Monday, May 05, 2008

why these feelings?

dear diary,

just came home from great world city after catching Ironman with my dad and sister. I've been a good gal staying at home for the past 3 days including tmr cos i'll be leaving to have lotsa fun in Thailand with my frens on wednesday!

is it good to be able to feel? i wonder if i think too much or have been too emo these days.
everyday i sat down one corner of my bed staring into the space, sometimes my mind just wander off ... reflection time perhaps. i've been keeping real quiet at home... didn't even feel like getting angry/irritated despite the tone i got from my sibling. these empty moments seems to tell me something which i still can't figure out.

Every time i think of you
I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find
Living a life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
While every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for that final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say

@delphin - waiting for the day!

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