Sunday, July 29, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
Busy Bee
Dear diary,
I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.
Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?
Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.
Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.
Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...
Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.
I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.
Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?
Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.
Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.
Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...
Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
PYRITE+SIRIUS+PRYO!
dear diary,
For the past 5 days i had lotsa fun in camp! Though most the seniors lose our voice, neverthelesswe are SUPER HIGH! it's really ZI HIGH.. haha. I think after my whole uni education, the only times i will miss is nbs camp siriusly.It's where friendship bonds are borned and get even stronger. Thanks pyrite, sirius n pryo for all the fun despite having lil slp. We cheered n play games n do silly things tgt. love ya LOTS!
For the past 5 days i had lotsa fun in camp! Though most the seniors lose our voice, neverthelesswe are SUPER HIGH! it's really ZI HIGH.. haha. I think after my whole uni education, the only times i will miss is nbs camp siriusly.It's where friendship bonds are borned and get even stronger. Thanks pyrite, sirius n pryo for all the fun despite having lil slp. We cheered n play games n do silly things tgt. love ya LOTS!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Havoc week!
Dear diary,
i had a marvelous week. Practically having too much fun with all my frends. We had a heart to heart talk on monday night den went to eat mac like really early in the morning at 6am? Haha.. den went to zouk on wed. The songs aren't tt great tt night at mambo but i still enjoy it. Kor n I went to pick my parents up from airport on wed night and when we were home, all of us were like ransack-ing our parents' harvest. Mummy bought alot alot of bags n wallet, while daddy bought IT stuffs like thumbdrive n mp4 phone. It looks cool :)Love them lots!
On thursday, i finally had my facial but i was damn tired cos only slept at 6am den have to wake up at 10. I was really shagged. Den in the afternoon i had to go back hall to move out all my stufs. It's freaking alot lor.. haiz, feel abit cheated by hall! Anyway, no wish to comment... So now my room at home is like so so so messy.
Friday , i had my re-rebonding and go bugis village to buy two pair of shorts which i asked my mum to sponsor abit. At night meet up with my uni frens cos they had a birthday celebration..n off to my deary pals at vivo while waiting to catch harry potter which i fell aslp on n off during the show. Totally die-ed when i reached home.
Met up with the freshies today.. n i was the fake one so ya, i felt weird but still it was fun in a way. Didn't gt suspected so.. YEA! i SUCCEEDED HAHA... after which went to marina square for late lunch with sirius n holland v with a few of them till 11. I'm so exhausted...can't wait for camp to come :P
@delphin had a wonderful week.
i had a marvelous week. Practically having too much fun with all my frends. We had a heart to heart talk on monday night den went to eat mac like really early in the morning at 6am? Haha.. den went to zouk on wed. The songs aren't tt great tt night at mambo but i still enjoy it. Kor n I went to pick my parents up from airport on wed night and when we were home, all of us were like ransack-ing our parents' harvest. Mummy bought alot alot of bags n wallet, while daddy bought IT stuffs like thumbdrive n mp4 phone. It looks cool :)Love them lots!
On thursday, i finally had my facial but i was damn tired cos only slept at 6am den have to wake up at 10. I was really shagged. Den in the afternoon i had to go back hall to move out all my stufs. It's freaking alot lor.. haiz, feel abit cheated by hall! Anyway, no wish to comment... So now my room at home is like so so so messy.
Friday , i had my re-rebonding and go bugis village to buy two pair of shorts which i asked my mum to sponsor abit. At night meet up with my uni frens cos they had a birthday celebration..n off to my deary pals at vivo while waiting to catch harry potter which i fell aslp on n off during the show. Totally die-ed when i reached home.
Met up with the freshies today.. n i was the fake one so ya, i felt weird but still it was fun in a way. Didn't gt suspected so.. YEA! i SUCCEEDED HAHA... after which went to marina square for late lunch with sirius n holland v with a few of them till 11. I'm so exhausted...can't wait for camp to come :P
@delphin had a wonderful week.
when there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
foodless
Dear diary,
It's the third day since my parents left singapore... but they will be home tml! Haha.. everything at home is doing fine just that the kids in my family are not glutton. Lol, we hardly eat man! Since morning till now i only has milo, cake n egg n the time now is 5pm. What's up for dinner? Still dunno yet...
Anyway, talked to my parents ytd on the phone - they are having a great time! Can't wait to see the mp4 phone tt my dad bought for us n those shopping havest my mum had. Haha... yea!!! The house is really peaceful.. den i also taught my maid some english just now. Hmm... korkor is sick. Cynthia gg out for dinner later with frens so maybe she's getting us supper. Not sure abt cindy. Ytd night i cooked creamy spag .. must be my cooking is nice cos we finished it all! Woo! I can COOK. Yea, but pasta is like damn easy to cook lor, think everyone knows too. No big deal right? Should i go out too tonight?
My sister ya cindy the cute one( whom i think is the noti one) ...wrote this in her blog : For the next 3 days the only thing that will keep bothering me is "what am i going to eat for dinner?"...like now!
Haha... agree, i'm thinking abt tt right now!
@delphin: foodless!
It's the third day since my parents left singapore... but they will be home tml! Haha.. everything at home is doing fine just that the kids in my family are not glutton. Lol, we hardly eat man! Since morning till now i only has milo, cake n egg n the time now is 5pm. What's up for dinner? Still dunno yet...
Anyway, talked to my parents ytd on the phone - they are having a great time! Can't wait to see the mp4 phone tt my dad bought for us n those shopping havest my mum had. Haha... yea!!! The house is really peaceful.. den i also taught my maid some english just now. Hmm... korkor is sick. Cynthia gg out for dinner later with frens so maybe she's getting us supper. Not sure abt cindy. Ytd night i cooked creamy spag .. must be my cooking is nice cos we finished it all! Woo! I can COOK. Yea, but pasta is like damn easy to cook lor, think everyone knows too. No big deal right? Should i go out too tonight?
My sister ya cindy the cute one( whom i think is the noti one) ...wrote this in her blog : For the next 3 days the only thing that will keep bothering me is "what am i going to eat for dinner?"...like now!
Haha... agree, i'm thinking abt tt right now!
@delphin: foodless!
Crazy Nitez!
Dear diary,
I had a totally great nite yesterday with marcus, avena and lyn... Marcus n avena came to pick mi up and we head to partyworld which wasn't very tempting to me. But but ... to my surprise, i enjoyed myself cos i hardly sing in the past whenever i went to ktv. This time is different, i had fun n i really meant it. After ktving, i took the wheel n we went to Spize for some super. hurhur, fattening! Didn't wanna go home so 'early' so we drive ard town den sent lyn home cos she has class today.
Leaving marcus, avena n mi. Thot of gg to cosy bay cos avena says the night view is nice but she n i only know tt it is at KALLANG... I haven been driving for months n this feeling is really fantastic! I love it though my parking still sucks very much.
So as we drive... suddenly marcus knows where is cosy bay le.. it is NOT at TANJONG RU. Haha... only the 3 of us know the joke. Guess wat are we doing there? ...
Sometimes I think I'm really a bad gal... drive car behind my parent's back, sat on motor bike... hang out late at night dunno do what. Hmm but it's all these things that make my life more colourful n exciting!
@delphin wishes that this holiday could go on and on...
Sunday, July 08, 2007
NDP Preview
Dear diary,
I'm free! Free as i not working anymore... thanks to my colleagues who gave me a pizza treat for lunch and lynn for that beautiful handmade earrings :) My boss still haven found anyone to replace me and wanted me to extend but nope... I can't. Hee... i wanna have fun, opps. Sounds bad right but wanna enjoy myself for the last 1 month.
Went to watch NDP preview with cynthia yesterday... at marina bay all thanks to denis for giving us the tickets. Thanks dude! He was partipating in this year ndp marching... it's tiring but it's a rare opportunity marching for your country on her birthday. Yupz... here are pictures of the ndp...
Had dinner after that with denis at fishermanwharf , all of us were tired so went home afterwhich.
Woke up this morning at 8plus.. n catch Pussycat dolls on Live Earth. Watch tv all the way till 10.30 den she managed to wake up n headed for some sun-tanning till 12 :P
The weather is damn hot.. i was practically perspiring without doing anything but just lie down there n slp...
We're loving it!
Anyway, the 4 kids will be home alone without our parents for the next 3 more days. Yay! It's our own world... no one to wake us up... no one to nag us to eat... it's just us and our FUN! haha.. sounds like we are cheeky at home but actually nope, we are really good children. Tml might go roller blading at east coast park. Gonna get the dvds from yuan xun. Shall finish watching corner with love before sch starts.
@delphin love the paradise.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Bad day at work
Dear diary,
I had a bad day at work yesterday. Early in the morning, I woke up slightly late... having to rush n realise there's no milo on the table cos my new maid haven learn how to make. So i made it myself. Didn't sleep well the night before and my sister woke me up ard 3+ which gave me a shock. She wanted to ask where is the thumbdrive which was at my workplace... n i couldn't fell asleep.
Came to work and thinking that things will get better today... but i was so wrong. It went WRONG right from the start. I was like "DAMN!, Not today!" The whole freaking day, I have been making phone calls just to ask for this stupid LIGHTSCRIBE dvd media and the External thingy. IT sucks... all the weird names. Was not really feeling angry but I just dun have the mood to talk to anyone so i prefer to listen to my music just like any other days, music will make me feel better. Told my sister what happen today, n she just said two word to me - Attitude problem. Haha.. thanks man, that's really helpful la.
Last friday, i went out with my parents to east coast park for dinner and join them with their friends ( one of whom is close to me). The guys drank their beer, while we the ladies had white wine. I drank some but not too much.. cos didn't really like it. My mum's fren is teaching scuba diving- she's one of the few females instructors in Singapore! Admire her... n fishes are her friends. I asked her if she had seen sharks before. She said ya, but that's not what she wanna see... she wants to see - Great White Shark! Woo... brave. Check out this website if anyone of you out there is interested - www.scuba1asia.com
Went for a run on sunday for an hour plus. It was tiring n my muscles are aching till today. I think i'm old haha, no stamina! On Sunday night, my whole family went to Jurong Entertainment to catch Die Hard 4 - it's nice! Not only watching the movie with my family is nice but the show itself is also good. Will give a rating of 4stars. Yupz... but somehow mum still fall asleep as usual. Haha.. she nv fails to fall asleep no matter what show we are watching. Dad loves action movies...
Yea, it's tuesday le. 3.5 more days! Lookinf forward to my free days man! I have almost planned my activities, just looking for company haha. I wanna go roller blading, sun-tanning, have a good dinner, clubbing, plan my timetable for this coming semester, go for my massage and facial, drive back to hall to clear my stuffs... start packing for camp... all i could say is ' I wanna have a good week ahead!' All troubles aside please....
@delphin-> all i ask is a peaceful day.
I had a bad day at work yesterday. Early in the morning, I woke up slightly late... having to rush n realise there's no milo on the table cos my new maid haven learn how to make. So i made it myself. Didn't sleep well the night before and my sister woke me up ard 3+ which gave me a shock. She wanted to ask where is the thumbdrive which was at my workplace... n i couldn't fell asleep.
Came to work and thinking that things will get better today... but i was so wrong. It went WRONG right from the start. I was like "DAMN!, Not today!" The whole freaking day, I have been making phone calls just to ask for this stupid LIGHTSCRIBE dvd media and the External thingy. IT sucks... all the weird names. Was not really feeling angry but I just dun have the mood to talk to anyone so i prefer to listen to my music just like any other days, music will make me feel better. Told my sister what happen today, n she just said two word to me - Attitude problem. Haha.. thanks man, that's really helpful la.
Last friday, i went out with my parents to east coast park for dinner and join them with their friends ( one of whom is close to me). The guys drank their beer, while we the ladies had white wine. I drank some but not too much.. cos didn't really like it. My mum's fren is teaching scuba diving- she's one of the few females instructors in Singapore! Admire her... n fishes are her friends. I asked her if she had seen sharks before. She said ya, but that's not what she wanna see... she wants to see - Great White Shark! Woo... brave. Check out this website if anyone of you out there is interested - www.scuba1asia.com
Went for a run on sunday for an hour plus. It was tiring n my muscles are aching till today. I think i'm old haha, no stamina! On Sunday night, my whole family went to Jurong Entertainment to catch Die Hard 4 - it's nice! Not only watching the movie with my family is nice but the show itself is also good. Will give a rating of 4stars. Yupz... but somehow mum still fall asleep as usual. Haha.. she nv fails to fall asleep no matter what show we are watching. Dad loves action movies...
Yea, it's tuesday le. 3.5 more days! Lookinf forward to my free days man! I have almost planned my activities, just looking for company haha. I wanna go roller blading, sun-tanning, have a good dinner, clubbing, plan my timetable for this coming semester, go for my massage and facial, drive back to hall to clear my stuffs... start packing for camp... all i could say is ' I wanna have a good week ahead!' All troubles aside please....
@delphin-> all i ask is a peaceful day.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
My dearies...
OUR DINNER AT DING TAI FENG at Wisma
Doesn't it looks yummy? hee
More pictures coming up as soon as i get them for yesterday outing.
Yesterday, we went out from early afternoon till 9+. Went shopping , n the three of us bought earrings including me despite having so many already but i dun care.. haha. Bought 3 big pairs of earrings.. n i bought a pair of jean shorts. Haha we were so broke till the point when i wana buy my shorts, the three of us only manage to dig out $18 n i tell the auntie,"can sell mi at $18? cos i left $18." lol, the shorts cost 19... so the auntie agree readily. Think back, i should have bargain with her ...well, too late!
Rowena and I insisted on going IKEA to have our dinner cos we plan to give her a present. Took bus 33 at 7.45 n only to reach ikea at 8.30 due to traffic jam! N cheryl had to meet up with her family at 9.30 a Lido for movie.. we were afraid n yet wanting so much to give her the present. Luckily, she took a cab n managed to reach there in time. Gave her the cookies and chocolate we had made specially for her. Hope you enjoy it gal, hehe ya, we wanna make u fat :P
I have one more week of work .. which left me with 4 more weeks which include 2 weeks of camp. The following week, I had booked my facial appointment and has the mission to take care of the house for at least 3 days cos my parents are gg overseas. My new maid is here... she's nice. I'm not sure if this is out of sympathy or something else.... sometimes i feel sorry for my maids esp when they are small n skinny and having to carry the heavy stuffs. N language being a barrier, there seems to have misunderstandings quite often...
i think this is like a cycle. Jus like in the past, we have the King n Queen follow by the princes and princesses, those working for the royal family. The commoners are the last... without the power, they could nothing. Life has always been this way isn't it? Blame it on your fate to be born to this era, to this country, to this family surrounded by these people. What else can we do? People always say look forward into the future, don't turn back and look into the past. Can we always do that? How many days a year are we looking forward to the next day? If today is a happy day, if today is the most memorable day, will you still wanna look forward? You wish time could stop at this moment and you can stay happy forever. Times when you were sad, u turn back and remember those happy times and wish things went back to the past and remain there n then. As humans, we only tend to look forward to good times, days where we feel great.
Greed and Want has always been part of mankind... we'll never be satisfy with what we have, do we?
Doesn't it looks yummy? hee
More pictures coming up as soon as i get them for yesterday outing.
Yesterday, we went out from early afternoon till 9+. Went shopping , n the three of us bought earrings including me despite having so many already but i dun care.. haha. Bought 3 big pairs of earrings.. n i bought a pair of jean shorts. Haha we were so broke till the point when i wana buy my shorts, the three of us only manage to dig out $18 n i tell the auntie,"can sell mi at $18? cos i left $18." lol, the shorts cost 19... so the auntie agree readily. Think back, i should have bargain with her ...well, too late!
Rowena and I insisted on going IKEA to have our dinner cos we plan to give her a present. Took bus 33 at 7.45 n only to reach ikea at 8.30 due to traffic jam! N cheryl had to meet up with her family at 9.30 a Lido for movie.. we were afraid n yet wanting so much to give her the present. Luckily, she took a cab n managed to reach there in time. Gave her the cookies and chocolate we had made specially for her. Hope you enjoy it gal, hehe ya, we wanna make u fat :P
I have one more week of work .. which left me with 4 more weeks which include 2 weeks of camp. The following week, I had booked my facial appointment and has the mission to take care of the house for at least 3 days cos my parents are gg overseas. My new maid is here... she's nice. I'm not sure if this is out of sympathy or something else.... sometimes i feel sorry for my maids esp when they are small n skinny and having to carry the heavy stuffs. N language being a barrier, there seems to have misunderstandings quite often...
i think this is like a cycle. Jus like in the past, we have the King n Queen follow by the princes and princesses, those working for the royal family. The commoners are the last... without the power, they could nothing. Life has always been this way isn't it? Blame it on your fate to be born to this era, to this country, to this family surrounded by these people. What else can we do? People always say look forward into the future, don't turn back and look into the past. Can we always do that? How many days a year are we looking forward to the next day? If today is a happy day, if today is the most memorable day, will you still wanna look forward? You wish time could stop at this moment and you can stay happy forever. Times when you were sad, u turn back and remember those happy times and wish things went back to the past and remain there n then. As humans, we only tend to look forward to good times, days where we feel great.
Greed and Want has always been part of mankind... we'll never be satisfy with what we have, do we?
Friday, June 29, 2007
Life...
Dear diary,
Came to realise actually I had been pretty busy at work for the past two days... doing countless of quotation, surfing the net/ flipping those thick books to search for suppliers who sell items like torchlight? Dial the countless no. of phone calls till I lost track with whom I'm suspose to talk to. Blur me once again... However I enjoyed yesterday lunch , i had chicken soup with rice. It was yummy! I wanna try other soups that auntie is selling... today can?
Not sure if today is my last day or wait till my boss tell me... cos I do not know how to ask him about it. As in " Hmm, Mr xxx, is today my last day?" or should I phrase it, " when is my last day?" haha, no idea and i haven really got the intention to quit yet. Perhaps wait till next week ba, so that i have at least 2 more weeks to myself just before the horror begins all over again.
Been sleeping early these few nights like before 11.30... or latest 1am. Too tired... last night, xxx(u know who u r) and I bake chocolate cookies andmade some chocolate melt. We failed initally n i know why now hee. Later den tell u. But the rest of the baking was great! haha... though it's quite greasy. After which we met helen n zhi xiong in ikea when we were there to buy a glass jar. They came over to my house to look around n we sat by the pool side to chit chat till 10.45. Yupz, that's when my day came to an end too... sleepy.
People come and go in everyone life. For some, they leave you and come back in the years to come. But for some, they leave and never return... My maid who has been working for us for 4 years is leaving this morning at 10am. It's hard to describe my feelings when I was about to leave home to work.
All I ask was, " how long is your flight? will you be going to other countries?"
Then just as I was wearing my shoes while she help me to open the door, I told her " Bye bye, take care and be happy. " I regreted not saying thanks... cos i really really wanna thanks her for taking care of me all these years. Now u should be on the plane.. n hopefully you will be able to sense someone out there who thank you for all you have done for her.
N this morning was the last time i drank the milo and egg that she made for me. Hearing the same words everyday but it sounded and feel different to me today" Bye..." \
And tomorrow there will be another new person who will come into my life again... looking forward to meet her.
Came to realise actually I had been pretty busy at work for the past two days... doing countless of quotation, surfing the net/ flipping those thick books to search for suppliers who sell items like torchlight? Dial the countless no. of phone calls till I lost track with whom I'm suspose to talk to. Blur me once again... However I enjoyed yesterday lunch , i had chicken soup with rice. It was yummy! I wanna try other soups that auntie is selling... today can?
Not sure if today is my last day or wait till my boss tell me... cos I do not know how to ask him about it. As in " Hmm, Mr xxx, is today my last day?" or should I phrase it, " when is my last day?" haha, no idea and i haven really got the intention to quit yet. Perhaps wait till next week ba, so that i have at least 2 more weeks to myself just before the horror begins all over again.
Been sleeping early these few nights like before 11.30... or latest 1am. Too tired... last night, xxx(u know who u r) and I bake chocolate cookies andmade some chocolate melt. We failed initally n i know why now hee. Later den tell u. But the rest of the baking was great! haha... though it's quite greasy. After which we met helen n zhi xiong in ikea when we were there to buy a glass jar. They came over to my house to look around n we sat by the pool side to chit chat till 10.45. Yupz, that's when my day came to an end too... sleepy.
People come and go in everyone life. For some, they leave you and come back in the years to come. But for some, they leave and never return... My maid who has been working for us for 4 years is leaving this morning at 10am. It's hard to describe my feelings when I was about to leave home to work.
All I ask was, " how long is your flight? will you be going to other countries?"
Then just as I was wearing my shoes while she help me to open the door, I told her " Bye bye, take care and be happy. " I regreted not saying thanks... cos i really really wanna thanks her for taking care of me all these years. Now u should be on the plane.. n hopefully you will be able to sense someone out there who thank you for all you have done for her.
N this morning was the last time i drank the milo and egg that she made for me. Hearing the same words everyday but it sounded and feel different to me today" Bye..." \
And tomorrow there will be another new person who will come into my life again... looking forward to meet her.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
Bored!
Dear diary,
Met my girlfrens last friday ... Rowena and Cheryl. We went to town, ate Ding Tai Feng n took many photos in the washroom. Haha, girls as usual. Den we went to Cinleisure where i saw my ex-students, one of them who jus came back from USA. Nice to see you guys there :)
Soon Cheryl had to leave , she's gg clubbing n i went to join lyn n gang at bukit merah macdonald. Seat there n chit chat till dunno what time. But we went fang lay hse after tt. They played majong while I slp despite the 'pleasant sound'. U must be thinking, y i didn't go home and slp right? Hmm, i didn't felt like gg home and would like to spend time with my frens even if I'm slping or just sitting there. Times with people whom u treasure, even the most silence moments can be precious.
Hmm met up with vanessa on tues, had dinner at ikea. Haven seen her for a long time so there's pretty alot to catch up. But hopefully i will be able to see her more often when sch starts which we both aren't looking forward. Lol...
Another week is about to end soon.. Maybe gg to re-rebond my hair this sat. This entry is bored cos i'm really bored!!!
@delphin=> slacking my time away
Met my girlfrens last friday ... Rowena and Cheryl. We went to town, ate Ding Tai Feng n took many photos in the washroom. Haha, girls as usual. Den we went to Cinleisure where i saw my ex-students, one of them who jus came back from USA. Nice to see you guys there :)
Soon Cheryl had to leave , she's gg clubbing n i went to join lyn n gang at bukit merah macdonald. Seat there n chit chat till dunno what time. But we went fang lay hse after tt. They played majong while I slp despite the 'pleasant sound'. U must be thinking, y i didn't go home and slp right? Hmm, i didn't felt like gg home and would like to spend time with my frens even if I'm slping or just sitting there. Times with people whom u treasure, even the most silence moments can be precious.
Hmm met up with vanessa on tues, had dinner at ikea. Haven seen her for a long time so there's pretty alot to catch up. But hopefully i will be able to see her more often when sch starts which we both aren't looking forward. Lol...
Another week is about to end soon.. Maybe gg to re-rebond my hair this sat. This entry is bored cos i'm really bored!!!
@delphin=> slacking my time away
Monday, June 25, 2007
Phobia...
Dear diary,
Received a phone call... to arrange for an appointment to sgh. I thot it was over since the last time i went there for ECG and told I was officially discharge. A period of sleepless nights and nighmares I had, and now it's going back then again! The thought of seeing them just give me goosebumps and this cold feeling while waiting for my turn or even inside there. It has been like this ever since i was young.. the fear.
How much she wanna turn back time and not to stay there alone. As simple minded as she was back then, know nothing until it brought upon fear. Looking around for help but all she saw was white walls with these strangers whom were told as her saviours. A child struggling hard to break free. But to them, it's effortless to keep her still. Only to step out and carry that heavy heart with her all these years.
How much longer is it going to stay with her, just how much?
Fear of doctor adapted from website:
Often medical phobia is the result of traumatic experiences in childhood. I've spoken to many people with medical fears who had terrible experiences of being held down at the doctor or dentist to force treatment. The mind then attaches that level of fear to situations involving medical procedures. Fear of needles or blood being drawn are among the most common problems relating to medical phobia. Symptoms may include excessive sweating or clamminess, rapid breathing, rapid heartbeat, nausea and dizziness. Doctors can sometimes mistake these symptoms for other medical problems.
Should I or should I not?
2) Need to plan my timetable soon. But I'm considering whether to go for exchange in sememster 2, if so, den i will need to take up different subjects as my fellow schoolmates in group A accountacy. If i wanna go, where should i go? Who should I ask for more advice?
3) When will it be a good time for me to resign? Izzit nice of me to request if I can take so many days off for camp? Or would it be better for me to have at least my last 3 weeks of holiday to myself?
Decisions... something one can never escape.
Received a phone call... to arrange for an appointment to sgh. I thot it was over since the last time i went there for ECG and told I was officially discharge. A period of sleepless nights and nighmares I had, and now it's going back then again! The thought of seeing them just give me goosebumps and this cold feeling while waiting for my turn or even inside there. It has been like this ever since i was young.. the fear.
How much she wanna turn back time and not to stay there alone. As simple minded as she was back then, know nothing until it brought upon fear. Looking around for help but all she saw was white walls with these strangers whom were told as her saviours. A child struggling hard to break free. But to them, it's effortless to keep her still. Only to step out and carry that heavy heart with her all these years.
How much longer is it going to stay with her, just how much?
Fear of doctor adapted from website:
Often medical phobia is the result of traumatic experiences in childhood. I've spoken to many people with medical fears who had terrible experiences of being held down at the doctor or dentist to force treatment. The mind then attaches that level of fear to situations involving medical procedures. Fear of needles or blood being drawn are among the most common problems relating to medical phobia. Symptoms may include excessive sweating or clamminess, rapid breathing, rapid heartbeat, nausea and dizziness. Doctors can sometimes mistake these symptoms for other medical problems.
Should I or should I not?
2) Need to plan my timetable soon. But I'm considering whether to go for exchange in sememster 2, if so, den i will need to take up different subjects as my fellow schoolmates in group A accountacy. If i wanna go, where should i go? Who should I ask for more advice?
3) When will it be a good time for me to resign? Izzit nice of me to request if I can take so many days off for camp? Or would it be better for me to have at least my last 3 weeks of holiday to myself?
Decisions... something one can never escape.
Friday, June 22, 2007
Jokes in office
Dear diary,
Ever since I'm back from thailand.. there are laughters almost everyday in the office n I became of the joke of the day.
Story 1:
Christopher ( my colleague) : Hello Adeline, Can you help me get the address cos we are gg to collect the namecards now.
Me: ok, call you back shortly.
....
Me: Ya christ, the address is ... #02-02. k, bye!
After 10 minutes,
Chris: Hello adeline, you sure is the correct one? It's a clinic!
Lol, realised i gave him the wrong unit no n he landed up in a clinic instead of a printing shop.
Story 2:
Me to Mr Yeo: Hi Mr Yeo, would like to ask if nc4400 is windowxp or vista. Called you just now but no one picked up.
Yeo( the ah beng vendor) : no.. window xp or vista. migrain.
( is there such a system that is migrain? maybe have so..)
Me: Loke, yeo says is not window xp or vista but is migrain leh. I nv hear b4.
then.. laughters all ard. ( loke replied: izzit you having migrain?) dot dot dot.. den i realised what yeo replied!
Gosh, super throw face! but i still laugh at myself...
Story 3:
Muthu ( on-site worker for my company) : Hello Adeline, you help me call xxx to order safety shoes size 7, ask got stock or not.
Me: Ok, what model/brand you want?
Muthu: I wan good good one. ( i was thinking -how would i know what is a goodgood brand?lol )
me to xxx: hello, can i ask if u have stock for safety shoes size 7?
xxx: ya, what model you want.
me: i wan good good one. haha
xxx: hmm, here all good one. low cut or high cut?
me to muthu: hey, you wan low cut or high cut?
muthu: low cut .. ( n he emphasis again: i wan good good one!)
lol, he's cute la. Next time i just ask for good good brand.
Last night i had dinner with melvin. Haha, he brought mi to 'my backyard'( is in bracket cos i m not sure if it's really my backyard( in Italian) or is his backyard. Anyway, we went to al dente for dinner at the rooftop - it is nice! haha but i eat not alot cos while waiting for him at city hall , i ate 3/4 bar of crunch. Had calmari, pizza n.. fondue! hee... i'm so full. Thanks for the treat, melvin! :) Had a short walk den headed home. The journey is freaking long! bus 195.. was really having migrain, tried to sleep on the bus but i couldn't.
Reached home, cynthia ask mi to teach her A math. dotz, was really tired n didn't feel like but i had to cos she has been waiting for me to teach her function. Wanted her to do well for her exam too.. hee, asked daddy for massage cos my shoulders is really aching. After which, i only managed to teach her the basic n i fell asleep, shall continue again today after my dinner with my dears. yea, eat ding tai feng! yummy :)
Just had my lunch- chocolate cake from awful chocolate n apple. Still having my slight headache. Hopefully tonight i will feel better! Yupz.. what shall i do now at work? Hmm.. disturb pple. haha
@delphin... blur queen!
Ever since I'm back from thailand.. there are laughters almost everyday in the office n I became of the joke of the day.
Story 1:
Christopher ( my colleague) : Hello Adeline, Can you help me get the address cos we are gg to collect the namecards now.
Me: ok, call you back shortly.
....
Me: Ya christ, the address is ... #02-02. k, bye!
After 10 minutes,
Chris: Hello adeline, you sure is the correct one? It's a clinic!
Lol, realised i gave him the wrong unit no n he landed up in a clinic instead of a printing shop.
Story 2:
Me to Mr Yeo: Hi Mr Yeo, would like to ask if nc4400 is windowxp or vista. Called you just now but no one picked up.
Yeo( the ah beng vendor) : no.. window xp or vista. migrain.
( is there such a system that is migrain? maybe have so..)
Me: Loke, yeo says is not window xp or vista but is migrain leh. I nv hear b4.
then.. laughters all ard. ( loke replied: izzit you having migrain?) dot dot dot.. den i realised what yeo replied!
Gosh, super throw face! but i still laugh at myself...
Story 3:
Muthu ( on-site worker for my company) : Hello Adeline, you help me call xxx to order safety shoes size 7, ask got stock or not.
Me: Ok, what model/brand you want?
Muthu: I wan good good one. ( i was thinking -how would i know what is a goodgood brand?lol )
me to xxx: hello, can i ask if u have stock for safety shoes size 7?
xxx: ya, what model you want.
me: i wan good good one. haha
xxx: hmm, here all good one. low cut or high cut?
me to muthu: hey, you wan low cut or high cut?
muthu: low cut .. ( n he emphasis again: i wan good good one!)
lol, he's cute la. Next time i just ask for good good brand.
Last night i had dinner with melvin. Haha, he brought mi to 'my backyard'( is in bracket cos i m not sure if it's really my backyard( in Italian) or is his backyard. Anyway, we went to al dente for dinner at the rooftop - it is nice! haha but i eat not alot cos while waiting for him at city hall , i ate 3/4 bar of crunch. Had calmari, pizza n.. fondue! hee... i'm so full. Thanks for the treat, melvin! :) Had a short walk den headed home. The journey is freaking long! bus 195.. was really having migrain, tried to sleep on the bus but i couldn't.
Reached home, cynthia ask mi to teach her A math. dotz, was really tired n didn't feel like but i had to cos she has been waiting for me to teach her function. Wanted her to do well for her exam too.. hee, asked daddy for massage cos my shoulders is really aching. After which, i only managed to teach her the basic n i fell asleep, shall continue again today after my dinner with my dears. yea, eat ding tai feng! yummy :)
Just had my lunch- chocolate cake from awful chocolate n apple. Still having my slight headache. Hopefully tonight i will feel better! Yupz.. what shall i do now at work? Hmm.. disturb pple. haha
@delphin... blur queen!
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