what have gotten into me last night?
it was supposed to be a happy party out with my friends.
was i trying to test my drink limit? or was i unhappy over sch/family/friends?
why did i drank so much?
why did i find myself crying uncontrollably?
why did i sent such a mean message?
tell me who am I?
i'm not myself anymore this morning when i woke up.
i open my diary... n i started writing.
i prayed... yet i'm not doing my promise right now.
n i should really start doing so if not my prayers will not be answered.
thank you for taking care of me last night... i'm sorry for troubling you and him.
sigh, why do I have this thought right now?
i don't wanna live a life like this... hate me.
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