Long day

dear diary,

the past few days have been busy for me... it is also very interesting.
been hanging out with Cheryl, Rowena and their friend, my new friend -Sher Ning.
Thanks gals for their companion and support at my bazaar. And Sherning for his company at night with us.

Made our visit to the national museum. saw those beautiful projections, nice artistic photos, fashion trend. Fabulous!

Today, we went kbox together. Though it wasn't my fav. thing to do but I'm just happy to be with my friends =) Coz it will be FUN! Different era of songs that we sang.. had Stephanie Sun with us also ha ha. Ate fish steamboat ( yummy), Dempsey B & J, his house and Teochew porridge for supper/breakfast.

It's 5.10am now... photos will be uploaded tmr most probably.

Right now, there're trains of thoughts. I need time to digest them before gg to my dreamland.



Interesting conversation we had together... i enjoyed listening. it enlightens me. Thanks!

Days gone in a breeze

Wednesday
Philo has a gathering at sentosa together with the seniors...
We played games - juniors vs seniors. Lots of funny stuffs happening..
Played basketball, volleyball and Frisbee.

Our traditional dinner - to pack food and gather at an open area for our meal. At vivo city =)
Chit chat till 10+ .. we headed home.

Thanks for all of your company.
Thanks for the luge n sky ride - fun =)
Thanks for sending me home.

Thursday
Sorry for everything that happened...
It was all my fault.
I shouldn't have let it happened.
Hope you are fine.

Friday
Bazaar at SMU...
Another day gone.
Tomorrow is another busy day at the bazaar.
Do visit me if you're around the area!
There's night festival going on too at the national museum.

adelphin is terrible!

Lonely night

Denis's 21st Birthday
The cat and the rat. Lols..
dearest alison, ex-roomie

M n Hui fang =)

Denis's daddy - he's soo funny!

the cheeky one according to denis's dad. haha

Shili aka Avena.

I was feeling really scare that night being alone...

the room so empty, lying on the bed facing the mirror...

i couldn't help it but to feel insecure.

Thanks for being on the other line.

I didn't slept that night.

I heard your words... I will try.

The codes.

for you

for you i stay
for you i smile
for you i learn
for you i live...

1 week

time is running out...
i wished the holidays were longer!

For the past one week, I've been going back to nbs foc. It's so fun being back there again... with pyrite, sirius, pyro and philo =) My days were gleaming coz of them. Though I didn't really get a chance to know my fellow Philo well, I felt happy for them when I heard that they won the best OG.

2 weeks has past since my internship ended... and this means 2 more weeks to school reopen. =(

Attended Denis birthday party last night , my very good friend from HSS... Happy 21st Birthday Denis! I felt fortunate to know you since sec 1 and shared the same class till sec 4. You're really nice and always there to help me. Though we weren't as close thereafter, I will never forget those days. Wishing you all the best in your studies and in life... N yes, finally I met up with my secondary school pals again.. 21st birthday parties gave me every reason to be there with them to share the moments of growing up.

i am glad i made the right choice...

Love sirius

while waiting for my hair to dry...
shall upload some pictures

Sirius rocks my uni life to the max! Absolutely love them ...

Went for nbs camp everyday, i feel so old. But it's still fun =) Miss those times back then when we were 2 years younger... My eyebags, dark rings is like super bad! Sigh, panda eyes go away, i dun like you =P

Lights out people, Goodnight.

it was 2.30am.
sitting by the seaside feels peaceful
the wind blowing against your features
making every second passes quietly
even the laughters drift off silently
facing the beautiful dark scenary
I long to stay and see forever more
caught up with an old friend
it was getting colder
we walk down the pathway
All these while, I been praying
That you're having a goodnight sleep
May your sorrows get drown away
For at 4am, I bid goodbye.
Choose the hard way...
it ends with a bittersweet taste

sometimes i wish you were there when i needed you

Lovely week

dear diary,

it has been a fruitful week!

On wednesday, rowena came to my house and we were busy making our precious scrapbook for dearest Cheryl 21st birthday. Hehe, it's tiring cos we are not talented in art so kinda difficult for us to make the scrapbook. Nevertheless, for the sake of our bestie... we still managed to squeeue out some brain juice and here it goes

It's really nice, I love it n hope you love it too.
Nothing beats the thoughts and sincerity in handmade presents.

Telepathy - our matching tops =)

Gorgeous!

Brought her a mp3 player too!


My jc class.. it's been really long since i met some of them.
my gf - michelle. She's leaving this wed to aust. Miss ya!

After making the scrapbook halfway, I went to meet sirius. Had chicken rice for dinner and played games at Minds Cafe! Then... we went MOS. The songs are not as great but I absolutely love the company. We left at 3am and hang out at Macdonald all the way to 6am. Hmm... I am for who I am and nothing is gonna change it. =) Looks are deceiving... By the time I reached home, my parents are awake already. Opps, I'm a naughty gal but still I said Good morning n bye to them before I head to the bathroom n bed. Peaceful sleep throughout till 1+. Played tennis with peng feng at NUS, it was nice.

On Saturday early afternoon, went to vivo city to get a glance at our freshies this year for nbs camp. I really feel that I'm old even though we are of the same age as the guys. But it's alright, cos we're young at heart! Haha. Nice to see everyone back... with joy and laughter.

What really makes my day was the supper at night with sirius - Shaun, Guo Xiang, Allan, Yuen Bo, Li Xiang, Zhen hao, Firdaus, Garry, Wei Liang, Li Xian and Helen.
Sorry for holding you guys up at Bedok 85. It's not that easy to navigate a place where we are not familiar with. The food is great, the company is the BEST! Hope we will still have more of such outings in future. After Bedok, we went Geylang Lor 39 for you tiao and soya bean. It's so much fun hanging out with you guys, I couldn't stop laughing and ya probably that helps to burn some calories. It feels great to laugh from the bottom of your heart.

But I certainly don't feel good about those moments... pardon me for my ignorance. Just didn't think that those were necessary for me to know =)

Anyway,
Stole some photos from Li Xian blog:

Sirius Rocks!

My night ended at 4.45am... wonderful week!
Thanks to all my friends out there.

Simple life

it's difficult to put into words
it's difficult to show
it's even more difficult to feel
if there's a way to tell, i wish i know
maybe i'm just a girl on a mission
I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in this world
Please don't give me hope and shattered it all
Coz it hurts and it really does
I may not be someone special in you
Spare me the sorrows, spare me away from bleeding
I'm just a simple girl next door.
If you understand me... stay away

My life today

http://www.goldinuniverse.com/

You are seeking an affectionate relationship, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. But you need the same consideration and understanding from others and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens.

You are looking for excitement and stimulation and you are ready to try anything - but be careful not to take too many risks.

The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

quite true...

Meet up with someone to buy something for somebody. Haha, sounds weird but it's a secret so keep it till then =) and we spent a bomb.
I went gym today n yesterday. Wa, I super long never go gym, didn't realized the gym at my house quite nice. The air con is just right though initially i felt a lil cold. And there are 2 LCD TVs with a CD player cum fm radio. Zzz.. i wonder how the people in there manage to concentrate on what they wanna hear cos everything is on. Like there's channel newsasia, so you think you can dance and 98.7. Amazed... I'm determined to go gym like 3 times a week. Try try...
Yea, this week is so filled up with activities once again. I'm satisfied with everything!

busy gal,
adelphin

1 more hour to my little promise to Helen.

What will it be?
Am i being paranoid or are you being not sensitive enough for me?

Anyway, I had a great and enjoyable time with Helen at the zoo! It's so fun haha seeing all the animals like, ' Wow, that's a zebra!' and silly me actually tried to count 1,2,3 when i wanna take a photo of the kangaroo and helen went laughing at me. That's really silly of me coming to think about it. ZzZ... And helen kissed a rhinoceros!

Alright, photos will be up when i get hold of it =) Love you babe. Thanks for this happy day!

Yes! Tomorrow I'll be meeting Michelle and Cheryl to Ding Tai Feng. Lalalala.. Night out people!

Welcome to my beautiful life

Dear diary,

My life is so beautiful that words can't describe any of my feelings right now.
My internship is finally over! Had a great time over there with my fellow internship pals and colleagues. Love it all!
Went out with my lovely cousin, Joanne to watch Hancock which I think it is over-exaggerated but still funny.
Was thinking about where to had supper last night cos I was super hungry BUT I went to sleep instead cos I gotta resist!
Had messages in and out from my beloved handphone that allows me to keep in contact with the whole world.
And my pretty babe is back in Singapore - Cheryl Yong!!! Gosh, I miss you so much gal... haha. Can't wait to meet you on Monday with Michelle ( my long time no see girlfriend!) Lols, I'm missing everyone.
Nicole is back too! Yea, we gotta meet up gal with my bunny. She gets to travel the world for me with you - how lucky she is.
Lastly, I'm going to the zoo with a girl who never fails to burst like a bubble haha - helen dear!!! Haha, I'm getting so excited over tomorrow outing. Meet you real soon in 10 hours.

My beautiful life with wonderful people makes it a lovely day for me
yesterday, today and always!

the smiling gal,
adelphin

wish

wishing that everything is back to the past
wishing for the better
wishing for the surprises
wishing that nothing has happened
wish for the rain when i'm pouring

praying that Spain will win tonight hahaha...

SMILE!

keep that smile on girl...

dear diary,

forget about my complaints, my sadness, my disappointment cos i'm going to make myself happier today. let's talk about food. that is the happiest thing that can make a person who goes without food to end his day with a big smile!

my colleagues and i went to bistro one zero three for lunch yesterday. I love western food alot even though it's like the same - pasta, pizza ( speaking of which, i just had one for today's dinner) and desserts ( ooo, these are the yummy treats that i always look forward to after a meal). Look at our fabulous lunch, they taste great. I'm gg back again to try their carbonara ( isn't tt ur fav? hehe)
Love their brownie - it's moist, not very sweet just that it need a lil more heat but still i'm loving it!

forgive my moody-ness , my childish-ness, my silence... perhaps i expect more.
nevertheless i'm smiling cos i believe a miracle will happen at the end of the rainbow

the smiley gal,
adelphin

disappointed

disappointed
another _____?
what more can i expect?
maybe it's time to do something...
maybe it's time to let it go...
maybe... maybe everything was an just a dream.

Feeling lost

"Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command"

What do you actually feel? Happiness and sadness are just two words under the category of Feelings. Do you say things that you feel? Or you say things that you feel like saying?
As a small kid , everything is so simple. When you are hungry/angry/sad, you just cry out loud. When you are happy, you gave an innocent smile and everyone goes, "oh, so cute!" Nothing more than that... as u grow up, there are more than just two words. There are more than a level of happiness and sadness.

@delphin

Wrong timing... everything

What is wrong today?

I didn't feel the happy mood at Sentosa - but the sun and company were great. Perhaps I was tired from the sun and yesterday Bazaar at Anchorage.

When i reached home, there came the critics, the nagging which is unnecessary. If there's trust, you shouldn't even care what is going on. Leave us alone to grow up can? It's way too much! Stop it please... being respectful, I kept silence but this silence is killing me. You led me to no choice but to rebut you.

And there came another... I'm tired. It's better to stay away than to stay and flare up. Sorry if I didn't make the call but I'm too tired of everything today. I would probably reply in an angry tone which I didn't meant to so I choose to talk to you another day. Please do not think that your presence is not important when everyone is asking where're you today.

I just wanna tell you that if someone comes along, please do not hesitate to go ahead.

Cos I'm beginning to lose faith in myself.

Everything is falling out of place...

Batam trip

I love my family more than anything =)

This trip is wonderful! Thanks daddy and not to forget, HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. always be daddy's little gal.

I love you, dad!