random photos

nice day

dear diary,

i just came home from wala wala with li xian and helen. It's a nice place to chill out with really nice songs which i enjoyed. Hmm.. we got free drinks from somebody whom we have no idea who and trying to deduce who are they. N we conclude that it should be these 2 working guys who have too much money. Anyway, we were treated with a jug and 3 glasses. Haha, thanks to qing fu n garry who can't make it here. Lol

Had dinner with helen in bugis village... n shop around. Ah.. so tempted to buy stuffs but luckily i controlled myself! yUpz... whats up for tmr? no idea man.. i'm feeling a lil dizzy now cos we drank quite a lot! Thanks mummy n daddy for fetching mi :) Love you lots!!!



gOtta get a warm bathe.. prob wanna grab some food n slp.

have an enjoyable recess week gal!

@delphin- wondering if i should...

it's over

Just had my interview with NOL this morning... i was feeling pretty nervous. waking up at 9a.m. started to perpare myself. I nv wear such formal before with blazer, shirt, skirt n even stockings! haha. Hmm, was afraid i m overdressed but i think it's always good to be overdressed than underdressed. yUpz... said some wrong stuufs during the interview BUT it's over! time to move on with life gal... been wasting my life away for the past few days.

yUpz... gotta take a warm bath, n have a positive attitude! time to get some work done before going out with my lovely sirius frens chilling out at timber tonight! some.. heart-to-heart session lol. We're grown up.. no longer clubbing but pubbing! spiritual... lol.

3-day rule passed!

@delphin - more relieved!

what's wrong with me?

if only you could read my mind
give me what i want...
free my mind from thinking what's next
my life would be a fairytale =)

i have no mood to study at all... 4th day.

P.S. I love you

dear diary,

did anyone ever mention that a female instinct is accurate? or rather her sixth sense... i kinda agree with it cos I knew this was going to happen last night!
Haha.. it wasn't anything great btw. I slept at ard 4.30am or near 5am when my class is at 8.30. I was lying on the bed tossing n turning realising i couldn't slP and in my mind i was thinking what if i cannot wake up tmr? N gt a really bad feeling i will overslp so i set my alarm to 7.45am. On the other hand .. since my coy law tutor is always late - i also thot of maybe if i wake upearly, i could drop by mac to buy breakfast!

True enough... jolene said, " eh adeline, u nt gg class ah?"
Omg... i jump up , " shoots! now what time?"
" 8.45.."
"oh no.. i'm so late! how? i nv go to class so late before"

Quickly went to the washroom, wash up n change n rush off... was kinda thinking if i shld go for class cos it was pretty late by the time i reach there.. prob 9.10? but i dun wanna miss a class. Even thot of which is the shortest route that will get mi there la. So embarrassing to walk into a class late - i dun like the feeling.

Anyway, meet up with rowena today at vivo... walked ard n we saw a few pairs of heels that are really nice. It looks like those fairytale ones - i m so tempted to buy! n maybe will go back to buy it if i can't stop thinking abt it. haha. that's me...



I like this show... i think it's a nice show. If only all the guys were as sweet... then perhaps there will be more love in the air. Anyway, it made me tear - only a drop. it literally roll down from the corner of my right eye. it wasn't the touching part tt made mi teared but cos i kinda feel how she felt. In between the movie, my thoughts drifted away here and there. there were some stuffs that went through my mind - unexplainable. But ya, i enjoy the company of dear , the shopping and the movie. Thanks for the pressies :)

i wanna buy the book... but it's out of stock :(
@delphin - deeper...

i'm silly...

dear diary,

i guess i'm really should brush up on my vocabulary before i start asking the wrong questions and become the joke of the day. gosh... i really throw myself into the deep sea! and happily make solomon, hong jing and raymond laugh without me knowing what is wrong except knowing that i should not be saying some stuffs. Great... until i asked helen. And she went laughing at me in the bus and in JP.

as usual.. thursday is my slackest day of the week.even though this week was special cos i started slacking ytd haha after the quiz but slept at 6am this morning n skip coy law lec + marketing tutorial. Oh no.. this is a bad start but i know this will hardly happen again :)

Companied helen for dinner at jp just now.. and i really enjoy times like these where we catch up with one another life. I'm grateful that I'm blessed with so many friends around me even though not everyone i can share my woes with but still... feel blissed.

Yea.. meeting my dear tmr for movie! Long time nv see dear.. since the day we sent cheryl off. N she seems to disappear in holland... n recess week is next week! But it's pretty packed with stuffs. Still, i gotta give myself a lil break in between n definitely more time to sleep. I'm so nervous for the interview on monday - NOL.

i hate it when pple say stuffs so indirectly and thinks that they are smart. i dun give a damn!

@delphin - i'm falling...

Thoughts

It's been a long time since I looked up the sky
Wondering which star belongs to me
Bringing me to where I belong
The endless journey have yet to end

Sometimes it felt like a beginning of a new road
Filled with beautiful lights
Anticipating to walk through ...
Yet, the traffic light remains red

When it turns green,
Walking through one light-post to another
Seems to be tougher
It is more than a flat surface

There were passer-by..
Joining you in this journey,
Offering a helping hand...
But who will be the last one standing strong?

What hurts the most...
Is you leaving without saying goodbye.
Wondering did I play a part in your life?
Disappointment was all I want to say.

@delphin -all i need is words

It's only words
And words are all I needed
To make my heart believes

how long can i last?

dear diary,

i'm eating my favourite snacks for dinner now while blogging. N that's milo n butter cracker. Yupz.. simple n nice! Wasn't hungry to eat a full meal. Was studying in the library just now and once again i fell asleep. Went to quad ard 7pm to buy the butter crackers, saw li xiang n qi mei. Li xiang walked mi back to hall :) Thanks! Cheer up k?

this morning i woke up, felt so light n weak. Prob due to the lack of sleep for the past week n coming week. but.. i'm looking forward to watch P.S. I love you on thursday!

@delphin -> i found ...

Happy Valentine's Day!

dear diary,

it was a sleepy day to begin with this morning.. having to drag myself up to go Lee Wee Nam lib and force myself to do taxation tutorial. But i din know how to do - shrugs- ended up reading through the presenting group answer and took a nap till time for class. Haha.. my roomie and i toally agree that the lib is so super condusive to sleep.

Happy Valentine to all my friends! Everywhere I walk in sch... saw girls holding on to balloons, flowers etc... haha, it's another season of giving.

Thanks ahmad, zhong, toon n eddie for the rose. It's lovely! hee .. n Thanks mond for the chocolate.

On Monday i went to eat Kuishinbo with Melvin. Totally enjoyed it. Hahaha.. but it's pretty expensive. Still... i wanna go again!!! Chuckles...

Great... i just wasted 7 hours of my time watching shows, surfing the net, chat and sleeping once again. Yes. i'm such a pig. But forgive me cos i have been sleeping at 4am the past two days with an extremely tiring day ytd - 8.30 - 7.30. Ooo.. did i mention that i love my elective? The movies she showed are so nice! Outbreak - is good! Even though i fell asleep for a while nt b'cos it's boring but i'm really tired - i must say i like it.

Yea, it's the end of another week but means that more work are piling up! Uh-oh... so many things to do n places to go. Should stop ranting...

Good news - NOL called mi up for an interview on recess week. Ah... scary! my 1st formal job interview in my life! Gosh... anyone can tell mi what to do or what to bring?

@delphin - happy and sleepy day!

Blackjacks!

dear diary,

guess what? till now i still can't believe that i'm soooo damn lucky. haha... i got 15 blackjacks today! Wee... my relatives ask mi which god i pray to? Lol. so happy!!! hopefully this luck will stay with me for the rest of the year that things will go well :)

@delphin --> still amazed!

eNjoyed myself alot over at li xian house apart from the questionings... like i always say, FUN = SIRIUS n Sirius = Zi High. ever played before monopoly that is exciting? U gotta try it someday with sirius.. it's CRAZY! if i'm the banker.. i probably get confused. Aside from that, i learnt how to play bridge. Also played in-between and blackjack till 7pm when korkor came to pick me up to go to er-yi house.

Weird that this year some of my relatives told me that i don't look like local. Haha.. then where did i come from? Is it a good or a bad thing? Looking on the bright.. it's good - at least i look different. Lol... that's what a happy girl would say :)

@delphin wish that she will always stay happy!

Chinese New year

dear diary,

it has always been the usual routine on chu yi.. to visit dad's side den mum's side. The kids in my family used to ask my parents why must we go daddy side family? Cos it's pretty boring... dad being the youngest also means that we are the youngest among my dad's side.. 4 of my cousins are married long ago with kids and i haven seen them dunno how many years le. left. the adults and us.. lucky we were close enough to keep ourselves entertained throughout and sleeping tgt at the same time lol.
Mum's side is always so fun with lil baby cousins running and playing with u. With 1-2 hip aunts ard.. setting up the gambling den. it was fun talking to cousins whose age gap are closer.
One of them successfully proposed to his gf in switzerland when he was there pursuing his Masters while hi gf went over to join for holidays. It's sooo DAMN SWEET and ROMANTIC. haha.. k, m i over reacting? i think so.. but still you can't deny that it's nt sweet and romantic! I'm sure a few years down the road.. going back to switzerland for them would be a wonderful memory esp. the place he proposed. And the enagement will be held at Sentosa. Happy for him after so many years .. he's an example of first love = true love = happy ever after :)

I won a lil from gambling with my relatives haha.. hope this luck will carry with me throughout the year!

2nd day of new year was boring... was woke up by my parents' fren. As u know.. how loud the aunties can be. But it's ok.. means more ang baos haha so must wake up! Hahaha. Cousin Joa asks to join her at zouk tonight. Prpb not gg ba.. all her frens. I used to rmb CNY is nt that boring when i was younger. We visited countless of places till we were so tired that the 4 of us will asks daddy to let us slp in the car. What happen to us now? perhaps.. economy is bad ba.

Just played with my sister...all the tickles, messy hair and screaming lol. childish us. i enjoyed it still lol. Afterall cny is not that boring with 4 kids at home creating our own fighting den.

bling bling nails

dear diary,

there's no school today! Yea.. cos i have a super nice tutor - Prof Hooi who make our tutorial online :) thanks! Met up with helen at holl v - burger king. Only managed to study 1 chapter for coy law and we got distracted. Talking about our plans which is coming true soon haha...

And for the rest of my day..

check these out -->

Waiting for the show - face off to start... feeling sleepy le!

By the way.. Happy Chinese New Year to all.. may you get lots of red packets (and share with me whahaha)

precious thots

dear diary,

just came home from the movie - 27 dresses, with my youngest and cutest sis. Enjoyed myself during the show.. and it's so sweet! love it..love it! and it always hurtful when u have to hurt someone u love dearly. But still... know that no matter what, they are doing the best thing for you. n how wonderful the 28th dress fits in the movie... romantic. the girl in front of me just went oww... so sweet. hehe, n that's exactly how i feels. :)

well, i thot of the conversation we had in the afternoon. hmm, just wanna say that i think i wouldn't wanna change anything in my life as of now.

@delphin feeling chirpy. hee ( my msn emoticon)


What they say what they say what they say

You speak out all you feel is defiance
All you need is some self-reliance
Cuz this world is gonna always try us
And all you wanted was to run for cover
Well here's looking to yourself and no other
We're all searching for that special something
And we keep on running

We all have the choice to take the lead or follow
I want to feel the light shine on me

You're so afraid of what people might say
But that's okay cuz you're only human
You're so afraid of what people might say
But that's okay you'll soon get strong enough
You're so afraid of what people might say
But that's okay cuz you're only human
You're so afraid of what people might say
You're going to break
So please don't do it

You wanna spread your wings but you're not sure
Don't wanna leave your comforts
Wanna find a cure
We're afraid of who we see in the mirror
We wanna let got but it feels too pure
Who wants to be alone in this world
You look around and all you see is hurt
But the light it always finds us
If we move with a little trust

A diamond don't define what shine is
I don't need a Rolex to know what the time is
You got your let me find what mine is
I'm a survivor look how strong my mind is
I stand on my own it's all me
Regardless of whatever they call me

I'm a leader not a follower
And I'd rather be paid and popular
Ride homie get your dollars up
We're in the belly of the beast that already swallowed us

Relaxing...

dear diary,

i felt so relieved after rushing through the numerous deadlines for projects last week.. yup, though there's more to come but who care? CNY is coming!!! YEA...
Attended Kathleen's birthday party on Sat - it was fun with sirius people around :) All the gossips and lamest jokes ever... doing everything that no one will do in times like this. Haha, BUT that's where the fun are :)
Went to holland village with helen to study while working out my taxation questions which my team thought we are suppose to present on Monday. Walk around after the long day at burger king .. not that long but at least i completed my coy law tutorial.

Alright.. enough of studying. I wanna watch movie!!! I wanna watch 27 dresses - probably tmr night with my sisters. eat some good food tmr lunch with cynthia - haha, gg to suggest Jack's Place . I love staying at Anchorage .. cos there's so many yummy food in Anchorpoint. Not gg back hall to stay this week, so i shall enjoy my life at home!

Hmm, just that night i was thinking what i want for my 21st birthday this year. Though it's still long but somehow my mind drifted while studying. I told helen.. all i need for my 21st birthday is to get a photoshoot . Cos i wanna have memories of how i look like when i'm old. Nothing can replace youth... Imagine when u r old then one day u flip though i saw the time when your 21st.. how does it feels like? Of cos, simply me- i appreciate hand-made stuffs especially when it's decorated with my favorite stuffs and meaningful things. Remembering what melissa had gave me on my 18th - a painting with dolphins, sea and a flower and Cheryl - a handmade ' photo album + card'. As I would say - sometimes the best gift can't be bought with money. but still, it's good to own some vitamin M, that's what mum told me last night when i ask her what is she thinking.

@delphin - life is good now

dear diary,

i no longer understand myself... what exactly i want or need. everyday scenes of school days, family and friends past by me without having a real moment to sit down and think through what really make up of my life. Am i too complicated to understand myself? Sometimes you always wish for something to happen... but when it's there, u simply refuse to face the truth. As simplicity I see things, my inner thoughts shown otherwise.

i felt so bad... didn't mean it that way.

Hungry!

adelphin -> put me to sleep...

What's the point?

Dear diary,

was feeling pretty upset just now after risk class... it's so irritating and frustrating!
What's the point of trying so hard after those long hours of discussion, research, consulting..
In the end, all you get is to be shoot at. N he who knows everything just REFUSES to help until the end it over. Great. Spoil my mood for taxation class but hopefully not the rest of the day.

Lookin forward to play during the weekends. Haven been shopping for chinese new year clothes and i wun be shopping for it anyway. No time... looking forward to more time to sleep in the weekend.

irritating parrot!

been feeling so tired these days...
trying to get more sleep as i sleep earlier each day...
yet there's so many distractions in between slp
was it a dream or a nightmare?
it keeps coming back to me...
i know the fear in me
perhaps i need a few days
how i always get these scenes
whenever i visit one... n needed time to get over it.
Sigh, when will the fear ever goes away?

was trying to get some sleep in the afternoon and the parrot irritates me! it kept making so much noise that I jump off my bed and went to scold the parrot. Apparently, it didn't understand human language and after staring it a while, i went back to my bed again. thinking back, i'm quite silly. haha... woke up and accompany daddy for a late lunch.

a busy weekend ahead with project meetings outside school days. risk... marketing... etc. well well, hang on there gal! it's just the beginning :P pop a CHILL pill!

gg to slp again. gotta drag myself out of bed at 8.45am. tmr gonna be a long day!

So many things...

Dear diary,

Din realised that I have neglected my blog for quite sometime... There's so much going on the past 2 weeks. More updates and photos coming up!

Now, where do I start from?

On Saturday night, I spent my night with my sec sch pals at the service apartment. It's a nice place to hang out with.Denis cooked dinner for us like 9-10 of us? Simple dishes with soup. Played mahjong, watch movies and sleep. Went home only on sunday morning.

Last Tuesday. Meet up wit Rowena and we ate at Jack's Place for lunch. It's really a good deal esp for their lunch set. Had a big feast ... totally yummy with a light desert n tea after the main course. Way to go Jack's Place! Went to sch for co. law lecture and i feel good cos I was awake and attentive during this particular lecture. Perhaps a good mood does make a difference :P
Dear.. see, you make my day just by having lunch together. Hahaha... After lec, i went to the library- print stuffs n try to study while waiting for yong shen to end his Missions ( 4 missions possible!) Left sch only ard 7? Yup.. we had subway for dinner and went to the airport to send Cheryl off. Gosh, i was so afraid that she left without me saying goodbye. The atmosphere is like everyone feeling kinda bu she de but still have a smile on their faces those kind. I hold back my tears though there were 1-2 moments, i really thot it gonna flow. Phew, I survived it!
Dunno if she will be free to read this but... Cheryl! Where are you having fun now? Haha ... did you appear offline again? Maybe you forgot to change it to online or busy? Cos i dun see you around on msn. Blur Queen, don't be so blur there ok? Take more pictures and enjoy yourself :)
Yong Shen and I went to terminal 3 to walk walk n we took some pictures. Is pretty nice with the new concept of environmental in T3.


Thursday night
Went to Yanni's room at midnight where we have a mini gathering. Toon lee, ahmad, zhong, mi and hj. Ya.. play mahjong and cards. Zhong n I won! Good job...

Friday
It's finally the end of the week again. Met up with Helen in JE lib trying to be hardworking BUT i failed. Cos i was having headache and couldn't concentrate at all :( Ended up at JE food court munching. Hehe... gal, have you made up your mind to do rebonding? She's just one of a kind - fiddle minded. Lol.

Sunday
Met up with nicole for lunch ( had sakae sushi) at Heeren. It's been long since i saw her last Oct. Nice to see you again gal! And we took alot of photos with our camera. Bought her a soft toy rabbit and we took neo prints. it's nice! Yup, pardon us for thinking that we are still young with all the neoprint stuffs. But i really enjoy it. It's fun how we panic for a few seconds and flash go there a nice picture. Couldn't help it :P It turn out to be very sweet. Don't tink i will see her till she comes back in June from switzerland.
Opps, left jolene in the room alone again. Sorry gal... din mean to but I do enjoy staying home too other than being sick. This freakin cough of mine just refused to go away. I dun like you. Boo...
caused me to lose some nice sleep at night. Only managed to get into sweet dreams at 4am. Sigh. Tiring. One of my new year resolutions definitely has to be sick- free. But apparently - Nope, the virus attacked me since day 1. Anyway, I'm glad to stay at home last night cos my family went our for supper to Xin Wang HK cafe! Yea.. cos it jus opened in achorpoint till 2am everyday. We went down ard 11+/ 12 . Ate porridge, tim sum, noddle, bread n yuan yang. I'm loving it! Yea, what's more loving than having hanging out with your close ones? Nothing beats it!














Monday
Thanks mum for coming to fetch me after school and company me for lunch! Appreciate it so much :) Hmm... i Sleep for 4 hours when i reach home. I just concussed. Woke up only at 8+ and have been slacking since then till now - 12am. Time flies! One moment, I was trying to get myself out from bed to go to sch, next I'm back on that cosy bed again and yet again. Haha.. this means TIME OUT! time to slp...zzz. I have officially became a sleeping beauty which sounds nicer than pig.

Tea Party

dear diary,

Went to TEA PARTY at bt timah sixth avenue for dinner with Michelle, Wenda n Cheryl. So what's the occasion? Cheryl is leaving next Tue to Holland on exchange. Sigh.. one more close friend gg to MIA for like 5 mths?
Cheryl dear, hopefully i can still meet you at least one more time before u leave and it's hard to chat with u cos u hardly come online. U r my one of my closest fren who i confide everything about. Hopefully I can contact you and still share with you everything that's happening around me through our advanced technology. Gonna miss you so much gal. In case I really go on exchange, we will only see each other prob next year. Gosh... can't imagine that. The thought of it just make me feel sad.

Alright, some happy moments we spent together just now. It's really a nice place to chill out... the scones are nice, n greedy me, i ate two of it! Opps.. is that like hmm 1kg more? haha can't calculate the calories so nvm. We also played taboos which is FUN. still rmb that time i played with qing fu, li xiang and helen after surf and sweat. Qing fu n I won! Yea.. great job :) Alright, pictures up!

boring...

Dear Diary,

Sch has started... n I ain't excited about it. It's not gg to be easy but still has to go through it like any other sem.

Anyway, went home ytd with Vanessa. It's really nice to see you again like since last yr aug? Glad to know that at least someone share the same thoughts as me and we are not drifted apart. Hopefully, you'll stay somewhere near to my house :)

Watched some tv programme with daddy and he showed me how smart is the parrot. Chit chat with my silbings , fry eggs for supper... i still love home BEST! The weekend is coming n i'm gg out. YEA!!!

@delphin alone in the room...

New year eve celebration

bored.

Sick... lack of sleep last night.
Today it was TIRING! i slept throughout the bus tri back to Bishan Park Sec. Hmm it was not as fun as I expected. Perhaps, i didn't have the mood too. Too early in the morning already lo

Slept for near 4 hours after I came home. It was really a deep and peaceful sleep.


regret

my thoughts

Have you ever been in a situation where
You once long for it
But when it's there...
You were afraid
And that's holding you back
What if it is not what you expect to be?

Life is full of contradictions.

That feeling I never felt it before
It's like your heart is so weak
Every now and then I look away
Wondering what's next?
One moment i was throwing words over
Next, it was mere silence
But you... just surprised me
Your moves, your ideas, your word
Maybe you're different ... is that the right word?

I do not want to pin any hopes
Let things happen as God path it
For I believe in miracles
And you might be one of the miracles he created
He created my happiness - my family and friends
I'm grateful for everything that happens

Spent my day with my dearies - meli, rowena and cheryl. Had lunch at Sushi Tei and we went partyworld after which. I haven sang for such a long long time. We could not decide where to go so ended up there. It was fun... but i got my sore throat n fell sick when I got home. Flu...
N tmr i'm working as an instructor. Having to wake up at 5.45am cos we had to gather at Bishan Park Sec. Sch by 7.30am. Well done! tIme now is 1.36am n i'm nt yet in my cosy bed. Gonna run ard in sentosa tmr while educating the young people on National Education. Haha, hope it will be fun :)

Guess I better get gg to my lala land before I et into trouble tmr morning for failing to wake up.
Goodnite ppl! Dearies.. i love you girls! Hope to meet up soon before meli and michelle flying to aus and our miss piggy (cheryl) gg to holland/netherlands. N there left the two of us - my twin. We're twins cos our mind think so damn alike!

More to come gal!

Happy New Year

Dear diary,

Happy New Year everyone! Had both great days on the last of 2007 and start of 2008. Spend my night over at gallery hotel with Lyn, Avena, Hui fan, Charmaine, fang lay, denis, roger, yuan xun, kc and seth. Played lotsa games - indian poker, five ten, big fish small fish, pictionary, riddles, brain teasers... all FUN!!!Drank quite alot too...

Spent my 1st of day of 2008 at nydc and a move at lido. We watched Dan in the real life, quite funny but the pace is kinda slow. Was tired after the 2 days. It's the last week of the holiday... gonna be busy and hopefully fun too. i wish that time can stop on this Sunday, let it pass by slowly and peacefully. Really don't feel like gg back to that hall of mine facing books again :(

love is everywhere

Dear diary,

i feel it! It's in the air... from family, friends even the flowers, the pet my dad bought home. Yes! It's LOVE.

Daddy brought a parrot home - xiao huang is his name haha. cos tt's out sir name. It's really beautiful.. a rare and expensive species.Think it costs 300-400 bucks.

izzit it beautiful? But he looks kinda scared right now.. perhaps not used to the new environment. It's lovely...

New year is coming and guess it's the same as always to spend my year end festival with my good old friends :) 7 years of friendship and i know there's more to come!

Will be working on next thurs and fri. Hee, finally there's this small amount of 'income' which i know it will be spend within 1-2 days.

Looking forward to a new year and the last day of 2007.

the mysterious feeling

dear diary,

somehow i feel elated today. the feeling was so light and cosy ... this mysterious feeling coming from my sub-conscious mind.
hopefully everything will turn out well.
these little words appearing just make put a smile across. how amazing that these words could bring happiness to people.

was quite tired cos i came home only this morning with Joanne. Spend my xmas eve with my lovely pals having dinner tgt and playing cards in hotel 81. Though it sounds wrong but it's not what u r thinking... haha. We played and drink .. I left to join Joanne and her friends over at Chinaone (if i'm nt wrong) in clark quay. It was quite fun, after all there are many westerners over there so it wasn't kinda our place. glad to make new friends... had a nice breakfast and headed home.

Though xmas is over, still.. Merry Christmas everyone!

New Year is coming!!!
i'm going to steal my sister's teddy bear!

shopping!

Dear diary,

i went shopping today with Sherlyn... we went town. It was a nice shopping trip :) Thanks for buying me the Christmas present and "dinner". Haha, we shopped for pretty long from 3pm till near 9pm. So crowded and everywhere i walk.. almost every shop is playing R&B songs. Can't wait to go next wed with my cousin, friends and prob my sisters too. How nice to have siblings who you can hang out together. i wanna go Thailand shopping!

The kids have been messaging me... and one even called me! They are so cute la, asking me questions which really make me wanna laugh. Been eating a lot till I'm really broke already. Think I might go for another ear piercing soon. Sherlyn had hers done today... maybe next week i go :)

Joanne is coming tonight.. yea, we're gg to have a good chat tonight! hee.. waiting for her arrival and stories :P

Adelphin ... feeling happy :) i love holidays!

my holiday is meaningful

Dear diary,

I had been so busy the past few days... and many photos to upload.

15th Dec 2007
I went fisherman wharf for dinner, TCC and watched The Golden Compass. I enjoyed myself , the show is nice. Is my 1st time seeing polar bears fight :P

16th Dec2007
It's my dear birthday... Happy Birthday Rowena! Woke up early to eat tim sum at liang court. Wow, it's so nice! Lucky us, they have 30% promotion, not only did we eat tim dum, we also have desserts. Shall upload the pictures later. We took many pictures after lunch, walk around at The Central and took a shuttle bus which was free around town :) haha, i felt like a tourist. We alighted at city hall, went esplanade to The Chocolate Bar and had our fondue!
I felt so fat.. and sinful. Because....
My family went to Sushi Teh for dinner and somehow i ate again. My 1st time there, the food is nice:) Esp got one beef dish.

17th - 19th
These 3 days, i really feel so happy, tired and meaningful. It was a SUPER GOOD experience. It was Kids' World. My group is group 9 - Winnie the Pooh ( my favorite cartoon character). Together in my group, I have 9 volunteers and 9 kids ( initially got 10 kids but one left to join the other group) They are from underprivileged families and really adorable. We cheered, play games and won champion! Hooray!

Day 1
We had ice-breaker games - wacko, H2O , trees and squirrels. Then we had life skill lessons where the kids do face mask and 3D origami. Next, we play sports games and we won 1st :) I can see our potential soccer and captain ball players.

Day 2
We played The Great Monopoly in school , it's like amazing race. Ran from one station to another.. shag but fun. And the kids bully me! Boo.. but nvm, for more points it's alright :) Haha, they pour a big bottle of water on me... and i was totally wet. We kinda play cheat cos the kids learn to earn more bonus points by cheering. It's so cute having to see them asking the programmers for more points. They go like ' please... give us more points. we do cheer for you." After the cheer, everyone will crowd around the programmer and see how many points they give. Completed 8 stations and we are the champions!

Day 3
Went to the science center. It's has been long since I went there... before i went in, i thought it would be quite boring but apparently i was wrong. Went around with Irfan and it's really interesting! It's his first time there and everything is like wow... press the buttons here and there, run around. Looking at them playing at the same games over and over again without getting tired of it is so weird. Maybe when we were younger, we were like them too.

I really learn how to appreciate things around me more. Ask yourself when was the last time you ate MacDonald?
My kids... some of them couldn't even remember when was the last time they ate MacDonald. On the 1st day, we gave happy meal to them with fillet o fish, nuggets and fries. Many of them either could not finish it or they don't want to eat because they wanna bring home for their siblings at home. When my friend told her that the fries will be cold by the time you reach home but she says, "nvm, my mummy will make hot. My sis likes nuggets and my bro likes fries." How sweet right? If it's any one of us, I'm sure it will land in the bin. I never thought eating MacDonald is a blessing... guess i always take it for granted.

When you were at the age of 10, do you buy your own slippers?
My little girl has to work for her own slippers at the price of $12.50. She has to do the house chores to earn the money. She said it was her favorite slippers and she really cherish it.

Today was the last day of the camp and i felt sad to leave them. Don't know if I will be able to see them again. Hopefully, they will call me someday... missing them already.

Girls night out

Dear diary,

Meet up with cheryl n michelle last night. So nice to be together :) We went to 2am dessert bar to enjoy some delicious desserts and wine. It was a short and sweet meet up. Took many photos.. and probably we are one of the customers who took the most pictures there. haha...

Played frisebee this morning in school. Fun to be with sirius and nbs people. Hope they do well on monday! Went to queensway, ikea and anchorpoint with hj after that... a tiring day indeed.

Hope mummy will have fun in Penang... i feel so bad cos tml night daddy wanna bring us out for dinner but i won't be home. :(

My Star

Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz

Who and What..

Dear diary,

Finally, the connection is fixed. Everyday i am still enjoying my holidays and so glad to stay this way. If only i can have these days forever...

Have been watching a lot of TV shows... like project runway, Amercian next top model, Amercian idol etc. Every now and then, I faded into a dreamy mode wondering who do I wanna be in the future. What is my talent? Do I have one? Imagine myself staying in an office seems so boring! And i really really don't want to.. yet again, do i have a choice? I admire people who have talents.. that creative brains and magical hands of theirs drawing fascinating designs and turn them into gorgeous pieces of artwork filling up the body parts of a human being ... the beautiful voices that touches the hearts of people around the world... isn't it WOW?

How i wish i have something...

Met up with a fren recently... n i realised that there's always this small personality in everyone of us that refuses to grow up. It come so naturally like a small kid. Anyway, we did an art an craft thingy like those u see in the shopping centers using sand but we were using plant fibre. Just last sunday, i went to popular and bought materials to make stuffs. If given the choice, i wouldn't mind playing with barbie dolls,polly pocket, hugging all my bears to sleep as though they were my kids. I used to be very silly and still am.. where i will cover blanket over my bears thinking that they will get cold in the air-con. Alright.. guess i just don't wanna grow up.

Will be meeting my gers tml night at holland village... anticipating for camera time! whahaha.
my body clock is screw. sleeping after dinner, waking up at 2/3am till 5/6 plus den slp again. Today is so tiring cos i went back to school to do my flag for Kids' world and play 3 games. As simple as it is.. and indeed it was, still I had to stayed in school from 9am till 5pm cos they drag it for DAMN LONG! Nvm... realise that there are a no. of things for me to think these few days.

i have a wish for this christmas...

Internet connection Breakdown!

Dear diary,

It has been 2 days without the internet connection at home and it's killing us ( my siblings and I) ! So... here we are at tea garden MacDonalds surfing the net since it was 12.30am and currently the time is 3.30am. Haha, this is maddnes i know.
Gosh...singtel has such poor service! Have to wait till Tues before the technician come to fix it la! N i have to register my subjects on tuesday :S Argh.. looks like i have to go back to sch if not somewhere else to reg my sub. Sian!!! So sad.. i lost my gate access card to my hall. I really have no idea how i lose it cos nv take it out b4. *scratching my head* n $20 is gg to fly again jus like tt...

There's nothing i can do except for tv and going out without the internet. Finish watching the prison break till esp 8 today. Looks like i have no choice but to start on Heros...

Next week i have my whole week fully booked. Have to go back to sch on monday to wed cos of my volunteer work preparation. My group is winnie the pooh ... so happy :) Tue after registration, will be gg out... Thursday, there might be still some slot available haha. Mummy is flying off to penang on friday - no more nagging for at 5 days! Yea.. lol. N we, the kids will be bringing daddy ard to spend money lol. Very evil kids ya? Lol, we are nice... company daddy when mum is not around. Going to bring him to all the hip places lo. When we told dad, he says he's gg to hide one corner for the 5 days haha. Think one of the days, we are gg to New Asia Bar - if i'm nt wrong it's the tallest building in Singapore. So excited! I will trade in any of my activities for that... family first! hee

On teh 17th to 19th, i will be spending my time with the kids at Kids' World. Hope it'll be fun :) I love children!! They are so adorable... looking forward to meeting and taking pictures with them. I jus had dinner with one of my Jc Fren at Manhanttan Fish market. Thanks for the present and treat !I think the prawns there are nice but the fish is nt tt good. StIll prefer Fisherman Wharf which i will be gg next sat.

Tml i will be gg to rent shows/movies with korkor... i hope he DON'T slp till 6pm! Such a pig ,owl and rat in the house! Anchorpoint has a disney cafe gg to open soon. Seems like it's selling ice-cream but i just love the furnitures there. I wanna take photos .. with mickey and minnie! Lalalala, i'm in my dreamland again. Love all the cute stuffs lo. Most girls are like that one right? Hehe... i am!

4am le.. going home now. Good morning Singapore! Goodnite ...

Butterfactory

Yesterday night was quite fun... look at the happy faces :)

Facebook

haha, was reading through dawn blog and saw this video about facebook. It's pretty funny! lol...

Random entry

Dear diary,

I just woke up at 3pm... had mac breakfast with my youngest sis at tea garden and back to my sleep after that. I love my family so much that i enjoy every moment with them :)

Just that night how she cuddle and squeeze onto my bed and lie beside me even though she has a much bigger bed which she share with her twin. And there my big brother also wants a share of it.... if it were a few years back, perhaps we can all sleep tgt but now that we have grown up, that's kinda tough.

Was msn-ing with guo xiang while I was reading my hand-written diary. Such funny entries I had... din know i could draw quite well and write such interesting poems :)

This holiday is flying pass me so fast that i want time to stop. There's so many people I have not meet up with esp my frens from overseas and those gg to overseas. Argh... i wanna get out of singapore too! Mum has some kind of humor too, when i told her that, she says ' go sentosa also can'. Hehe... sentosa is still part of singapore, Mum.

Went shopping with helen yesterday and bought a shirt dress.. however it's kinda short for me to be a dress. But i still love it still. I should go back to my dance school to pick up some moves. Dancing is fun and cool! It got all i love.. the music and exercising.

Will be meeting nbs people tonight at butterfactory... hopefully it will be fun even though there might be very few of us from sirius.

Every night I have been watching Prison Break till bedtime...I love his eyes.

@delphin

SHOW concert

Some pictures from SHOW concert...

Quite a good one :)

He's funny!