Monday, December 19, 2005

not a day at work :)

dear diary,

i'm suppose to report for work today but i was told to go tml instead. hee.. that means one more day to rest! woke up early due to the auto body alarm clock. watch tv. i were switching channels den stop at channel 18. it was showing oprah - christmas kindness. I feel so touched n upset by what i saw that i teared. South africa has the highest number of people with HIV n this result in many oprhans. There is this girl i think she is 14 yars old , her mum who is HIV positive is in the hospital. Eversince her mum went in , she didn't have the chance to see her till the day when oprah brought her to see her. Everyday, she wrote letter to her mum , saying mummy i love you. when i saw they hugging. tears just rolled down. it hurts me more when the person says that yes, she has HIV but she wasn't treated cos there isn't any medical facilities. A few days ago, she past away leaving her daughter alone here in this world. For a moment, i sat down there thinking... in singapore, i hardly see any kid lacking of basic needs. christmas is coming,i'm sure most kids here will at least have a present. but over there, children might not even know it is christmas day. Perhaps, they are wondering when their next meal will be? The world is so unfair,no matter where u are. however, i feel that people like them really should have a better life. if only we can give them a little of what we have. While watching the show, i saw a few more children leading life which i thought more should be given. When i grow up, i wanna adopt a few of these kids though agency. provide them education, shelter n all that they need cos i believe they will have a bright future ahead of them. Hopefully, people reading this will do the same too if u have the ability. You are giving hope to a young life.

Anyway, been going out these few days. Went out with vanessa on sat from 2 to 10. From far east to PS. bought a few xmas gifts n a very nice photoframe that i aim for quite long. Luckily i didn't buy when i first saw it in taka cos i got 20% in PS. So long nv meet up with vanessa le, still as pretty :) my sec 1 n sec 2 soulmate! quite a pity that we wer in separate class in secondary 2. Gal, i've never forgotten you. i can still remember the times we were together. Everyday after school, waiting for each other, on the phone, chatting during recess time though u still have ur perfect duties. Rmbed once we quarrel over something really stupid but on the day of our english oral, we were alright again! In secondary 2, you wrote me a letter n i spent the whole one hour of geography lesson to reply you. That day, we both cried on the phone. End of the year, something happened to you. i accompanied you home n ended up falling asleep in ur house. haha... i'm suppose to cheer you up. everytime. ur mum will bring us out. erm.. to suntec city, mount faber. We try to make a pact that after each major exam, we will catch a movie together. but i think we only watch it twice right? Since seconday 3. i still think back of those times very often. SOmetimes i wonder if u still rmb mi? cos our words were so few. sometimes, we dun even see each other for days... you have ur own classmates n i've my own friends too. We did studied together once in macdonald, n sth happen to me that day. it was so embarrassing if you rmb? lol... you went to poly n me to jc, i only get to know how you are doing through your blog. Am glad u r doing fine... on sat i saw you, a few minutes, feelings just overwhelmed me.
I wanna let you know that no matter how much time has flown, i still regard you as my best friend. We may not meet each other frequently, we may have less talks but still my care n concern fot you has not lessen. take care n dear friend n i hope to meet up with you soon!

On sunday, good weather plus great tennis training! learn something new today... played three rounds n i'm satisfied with myself. i saw for myself how much i have improved :) thumbs up adeline!

I went to ikea today with my sisters. Congrats to my two little babies for promoting to seconday 5! must study even harder next year ok? jie will support you all the way!
if you find that you did not reach your target this year, you still have one more chance next year in your o levels. I know you guys have tired your best n I saw it for myself. You don't have to bother or even care about what others think cos I know you have given your best! Keep striving , success will come to your way!

ade|ine => days without worries :)

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