Busy Bee

Dear diary,

I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.

Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?

Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.

Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.

Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...

Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.