IN NEED

GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
i'm so sick n tired of life!
Having to decide wanna go uwa anot... wondering gp can pass anot... thinking if i can study, understand n apply all my notes in promos anot... if i should sleep tonight.. whether i have spent my time usefully today...what should i do next... sleep? after promos can i play... or do pw... or study chinese... or die? if only everyone has nine lives n forget everything ... i will choose it.
every second i m thinking.. is it stress or is it i nothing better to do? think is i nuthing better to do ar.

Life is getting boring... i'm becoming not me each day...

@deinE=> sick...

what should i do

Standing at the crossroad
I am confronted by numerous obstacles
Somethings that I can't hide myself from
Trying to search hard for an answer
But to no avail
'Please help me'
I plead looking at my guardian star
Give me a cognitive enhancer
Allowing my brain to work like a rocket
Thousands of things for me to crack my cells
If only you were here right beside me
'Time' is the only resource I need

sometimes when one has so much to think of... she just hope the world will end soon. A bomb dropping onto her head will solve all troubles. Going to a faraway paradise where u n me don't even know. Hoping it is as nice as a storybook.. angels everywhere... a place full of comfortable and peace.

@deiNe => helpless...

sleepless nite

tml is my mock math paper... jus now tried practicing but found out that quite alot of things i still dunno. should i take it as an exam or practice tml? hmm... needa thank melissa for pulling me along to run for 4 rounds ya..hehe cos i eat alot today going to be like a pig already :P . This afternoon i was panicking cos i lose my production notes.. was so afraid tt i cannot find that during the revision for econ, i din even listen.. waste my time onli! hai~ luckily, a miracle happen. i found it! yupz, that's about it for today. i gtg to do more math to overcome my FEAR. Good luck to myself tml ya :) cross my fingers n a step towards my dreams...
@deiNe => stress

my world is like a spinning ball ... like a building that has just collapsed. so hard to pick it all up again, even impossible to...

BoRiNg!

YeSH! i finally got myself a tag-board hehe.. so proud of myself :P. Feel quite relax today... in the afternoon i met rowena to do some math.. but only manages to do 5 questions in 2hrs. Once again, i slept for 2 hrs when i got home :) hmm.. don't really feel like going to school tml anyway there isn't any impt lessons tml except econ lecture. Promos are just abt a week to go... stressful ar. JC LIFE = NO LIFE! ok.. i've nothing much to write le. goodnitez!
@dEInE quite awake... feeling happy

DrEaMs

quite a tiring day today though i slept for 2 hours inthe afternoon. just completing studying my monopoly... some parts still cannot understand y. i shall find it out soon. Tomorrow there' a chinese spelling, i have yet to study n planned to study it tml morning. As tired i am, yet i can't sleep when i'm lying on the bed. What does it imply? Deep inside of mi have so many fears... unspeakable thoughts n feelings. Suddenly just feel like going to the past~ to my secondary school days where i study hard n play hard. A journey i nv regret to enter... a place where i feel i'm living. Can i ever turn back time? how i wish there's such a technology which can stop time at my happiest moment. I dislike the life i m going through now though i have many frens around me. Does everyone encounter this at a stage of their life? well, just pray that i'll tide over this n move on to another part of my journey... Goodnitez!
@deiNe => sleepy. troubled. hope for the best!

thoughts...

standing in the middle of a deep blue ocean
hearing the sound of the waves, feel the breeze
walking down a quiet road with shinning stars
listening to the meaningful and soothing songs
wishing all these can last forever...

A math day!