve the mysteries n feel this sense of smartness in me. The thought of accounting course makes me feel like I'm insane.
WHAT AM I DOING?
I feel like changing course. Perhaps the one I always wanted is a better choice.
I dun care if anyone were to tell me tt i'm always looking at the negative side of life. Because I'm so sick of this... i'm indecisive, stress, no life. Of cos, i do have my good side but does it matters? It doesn't! Right now if someone offer me a wish, I hope he will grant me wisdom. I feel like a baby turtle trying so hard to stay alive cos every now then I'm so afraid of getting washed up to the shore n getting eaten up by the eagle.
Sometimes I wanna tell you how I feel yet I do not want you to get angry or upset about it. As close as we were, there are still some stuffs that I have to keep away from you. It's hard. As much as I want you to know how I feel, I am so reluctant because I know your difficulties, your thoughts. I put myself in your shoes and I do understand. The thought of your expression prevent me from doing so. Your hopes are so high that I'm so afraid to disappoint you. So afraid that I will hurt you silently. I do appreciate everything you have done for me. Deep inside I pray that someday you will put yourself in my shoes and understand what I'm going though. Although this day will never come cos you will never read this. I just hope that when this period passed, I'll be a better and happier person than I'm now.
I watched license to wed with cynthia, lyn, avena, yx, martin n shamus. The show is funny ... I enjoyed myself just now. Went spize for supper... so full n fatty haha.
There's so many many thoughts running
Till the point where sleeping seems so tough
One tries to look beyond the sky
Wondering what's above it
Is it the sun? water? air?
Or is there an airplane?
Throwing one's hands up with the eyes close
One dreams the most beautiful image that came to mind
A smile came across
Droplets of water came falling down
The sky was touched and sad
Sky cried.
There, sky is one's only friend.
All because sky shares the image of one.
Today I had my professional imaging lessons... its pretty interesting though i as feeling hungry throughout the start of the lesson till break time. Nevertheless, i wish there were more AUs for this module cos it's more fun than other of the other I have to go through.
[ ignore this... i need a place to vent my frustrations]
Slept for 1.5hr when i came home den went to tea garden Macdonald with my youngest sis. I was hoping I can concentrate in reading the readings... but i took a million yrs to understand what I'm reading la. So frustrated! Argh.. i feel like screaming. I'm suppose to learn about accounting which i thought was more on calculations? But what the hell m i doing in this stupid accounting course having to question my level of understanding of those alienated ENGLISH words. This is not accounting.. this is testing my comprehension and patience. I hate this. Neither writing nor reading English is my strength. I used to fail my English especially for paper 2 since I was in primary school n wonder how the hell I could get a B3 for my GP paper when I have a F9 in the preliminary (i thot tt was my worst nightmare ever) Finally I thought I scrapped through it. It's not tt I don't like English but I just not good at my languages. Bloody hell, I wish there is no such thing like presentations or answering questions in those lengthy words which you wanna to get across to ppl . Instead express everything in numbers, at least that was what I wish when I was reading that pieces of shit this afternoon. How I miss those challenging moments against my ability to solve the mysteries n feel this sense of smartness in me. The thought of accounting course makes me feel like I'm insane.
WHAT AM I DOING?
I feel like changing course. Perhaps the one I always wanted is a better choice.
I dun care if anyone were to tell me tt i'm always looking at the negative side of life. Because I'm so sick of this... i'm indecisive, stress, no life. Of cos, i do have my good side but does it matters? It doesn't! Right now if someone offer me a wish, I hope he will grant me wisdom. I feel like a baby turtle trying so hard to stay alive cos every now then I'm so afraid of getting washed up to the shore n getting eaten up by the eagle.
Sometimes I wanna tell you how I feel yet I do not want you to get angry or upset about it. As close as we were, there are still some stuffs that I have to keep away from you. It's hard. As much as I want you to know how I feel, I am so reluctant because I know your difficulties, your thoughts. I put myself in your shoes and I do understand. The thought of your expression prevent me from doing so. Your hopes are so high that I'm so afraid to disappoint you. So afraid that I will hurt you silently. I do appreciate everything you have done for me. Deep inside I pray that someday you will put yourself in my shoes and understand what I'm going though. Although this day will never come cos you will never read this. I just hope that when this period passed, I'll be a better and happier person than I'm now.
I watched license to wed with cynthia, lyn, avena, yx, martin n shamus. The show is funny ... I enjoyed myself just now. Went spize for supper... so full n fatty haha.
There's so many many thoughts running
Till the point where sleeping seems so tough
One tries to look beyond the sky
Wondering what's above it
Is it the sun? water? air?
Or is there an airplane?
Throwing one's hands up with the eyes close
One dreams the most beautiful image that came to mind
A smile came across
Droplets of water came falling down
The sky was touched and sad
Sky cried.
There, sky is one's only friend.
All because sky shares the image of one.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
the days of schooling
Dear diary,
I had my Ab214 presentation today n i think i did pretty bad... cos i talk too FAST! haha like a train! Ah, whatever it's over so i'm gonna stay chilled.
I'm in the mist reading thru today's lecture notes. After class, mum came to pick me up n we went shopping. Haha, nv buy anything but still it's better than having to stay in hall( which i used to do tt in the past 1 yr). I love my home cos it's a luxury to stay at home, having no wories abt food, laundry n facing the gloomy room. But the downside is i tend to slp n watch more tv at home... haven really change my bodyclock when i was in sec. or jc.. where i slp but will start studying/ do my hw at a certain time of the day. Yupz, i'm gonna train myself!
From the start of the semster , tt was like last week, i felt kinda lost n demoralised for some reason. But today I'm gonna start motivating myself n say this
yup n at the end of the day , this will keep me smiling
yay! I'm cool. ( rolling my eyes)
I had my Ab214 presentation today n i think i did pretty bad... cos i talk too FAST! haha like a train! Ah, whatever it's over so i'm gonna stay chilled.
I'm in the mist reading thru today's lecture notes. After class, mum came to pick me up n we went shopping. Haha, nv buy anything but still it's better than having to stay in hall( which i used to do tt in the past 1 yr). I love my home cos it's a luxury to stay at home, having no wories abt food, laundry n facing the gloomy room. But the downside is i tend to slp n watch more tv at home... haven really change my bodyclock when i was in sec. or jc.. where i slp but will start studying/ do my hw at a certain time of the day. Yupz, i'm gonna train myself!
From the start of the semster , tt was like last week, i felt kinda lost n demoralised for some reason. But today I'm gonna start motivating myself n say this
yup n at the end of the day , this will keep me smiling
yay! I'm cool. ( rolling my eyes)
Sunday, August 12, 2007
i'm already there
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know I’m in your prayers
Oh I’m already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don’t worry about the kids they’ll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I’ll be in your dreams tonight
And I’ll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
Oh I’m already
There
Meli, remember this song?
It's sad and touching but i love it.
I'm so tired.. stay at home and keep walking towards that cosy corner in my bedroom to slp. Try to study but i failed. Dunno what i'm reading anyway.. i hate readings cos my language sucks.
I went to c the doctor cos i'm half deaf.. n the doctor doesn't seems to know what's wrong either. It's getting on my nerves to have my right ear block. Irritating! N my skin is peeling on my right upper hand. So ugly.. haha. Shall wear long sleeves till it gets better.
Had bbq at home tonight... love my family dinner cos mum always have the best food n tasty soup for us! Love ya mummy!
Tv-ing time!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
A sleepless night
I had nothing to do while chopping the place in sentosa so took pictures! Haha..
This was taken a few weeks back- the pre orientation nbs camp.
It's 3am now. I'm feeling moody. Can't get to sleep.
Argh... where's my beautiful dreams?
I'm listening to a song right now... emo - Sometimes when we touch
Friday, August 10, 2007
Happy Days are over so soon:(
Dear diary,
School has started and I haven had the feel yet. Lol, this holiday must be too good for me to recover. 1st week has started and passed.. I still don't know what is going on.
I'm very tanned now after hall camp. Cos I were under the sun for 5 hours. I liked being tanned but i hate the peeling! N also, I'm like half deaf. my right ear seems to be blocked, it must be due to the wet hair tt i slept with last sat. N now it's still like tt! Sigh...
I took up dance lessons, finally. I've been dragging it since i was in sec 4. Hee, so excited and happy to learn. It's nv too late :)
It just welled up in her eyes
Having to see her undergo the same old routine
The routine - she hated most
Alone is what she always felt there
As sober as she is, she wish she isn't.
Only then, she can choose to ignore everything
Looking up the from the backyard
The sky is cloudy as her feelings
Numerous of stars up there... but how many were in fact close?
i wish i have magical powers to turn my life around whenever i'm down.
School has started and I haven had the feel yet. Lol, this holiday must be too good for me to recover. 1st week has started and passed.. I still don't know what is going on.
I'm very tanned now after hall camp. Cos I were under the sun for 5 hours. I liked being tanned but i hate the peeling! N also, I'm like half deaf. my right ear seems to be blocked, it must be due to the wet hair tt i slept with last sat. N now it's still like tt! Sigh...
I took up dance lessons, finally. I've been dragging it since i was in sec 4. Hee, so excited and happy to learn. It's nv too late :)
It just welled up in her eyes
Having to see her undergo the same old routine
The routine - she hated most
Alone is what she always felt there
As sober as she is, she wish she isn't.
Only then, she can choose to ignore everything
Looking up the from the backyard
The sky is cloudy as her feelings
Numerous of stars up there... but how many were in fact close?
i wish i have magical powers to turn my life around whenever i'm down.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Hall 7 camp
Dear diary,
Right now I'm in hall 7 camp. The camp wasn't as great as NBS camp but still it's nice to see the old and new faces... It has been relaxing for me since i chose to slack in hall when i'm not invovled in the program. Went mambo last nite with 2 other frens though i wasn't really with them at all.
I'm BORED! looking towards the fright nite today at och cos i nv been there b4.
Right now I'm in hall 7 camp. The camp wasn't as great as NBS camp but still it's nice to see the old and new faces... It has been relaxing for me since i chose to slack in hall when i'm not invovled in the program. Went mambo last nite with 2 other frens though i wasn't really with them at all.
I'm BORED! looking towards the fright nite today at och cos i nv been there b4.
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