memories to stay

Sunday, May 06, 2012

Life is just as vulnerable

Life is just a rollercoaster, it can be as exciting or vulnerable. I had just started on my new job in Texas Instrument on 2 April 2012. After 3 weeks, I was sent to Shanghai for a new hire training program. Days in TI were not as easy as I thought... was it the stressful me who is unable to let go or am I just incapable of doing things?
Back from Shanghai on Thursday night, I suffered a whole day of dizziness with diarrhea and vomiting on Friday. As terrified I was of injections, I had to go through it all 3 in a day. Admitting to Gleneagles was no joke, never did I expect myself to stay there for 7 nights. Life is tough.. there were moments I felt God wanted me to take a rest yet at others, I felt like God have never want life to be easy for me having amoebiasis jst scare the hell of me. My thoughts wander around thinking that I may never lead a normal life should it went though my bloodstream. Nevertheless, this has made me look at the people around me.. how much they care especially my parents and raymond. They never fail to stay beside me every single day .. ensuring I was fine. I had their hands to hold when I was shivering with fear of the needles. I had them to carry me when I fainted right down in the middle of a mall. What could have happen if no one were there?

Right now, I need to regain my strength to be back to my normal life...
In a small part of me, I still have many dreams to fufil. God, if you hear me...

The fragile one,
Adeline

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Roller-coaster from the day 3 Feb 2012

3rd Feb 2012 was the day to be marked down in my lifetime memory. It was the day where I left my dreaded job as an auditor and the beginning of my brand new life.

23rd Feb 2012. The day I became a woman in my darling's eyes. The day he proposed at the place we first got together and the day I said yes. It is definitely a lifetime event to remember forever.

Raymond & Adeline from shiwei on Vimeo.

28th Feb 2012 , raymond and I went for our first concert together at the indoor stadium. What's more to it, this was the day he finally got his own car! A car to celebrate his next milestone in his career. Our first concert actually brought us back to days when I was in secondary school - A1, Blue and 98 degrees! So cool, so retro and so sweet to enjoy such pleasant moments with my love one.

8 March 2012 - The launch of my 3rd blogshop has keep me so excited and busy for the past 1 month. Akinstyle shall be the new fashion brand name for every girl in town in 3 years to come. Visit http://www.akinstyle.com/ for more collections to be launched!

I guess everyday my life is more fruitful and blissful. And I prayed that the love goes to everyone around ,having a better life in this world. =)

Sunday, October 30, 2011

you just burst my blood vessels

Sometimes I wish I could leave this home and just be alone.
The thought of him just pissed me off with zero tolerance level.
I despise you for not being able to be a man.
I despise you for taking everything for granted.
I despise you for being such a self-centered person.
And the moment they speaks up for you, it hurts.
It hurts because you are such a letdown.
Financially, physically and mentally.. you make me look down on you.
It's boiling inside me.
And one day, I believe.. I shall put a full stop to these shit.
Till the day come, I can only be an actress in this home with you.
It used to only be dislike... but it has slowly became hatred.

Sunday, June 05, 2011

When it all boils down to you alone

These two days have been rather bad for me...
All of a sudden, I misses you so badly.
Wishing you were here when I needed just a hug to keep me warm.
Wishing you were here to take care of me when I was in pain.
Wishing you were here to company me when I was all alone.
Wishing that I could talk to you for just that little while...

Being away is difficult.
Bing away take time away from us...
Beng away makes us feel like strangers.
Being away is the hardest thing to do just because you can't do anything.

All I can do is to wait for the magical day to come soon.

missing you.

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

San francisco part 2

One month has flew in a snapshoot. Just a quick update.

San Francisco is beautiful... looking forward to this weekend coz it's memorial day (long weekend) Sales going around like crazy at factory outlet and we are going on roadtrip to Lake Tahoe for kayaking.

Pictures time!