Went home last night.. so happy:) Get to sleep in my comfort zone, feel so great! Went home around 10 , watch tv till 1am n slop onto my bed till 10am.
Had to go home cos I have this heart checkup in SGH. I wasn't feeling scare till i step into the room alone. Need to do this EKG thing to get my report. It doesn't matter whether the doctor is a male or a female.. but the point of having letting someone see and examine yourself ain't feel good. Thot everything will be done after ECG n that consultation is just to see my report. I was so totally wrong. Proceed to see Dr Bernard n i just felt like telling him no to the instructions given though he is very nice n good looking. I felt myself blushing. Dr Bernard is very patient n guide me through the whole examination.
He said that my echo was loud so need further scan. My face went like ' huh, not again? Think he saw it cos he explain to me the procedure which i wasn't keen to know after hearing it n assure me nothing will happen. Lol, i asked him if i can forgo the scan? Then he went to explain the consequences. Make me more scare only on next Thursday for the more detailed ECG which costs $130!. Whenever i see doctors, nothing good ever happens - spine prob since pri 4 (IOH), fracture my wrist (SGH) , sprain my leg, heart murmur( NHC) argh. when can i ever visit the doctor n not having to worry?
I'm slacking my time away almost a week. Plan to study during the holidays n slacken this week. But will it cause me to lose my momentum? Evenings are packed the rest of the week :) Looking forward to tml night with my darling alison haha rite babe?
will there be a good night sleep tonight?
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