Dear diary,
Weak... coughing here n there. Having headache ; not sure if it is my illness or is it that pile of work yet to be completed.
Woke up only ard 11 plus i think. Continue reading my bis law den went to Jurong East to get the gift cards for the swensen mooncakes. Li xiang was super late.. but luckily i brought my IT textbk with me.
Walking back n forth - the route that lead me to home or to the library. In the end, i went to drink green bean soup cos haven had lunch den decided to go to the library.. saw many familiar faces. Glad that u guys are still doing well :) I thought i would understand IT but i couldn't n dunno what is it abt. Never study finish, too cold.. i headed home.
Lay down on the sofa.. i fell asleep again till 7 plus. Finally i had my 1st meal of the day - porridge.
Yesterday after gg to National Heart Centre. i meet up with yanni to do bis law. We went to New York New york - the pizza is nice:) the mudpie was alright but yanni dun really like it. Haha.. despite seeing the long queue, we refuse to leave till we read till page 15. Saw cheryl, keng ee n yvette who is queuing lol. Sorry girls! Cos of pple like us who refuse to leave tt's y the queue is there :P Nvm, hungry le can eat more n the food will be tastier. Spent 2 hours plus only to read those 15 pages is really getting on my nerves. Den went to MOS burger to continue with our work n getting started with the typing. Left around 11.
Holiday is not meant to spend this way like i did ... i wanna play but i didn't had the chance. Looking forward to tml :)
Friday, September 29, 2006
Sunday, September 24, 2006
Emotions
So many events happening
Was watching tv after having tennis n giving tuition to my cousin the whole morning n early afternoon.
'Mom at sixteen' is showing on hallmark channel.
I felt it as much as jacy does.
It hurts having to give your flesh away.
But what she done was right
No matter how many options she has
To keep him by her side, to let her mum take care of him or to quit sch n take care of him...
Nothing can compare to give Charlie a complete family.
The decision she makes, is the best for Charlie.
That is to put him on adoption to provide him with a complete family.
It make me realise, whatever your parents do...
They always put you in front of them.
It doesn't matter if they have to work 10 hours day n night
It doesn't matter if they have to go through the pain of everything
So long as you are safe n healthy.
Please remember that when you are about to complain about your parents.
Put yourself into the shoes of theirs... think how much they have put in for you b4 u spill out words that make u feel bad.
Many times, the thought of leaving this world came across to you.
Each time, you go thru the struggle and told me
' Life ain't that difficult , isn't it?'
I nodded my head n smile.
Just a few minutes ago,
U asked me ' What if the time to leave this world is arriving?'
I said , ' Please don't let it happen, please..'
You stood there looking at the mirror
Pray with all your heart, telling yourself
'This isn't happening to me. Everything will goes well.'
Each lonliness you face,
I knew all you need is company.
Be brave n pull it all through cos everything is gonna be fine :)
Was watching tv after having tennis n giving tuition to my cousin the whole morning n early afternoon.
'Mom at sixteen' is showing on hallmark channel.
I felt it as much as jacy does.
It hurts having to give your flesh away.
But what she done was right
No matter how many options she has
To keep him by her side, to let her mum take care of him or to quit sch n take care of him...
Nothing can compare to give Charlie a complete family.
The decision she makes, is the best for Charlie.
That is to put him on adoption to provide him with a complete family.
It make me realise, whatever your parents do...
They always put you in front of them.
It doesn't matter if they have to work 10 hours day n night
It doesn't matter if they have to go through the pain of everything
So long as you are safe n healthy.
Please remember that when you are about to complain about your parents.
Put yourself into the shoes of theirs... think how much they have put in for you b4 u spill out words that make u feel bad.
Many times, the thought of leaving this world came across to you.
Each time, you go thru the struggle and told me
' Life ain't that difficult , isn't it?'
I nodded my head n smile.
Just a few minutes ago,
U asked me ' What if the time to leave this world is arriving?'
I said , ' Please don't let it happen, please..'
You stood there looking at the mirror
Pray with all your heart, telling yourself
'This isn't happening to me. Everything will goes well.'
Each lonliness you face,
I knew all you need is company.
Be brave n pull it all through cos everything is gonna be fine :)
Friday, September 22, 2006
Mugging begins? when?
Dear diary,
These few days I haven been sleeping enough. With an hour of slp on tue nite n a few hours on wed.
Been slacking but i still do my tutorials. This one week holiday is piled up with lotsa work - Acc project, FM project, IT quiz, Bis law 1000 word assignment. I dun mind doing group project cos sometimes can slack opps! But bis law seriously sucks.
I will be in hall the whole of next week... should be studying :)
Sian! Suppose to go for nite cycling tonight but daddy dun allow me all becos of tt! Argh, i'm fine lo.. there's nothing wrong with me. If nothing was discover den all these wouldn't have happen at all. I could have join in the fun later... n not having to make life dificult for other people.
@deine=> can u choose to live ur life all over again?
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Medical checkup
Went home last night.. so happy:) Get to sleep in my comfort zone, feel so great! Went home around 10 , watch tv till 1am n slop onto my bed till 10am.
Had to go home cos I have this heart checkup in SGH. I wasn't feeling scare till i step into the room alone. Need to do this EKG thing to get my report. It doesn't matter whether the doctor is a male or a female.. but the point of having letting someone see and examine yourself ain't feel good. Thot everything will be done after ECG n that consultation is just to see my report. I was so totally wrong. Proceed to see Dr Bernard n i just felt like telling him no to the instructions given though he is very nice n good looking. I felt myself blushing. Dr Bernard is very patient n guide me through the whole examination.
He said that my echo was loud so need further scan. My face went like ' huh, not again? Think he saw it cos he explain to me the procedure which i wasn't keen to know after hearing it n assure me nothing will happen. Lol, i asked him if i can forgo the scan? Then he went to explain the consequences. Make me more scare only on next Thursday for the more detailed ECG which costs $130!. Whenever i see doctors, nothing good ever happens - spine prob since pri 4 (IOH), fracture my wrist (SGH) , sprain my leg, heart murmur( NHC) argh. when can i ever visit the doctor n not having to worry?
I'm slacking my time away almost a week. Plan to study during the holidays n slacken this week. But will it cause me to lose my momentum? Evenings are packed the rest of the week :) Looking forward to tml night with my darling alison haha rite babe?
will there be a good night sleep tonight?
Had to go home cos I have this heart checkup in SGH. I wasn't feeling scare till i step into the room alone. Need to do this EKG thing to get my report. It doesn't matter whether the doctor is a male or a female.. but the point of having letting someone see and examine yourself ain't feel good. Thot everything will be done after ECG n that consultation is just to see my report. I was so totally wrong. Proceed to see Dr Bernard n i just felt like telling him no to the instructions given though he is very nice n good looking. I felt myself blushing. Dr Bernard is very patient n guide me through the whole examination.
He said that my echo was loud so need further scan. My face went like ' huh, not again? Think he saw it cos he explain to me the procedure which i wasn't keen to know after hearing it n assure me nothing will happen. Lol, i asked him if i can forgo the scan? Then he went to explain the consequences. Make me more scare only on next Thursday for the more detailed ECG which costs $130!. Whenever i see doctors, nothing good ever happens - spine prob since pri 4 (IOH), fracture my wrist (SGH) , sprain my leg, heart murmur( NHC) argh. when can i ever visit the doctor n not having to worry?
I'm slacking my time away almost a week. Plan to study during the holidays n slacken this week. But will it cause me to lose my momentum? Evenings are packed the rest of the week :) Looking forward to tml night with my darling alison haha rite babe?
will there be a good night sleep tonight?
Friday, September 15, 2006
An imperfect girl with a near perfect life
"Do you know what you means to him? You are the air around him.He may not know you exist.But once you are gone, life can never be the same again."
This words I heard from the tv, makes mi ponder.
Many people around us, we treat them like air... we knew life gonna be different without them but not till when we lose them. When will human beings ever learn to not take things from granted?
Yesterday, it was if i remembered correctly, the only day I never touch my books at all. Was stoning at our hall 7 comm hall... listening to rally. Although I had a few questions in mind, I didn't raise them. Don't think that it's good having to make life difficult for people. But all these conversations, questions all the spot makes me wonder what if I am the one sitting down there. Having to answer all these, most probably I wouldn't have make it.
I had my individual presentation this morning for communication management. Last night, I rehearse a no of times hoping things will turn out fine n that I don't tremble. Before class, i still think that my old problem will happen jus like what had happen a yr plus ago. Our tutor came in with a video camera n fix it behind the class. Everyone had their turn to present. To my surprise, all of them did well :) It's more painful having to sit there waiting for ur turn to come. Unluckily, i was the last few so my heart was pumping a little faster than usual till my turn came. I had the most no of slides n i got stuck on one of my point.. but gladly, no more trembling! hehe. i was really proud of myself. Maybe holding n reading off from cards is a bad thing. Sense of achievement :)
Came home.. home cooked food is the most delicious! I slack from morning till now - sleeping for hours n hours with the best weather to stay at home n lie on your cosy bed. Had to drag myself out from bed unwillingly to go to the tennis court. Got hold all my stuffs, walk out through my yard n down the slope. The next thing i knew i was on the ground. There's is stupid green stretch of thing act like a mini fence between the slope n the pathway. Damn suay, now I have two red swollen knees. Claps, what a great timing huh. There i were suppose to play tennis n here I got myself injured. Nevertheless, I still continued playing by limping haha.
I wanna decorate my room! As in my NTU room - i wan to make in into a winniepooh land for my side or a beach feeling. Any ideas to offer? Like where can i buy winnie-the pooh pictures where i can stick onto the walls. Big ones not tiny ones. Or pictures of dolphins, the scenary of a sunrise/sunset?
@de|ine=> i m hoping one day i won't need a fake smile.
I live by quotes that explain what i am exactly going through
I have drama and memories ( and that's life)
live it, love it ... and learn from it
Thursday, September 07, 2006
life was meant to be...
Dear diary,
Another week of this tertiary lifestyle has just past.
Went for hall production last friday. I like it esp the singing n dance... Stayed in school to study my 'FM' chapter 1 n accounting chapter 1 n 2. Accounting 101 is getting better for mi , i hope. That night after hall production, chun sent a few of us home. Hmm left karen n I, so i didn't felt like going home n we went to holland village to snack again although we had bah ku teh after hall production. Den we went to his house .. haha, played othello n saw pictures of them in usa. Went home only like 4am?
Saturday
Zhen hao birthday... 21st! So kinda sirius mini party? Yupz, went to his house .. had lotsa fun with sirius pple as usual :) love their company always! Played the food game, took lotsa pictures. We gave him a shirt n $100 vouchers. Went home ard hmm 11 plus i think.
Sunday
I felt so guilty for nt studying during the whole weekend. Ended up in queenstown library frm 2 to 6. Had lots of preious thoughts .. it was like back to jc times. CHeryl n I used to mug there almost every other day we were free? Ya, miss u girl! We were so close yet so far... it was jus a phone away /a gd news away for us to hang out like we used to be. Truthfully, i was kinda sad when i heard that at the pt of time when i knew everything planned can't work out at all. But, i'm still wanna tell u - study hard n hopefully u find someone to company u in ur studies too :) As i walk along the same old route home.. memories came pouring.
Long - sweet memories - happy times - stressful conversations... all n all, it was a moment to revive.
Super cold on every monday in sch... forgot my jacket. Ate spaghetti.. nt bad but still lose to mum! i miss mummy's cooking. Aww Rmb last yr when i had to eat outside food everyday, the moment i see food, i just felt like puking. It took me like 2 weeks to get used to outside food. Told mum once that i cannot live without home cooked food.. n she was staring at me n say ' how r u going to survive next time? 'Erm.. no idea. Maybe i can learn to cook?
Reading room is a gd place to study in hall 7, it's gonna be my favourite hangout place every night i suppose. Suppose to had dinner with sirius at canteen 4. I did went but jus when the food came, my phone rang. Ya, so off i went to wait for the shuttle bus. So pissed off! Waited so long n in the end it is terminating like the next stop? Wth.. anyway thanks allan for the ride back n kk company :)
to u, hang on strong ok. Everything is going to turn out fine. Life is never fair to anyone... but if we hold a positive attitude towards what God is going to put us through this test, we will pass it. Times when u feel low, do know that I'm always there - a call, a walk or just sitting just beside u.
Watched lakehouse last night with alison.. it is a nice movie but i dun really understand. Hmm sounds weird right haha.
After dinner, i came back n changed into my tennis outfit. Off alone i went to the court... practicing my service. It sucks initally but i saw it coming when i was at my third bucket of balls till the fifth. Used to serve n treat it as one way to vent my anger. It does helps to vent ur anger but nt to improve ur service. Tennis is a game of concentration and focus.
Mission to be accomplished - 2 presentations, 1 quiz.
- all tutorials ( sucks)
Yea! This weekend, i'm gg to catch westlife concert with meli! Hehe.. looking forward. 1st time gg to a concert like this one! Can't wait to hear them sing life!
Saturday, i just got plans.. sometimes a phone call can really makes u smile. Receive a call from my student frm qwss. He n grp of frens call to trick me... n also to ask help for their coming prelims or rather o levels. So saturday, i'll be down at holland village n being bombarded with questions which i hope is familiar n easy.
Tennis training on sunday.. hmm how m i gg to find time to studying for monday quiz n concentrate on monday presentation?
DESSERTS!
many times, i always said to myself ' IF ONLY...'
many times, 'IF ONLY..' come true
i wouldn't be sitting down here!
Another week of this tertiary lifestyle has just past.
Went for hall production last friday. I like it esp the singing n dance... Stayed in school to study my 'FM' chapter 1 n accounting chapter 1 n 2. Accounting 101 is getting better for mi , i hope. That night after hall production, chun sent a few of us home. Hmm left karen n I, so i didn't felt like going home n we went to holland village to snack again although we had bah ku teh after hall production. Den we went to his house .. haha, played othello n saw pictures of them in usa. Went home only like 4am?
Saturday
Zhen hao birthday... 21st! So kinda sirius mini party? Yupz, went to his house .. had lotsa fun with sirius pple as usual :) love their company always! Played the food game, took lotsa pictures. We gave him a shirt n $100 vouchers. Went home ard hmm 11 plus i think.
Sunday
I felt so guilty for nt studying during the whole weekend. Ended up in queenstown library frm 2 to 6. Had lots of preious thoughts .. it was like back to jc times. CHeryl n I used to mug there almost every other day we were free? Ya, miss u girl! We were so close yet so far... it was jus a phone away /a gd news away for us to hang out like we used to be. Truthfully, i was kinda sad when i heard that at the pt of time when i knew everything planned can't work out at all. But, i'm still wanna tell u - study hard n hopefully u find someone to company u in ur studies too :) As i walk along the same old route home.. memories came pouring.
Long - sweet memories - happy times - stressful conversations... all n all, it was a moment to revive.
Super cold on every monday in sch... forgot my jacket. Ate spaghetti.. nt bad but still lose to mum! i miss mummy's cooking. Aww Rmb last yr when i had to eat outside food everyday, the moment i see food, i just felt like puking. It took me like 2 weeks to get used to outside food. Told mum once that i cannot live without home cooked food.. n she was staring at me n say ' how r u going to survive next time? 'Erm.. no idea. Maybe i can learn to cook?
Reading room is a gd place to study in hall 7, it's gonna be my favourite hangout place every night i suppose. Suppose to had dinner with sirius at canteen 4. I did went but jus when the food came, my phone rang. Ya, so off i went to wait for the shuttle bus. So pissed off! Waited so long n in the end it is terminating like the next stop? Wth.. anyway thanks allan for the ride back n kk company :)
to u, hang on strong ok. Everything is going to turn out fine. Life is never fair to anyone... but if we hold a positive attitude towards what God is going to put us through this test, we will pass it. Times when u feel low, do know that I'm always there - a call, a walk or just sitting just beside u.
Watched lakehouse last night with alison.. it is a nice movie but i dun really understand. Hmm sounds weird right haha.
After dinner, i came back n changed into my tennis outfit. Off alone i went to the court... practicing my service. It sucks initally but i saw it coming when i was at my third bucket of balls till the fifth. Used to serve n treat it as one way to vent my anger. It does helps to vent ur anger but nt to improve ur service. Tennis is a game of concentration and focus.
Mission to be accomplished - 2 presentations, 1 quiz.
- all tutorials ( sucks)
Yea! This weekend, i'm gg to catch westlife concert with meli! Hehe.. looking forward. 1st time gg to a concert like this one! Can't wait to hear them sing life!
Saturday, i just got plans.. sometimes a phone call can really makes u smile. Receive a call from my student frm qwss. He n grp of frens call to trick me... n also to ask help for their coming prelims or rather o levels. So saturday, i'll be down at holland village n being bombarded with questions which i hope is familiar n easy.
Tennis training on sunday.. hmm how m i gg to find time to studying for monday quiz n concentrate on monday presentation?
DESSERTS!
many times, i always said to myself ' IF ONLY...'
many times, 'IF ONLY..' come true
i wouldn't be sitting down here!
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Time management
Dear diary,
Jus finished my biz law tutorial where i m really lost. The terms tey used are so chim.. catch no ball --> so i must play more softball. =x this is nt a joke
Last weekend was busy. On friday, i went shopping with rowena to marina square as she need a top for her talent time performance. The previous fri, we were there shopping too n i came across this pretty dress n this time roundi bought it. N a necklace to match with the dress. That day, i spend ard $80. Then rush to tiong baru..
Sat
Doing acc 1 tutorial in the afternoon. Nbs dnd at night. It was fun... our pagaent girl - kathleen did a great job:) We're siriusly proud of u! Took lots of pictures but i dun have them with mi now as i forget to bring my camera. Will post them next time. After dnd, hui shan, li xiang n mi took allan car. It was decided last minute to go holland v. swensen. Yea, ate a new flavour of their sundae - Mad mac. Nice nice~
Sunday
Basically sleeping almost the whole day... den getting ready to go back to hall7.
Monday
Had tennis with chun n yi hao. This time round, i think i m more or less back to my form. Went to jp with the seniors for dinner - subway. Eversince i stay in hall, fast food seems so far away from mi which is good for health but nt when u urge for it. Super tired but still i must hang on for the sake of studying. Obviously, i didn't absorb anything esp right now biz law tutorial is over.
Tuesday
Slp till 11.30am. Today, i ate a whole load of food but none of them is a proper meal. Banana, biscuits, cake, bread, cheese prata, waffles, milo, teddy bear cookies, milk
Sounds alot right, it's really alot haha.
After lecture, played inter block volleyball for my block cos there is nt enuff girls. My 1st time playin volleyball.. i can't serve for nuts! Either can i play well but the point is my hands hurts. They looks blueblack now. Ouch. i wonder y volleyballers enjoy torturing themself?
Wed
I'm suppose to take a nap now b i start falling asleep during later Fm seminar where the chances is high. So ciao, off to bed! Shall forgo lunch to catch ball in FM later.
@deine=> when u have nothing to do, the best thing is to sleep zzz.
Jus finished my biz law tutorial where i m really lost. The terms tey used are so chim.. catch no ball --> so i must play more softball. =x this is nt a joke
Last weekend was busy. On friday, i went shopping with rowena to marina square as she need a top for her talent time performance. The previous fri, we were there shopping too n i came across this pretty dress n this time roundi bought it. N a necklace to match with the dress. That day, i spend ard $80. Then rush to tiong baru..
Sat
Doing acc 1 tutorial in the afternoon. Nbs dnd at night. It was fun... our pagaent girl - kathleen did a great job:) We're siriusly proud of u! Took lots of pictures but i dun have them with mi now as i forget to bring my camera. Will post them next time. After dnd, hui shan, li xiang n mi took allan car. It was decided last minute to go holland v. swensen. Yea, ate a new flavour of their sundae - Mad mac. Nice nice~
Sunday
Basically sleeping almost the whole day... den getting ready to go back to hall7.
Monday
Had tennis with chun n yi hao. This time round, i think i m more or less back to my form. Went to jp with the seniors for dinner - subway. Eversince i stay in hall, fast food seems so far away from mi which is good for health but nt when u urge for it. Super tired but still i must hang on for the sake of studying. Obviously, i didn't absorb anything esp right now biz law tutorial is over.
Tuesday
Slp till 11.30am. Today, i ate a whole load of food but none of them is a proper meal. Banana, biscuits, cake, bread, cheese prata, waffles, milo, teddy bear cookies, milk
Sounds alot right, it's really alot haha.
After lecture, played inter block volleyball for my block cos there is nt enuff girls. My 1st time playin volleyball.. i can't serve for nuts! Either can i play well but the point is my hands hurts. They looks blueblack now. Ouch. i wonder y volleyballers enjoy torturing themself?
Wed
I'm suppose to take a nap now b i start falling asleep during later Fm seminar where the chances is high. So ciao, off to bed! Shall forgo lunch to catch ball in FM later.
@deine=> when u have nothing to do, the best thing is to sleep zzz.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
stress!
Human beings are weird. We love everything that we don't own.
Just moments ago, I miss my family so much. Yet minutes b4 when mummy calls, i gave her tt piss off attitude cos i was rather piss of with my studies. She seems to always call at the wrong timing...
I don't complain my troubles to my mum cos she never will understand. Sometimes i wish daddy is right here with me every night like we used to hang ard in the living room. Talking about things ard us... at times i'm able to hint my problems to him n hear him talk about life stories n experiences. Yet calling my dad is something i hardly do.. afraid tt my parents would thot i'm in deep trouble or sth. Haiz. At home gt my two little twins sisters n giant bro to entertain me. Just miss them when i'm feeling sad.
Uni is so different... perhaps i haven found a fren who is willingly to study n work hard together with me like how cheryl n I motivate each other. But still alison is a super duper gd roomie! She is ever there to lend mi a listening ear. Love ya gal! Ya, i might start to pray whenever i need to.
little ones running through
stomping on the ground
feeling the touch of a pistol
a slight push, down lay one
seeking solace
turning away, it drips
life is a train on a steep edge.
Just moments ago, I miss my family so much. Yet minutes b4 when mummy calls, i gave her tt piss off attitude cos i was rather piss of with my studies. She seems to always call at the wrong timing...
I don't complain my troubles to my mum cos she never will understand. Sometimes i wish daddy is right here with me every night like we used to hang ard in the living room. Talking about things ard us... at times i'm able to hint my problems to him n hear him talk about life stories n experiences. Yet calling my dad is something i hardly do.. afraid tt my parents would thot i'm in deep trouble or sth. Haiz. At home gt my two little twins sisters n giant bro to entertain me. Just miss them when i'm feeling sad.
Uni is so different... perhaps i haven found a fren who is willingly to study n work hard together with me like how cheryl n I motivate each other. But still alison is a super duper gd roomie! She is ever there to lend mi a listening ear. Love ya gal! Ya, i might start to pray whenever i need to.
little ones running through
stomping on the ground
feeling the touch of a pistol
a slight push, down lay one
seeking solace
turning away, it drips
life is a train on a steep edge.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Hectic life
Another week passes by filled with excitment, frustrations, sporty, stressful, starvation, enjoyment.
Excitment
Yanni's birthday falls on wednesday. Sirius decided to give her a surprise at hall 16. At 11.30, those staying including in staying hall 7 went over with her birthday cake. Thanks chun for the ride :) Ordered mac by mak... we were in the lounge. Lights off, yanni walked in... birthday song was sang. There is this unexplainable feeling or peace i felt. We had fun playing zhong ji mi ma, the snake game , mrt game.
It was the snake n mrt game tt kathleen n I had no choice but to agree that hall 7 girls like us do not have the sense of lamer others do. Or izzit we have no brains? Lol.. we are the only two who knew the trick after many times of ' again , again!' n still gave the blur look. N silly me, ask a qns tt is the ans.
Frustrations...sporty
Wednesday... I had a rather bad day with biz law tutorial n FM seminar. I DISLIKE having to speak in class. Not a vocal person at all. So this sucks when it comes to class participation. Had this PRC tutor who pronouns present values as prison values. The speed he is talking can immediately make my head drop on the table. Worst still, i do not have the same lecture notes nor the tutorial worksheet. Lessons end at 5.30... alison called to ask mi play netball for interblock games. With my mindset , i seriously not up to play but still went as there isn't any enuff pple. Game suppose to start at 6.15, we started only at 7? All of us were late. Hmm my block won :) though i think i fouls a few times n nv really play. Tennis on tuesday was the best! I won without playing the 1st females doubles as block 38 has no girls participating. N i lost without playing too cos the guys lost 2 matches. Great, i change n warm up for nothing...
Tennis trials sucks bad time! Their standard is super high .. n someone like cheryl n I who could not play well under pressure juz gotta get our ass out of the courts.
Stressful
Wenli, i totally agree with u that whoever says uni life is much easier than jc..hell with them! At this moment in time, i dun see it tt way. Given that i have to do my readings n tutorial till early morning every single day? It like so not me in sch days last time. Yea, more activities in hall but still y such a tremendous change? Anyway, will still work hard for as long as i can :)
Starvation
Hall 7 being isolated on this small NTU island. Foods is available on climbing uphill but still inconvenient. Laziness play a heavy role so i dun really have a proper diet. Most of the time having eat 1 meal per day n snacks ard in betw when i like it. Sleeping late will jus make u feel hungry ... so far not so much of supper this week. Jus tt dinner was super late which i think more towards supper time ya? I shall stock up more foods. Btw , i have a fridge already! Yea.. can buy chocolates le!
My parents arrive already.. time to leave. This is enjoyment - family love :)
Excitment
Yanni's birthday falls on wednesday. Sirius decided to give her a surprise at hall 16. At 11.30, those staying including in staying hall 7 went over with her birthday cake. Thanks chun for the ride :) Ordered mac by mak... we were in the lounge. Lights off, yanni walked in... birthday song was sang. There is this unexplainable feeling or peace i felt. We had fun playing zhong ji mi ma, the snake game , mrt game.
It was the snake n mrt game tt kathleen n I had no choice but to agree that hall 7 girls like us do not have the sense of lamer others do. Or izzit we have no brains? Lol.. we are the only two who knew the trick after many times of ' again , again!' n still gave the blur look. N silly me, ask a qns tt is the ans.
Frustrations...sporty
Wednesday... I had a rather bad day with biz law tutorial n FM seminar. I DISLIKE having to speak in class. Not a vocal person at all. So this sucks when it comes to class participation. Had this PRC tutor who pronouns present values as prison values. The speed he is talking can immediately make my head drop on the table. Worst still, i do not have the same lecture notes nor the tutorial worksheet. Lessons end at 5.30... alison called to ask mi play netball for interblock games. With my mindset , i seriously not up to play but still went as there isn't any enuff pple. Game suppose to start at 6.15, we started only at 7? All of us were late. Hmm my block won :) though i think i fouls a few times n nv really play. Tennis on tuesday was the best! I won without playing the 1st females doubles as block 38 has no girls participating. N i lost without playing too cos the guys lost 2 matches. Great, i change n warm up for nothing...
Tennis trials sucks bad time! Their standard is super high .. n someone like cheryl n I who could not play well under pressure juz gotta get our ass out of the courts.
Stressful
Wenli, i totally agree with u that whoever says uni life is much easier than jc..hell with them! At this moment in time, i dun see it tt way. Given that i have to do my readings n tutorial till early morning every single day? It like so not me in sch days last time. Yea, more activities in hall but still y such a tremendous change? Anyway, will still work hard for as long as i can :)
Starvation
Hall 7 being isolated on this small NTU island. Foods is available on climbing uphill but still inconvenient. Laziness play a heavy role so i dun really have a proper diet. Most of the time having eat 1 meal per day n snacks ard in betw when i like it. Sleeping late will jus make u feel hungry ... so far not so much of supper this week. Jus tt dinner was super late which i think more towards supper time ya? I shall stock up more foods. Btw , i have a fridge already! Yea.. can buy chocolates le!
My parents arrive already.. time to leave. This is enjoyment - family love :)
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Friday, August 11, 2006
36-4-688
Dear diary
I almost completed my entry BUT this com jus doesn't like mi ! It disappear... i'm so angry. Argh
Will try to recall what i wrote...
Sch has finally started yup. N give mi a round of applause for having a 5 day week when chun wei can get a 2 day week lor.
Hall life is not as bad as i thot it would be as compared to Alison. Perhaps she's rite... in camp we were feeling tired, dirty n thus the other place that came to mind will be ur home. Thus this explains our homesick :)"
Went to yanni room that day.. hall 16 is so alluring! Everything is new n close to heart. But hall 7 gave mi a different feeling. People are friendly there... n maybe cos iknow more pple in hall 7 too. Hall 16 with the air con n new environment , so it's hard to be close to pple near u.
time to dress out n party all night long!
I almost completed my entry BUT this com jus doesn't like mi ! It disappear... i'm so angry. Argh
Will try to recall what i wrote...
Sch has finally started yup. N give mi a round of applause for having a 5 day week when chun wei can get a 2 day week lor.
Hall life is not as bad as i thot it would be as compared to Alison. Perhaps she's rite... in camp we were feeling tired, dirty n thus the other place that came to mind will be ur home. Thus this explains our homesick :)"
Went to yanni room that day.. hall 16 is so alluring! Everything is new n close to heart. But hall 7 gave mi a different feeling. People are friendly there... n maybe cos iknow more pple in hall 7 too. Hall 16 with the air con n new environment , so it's hard to be close to pple near u.
time to dress out n party all night long!
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Hall camp
Dear diary,
The silence of familiar voices
The scenary of familiar places
The smell of delicious foods
The feeling of blissful
A room of empty spaces
A lack of happy faces
A solidary environment
A feeling of being abandon
Staring out of the 4 walls
Lies a recogizable panarama
Out of the room
Stands 100 over souls
Survivor was the theme
Tough was the word
Reality Tv all became true
Running has to be everyone forte
When day falls, dawn came
Struggling with time
You yearn to close your eyes
Only to think of your loved ones
Awoke wishing you were there
Only to realise, it was a dream
A dream you truly wanted to be real
How difficult can life be?
Back to the small beachy island
Being the smallest no of survivors,
We manage to be the champion early in the morning
Lady luck wasn't smiling in the afternoon
Dinner was simple n nice
The night is still young
Soon, we were living in darkness
Performing stuns you thought you would
With sticking gluing stuffs everywhere
The weather changed
Begun to shiver
Felt like puking
A sharp pain on my right
Extra shirt was worn over
Cold was all I could felt
Home was all I think of
Written on my forehead was
I'm a show gal. Name it n i'll show it.
My hair was damn nice
Guess most of the seniors had a part to play
Gross was the word to describe
Took hours to bathe
Woke up 1 hour late
Had oily breakfast n headed home
I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your saddness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you spread your arms and step back into the fog because it is your place and not mine.
And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you . But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head ad cry and cry and cry.
The silence of familiar voices
The scenary of familiar places
The smell of delicious foods
The feeling of blissful
A room of empty spaces
A lack of happy faces
A solidary environment
A feeling of being abandon
Staring out of the 4 walls
Lies a recogizable panarama
Out of the room
Stands 100 over souls
Survivor was the theme
Tough was the word
Reality Tv all became true
Running has to be everyone forte
When day falls, dawn came
Struggling with time
You yearn to close your eyes
Only to think of your loved ones
Awoke wishing you were there
Only to realise, it was a dream
A dream you truly wanted to be real
How difficult can life be?
Back to the small beachy island
Being the smallest no of survivors,
We manage to be the champion early in the morning
Lady luck wasn't smiling in the afternoon
Dinner was simple n nice
The night is still young
Soon, we were living in darkness
Performing stuns you thought you would
With sticking gluing stuffs everywhere
The weather changed
Begun to shiver
Felt like puking
A sharp pain on my right
Extra shirt was worn over
Cold was all I could felt
Home was all I think of
Written on my forehead was
I'm a show gal. Name it n i'll show it.
My hair was damn nice
Guess most of the seniors had a part to play
Gross was the word to describe
Took hours to bathe
Woke up 1 hour late
Had oily breakfast n headed home
I feel my throat begin to close and my eyes well up with tears because I know it is time for you to go. The look you give me at that moment haunts me. I feel your saddness and my own loneliness, and the ache in my heart that had been silent only a short time grows stronger as you release me. And then you spread your arms and step back into the fog because it is your place and not mine.
And I watch with breaking heart as you slowly fade away. I find myself straining to remember everything about this moment, everything about you . But soon, always too soon, your image vanishes and the fog rolls back to its faraway place and I am alone on the pier and I do not care what others think as I bow my head ad cry and cry and cry.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Hall camp
Dear diary,
I'm now in my hall camp. It was not as fun as NBS camp n i'm home sick! I miss my bed, air con, family n the feeling of home! :(
Going to sentosa today... my timetable is a five day week with mon-wed... there is only 2 hrs of lessons lo. Damn sian! Can't i have a 4 or 3 day week?
@deine=> homesick
I'm now in my hall camp. It was not as fun as NBS camp n i'm home sick! I miss my bed, air con, family n the feeling of home! :(
Going to sentosa today... my timetable is a five day week with mon-wed... there is only 2 hrs of lessons lo. Damn sian! Can't i have a 4 or 3 day week?
@deine=> homesick
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Packing all day long
Dear diary,
Woke up at 12+.. i felt so blessed that i was at home. Had a long dream or rather a nightmare.
Hall 4 ... my sisters, parents n students all tied up. walking pass them with 3 packets of foods - chay kuay tiao, bak ku teh n nasi lemak. They ate hungrily.. continued my walk 3 to 2 to 1. the whole singapore is there.
Hall 1.. facing a big screen. There was a face. then, a few... disappear. Appear 6 faces which look like those wearing The Scream mask. Oh dear.. they walked out from the screen! Immediately, the group of us including mi kneel down. Our face were facing the ground.
I felt the person behind me being pulled away. No sounds at all... all vaccum. Soon, my turn! Terrified i was but then when i looked up, i saw the hk actor. He let mi go. I asked for my sisters along but NO. He refused.. i could only bring 1 along. He asked for reasoning...
On the stage, i seem to be giving a talk. The actor cried n said my sisters are allowed to be with me. Everyone seems to be treating me as someone big.
Back to our old house at jurong. Level 10.. met korkor, we were walking down an endless flight of stairs. running away from people wearing orange. Level 7... we change route. Bragged into one ang moh hse cos sisters wanna go washroom. Korkor suddenly disappear... n then
'wake up! what time already still sleeping!' My dream stops ... it was the familiar voice which makes sisters n I so frustrated. Early in the day this happens means there will be no end for the rest of the day. Days like these.. i feel like sleeping outside home. that's where hostel will be of great help in future - a week more.
Wanted to bring my stuffs over today but hall office close :( Pack stuffs for NOTHING! Anyway my room will be quite cute i think with my cute bedsheets... think i will bringing my stuff toys over soon. I want to make my room more towards the beach theme. Seashells, dolphins, rainbow, clouds.. hee Just thinking over it makes mi smile. can cute mix with beach ? I think it can.. so winnie the pooh will be hanging out in the beach!
Tml i will be busy in my hostel le! Den hang around till 6pm for camp. Not very excited for camp though.. the thot of powder bath dun appeal to me. Bought along more stuffs than nbs camp.
@de|ine=> cross her fingers
Woke up at 12+.. i felt so blessed that i was at home. Had a long dream or rather a nightmare.
Hall 4 ... my sisters, parents n students all tied up. walking pass them with 3 packets of foods - chay kuay tiao, bak ku teh n nasi lemak. They ate hungrily.. continued my walk 3 to 2 to 1. the whole singapore is there.
Hall 1.. facing a big screen. There was a face. then, a few... disappear. Appear 6 faces which look like those wearing The Scream mask. Oh dear.. they walked out from the screen! Immediately, the group of us including mi kneel down. Our face were facing the ground.
I felt the person behind me being pulled away. No sounds at all... all vaccum. Soon, my turn! Terrified i was but then when i looked up, i saw the hk actor. He let mi go. I asked for my sisters along but NO. He refused.. i could only bring 1 along. He asked for reasoning...
On the stage, i seem to be giving a talk. The actor cried n said my sisters are allowed to be with me. Everyone seems to be treating me as someone big.
Back to our old house at jurong. Level 10.. met korkor, we were walking down an endless flight of stairs. running away from people wearing orange. Level 7... we change route. Bragged into one ang moh hse cos sisters wanna go washroom. Korkor suddenly disappear... n then
'wake up! what time already still sleeping!' My dream stops ... it was the familiar voice which makes sisters n I so frustrated. Early in the day this happens means there will be no end for the rest of the day. Days like these.. i feel like sleeping outside home. that's where hostel will be of great help in future - a week more.
Wanted to bring my stuffs over today but hall office close :( Pack stuffs for NOTHING! Anyway my room will be quite cute i think with my cute bedsheets... think i will bringing my stuff toys over soon. I want to make my room more towards the beach theme. Seashells, dolphins, rainbow, clouds.. hee Just thinking over it makes mi smile. can cute mix with beach ? I think it can.. so winnie the pooh will be hanging out in the beach!
Tml i will be busy in my hostel le! Den hang around till 6pm for camp. Not very excited for camp though.. the thot of powder bath dun appeal to me. Bought along more stuffs than nbs camp.
@de|ine=> cross her fingers
Shopping rawks!
dear diary,
I had an enjoyable day today with my girls - cheryl, rowena n melissa despite the 1st two being super late! N rowena waking up at 12+ when i'm suppose to meet her at 1pm. Anyway, i was late too haha.. but i went for my manicure at 1.45 n ended ard 3pm. Didn't it took so long .. i had blue nails right now with stars on my thumbs. Cost mi $11 so i think it was rather cheap. But still, i'm thinking gals are really spending way too much on hair, health n clothes... but it's life! We are born to do these... tt's how the money goes round around the earth rite?
Shopping trip commences at ard 3.30pm. Walk around n i'm looking for shorts. My hands are damn itchy , i just feel like spending alot today. Entered into this shop which sells half toys n half clothes. We all saw something we like except for melissa. I tried on a few shorts n finally my girls decided i look better the last piece which costs $32.90. It was under 10% discount then we asked for more.. that's when we say we are still student. so yea, 20% ... so we keep in view! Walk to the other shop.. we saw the exact shorts for rowena.. n it cost only $23 while hers was at $28 i think.
Bought them to the shop where i bought my belly button earrings... they took a very very SHORT time to choose the earrings ok. It is really very very SHORT! haha... i'm stressing it too much. total we bought 5 of it... n thanks to mi, they gt it at $4.50 each haha.
Went back to the 1st shop again cos i was very afraid my short is sold as it was the last piece n i think i really like it. So back there, i tried again n this time round.. the tops caught our eyes too. As we were taking a rather long time trying since there is only 1 fitting room, we share it. Tried on 3 shorts n 2 tops for me. Cheryl n rowena took hold of the same design but different colour. We told the guy, eh.. the shorts there sell $23 only leh.. so he calculate n say ok la, i charge u $21. Den i ask hmm.. mine u charge $25 la. Haha.. he agree! Big smile when we asked how much is the top which is at $25.90.. rowena n I agree tt if he sell us at $23 we will buy n -- the price he gave was $20. BUT.. gd thing nv last.. it was the last piece. Rowena rmbs tt the other shop also have it... so before we went to the ATM , we went to the other shop to ask for the price.. n it was $15 only .. the reason given, it was a little dirty but seriously i can't see anything! of cos.. we wouldn't let go this cheap top.
Withdraw $50 bucks.. total $80 today. Fly away 25, fly away 15 .. come back shorts, come back top. Bought a pair of earrings to match my top.. i think it's rather cute hee. Ytd sister show mi the webby that sells clothes online.. my heart xin dong le! I feel like buying tt off shoulder with halter. Nice n cheap :) but how to buy without mummy knowing it?
By the time we done with shopping.. it was 7+. I haven had a decent meal.. only with a doughnut when i woke up till then water. Went to the hawker near bugis.. n ate fried bee hoon. $1.70 only.. cheap n nice but oily. Yet to see any pencil case for school so went to wallet shop. I saw a few not bad one but being indecisive i nv buy.
Rowena n cheryl went to town while meli left cos she is nt feeling well n me... not being home with my family the past few days , i just dun feel good. Moreover, hall camp is coming n i'm moving to hall. I'm gonna miss home so much! Going to hall means i must learn to cook - or can i eat magi mee everyday? Tomyam flavour is nice.. mee goreng also nice! anyway mee goreng for the past two days n i still craving for more right now!
Back home, i realise i haven talk to my parents for a decent 15 mintues for the past 3 days. So tml i'm going to stay home n only go out with my family! Needa pack my hall stuffs.. thanks melvin for helping mi to think of what to buy for my sp :) 7-11 i'm coming tml!
Yesterday I kinda regret doing something. I shouldn't have agree to star gazing at night! Though it was nice but i still feel weird. Moreover the place is at sentosa which i once had my worst experience there too... so afraid my nightmares will come again. But thankfully it never .. thank god! Nex time i better think hard before making any decision esp when i'm alone! Nevertheless, star gazing is something i never did b4.. nt including the one in obs :) Just chit chat... n had 3 miss call from home which i thot was from mum.. but it was from my sister. Went home ard 1am.
i like this!
distorted on purpose
I had an enjoyable day today with my girls - cheryl, rowena n melissa despite the 1st two being super late! N rowena waking up at 12+ when i'm suppose to meet her at 1pm. Anyway, i was late too haha.. but i went for my manicure at 1.45 n ended ard 3pm. Didn't it took so long .. i had blue nails right now with stars on my thumbs. Cost mi $11 so i think it was rather cheap. But still, i'm thinking gals are really spending way too much on hair, health n clothes... but it's life! We are born to do these... tt's how the money goes round around the earth rite?
Shopping trip commences at ard 3.30pm. Walk around n i'm looking for shorts. My hands are damn itchy , i just feel like spending alot today. Entered into this shop which sells half toys n half clothes. We all saw something we like except for melissa. I tried on a few shorts n finally my girls decided i look better the last piece which costs $32.90. It was under 10% discount then we asked for more.. that's when we say we are still student. so yea, 20% ... so we keep in view! Walk to the other shop.. we saw the exact shorts for rowena.. n it cost only $23 while hers was at $28 i think.
Bought them to the shop where i bought my belly button earrings... they took a very very SHORT time to choose the earrings ok. It is really very very SHORT! haha... i'm stressing it too much. total we bought 5 of it... n thanks to mi, they gt it at $4.50 each haha.
Went back to the 1st shop again cos i was very afraid my short is sold as it was the last piece n i think i really like it. So back there, i tried again n this time round.. the tops caught our eyes too. As we were taking a rather long time trying since there is only 1 fitting room, we share it. Tried on 3 shorts n 2 tops for me. Cheryl n rowena took hold of the same design but different colour. We told the guy, eh.. the shorts there sell $23 only leh.. so he calculate n say ok la, i charge u $21. Den i ask hmm.. mine u charge $25 la. Haha.. he agree! Big smile when we asked how much is the top which is at $25.90.. rowena n I agree tt if he sell us at $23 we will buy n -- the price he gave was $20. BUT.. gd thing nv last.. it was the last piece. Rowena rmbs tt the other shop also have it... so before we went to the ATM , we went to the other shop to ask for the price.. n it was $15 only .. the reason given, it was a little dirty but seriously i can't see anything! of cos.. we wouldn't let go this cheap top.
Withdraw $50 bucks.. total $80 today. Fly away 25, fly away 15 .. come back shorts, come back top. Bought a pair of earrings to match my top.. i think it's rather cute hee. Ytd sister show mi the webby that sells clothes online.. my heart xin dong le! I feel like buying tt off shoulder with halter. Nice n cheap :) but how to buy without mummy knowing it?
By the time we done with shopping.. it was 7+. I haven had a decent meal.. only with a doughnut when i woke up till then water. Went to the hawker near bugis.. n ate fried bee hoon. $1.70 only.. cheap n nice but oily. Yet to see any pencil case for school so went to wallet shop. I saw a few not bad one but being indecisive i nv buy.
Rowena n cheryl went to town while meli left cos she is nt feeling well n me... not being home with my family the past few days , i just dun feel good. Moreover, hall camp is coming n i'm moving to hall. I'm gonna miss home so much! Going to hall means i must learn to cook - or can i eat magi mee everyday? Tomyam flavour is nice.. mee goreng also nice! anyway mee goreng for the past two days n i still craving for more right now!
Back home, i realise i haven talk to my parents for a decent 15 mintues for the past 3 days. So tml i'm going to stay home n only go out with my family! Needa pack my hall stuffs.. thanks melvin for helping mi to think of what to buy for my sp :) 7-11 i'm coming tml!
Yesterday I kinda regret doing something. I shouldn't have agree to star gazing at night! Though it was nice but i still feel weird. Moreover the place is at sentosa which i once had my worst experience there too... so afraid my nightmares will come again. But thankfully it never .. thank god! Nex time i better think hard before making any decision esp when i'm alone! Nevertheless, star gazing is something i never did b4.. nt including the one in obs :) Just chit chat... n had 3 miss call from home which i thot was from mum.. but it was from my sister. Went home ard 1am.
i like this!
distorted on purpose
Friday, July 28, 2006
1st day as a salesgirl
Dear diary,
Woke up at 10.15am though my alarm was at 10.30 .. too excited i supposed. Watched tv then went to bathe. From 11 till 12 , i was walking around my house, double check if i m missing out anything. Finally I got myself out of the house n off to bugis street. My 1st day n 1st time as a salesgirl. Stood outside for the shop to be open...
time passes tick tock tick tock... no business.
1st item sold - a dress. for $19.
.
.
.
.
one of the more 'interesting' thing that happen today was 2 ah gua who came into the shop. They took 3 of the $5 item n asked mi to charge them 3 for $12. i refused cos $5 is really damn cheap ok! Then they started to touch mi n saying can la, u see.. the thread coming out. see the button like falling off. Wth! so many complaints dun buy la.. still touch mi! so gross ok. I super cannot stand them.. hear their voice also i wanna go argh.. shut up! i dun understand what u talking. I give in so tt they will stop 'sayang' me. disgusted!
regina came over... den came allan. Thanks for buying me dinner n the bird nest.. the carrot cake was nice! Avena n fang lay came by too.. never expect them to come though :) hmm, lyn came over too. When they were there, i manage to try on some of the clothes lyn recommended n some is i want to try. Wore this black dress which i quite like it. but like what cheryl says, maybe i just like it now but not in the long run. not buying! Looking forward to sat to shop for shorts with rowena, cheryl n meli have our very own foods tasting.
After we closed the shop, i was thinking if i shuld go find my camp frens or go home.. but i really dun wan to go home so i pester lyn n gang to accompany mi to anywhere. They insist on having their impt lecture tml lor... so must come up with a jue zhao. So i decided to treat them supper.. well done girls - immediately say OK! Had maxwell porridge n noodles... ta bao porridge home for my family to share.
Yea, will be receiving seashell from my 'bro'. haha, so sweet.. despite the mirky sea, u are still able to get mi a seashell. Thanks so much! No supper nvm, th seashell will make do :)
tml gonna be another day of - slacking. n ya, hopefully meeting e2 gang. Dai dee n drinks on ur hse fang lay yea?
@deline=> the debts are increasing!
Woke up at 10.15am though my alarm was at 10.30 .. too excited i supposed. Watched tv then went to bathe. From 11 till 12 , i was walking around my house, double check if i m missing out anything. Finally I got myself out of the house n off to bugis street. My 1st day n 1st time as a salesgirl. Stood outside for the shop to be open...
time passes tick tock tick tock... no business.
1st item sold - a dress. for $19.
.
.
.
.
one of the more 'interesting' thing that happen today was 2 ah gua who came into the shop. They took 3 of the $5 item n asked mi to charge them 3 for $12. i refused cos $5 is really damn cheap ok! Then they started to touch mi n saying can la, u see.. the thread coming out. see the button like falling off. Wth! so many complaints dun buy la.. still touch mi! so gross ok. I super cannot stand them.. hear their voice also i wanna go argh.. shut up! i dun understand what u talking. I give in so tt they will stop 'sayang' me. disgusted!
regina came over... den came allan. Thanks for buying me dinner n the bird nest.. the carrot cake was nice! Avena n fang lay came by too.. never expect them to come though :) hmm, lyn came over too. When they were there, i manage to try on some of the clothes lyn recommended n some is i want to try. Wore this black dress which i quite like it. but like what cheryl says, maybe i just like it now but not in the long run. not buying! Looking forward to sat to shop for shorts with rowena, cheryl n meli have our very own foods tasting.
After we closed the shop, i was thinking if i shuld go find my camp frens or go home.. but i really dun wan to go home so i pester lyn n gang to accompany mi to anywhere. They insist on having their impt lecture tml lor... so must come up with a jue zhao. So i decided to treat them supper.. well done girls - immediately say OK! Had maxwell porridge n noodles... ta bao porridge home for my family to share.
Yea, will be receiving seashell from my 'bro'. haha, so sweet.. despite the mirky sea, u are still able to get mi a seashell. Thanks so much! No supper nvm, th seashell will make do :)
tml gonna be another day of - slacking. n ya, hopefully meeting e2 gang. Dai dee n drinks on ur hse fang lay yea?
@deline=> the debts are increasing!
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
post foc at sentosa
Dear diary,
After a whole day with sirius.. i can't help but falling in love with sirius. There's a breakfast meeting at 9.45 n i was expecting alot of pple but the truth is - everyone just loves bed more than breakfast! So end up only regina, mi n 4 seniors at macdonalds. Waited as usual for more pple n off we are to sentosa!
We played frisbee ... this time i really perspire lots.
Had lots of juicy news though i dun really know alot. After all i'm still rather low profile , in a big group i will never be the attention hee. I do not like atttention :)
Had singing session with yii ying, yuen bo n the guitarist cos qingfu had his guitar ... gosh, admire is the word.
This is my 1st time wearing bikini .. feel damn fat lor n cannot make it. I needa lose some weight but it's tough! i love eating too. How?
Went to marina square for dinner. Is really a mass dinner .. everyone went to get their foods den we gather just outside marina square. think we could be caught of illegeal gathering if there's a police passing by. N there, we were back to our questionaire of the nite again! Went round with names of the opp sec begin said. N we have to rate the person recommend to us.. i felt so mean! had lotsa scandals going around n i ended up knowing one secret . Shhhh
Tmr it's my turn to work at bugis! But there's also og outing, being broke i choose money than spending it! So i decided to go to the library to borrow some books to keep me company. Hope i dun screw up anything .. n yea, i may have time to try on the clothes i like n buy them whaha. Just book my facial appointment this morning the min i woke up, luckily there's an empty slot. So shuang! today facial is not painful at all! Got massage , mask - damn cooling! I love this life haha. All thanks to daddy. got a call, hall camp next monday to 5 aug. Excited? not really... i need more sleep.
After a whole day with sirius.. i can't help but falling in love with sirius. There's a breakfast meeting at 9.45 n i was expecting alot of pple but the truth is - everyone just loves bed more than breakfast! So end up only regina, mi n 4 seniors at macdonalds. Waited as usual for more pple n off we are to sentosa!
We played frisbee ... this time i really perspire lots.
Had lots of juicy news though i dun really know alot. After all i'm still rather low profile , in a big group i will never be the attention hee. I do not like atttention :)
Had singing session with yii ying, yuen bo n the guitarist cos qingfu had his guitar ... gosh, admire is the word.
This is my 1st time wearing bikini .. feel damn fat lor n cannot make it. I needa lose some weight but it's tough! i love eating too. How?
Went to marina square for dinner. Is really a mass dinner .. everyone went to get their foods den we gather just outside marina square. think we could be caught of illegeal gathering if there's a police passing by. N there, we were back to our questionaire of the nite again! Went round with names of the opp sec begin said. N we have to rate the person recommend to us.. i felt so mean! had lotsa scandals going around n i ended up knowing one secret . Shhhh
Tmr it's my turn to work at bugis! But there's also og outing, being broke i choose money than spending it! So i decided to go to the library to borrow some books to keep me company. Hope i dun screw up anything .. n yea, i may have time to try on the clothes i like n buy them whaha. Just book my facial appointment this morning the min i woke up, luckily there's an empty slot. So shuang! today facial is not painful at all! Got massage , mask - damn cooling! I love this life haha. All thanks to daddy. got a call, hall camp next monday to 5 aug. Excited? not really... i need more sleep.
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