Dear diary,

I watched finished my dvds - full house today. At some point of the series, i really felt so real. It is so painful to wait for someone u love yet it is so diffcult to tell the person u love that u love him/her. When u see the person leave you, ur heart is bleeding. When the person is with elseone, u wish the person was you. When the person show care n concern, u felt so touch n thought the person love u too but actually the person doesn't. Gosh, the love world is so complicated... created so much saddness.

OK, i should be studying since last week but it was a disaster!!! Went to sch thinking that i would spend more time studying end up making mi more stress cos i realise only on thursday that i have been wasting 4 days away. I nv absorb anything much... argh. Den today i woke up n watch finish my show.. Did econ case study, M8 . went for tuition, do some math... that alls! Yupz, one day i only did so little thing.. n it is like les than 2 weeks to alevel! What m i doing??? Adeline , u gonna change ur mindset!! iT'S NOW OR NEVER! Jia you!!