31-12-2005
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Saturday, December 31, 2005
Prom night
31-12-2006
Dear diary,
yesterday was my prom night :) In the morning till early afternoon, many unhappy things happen. But was glad that the rest of the day went well :) Hmm.. it was my first time going to a prom night. Quite an experienced, everyone was wearing formal. the gals, with their makeup, beautiful hairstyles, looking so elegant. I took alot of pictures, shall upload later. I think no one really eats cos everyone is busy taking photos. hmm... i like the last part most when they show us about what our CT says. Finally heard mdm lim sings le .. keke, nice! Some were funny, touching n interesting.
After prom, my classmates n i went to mos. First time there but i enjoyed it. It's different from the one i been to the other time, less smoky, more spacious. All of our gals there is first time there so first time dancing also. I think i drank alot but luckily i'm fine. Too bad cheryl never join us if not will be more fun! Melissa left first. den the rest of us were on the dance floor with the guys. After that went to macdonald. My feets are hurting so much cos stand too long le plus the heels effect. Wa,i'm still so pei fu keng ee.. you are the best! Her heels is so high la! Ate breakfast de share cab with three others. Reach home was horrible time cos needa remove those make up , shower everything. Argh, hard time to remove my make up. slp ard 6 plus ear 7 .. den woke up 10 like cos my sister woke mi up!
Anyway, i gotta go out le. Happy new year people!!!
Dear diary,
yesterday was my prom night :) In the morning till early afternoon, many unhappy things happen. But was glad that the rest of the day went well :) Hmm.. it was my first time going to a prom night. Quite an experienced, everyone was wearing formal. the gals, with their makeup, beautiful hairstyles, looking so elegant. I took alot of pictures, shall upload later. I think no one really eats cos everyone is busy taking photos. hmm... i like the last part most when they show us about what our CT says. Finally heard mdm lim sings le .. keke, nice! Some were funny, touching n interesting.
After prom, my classmates n i went to mos. First time there but i enjoyed it. It's different from the one i been to the other time, less smoky, more spacious. All of our gals there is first time there so first time dancing also. I think i drank alot but luckily i'm fine. Too bad cheryl never join us if not will be more fun! Melissa left first. den the rest of us were on the dance floor with the guys. After that went to macdonald. My feets are hurting so much cos stand too long le plus the heels effect. Wa,i'm still so pei fu keng ee.. you are the best! Her heels is so high la! Ate breakfast de share cab with three others. Reach home was horrible time cos needa remove those make up , shower everything. Argh, hard time to remove my make up. slp ard 6 plus ear 7 .. den woke up 10 like cos my sister woke mi up!
Anyway, i gotta go out le. Happy new year people!!!
Thursday, December 29, 2005
after a show
Dear diary,
I just finished watching er mo zai shen bian. Teared quite a no of times at the last episode. Just cannot helped... i'm that emotional when comes to parting especially your loves one. Many times when i'm alone, i will think what if someday i lost this person. During those times, i really can cry as if it was real. Even when i'm outside walking on the streets, i will also think of what happen if i cross the road, an accident happen? Or fell down from the stairs cos i lost my balance? Does anyone has the same thoughts too? I dunno... so afraid things just happen when u never expect it.
In my family, i dun think i'm really very very close to my parents. Compared to my other siblings esp my youngest sister. Even during her recess time, she will call my mum n ask what are u doing now? where are you? Talk to me, it's my recess time. Everyday when she reaches home, like in those japanese shows, she will shout 'i'm home!' if nobody is home, she starts calling n ask my parents to faster come home cos she misses them. My third sister also will do the same but not as much. Kor too, when he is in the army esp when he is in an extreme gd mood, call home n talk to mummy or daddy. When he is outside, he will call home if needa pack food home? But me, i dun so all these. When i'm outside, i hardly ever call home unless to tell them i will be back home late today. Upon reaching home, i dun do the same as my sisters, just walk to my room silently. I dun call home at all in fact. I realise everytime is my mum the one calling me asking me about everything. Sometimes, i feel guilty. Sometimes, i feel irritated. Maybe that is due to my independence which my parents always refer to. Cos when i was young, begin the second child with my younger twins sisters who came to this world 2 years after me, my parents didn't had time to take care of me. They used to tell me to do everything myself since young. From study to my health, they hardly bother about me. When i'm sick, i dun rmb mum says today dun go sch, take a rest at home. But when mei groans a little, i saw everything... In studies, my parents nv scold me when i fail. Perhaps they think i did my best but everytime it makes me even more guilty. In sec 2, i went into depression, instead of the love i wanted, i got reprimanded for turning into the state i were. Till now i haven got an answer of what my parents really want of me. I can't say they dun love me cos i got most of the things I want. Yet i can't say i feel loved by them cos they give me more pain than ....
Dunno why i'm saying all these but it is just the suddenly urge of writing all these. People are complicated creatures that no one can describe.
I'm one very complex person that no one can reads.
@de|ine=> is this me?
I just finished watching er mo zai shen bian. Teared quite a no of times at the last episode. Just cannot helped... i'm that emotional when comes to parting especially your loves one. Many times when i'm alone, i will think what if someday i lost this person. During those times, i really can cry as if it was real. Even when i'm outside walking on the streets, i will also think of what happen if i cross the road, an accident happen? Or fell down from the stairs cos i lost my balance? Does anyone has the same thoughts too? I dunno... so afraid things just happen when u never expect it.
In my family, i dun think i'm really very very close to my parents. Compared to my other siblings esp my youngest sister. Even during her recess time, she will call my mum n ask what are u doing now? where are you? Talk to me, it's my recess time. Everyday when she reaches home, like in those japanese shows, she will shout 'i'm home!' if nobody is home, she starts calling n ask my parents to faster come home cos she misses them. My third sister also will do the same but not as much. Kor too, when he is in the army esp when he is in an extreme gd mood, call home n talk to mummy or daddy. When he is outside, he will call home if needa pack food home? But me, i dun so all these. When i'm outside, i hardly ever call home unless to tell them i will be back home late today. Upon reaching home, i dun do the same as my sisters, just walk to my room silently. I dun call home at all in fact. I realise everytime is my mum the one calling me asking me about everything. Sometimes, i feel guilty. Sometimes, i feel irritated. Maybe that is due to my independence which my parents always refer to. Cos when i was young, begin the second child with my younger twins sisters who came to this world 2 years after me, my parents didn't had time to take care of me. They used to tell me to do everything myself since young. From study to my health, they hardly bother about me. When i'm sick, i dun rmb mum says today dun go sch, take a rest at home. But when mei groans a little, i saw everything... In studies, my parents nv scold me when i fail. Perhaps they think i did my best but everytime it makes me even more guilty. In sec 2, i went into depression, instead of the love i wanted, i got reprimanded for turning into the state i were. Till now i haven got an answer of what my parents really want of me. I can't say they dun love me cos i got most of the things I want. Yet i can't say i feel loved by them cos they give me more pain than ....
Dunno why i'm saying all these but it is just the suddenly urge of writing all these. People are complicated creatures that no one can describe.
I'm one very complex person that no one can reads.
@de|ine=> is this me?
Full Day
Dear diary,
I woke up only at 10 this morning.. drank milo, bath n off to bbdc for my final theory lessons at 12.05pm with michelle. I didn't read anything so went there with an empty mind. Dun understand what the instructor is talking la. Anyway, the lessons end at 1.45pm. We have another lessons at 3.45pm, meanwhile, we went to je for lunch den go to job agency. Today i'm so embarrassed.
1) I were standing on the shuttle bus cos it was filled. Was holding my jacket. during the short journey to the mrt, my jacket dropped. I caouldn't bend down to pick so i life up my leg instead. got hold of my jacket but the bus suddenly jerk, n i lost my balance, knock the young boy behind mi. omg... so throw face, mich says my face was red!
2) Went to the CPF building, saw the notice something like visitors have to write on a book. I was busy looking at the board to check if we are at the right place. I walked in, the sercuity guard was so fierce la. He said ' hey, where you going?' in like really a scary tone.
3) way back to bbdc, mich n i took the train. sat at the two seater one... upon reaching, i realise my sling bag was stuck to the side. the door is opening, n i couldn't get my bag out... panic cos scare the door open den i'm still stuck there. i say in a louder voice cos mich was standing in front of the door already ' eh.. ' luckily i got my bag out. But so many staring at me... argh.
4) During lessons, i was smsing. half way, the instructor walk towards mi n show me the stop smsing sign. Hai~ so many pple in the class again.
Back to two days ago, i went to laura house. Was the first to reached there. Her house really got the christmas feeling. First time, i tried the x'mas nuts. nice :) Saw a few colleges just before i left. Kor was really 'GOOD' , he n his gf were gg to suntec city, he drop me in the middle of road of no where in orchard. i went to meet zhan n samuel while waiting for jain. Walk around.. i bought my hair clip le. love it ! Finally, everything for prom is done. just the day to complete it! can't wait to see how i look actually.. haha. eh. but not so excited abt the prom night thingy. Think my class will most likely gg to mos after the prom. I told mum, i won't be home tt night. hee.. she allowed! anyway, shld be ard 4 or 5 plus am den reached home. Hope that night will be fine:) keep my finger cross for one impt thing!
M feeling tired now... finally, i get myself gg to the lib to borrow some books while waiting for aiting. Hee.. but lazy me dunno will read anot? is there a job that i can change every 1 week? cos it is really boring to work everyday doing the same things. In the future, i really dun wanna work in the office. I prefer having flexible working hours n more interesting job :)
@de|ine=> tired! i more day to go!
I woke up only at 10 this morning.. drank milo, bath n off to bbdc for my final theory lessons at 12.05pm with michelle. I didn't read anything so went there with an empty mind. Dun understand what the instructor is talking la. Anyway, the lessons end at 1.45pm. We have another lessons at 3.45pm, meanwhile, we went to je for lunch den go to job agency. Today i'm so embarrassed.
1) I were standing on the shuttle bus cos it was filled. Was holding my jacket. during the short journey to the mrt, my jacket dropped. I caouldn't bend down to pick so i life up my leg instead. got hold of my jacket but the bus suddenly jerk, n i lost my balance, knock the young boy behind mi. omg... so throw face, mich says my face was red!
2) Went to the CPF building, saw the notice something like visitors have to write on a book. I was busy looking at the board to check if we are at the right place. I walked in, the sercuity guard was so fierce la. He said ' hey, where you going?' in like really a scary tone.
3) way back to bbdc, mich n i took the train. sat at the two seater one... upon reaching, i realise my sling bag was stuck to the side. the door is opening, n i couldn't get my bag out... panic cos scare the door open den i'm still stuck there. i say in a louder voice cos mich was standing in front of the door already ' eh.. ' luckily i got my bag out. But so many staring at me... argh.
4) During lessons, i was smsing. half way, the instructor walk towards mi n show me the stop smsing sign. Hai~ so many pple in the class again.
Back to two days ago, i went to laura house. Was the first to reached there. Her house really got the christmas feeling. First time, i tried the x'mas nuts. nice :) Saw a few colleges just before i left. Kor was really 'GOOD' , he n his gf were gg to suntec city, he drop me in the middle of road of no where in orchard. i went to meet zhan n samuel while waiting for jain. Walk around.. i bought my hair clip le. love it ! Finally, everything for prom is done. just the day to complete it! can't wait to see how i look actually.. haha. eh. but not so excited abt the prom night thingy. Think my class will most likely gg to mos after the prom. I told mum, i won't be home tt night. hee.. she allowed! anyway, shld be ard 4 or 5 plus am den reached home. Hope that night will be fine:) keep my finger cross for one impt thing!
M feeling tired now... finally, i get myself gg to the lib to borrow some books while waiting for aiting. Hee.. but lazy me dunno will read anot? is there a job that i can change every 1 week? cos it is really boring to work everyday doing the same things. In the future, i really dun wanna work in the office. I prefer having flexible working hours n more interesting job :)
@de|ine=> tired! i more day to go!
Sunday, December 25, 2005
Chrstimas day
dear diary,
Merry Christmas!!! Almost a week since i blogged. anyway, i'm currently not working now cos i decided to quit the job. Perhaps,i was to fussy about it. nvm, what's done is done. Since last wednesday, i went shopping almost everyday. On thursday, i went to my jc class chalet. there wasn't many people turn up cos most of them are working , n even few ppl stay overed. It's really nice to see them again, not much changes except those coloured hair. We exchanged christmas gifts. N i received quite alot from my class, thanks to all! The guys are really big time drinker... saw them play cards. loser had to drink one cup of tiger. I slept for a few hours i think den woke up n join wenli, samuel n chin han for morning breakfast bbq - kaya toast :)
Went off really early in the morning cos i want to go aas n place those coasters on their desks. My previous colleagues desk... it was a surprise :) reached home ard 8 plus, went to sleep till 1pm. Shucks, i were supposed to meet michelle at 2pm at orchard mrt conrol station.. luckily, i wasn't too late! we went shopping that day, looking for our acessories. i wanna look for a hair clip for my prom night n mich wanna look for her necklace, we both can't find any. Michelle wanted to go ikea someday later but since we had no where else to walk le, so i suggest to go ikea. went there n michelle bought sth or christmas gifts. Finally, we went to have our dinner at the restaurant there. I ate the meatballs n chocolate almond. I'm such a glutton these few days! gosh, gonna look fat on my prom night! Michelle came to my house, i wanted to show her my prom night stuffs but mum wore my heels n took my handbag to her dinner. so , she only saw my dress. n i didn't know my dress was above my knee till she told me. Kor's gf has agreed to do my make up for me. hee, a little excited cos i nv put any make up before. also, i hope next week can get my hair clip but tt would means money again. hmm, elmo says chomel has very nice clips n they cost like 20 over buck? i dunno if i shld spend so much on a clip anot.. recently, i been spending too much. bought a top from forget mi not on x mas eve n i wore out that very night.
I spend my x mas ee with my secondary school friends. went to esplande for dinner though i nv eat cos i have already eaten. Den we went to clark quay, it was crowded everywhere. We were supposed to go estee but the coverage fees was 28. It was ex so we didn't went in , went to hooters have a drink n chit chat. We had this exchange gift thingy but it wasn't successful cos a few of them nv come. so i didn't received mine. i didn't know clark quay got so many pubs, it was my first time there. took a cab home and reached home ard 1 plus. Realised i was the first to reached home. elder bro next den near 3 den my younger twins sisters reached home. slept till 12pm, had lunch , watch scv n a dd till i fell asleep till 6pm. such a sleeper! nothing to do. i shall go to the lib n borrow some books to keep me occupied for the time being. haven decided to look for a job yet. i also needa do some research on the courses i wanna take in uni if i'm able to enter. Christmas day is just like any other days cos my family dun celebrate. i wanna go make strawberries chocolate le!
Merry Christmas!!! Almost a week since i blogged. anyway, i'm currently not working now cos i decided to quit the job. Perhaps,i was to fussy about it. nvm, what's done is done. Since last wednesday, i went shopping almost everyday. On thursday, i went to my jc class chalet. there wasn't many people turn up cos most of them are working , n even few ppl stay overed. It's really nice to see them again, not much changes except those coloured hair. We exchanged christmas gifts. N i received quite alot from my class, thanks to all! The guys are really big time drinker... saw them play cards. loser had to drink one cup of tiger. I slept for a few hours i think den woke up n join wenli, samuel n chin han for morning breakfast bbq - kaya toast :)
Went off really early in the morning cos i want to go aas n place those coasters on their desks. My previous colleagues desk... it was a surprise :) reached home ard 8 plus, went to sleep till 1pm. Shucks, i were supposed to meet michelle at 2pm at orchard mrt conrol station.. luckily, i wasn't too late! we went shopping that day, looking for our acessories. i wanna look for a hair clip for my prom night n mich wanna look for her necklace, we both can't find any. Michelle wanted to go ikea someday later but since we had no where else to walk le, so i suggest to go ikea. went there n michelle bought sth or christmas gifts. Finally, we went to have our dinner at the restaurant there. I ate the meatballs n chocolate almond. I'm such a glutton these few days! gosh, gonna look fat on my prom night! Michelle came to my house, i wanted to show her my prom night stuffs but mum wore my heels n took my handbag to her dinner. so , she only saw my dress. n i didn't know my dress was above my knee till she told me. Kor's gf has agreed to do my make up for me. hee, a little excited cos i nv put any make up before. also, i hope next week can get my hair clip but tt would means money again. hmm, elmo says chomel has very nice clips n they cost like 20 over buck? i dunno if i shld spend so much on a clip anot.. recently, i been spending too much. bought a top from forget mi not on x mas eve n i wore out that very night.
I spend my x mas ee with my secondary school friends. went to esplande for dinner though i nv eat cos i have already eaten. Den we went to clark quay, it was crowded everywhere. We were supposed to go estee but the coverage fees was 28. It was ex so we didn't went in , went to hooters have a drink n chit chat. We had this exchange gift thingy but it wasn't successful cos a few of them nv come. so i didn't received mine. i didn't know clark quay got so many pubs, it was my first time there. took a cab home and reached home ard 1 plus. Realised i was the first to reached home. elder bro next den near 3 den my younger twins sisters reached home. slept till 12pm, had lunch , watch scv n a dd till i fell asleep till 6pm. such a sleeper! nothing to do. i shall go to the lib n borrow some books to keep me occupied for the time being. haven decided to look for a job yet. i also needa do some research on the courses i wanna take in uni if i'm able to enter. Christmas day is just like any other days cos my family dun celebrate. i wanna go make strawberries chocolate le!
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
first day at work
dear diary,
my first day working wasn't as what i expected n i certainly didn't like what i'm doing. Was told to do some filing which was ok though i thought is something the people themselves should it la. After that have to pack some files in order into boxes den transfer in onto the shelves. argh, the boxs are so bulky n heavy la, not as if i have enough strength to do so! I were actually quite unhappy having to do such stuffs. just didn't like it. One of the filing i have to do is so dirty. My sister called n i complained to her. mummy n daddy later talk to me n told mi to quit if i didn't like it. Hai~ where got people first day go work den quit straightaway? they told mi to quit den can concentrate in learning my driving first. i really feel like quiting eh but something hold mi back. I dun really know what izzit.. izzit melissa? izzit afraid that i would regret? or izzit the pay? or izzit the fear of not being able to find another job? i dunno.. maybe all of each ba. End of the day, i didn't say i wanna quit. i really wanna do something i like yet i dunno what i really like. I know i always wanna do something, that is to do something with kids cos i love them. working in a childcare or as a voluteer? i dun really care as long as i'm happy! i hve no idea how to go about finding it ... anyone has? I dun like today!!!
was called into my parents' room a few minutes ago. i'm getting confused. I actually think that maybe i can try for a few days.but they say if i still think of wanna quit soon, might well just quit now. cos dun think they will pay for too if i work for a few days. aiyo.. so ma fan!!! what should i do???
ade|ine=> flustered
my first day working wasn't as what i expected n i certainly didn't like what i'm doing. Was told to do some filing which was ok though i thought is something the people themselves should it la. After that have to pack some files in order into boxes den transfer in onto the shelves. argh, the boxs are so bulky n heavy la, not as if i have enough strength to do so! I were actually quite unhappy having to do such stuffs. just didn't like it. One of the filing i have to do is so dirty. My sister called n i complained to her. mummy n daddy later talk to me n told mi to quit if i didn't like it. Hai~ where got people first day go work den quit straightaway? they told mi to quit den can concentrate in learning my driving first. i really feel like quiting eh but something hold mi back. I dun really know what izzit.. izzit melissa? izzit afraid that i would regret? or izzit the pay? or izzit the fear of not being able to find another job? i dunno.. maybe all of each ba. End of the day, i didn't say i wanna quit. i really wanna do something i like yet i dunno what i really like. I know i always wanna do something, that is to do something with kids cos i love them. working in a childcare or as a voluteer? i dun really care as long as i'm happy! i hve no idea how to go about finding it ... anyone has? I dun like today!!!
was called into my parents' room a few minutes ago. i'm getting confused. I actually think that maybe i can try for a few days.but they say if i still think of wanna quit soon, might well just quit now. cos dun think they will pay for too if i work for a few days. aiyo.. so ma fan!!! what should i do???
ade|ine=> flustered
Monday, December 19, 2005
not a day at work :)
dear diary,
i'm suppose to report for work today but i was told to go tml instead. hee.. that means one more day to rest! woke up early due to the auto body alarm clock. watch tv. i were switching channels den stop at channel 18. it was showing oprah - christmas kindness. I feel so touched n upset by what i saw that i teared. South africa has the highest number of people with HIV n this result in many oprhans. There is this girl i think she is 14 yars old , her mum who is HIV positive is in the hospital. Eversince her mum went in , she didn't have the chance to see her till the day when oprah brought her to see her. Everyday, she wrote letter to her mum , saying mummy i love you. when i saw they hugging. tears just rolled down. it hurts me more when the person says that yes, she has HIV but she wasn't treated cos there isn't any medical facilities. A few days ago, she past away leaving her daughter alone here in this world. For a moment, i sat down there thinking... in singapore, i hardly see any kid lacking of basic needs. christmas is coming,i'm sure most kids here will at least have a present. but over there, children might not even know it is christmas day. Perhaps, they are wondering when their next meal will be? The world is so unfair,no matter where u are. however, i feel that people like them really should have a better life. if only we can give them a little of what we have. While watching the show, i saw a few more children leading life which i thought more should be given. When i grow up, i wanna adopt a few of these kids though agency. provide them education, shelter n all that they need cos i believe they will have a bright future ahead of them. Hopefully, people reading this will do the same too if u have the ability. You are giving hope to a young life.
Anyway, been going out these few days. Went out with vanessa on sat from 2 to 10. From far east to PS. bought a few xmas gifts n a very nice photoframe that i aim for quite long. Luckily i didn't buy when i first saw it in taka cos i got 20% in PS. So long nv meet up with vanessa le, still as pretty :) my sec 1 n sec 2 soulmate! quite a pity that we wer in separate class in secondary 2. Gal, i've never forgotten you. i can still remember the times we were together. Everyday after school, waiting for each other, on the phone, chatting during recess time though u still have ur perfect duties. Rmbed once we quarrel over something really stupid but on the day of our english oral, we were alright again! In secondary 2, you wrote me a letter n i spent the whole one hour of geography lesson to reply you. That day, we both cried on the phone. End of the year, something happened to you. i accompanied you home n ended up falling asleep in ur house. haha... i'm suppose to cheer you up. everytime. ur mum will bring us out. erm.. to suntec city, mount faber. We try to make a pact that after each major exam, we will catch a movie together. but i think we only watch it twice right? Since seconday 3. i still think back of those times very often. SOmetimes i wonder if u still rmb mi? cos our words were so few. sometimes, we dun even see each other for days... you have ur own classmates n i've my own friends too. We did studied together once in macdonald, n sth happen to me that day. it was so embarrassing if you rmb? lol... you went to poly n me to jc, i only get to know how you are doing through your blog. Am glad u r doing fine... on sat i saw you, a few minutes, feelings just overwhelmed me.
I wanna let you know that no matter how much time has flown, i still regard you as my best friend. We may not meet each other frequently, we may have less talks but still my care n concern fot you has not lessen. take care n dear friend n i hope to meet up with you soon!
On sunday, good weather plus great tennis training! learn something new today... played three rounds n i'm satisfied with myself. i saw for myself how much i have improved :) thumbs up adeline!
I went to ikea today with my sisters. Congrats to my two little babies for promoting to seconday 5! must study even harder next year ok? jie will support you all the way!
if you find that you did not reach your target this year, you still have one more chance next year in your o levels. I know you guys have tired your best n I saw it for myself. You don't have to bother or even care about what others think cos I know you have given your best! Keep striving , success will come to your way!
ade|ine => days without worries :)
i'm suppose to report for work today but i was told to go tml instead. hee.. that means one more day to rest! woke up early due to the auto body alarm clock. watch tv. i were switching channels den stop at channel 18. it was showing oprah - christmas kindness. I feel so touched n upset by what i saw that i teared. South africa has the highest number of people with HIV n this result in many oprhans. There is this girl i think she is 14 yars old , her mum who is HIV positive is in the hospital. Eversince her mum went in , she didn't have the chance to see her till the day when oprah brought her to see her. Everyday, she wrote letter to her mum , saying mummy i love you. when i saw they hugging. tears just rolled down. it hurts me more when the person says that yes, she has HIV but she wasn't treated cos there isn't any medical facilities. A few days ago, she past away leaving her daughter alone here in this world. For a moment, i sat down there thinking... in singapore, i hardly see any kid lacking of basic needs. christmas is coming,i'm sure most kids here will at least have a present. but over there, children might not even know it is christmas day. Perhaps, they are wondering when their next meal will be? The world is so unfair,no matter where u are. however, i feel that people like them really should have a better life. if only we can give them a little of what we have. While watching the show, i saw a few more children leading life which i thought more should be given. When i grow up, i wanna adopt a few of these kids though agency. provide them education, shelter n all that they need cos i believe they will have a bright future ahead of them. Hopefully, people reading this will do the same too if u have the ability. You are giving hope to a young life.
Anyway, been going out these few days. Went out with vanessa on sat from 2 to 10. From far east to PS. bought a few xmas gifts n a very nice photoframe that i aim for quite long. Luckily i didn't buy when i first saw it in taka cos i got 20% in PS. So long nv meet up with vanessa le, still as pretty :) my sec 1 n sec 2 soulmate! quite a pity that we wer in separate class in secondary 2. Gal, i've never forgotten you. i can still remember the times we were together. Everyday after school, waiting for each other, on the phone, chatting during recess time though u still have ur perfect duties. Rmbed once we quarrel over something really stupid but on the day of our english oral, we were alright again! In secondary 2, you wrote me a letter n i spent the whole one hour of geography lesson to reply you. That day, we both cried on the phone. End of the year, something happened to you. i accompanied you home n ended up falling asleep in ur house. haha... i'm suppose to cheer you up. everytime. ur mum will bring us out. erm.. to suntec city, mount faber. We try to make a pact that after each major exam, we will catch a movie together. but i think we only watch it twice right? Since seconday 3. i still think back of those times very often. SOmetimes i wonder if u still rmb mi? cos our words were so few. sometimes, we dun even see each other for days... you have ur own classmates n i've my own friends too. We did studied together once in macdonald, n sth happen to me that day. it was so embarrassing if you rmb? lol... you went to poly n me to jc, i only get to know how you are doing through your blog. Am glad u r doing fine... on sat i saw you, a few minutes, feelings just overwhelmed me.
I wanna let you know that no matter how much time has flown, i still regard you as my best friend. We may not meet each other frequently, we may have less talks but still my care n concern fot you has not lessen. take care n dear friend n i hope to meet up with you soon!
On sunday, good weather plus great tennis training! learn something new today... played three rounds n i'm satisfied with myself. i saw for myself how much i have improved :) thumbs up adeline!
I went to ikea today with my sisters. Congrats to my two little babies for promoting to seconday 5! must study even harder next year ok? jie will support you all the way!
if you find that you did not reach your target this year, you still have one more chance next year in your o levels. I know you guys have tired your best n I saw it for myself. You don't have to bother or even care about what others think cos I know you have given your best! Keep striving , success will come to your way!
ade|ine => days without worries :)
Friday, December 16, 2005
busy day!
dear diary,
my feet are hurting now esp my foot ,the big toe due to the heels! my interview went smoothly! i'm reporting to work on monday at 10am. the pay is 7 bucks per hour... but i think very slack cos i see my sister like do nothing! actually, kinda miss working over at aas already. hmm, hope someday i can go back there again!
after interview i went to hightlight my hair. is gold but not really gold too. only on the outer layer cos my hairdresser says it is damaging esp when i did rebonding so many times le. it is not very obvious.. will put up some pictures soon!
meet denis for lunch at marina square - cafe cartel. wa, the serving there so big, i odered chicken culet. like what denis said, more of floor than meat. lol... i'm afraid of puttingo n weight so didn't eat the crispy portion though i know is tasty! i can't finished it... den we went shopping over there for a while, den we took bus to orchard cos i wanna buy a photo frame at taka. but i can't find it cos i went to the wrong place! bought a braclet for rowena cos it's her b'day! i know is kinda last minute but i hope she liked it!! after taka, we went to wisma but denis was quite tired cos he only had one hour of slp during the chalet. he left early.. while i shop alone cos i'm waiting for rowena. she was in her aunt shop hightlighting n perming her hair. only got to meet her at 6.30. gal ar, make mi wait so long, must do something to make up for it hor? lol... kidding la! it's ur b;day so u r forgiven! she says she look like auntie cos of the perm n said that her hair is very red. well, i think it is ok, just that the perm makes u look abit more mature only but not to the extent of auntie. the red thingy only three strands more red but overall i think is alright! dun worry ya :) we chat n have a drink in coffee bean , took pictures. after that, we wanna take some more pics so went to zara n pick a skirt. went to the fitting room together. instead of trying the skirt, we took more pictures. haha.. that was our motive n it was a good idea! we stay in quite long but who cares? came out, the salesgirl must be thinking y so long but we faster walk away. when i saw the queue so long , rowena n i just smile at each other. soon, she gonna meet her frens cos she is late again! went home... i skip dinner cos i'm still so full! tml going shopping again with vanessa. at night,my sister n i are treating my family to a late night movie - kingkong. :) first time , my family is watching a late night movie together ,i'm excited! shall upload some pictures taken today sometime next week if i have the time.
adeline=> busy gal!
my feet are hurting now esp my foot ,the big toe due to the heels! my interview went smoothly! i'm reporting to work on monday at 10am. the pay is 7 bucks per hour... but i think very slack cos i see my sister like do nothing! actually, kinda miss working over at aas already. hmm, hope someday i can go back there again!
after interview i went to hightlight my hair. is gold but not really gold too. only on the outer layer cos my hairdresser says it is damaging esp when i did rebonding so many times le. it is not very obvious.. will put up some pictures soon!
meet denis for lunch at marina square - cafe cartel. wa, the serving there so big, i odered chicken culet. like what denis said, more of floor than meat. lol... i'm afraid of puttingo n weight so didn't eat the crispy portion though i know is tasty! i can't finished it... den we went shopping over there for a while, den we took bus to orchard cos i wanna buy a photo frame at taka. but i can't find it cos i went to the wrong place! bought a braclet for rowena cos it's her b'day! i know is kinda last minute but i hope she liked it!! after taka, we went to wisma but denis was quite tired cos he only had one hour of slp during the chalet. he left early.. while i shop alone cos i'm waiting for rowena. she was in her aunt shop hightlighting n perming her hair. only got to meet her at 6.30. gal ar, make mi wait so long, must do something to make up for it hor? lol... kidding la! it's ur b;day so u r forgiven! she says she look like auntie cos of the perm n said that her hair is very red. well, i think it is ok, just that the perm makes u look abit more mature only but not to the extent of auntie. the red thingy only three strands more red but overall i think is alright! dun worry ya :) we chat n have a drink in coffee bean , took pictures. after that, we wanna take some more pics so went to zara n pick a skirt. went to the fitting room together. instead of trying the skirt, we took more pictures. haha.. that was our motive n it was a good idea! we stay in quite long but who cares? came out, the salesgirl must be thinking y so long but we faster walk away. when i saw the queue so long , rowena n i just smile at each other. soon, she gonna meet her frens cos she is late again! went home... i skip dinner cos i'm still so full! tml going shopping again with vanessa. at night,my sister n i are treating my family to a late night movie - kingkong. :) first time , my family is watching a late night movie together ,i'm excited! shall upload some pictures taken today sometime next week if i have the time.
adeline=> busy gal!
I woke up early this morning, had a chat with ben, my bro's fren. watched some tv, n came online. came across some funny jokes. some i heard before, hope these can bring you guys some laughter too :)
The Test
Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by
cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could
live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go
to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So
all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.
The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten
apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to
shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your
face or you'll be eaten."
The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out
in pain, so he was killed.
The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the
king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this
should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the
ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.
The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one
asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The
second one replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw the third guy
coming with pineapples."
Man Who Loved Baked Beans
Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion
for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an
embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him. One day he met
a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would
marry, he thought to himself, she'll never go through with the
marriage with me carrying on like this, so he made the supreme
sacrifice and gave up beans.
Shortly after that they were married. A few months later, on his
birthday and on the way home from work, his car broke down.
Since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her
that he would be late because he had to walk home. On his way
home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked
beans overwhelmed him. Since he still had several miles to walk
he figured he could walk off any ill affects before he got home.
It was, after all, his birthday. So he went in and ordered, and
before leaving had 3 extra large helpings of baked beans.
All the way home he putt-putted. By the time he arrived home he
felt reasonably safe. His wife met him at the door and seemed
somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most
wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!" She put a
blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the
table and made him promise not to peak. At this point he was
beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was
about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again
made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she
went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the
opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was
not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time
breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about
him. He had just started to feel better, when another urge came
on. He raised his leg and RRIIPPP !!! It sounded like a diesel
engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he
tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would
dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon
winner, the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a
minute later the flowers on the table were dead.
With his blindfold still on, when he heard the phone farewells
he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top
of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when
his wife walked in. Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if
he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not
peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "SURPRISE!!!"
To his shock and horror, there were twelve dinner guests seated
around the table for his surprise birthday party.
i'm going for interview already! wish me luck...
The Test
Three men who were lost in the forest were captured by
cannibals. The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could
live if they pass a trial. The first step of the trial was to go
to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So
all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.
The first one came back and said to the king, "I brought ten
apples." The king then explained the trial to him. "You have to
shove the fruits up your butt without any expression on your
face or you'll be eaten."
The first apple went in... but on the second one he winced out
in pain, so he was killed.
The second one arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the
king explained the trial to him he thought to himself that this
should be easy. 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8... and on the
ninth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.
The first guy and the second guy met in heaven. The first one
asked, "Why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?" The
second one replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw the third guy
coming with pineapples."
Man Who Loved Baked Beans
Once upon a time, there lived a man who had a terrible passion
for baked beans. He loved them, but they always had an
embarrassing and somewhat lively reaction on him. One day he met
a girl and fell in love. When it became apparent that they would
marry, he thought to himself, she'll never go through with the
marriage with me carrying on like this, so he made the supreme
sacrifice and gave up beans.
Shortly after that they were married. A few months later, on his
birthday and on the way home from work, his car broke down.
Since they lived in the country, he called his wife and told her
that he would be late because he had to walk home. On his way
home, he passed a small cafe and the wonderful aroma of baked
beans overwhelmed him. Since he still had several miles to walk
he figured he could walk off any ill affects before he got home.
It was, after all, his birthday. So he went in and ordered, and
before leaving had 3 extra large helpings of baked beans.
All the way home he putt-putted. By the time he arrived home he
felt reasonably safe. His wife met him at the door and seemed
somewhat excited. She exclaimed, "Darling, I have the most
wonderful surprise for you for dinner tonight!" She put a
blindfold on him, and led him to his chair at the head of the
table and made him promise not to peak. At this point he was
beginning to feel another one coming on. Just as his wife was
about to remove the blindfold, the telephone rang. She again
made him promise not to peek until she returned, and away she
went to answer the phone. While she was gone, he seized the
opportunity. He shifted his weight to one leg and let go. It was
not only loud, but ripe as a rotten egg. He had a hard time
breathing, so he felt for his napkin and fanned the air about
him. He had just started to feel better, when another urge came
on. He raised his leg and RRIIPPP !!! It sounded like a diesel
engine revving, and smelled worse. To keep from gagging, he
tried fanning his arms a while, hoping the smell would
dissipate. He got another urge. This was a real blue ribbon
winner, the windows shook, the dishes on the table rattled and a
minute later the flowers on the table were dead.
With his blindfold still on, when he heard the phone farewells
he neatly laid his napkin on his lap and folded his hands on top
of it. Smiling contentedly, he was the picture of innocence when
his wife walked in. Apologizing for taking so long, she asked if
he had peeked at the dinner table. After assuring her he had not
peeked, she removed the blindfold and yelled, "SURPRISE!!!"
To his shock and horror, there were twelve dinner guests seated
around the table for his surprise birthday party.
i'm going for interview already! wish me luck...
Thursday, December 15, 2005
last day of work
dear diary,
it my last day of work today! it is kinda unexpected too. early in the morning, i just told my manager that i may have to leave early before the 28th cos my sister is quitting n they need immediate replacement which is monday. but she says must finish the data entry den can leave even if it end on the 31st. i said ok lor.. but who knows after lunch , sk ask mi if there is still anymore data? but there isn't anymore so i told her abt the resignation thingy too. Soon, she told mi they can release me after today. haha... never expect my problem to be solved so quickly that it actually surprised mi. went for lunch with sally, laura took half day off n is also my last time seeing her till the 26th. chat with peter for a while n the big boss on my way down the stairs. He gave mi the look - so early go home? i told him is my last day.. den he ask whether i get my pay already? i replied him not yet , wait till they call me. lastly he said hope you have a nice time working. i was thinking.. ya nice time... facing the com for 9 hours everyday doing the same stuff, how nice could it be? but of ocs i never said that but just reply ya n bye... woo, when i get my pay i have so much thing to spend.
mummy says today is my last day den i so elated. of cos la, is my first job n i can finally get my first hard earned money. whaha.. i bought cake for my colleagues but dunno if they got finished it anot. forget to ask around before i left but nvm la.
today, i gonna be very busy.
1) a job interview in the morning , going with my sister
2) if there is time after the interview, i will go n find mummy. also to highlight my hair
3) having lunch with denis den might go walk walk
4) christmas shopping with rowena
5) maybe dinner with friends? or watch tv at home? shopping alone?
can't wait for tml!!! hehe... this feeling is like after a levels again
luckily only a few days break.. shall cancel my sunday tennis training cos on sat night, my sister n i are treating my family for a late night movie - King Kong
i wanna go n plan how to spend my money le but half of it is mine only cos half is for my parents. see i so good hor... haha . i so thick skin! kk... i think this is a must for every child. must always remember that u r who u are today because of your parents. without them, i wouldn't be here able to work too. so they really deserve it!
adeline=> in an extreme good mood!!!
it my last day of work today! it is kinda unexpected too. early in the morning, i just told my manager that i may have to leave early before the 28th cos my sister is quitting n they need immediate replacement which is monday. but she says must finish the data entry den can leave even if it end on the 31st. i said ok lor.. but who knows after lunch , sk ask mi if there is still anymore data? but there isn't anymore so i told her abt the resignation thingy too. Soon, she told mi they can release me after today. haha... never expect my problem to be solved so quickly that it actually surprised mi. went for lunch with sally, laura took half day off n is also my last time seeing her till the 26th. chat with peter for a while n the big boss on my way down the stairs. He gave mi the look - so early go home? i told him is my last day.. den he ask whether i get my pay already? i replied him not yet , wait till they call me. lastly he said hope you have a nice time working. i was thinking.. ya nice time... facing the com for 9 hours everyday doing the same stuff, how nice could it be? but of ocs i never said that but just reply ya n bye... woo, when i get my pay i have so much thing to spend.
mummy says today is my last day den i so elated. of cos la, is my first job n i can finally get my first hard earned money. whaha.. i bought cake for my colleagues but dunno if they got finished it anot. forget to ask around before i left but nvm la.
today, i gonna be very busy.
1) a job interview in the morning , going with my sister
2) if there is time after the interview, i will go n find mummy. also to highlight my hair
3) having lunch with denis den might go walk walk
4) christmas shopping with rowena
5) maybe dinner with friends? or watch tv at home? shopping alone?
can't wait for tml!!! hehe... this feeling is like after a levels again
luckily only a few days break.. shall cancel my sunday tennis training cos on sat night, my sister n i are treating my family for a late night movie - King Kong
i wanna go n plan how to spend my money le but half of it is mine only cos half is for my parents. see i so good hor... haha . i so thick skin! kk... i think this is a must for every child. must always remember that u r who u are today because of your parents. without them, i wouldn't be here able to work too. so they really deserve it!
adeline=> in an extreme good mood!!!
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
tuesday!
dear diary,
today i'm a a happy gal unlike yesterday. yesterday, most of the time at work i were feeling frustrated. Early in the morning, there were 3 new comers at work.. so i were kinda distracted den keep typing wrongly. hmm.. den sk my supervisor later told me that when the computers over at leng kee are done, i will be transfer over. argh... this is worst than saturday when i was told that my seat would change but it didn't. I was like orh ok.. den after a while i asked her can i not go? she said there isn't any enough computers here so no choice. Haiz... in life there isn't really much choices you can make. just like education... when did u ever really have the choice to choose what u wanna study in singapore? Nvm.. after lunch. i was given a stack of data entry which i hated cos it's so irritating to figure out what people are writing. Sk says do this first so again i have no choice but to do so la... shortly, the manager asked me in den questioned me about some stuff regarding telemarketing. Cos after data entry there isn't any more thing for me to do. I'm afriad to do telemarketing cos i think is like calling ppl asking them to renew their membership card which i think i might encounter different of pple. I'm more worried of handling those who will ask alot of questions oe end up getting scolded by them. jus dun like to be scolded for no reason ... So while typing, i'm pondering if i should really try it or not? at the end of the day i think that maybe i can try for a day den if i dun like i just dun do it lor. I told the manager about it n she just reply - must have more confidence in yourself. When i reached home, i called melvin to have a chat with him alos to ask him for his opinion cos he did telemarketing before. I went home with sally den she said that leng kee is near my house n i may even be able to walk there. think about it , the location isn't really much of a problem. haha if really can walk there, i lunch time can walk home n slp a while n also there is free food! yupz... good good. regarding the telemarketing, there are some changes to my job cos my sister is quitting so if possible i will leave this current job n go over the other plus soon i'll be giving tuition le. Talk to my parents n they think that i should not do telemarketing too n to replace by sister asap. guess, tml i have to talk to my supervisor to ask for early resignation .
today, i'm happy but i have no idea why. perhaps i slept early ytd? or ytd i was frustrated so i blast the music really loud till i felt better at night? i dunno.. i knew i had sweet dreams yesterday night lol... woke up around 6 plus am in the morning feeling great. it was raining n my parents nv do for their excerise. i went to asked daddy in a really nice way if he could send mi to work? hee... though he is half asleep but still he agree :) thanks dad n mum!!! ha.. had lots of time so i plait my hair. today i did something different, i was in a good mood so i decided to do the difficult entries first. around lunch time, i sms sally what time she is going for lunch but she said she is down the road le. the gal beside me left for lunch too ... so left peter. ask him if i could join him for lunch? n ya... went to centre point eat. the system today was a little screw up so there is abt 15 minutes or more i cannot enter the data. i think having some time to rest in between really makes mi feel better. hope the computer system is down more often for a while haha.... i know i'm very bad but at least i get to really slack with good reason! finally my mouse is changed! been using the spoil mouse for two weeks le. the uncle who changed the mouse said i am patient to tolerate with it. This also makes my day better! End of the day sally came to talk to me.. talking to her just makes me wanna laugh. while waiting for bus, my rubberband snap. i thot was some insect cos something bit my neck. luckily it was at the end of the day already. during our bus journey, she make mi laugh till i cry.. lol. i think i must be a little mad too.
it's so noisy now! having disagreements - my sister n mi vs my bro.
right now, i needa go n think about certain stuffs n have an early night too i hope. Hope tml will be better!
adeline=> life is like a rollercoaster
today i'm a a happy gal unlike yesterday. yesterday, most of the time at work i were feeling frustrated. Early in the morning, there were 3 new comers at work.. so i were kinda distracted den keep typing wrongly. hmm.. den sk my supervisor later told me that when the computers over at leng kee are done, i will be transfer over. argh... this is worst than saturday when i was told that my seat would change but it didn't. I was like orh ok.. den after a while i asked her can i not go? she said there isn't any enough computers here so no choice. Haiz... in life there isn't really much choices you can make. just like education... when did u ever really have the choice to choose what u wanna study in singapore? Nvm.. after lunch. i was given a stack of data entry which i hated cos it's so irritating to figure out what people are writing. Sk says do this first so again i have no choice but to do so la... shortly, the manager asked me in den questioned me about some stuff regarding telemarketing. Cos after data entry there isn't any more thing for me to do. I'm afriad to do telemarketing cos i think is like calling ppl asking them to renew their membership card which i think i might encounter different of pple. I'm more worried of handling those who will ask alot of questions oe end up getting scolded by them. jus dun like to be scolded for no reason ... So while typing, i'm pondering if i should really try it or not? at the end of the day i think that maybe i can try for a day den if i dun like i just dun do it lor. I told the manager about it n she just reply - must have more confidence in yourself. When i reached home, i called melvin to have a chat with him alos to ask him for his opinion cos he did telemarketing before. I went home with sally den she said that leng kee is near my house n i may even be able to walk there. think about it , the location isn't really much of a problem. haha if really can walk there, i lunch time can walk home n slp a while n also there is free food! yupz... good good. regarding the telemarketing, there are some changes to my job cos my sister is quitting so if possible i will leave this current job n go over the other plus soon i'll be giving tuition le. Talk to my parents n they think that i should not do telemarketing too n to replace by sister asap. guess, tml i have to talk to my supervisor to ask for early resignation .
today, i'm happy but i have no idea why. perhaps i slept early ytd? or ytd i was frustrated so i blast the music really loud till i felt better at night? i dunno.. i knew i had sweet dreams yesterday night lol... woke up around 6 plus am in the morning feeling great. it was raining n my parents nv do for their excerise. i went to asked daddy in a really nice way if he could send mi to work? hee... though he is half asleep but still he agree :) thanks dad n mum!!! ha.. had lots of time so i plait my hair. today i did something different, i was in a good mood so i decided to do the difficult entries first. around lunch time, i sms sally what time she is going for lunch but she said she is down the road le. the gal beside me left for lunch too ... so left peter. ask him if i could join him for lunch? n ya... went to centre point eat. the system today was a little screw up so there is abt 15 minutes or more i cannot enter the data. i think having some time to rest in between really makes mi feel better. hope the computer system is down more often for a while haha.... i know i'm very bad but at least i get to really slack with good reason! finally my mouse is changed! been using the spoil mouse for two weeks le. the uncle who changed the mouse said i am patient to tolerate with it. This also makes my day better! End of the day sally came to talk to me.. talking to her just makes me wanna laugh. while waiting for bus, my rubberband snap. i thot was some insect cos something bit my neck. luckily it was at the end of the day already. during our bus journey, she make mi laugh till i cry.. lol. i think i must be a little mad too.
it's so noisy now! having disagreements - my sister n mi vs my bro.
right now, i needa go n think about certain stuffs n have an early night too i hope. Hope tml will be better!
adeline=> life is like a rollercoaster
Sunday, December 11, 2005
diary
Dear diary,
monday:
went shopping at far east with auntie pearlyn n her kids ,mum, cynthia and auntie honey. hmm... when we reached there is already 8 n auntie pearlyn kids - xinyi n yingjie were tagging along with me n my sis. we bought them to take neoprints n xinyi was really cute.. she looks so surprise by the machine n the wonders that it can do. haha... still young. den bring them n walk around, eat kfc cos yingjie was feeling hungry. I bought a handbag which i saw when i were shopping with wenda n cheryl 2 weeks ago in marina square. but it is cheaper over here.. i bought white one :)
tuesday:
today i went for my basic theory evalution after work. around 5.30 i called daddy to fetch me so that i can rest a while n study a little. went home, i took a short nap and started reading. gosh, i'm afraid i would fail again la cos this is the second time i'm taking the evalution. luckily for me, i made it! my parents were very nice, they say that after work ill be tired so they decided to send me there just to take the evalution while they wait for me in west mall. It took me only 15 minutes to complete the whole thing. i saw wenli in the same room too but she was late so never saw me.
wednesday:
i can't really remember what i did today . maybe it is just an ordinary working day so nothing much! oh... today i'm alone for lunch so i walk down to the road to see if i can grab something nice. called mummy to ask what should i eat haha cos it feels weird having to eat alone i didn't like it! I just keep walking n look around den walk till orchard road. wanted to go bread talk near centre point but i realised it has gone so went to centre point , the cold storage n see. haha.. saw something i've always been wanting to eat - sushi! i bought them back n eat behind my working place. that's where peter join me for lunch. hmm... he sits just behind me n the pass few days i never talk to him before cos he looks kinda fierce. but i realise i was wrong.. in fact he was nice n friendly. we chat a while den i have to get down to work le. after the chat with peter, i feel that working is not that boring cos finally there's someone i can talk to when i feel bored haha. thanks to peter! i dun really feel comfortable calling my colleages who are older by their names cos throughout my education, these people look like teachers to me. I feel like calling them like mr or miss something just like my teachers but dun think it is nice. furthermore, i always greet my parent's friends calling uncle n auntie so it really feels awkard to call my colleages by their names. haha.. ok , i shall not harp on it anymore. today i feel happy :)
thursday:
today, i went to great world for lunch with sally n melissa( my colleages) n something happen but i shall not mention anything. had macdonalds for lunch ... woo it has been a long time since i eat fast food. tastes yummy! western food is always my favorite - the top of my list!
friday:
it is my first time having to eat the food behind my working place. it tastes not bad... den i bought a surf shorts which was on sales. today is a little special cos i went clubbing with shili, fang lay, kc, roger, lyn, shuyan. was really curious how it was like inside cos i never been to such place before. haha.. told peter that i was going to clubbing for the first time but he like dun believe me. hey, i'm a good gal ya. lol... kidding. initally i didn't want to tell mummy where i was going but in the end i still tell her cos i feel guilty if i lie. her reaction was as expected .. not that she dun allow but she just keep nagging about some stuffs. i got a little pissed off cos it was my first time going n i dun think it is a nasty place to go too from what i heard from others. i just went to my room till it was time for mi to go meet my friends. ok... we were there early so there weren't many people n i find it not bad.. the place looks nice. We went out a while to meet wilopo den came back again. it was near 11 by the time we came back. the place started to getting mroe n more crowd . roger n kc ordered drinks for us ... i like blue lagoon cos it tastes sweet n not much of alochol. the rest of the alcoholic drinks i dun really have much memory of it. soon, we were on the dancing floor.. the place started to stinks cos i didn't like the smoking smell. loud music blasting, peple began to dance. hmm... the music was good, shili , fl, kc, roger also dance but not me. i feel out of place , feel so stiff n shocked by things happening around me. cos it was not what i expected it to be... my eyes are hurting due to the lightings, the music was so loud that when i leave the place i couldn't hear clearly. they tired to ask me to dance but i couldn't n too scare to even move. one thing irritates me was this guy who keep bumping on to me. also there is a bunch of gals who were crazy. very inconsiderate! i look like a total idiot standing there just gazing around , more of observing people around me. haha... i left when the night is still young. guess i wun be going to such places anymore , i prefer chilling out with you guys. i'm so sorry for leaving early n hope you guys have fun that day! thanks for bringing me in , it's an eye opener for me though i didn't like it. yupz~ i would prefer to just drink n chat.
saturday:
i took bus 64 n align near denis house n realise there isn't any bus to go to work. called melvin but his hp is off , so called wl n he was trying to tell mi where i should walk to take bus 65 den change again. hmm... i dunno where i was walking but i know tiong baru plaza is very near so decided to walk towards the direction . i'm so lousy, i couldn't find my way n had to ask people n one uncle offer to walk me over cos he is on his way there too. thanks! in the afternoon, my aunt came over. at night, my family go to sim lim square for repair our com so that kor can play his game. argh... i wish dad nv took it to repair cos he keep using. for the past few weeks, i feel that my sisters n I never really talk to him anymore . my sisters seems to go against whatever he says n does. well, i'm still tolerating him. just didn't wan to quarrel with him n make dad n mum unhappy. hai~ but i feel that kor really went overboard. everytime talks to him nicely, he will raise his voice in return which i really dislikes it. he never learns to appreciate things that pple do for me. dad n mum sort of spoil him in a way by protecting him too much. i always tell my parents that they are wrong in doing everything for him but they always come up with stupid reasons for doing so.
sk told me that maybe monday i mightl have to change my seats cos there will be new comer doing telemarketing. but i dun wan eh... cos i like to sit there as the screen is big , also i finally have someone to entertain me when i'm sleepy or bored . argh... is like in school whenever the teacher says wanna change our sitting position. i didn't like it cos u dunno who you will be sitting beside with. of cos if the person is a good friend of yours but if it isn't, i will feel very uneasy. pray hard my sitting place won't change. cross my finger!
sunday:
tennis in the morning though it was drizzling. watched tv... going out ard 4.30 to meet my friends cos wilopo is leaving tml. he will be treating us dinner. he never change much but taller. hoping to see more people whom i hardly met later.
adeline => yawning... a week has past again.
monday:
went shopping at far east with auntie pearlyn n her kids ,mum, cynthia and auntie honey. hmm... when we reached there is already 8 n auntie pearlyn kids - xinyi n yingjie were tagging along with me n my sis. we bought them to take neoprints n xinyi was really cute.. she looks so surprise by the machine n the wonders that it can do. haha... still young. den bring them n walk around, eat kfc cos yingjie was feeling hungry. I bought a handbag which i saw when i were shopping with wenda n cheryl 2 weeks ago in marina square. but it is cheaper over here.. i bought white one :)
tuesday:
today i went for my basic theory evalution after work. around 5.30 i called daddy to fetch me so that i can rest a while n study a little. went home, i took a short nap and started reading. gosh, i'm afraid i would fail again la cos this is the second time i'm taking the evalution. luckily for me, i made it! my parents were very nice, they say that after work ill be tired so they decided to send me there just to take the evalution while they wait for me in west mall. It took me only 15 minutes to complete the whole thing. i saw wenli in the same room too but she was late so never saw me.
wednesday:
i can't really remember what i did today . maybe it is just an ordinary working day so nothing much! oh... today i'm alone for lunch so i walk down to the road to see if i can grab something nice. called mummy to ask what should i eat haha cos it feels weird having to eat alone i didn't like it! I just keep walking n look around den walk till orchard road. wanted to go bread talk near centre point but i realised it has gone so went to centre point , the cold storage n see. haha.. saw something i've always been wanting to eat - sushi! i bought them back n eat behind my working place. that's where peter join me for lunch. hmm... he sits just behind me n the pass few days i never talk to him before cos he looks kinda fierce. but i realise i was wrong.. in fact he was nice n friendly. we chat a while den i have to get down to work le. after the chat with peter, i feel that working is not that boring cos finally there's someone i can talk to when i feel bored haha. thanks to peter! i dun really feel comfortable calling my colleages who are older by their names cos throughout my education, these people look like teachers to me. I feel like calling them like mr or miss something just like my teachers but dun think it is nice. furthermore, i always greet my parent's friends calling uncle n auntie so it really feels awkard to call my colleages by their names. haha.. ok , i shall not harp on it anymore. today i feel happy :)
thursday:
today, i went to great world for lunch with sally n melissa( my colleages) n something happen but i shall not mention anything. had macdonalds for lunch ... woo it has been a long time since i eat fast food. tastes yummy! western food is always my favorite - the top of my list!
friday:
it is my first time having to eat the food behind my working place. it tastes not bad... den i bought a surf shorts which was on sales. today is a little special cos i went clubbing with shili, fang lay, kc, roger, lyn, shuyan. was really curious how it was like inside cos i never been to such place before. haha.. told peter that i was going to clubbing for the first time but he like dun believe me. hey, i'm a good gal ya. lol... kidding. initally i didn't want to tell mummy where i was going but in the end i still tell her cos i feel guilty if i lie. her reaction was as expected .. not that she dun allow but she just keep nagging about some stuffs. i got a little pissed off cos it was my first time going n i dun think it is a nasty place to go too from what i heard from others. i just went to my room till it was time for mi to go meet my friends. ok... we were there early so there weren't many people n i find it not bad.. the place looks nice. We went out a while to meet wilopo den came back again. it was near 11 by the time we came back. the place started to getting mroe n more crowd . roger n kc ordered drinks for us ... i like blue lagoon cos it tastes sweet n not much of alochol. the rest of the alcoholic drinks i dun really have much memory of it. soon, we were on the dancing floor.. the place started to stinks cos i didn't like the smoking smell. loud music blasting, peple began to dance. hmm... the music was good, shili , fl, kc, roger also dance but not me. i feel out of place , feel so stiff n shocked by things happening around me. cos it was not what i expected it to be... my eyes are hurting due to the lightings, the music was so loud that when i leave the place i couldn't hear clearly. they tired to ask me to dance but i couldn't n too scare to even move. one thing irritates me was this guy who keep bumping on to me. also there is a bunch of gals who were crazy. very inconsiderate! i look like a total idiot standing there just gazing around , more of observing people around me. haha... i left when the night is still young. guess i wun be going to such places anymore , i prefer chilling out with you guys. i'm so sorry for leaving early n hope you guys have fun that day! thanks for bringing me in , it's an eye opener for me though i didn't like it. yupz~ i would prefer to just drink n chat.
saturday:
i took bus 64 n align near denis house n realise there isn't any bus to go to work. called melvin but his hp is off , so called wl n he was trying to tell mi where i should walk to take bus 65 den change again. hmm... i dunno where i was walking but i know tiong baru plaza is very near so decided to walk towards the direction . i'm so lousy, i couldn't find my way n had to ask people n one uncle offer to walk me over cos he is on his way there too. thanks! in the afternoon, my aunt came over. at night, my family go to sim lim square for repair our com so that kor can play his game. argh... i wish dad nv took it to repair cos he keep using. for the past few weeks, i feel that my sisters n I never really talk to him anymore . my sisters seems to go against whatever he says n does. well, i'm still tolerating him. just didn't wan to quarrel with him n make dad n mum unhappy. hai~ but i feel that kor really went overboard. everytime talks to him nicely, he will raise his voice in return which i really dislikes it. he never learns to appreciate things that pple do for me. dad n mum sort of spoil him in a way by protecting him too much. i always tell my parents that they are wrong in doing everything for him but they always come up with stupid reasons for doing so.
sk told me that maybe monday i mightl have to change my seats cos there will be new comer doing telemarketing. but i dun wan eh... cos i like to sit there as the screen is big , also i finally have someone to entertain me when i'm sleepy or bored . argh... is like in school whenever the teacher says wanna change our sitting position. i didn't like it cos u dunno who you will be sitting beside with. of cos if the person is a good friend of yours but if it isn't, i will feel very uneasy. pray hard my sitting place won't change. cross my finger!
sunday:
tennis in the morning though it was drizzling. watched tv... going out ard 4.30 to meet my friends cos wilopo is leaving tml. he will be treating us dinner. he never change much but taller. hoping to see more people whom i hardly met later.
adeline => yawning... a week has past again.
ALL PICTURES!
I find my blog too dull.. no pictures at all. hee.. so i have decided to put some pitures that i like with my friends n family!
MARS... MELISSA ADELINE ROWENA YEAN CHIN
XIANGYING N MI (TAKEN IN SENTOSA)
ME ROWENA N MONICA
PW GALS..
PS: I LOVE YOU GUYS! HAVING U GALS ARD ME REALLY MAKE MY DAYS IN SCHOOL MORE MEANINGFUL N WONDERFUL! LAST YEAR I REALLY ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WE SPENT DOING PROECT THOUGH WE EAT MORE THAN WE DO OFTEN. HEE.. BUT HEY, I'M GLAD WE OBTAIN A2 FOR IT! GOOD JOB GALS!
MELI: it's always movietime in ur house n i'll nv forget that!
MICHELLE GF: i love going to your house n please bake more cookies for me :)
CHERYL BF: your house is always full of foods esp tibits..
THOSE TIMES IN AUSTRALIA
UNDER A TREE IN UNIVERSITY OF WESTERN AUSTRALIA
ROTTEST ISLAND.. THE SCENARY IS BEAUTIFUL!
THE GALS! PRETTY GALS YA?
HUEI MIN N ADELINE I LOVE THIS PIC!
OUT WITH YOUNG
CYNTHIS, YINGJIE, XINYI N ME
MY STUDY PARTNER, BF , BLUR QUEEN!
THAT BLUR QUEEN IS CHERYL
MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS
BOTTOM LEFT - SHILI, LYN
UPPER LEFT- ADELINE FANG LAY
times in secondary school were memorable especially when i was in secondary 1 n 2. I experienced the class unity that i never believe it would exist at all. but thanks to you guys in 1e2 n 2e2, you have made it all possible. The fun we had during sports day, cross country, racial harmony day, every term receiving the cleanest class award n many many more events, i will bring it along with me. Secondary school days are the happiest moment during my years of education!
MY BEST FRIEND!
meli... these two years i really appreciated everything we have been through together. u were always there for me when i needed. though during these two years , there was a short period of time when things weren't as smooth for both of us, i'm glad we have made it through. Hope that our friendship will lasts for ages n ages. love ya...
FINALLY IS ALL ABOUT ME
WHEN I WAS YOUNG..
17YEARS LATER... I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR BETTER
I LOVE FLOWERS:)
MANY TOLD ME I WAS A DREAMER
I do not deny. I love to have beautiful dreams because this is where I believe true happiness come about... n I'll never stop dreaming.
adeline=> feeling tired already. goodnite!
MARS... MELISSA ADELINE ROWENA YEAN CHIN
XIANGYING N MI (TAKEN IN SENTOSA)
ME ROWENA N MONICA
PW GALS..
PS: I LOVE YOU GUYS! HAVING U GALS ARD ME REALLY MAKE MY DAYS IN SCHOOL MORE MEANINGFUL N WONDERFUL! LAST YEAR I REALLY ENJOY EVERY MOMENT WE SPENT DOING PROECT THOUGH WE EAT MORE THAN WE DO OFTEN. HEE.. BUT HEY, I'M GLAD WE OBTAIN A2 FOR IT! GOOD JOB GALS!
MELI: it's always movietime in ur house n i'll nv forget that!
MICHELLE GF: i love going to your house n please bake more cookies for me :)
CHERYL BF: your house is always full of foods esp tibits..
THOSE TIMES IN AUSTRALIA
UNDER A TREE IN UNIVERSITY OF WESTERN AUSTRALIA
ROTTEST ISLAND.. THE SCENARY IS BEAUTIFUL!
THE GALS! PRETTY GALS YA?
HUEI MIN N ADELINE I LOVE THIS PIC!
OUT WITH YOUNG
CYNTHIS, YINGJIE, XINYI N ME
MY STUDY PARTNER, BF , BLUR QUEEN!
THAT BLUR QUEEN IS CHERYL
MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS
BOTTOM LEFT - SHILI, LYN
UPPER LEFT- ADELINE FANG LAY
times in secondary school were memorable especially when i was in secondary 1 n 2. I experienced the class unity that i never believe it would exist at all. but thanks to you guys in 1e2 n 2e2, you have made it all possible. The fun we had during sports day, cross country, racial harmony day, every term receiving the cleanest class award n many many more events, i will bring it along with me. Secondary school days are the happiest moment during my years of education!
MY BEST FRIEND!
meli... these two years i really appreciated everything we have been through together. u were always there for me when i needed. though during these two years , there was a short period of time when things weren't as smooth for both of us, i'm glad we have made it through. Hope that our friendship will lasts for ages n ages. love ya...
FINALLY IS ALL ABOUT ME
WHEN I WAS YOUNG..
17YEARS LATER... I WANT TO LEARN TO PLAY THE GUITAR BETTER
I LOVE FLOWERS:)
MANY TOLD ME I WAS A DREAMER
I do not deny. I love to have beautiful dreams because this is where I believe true happiness come about... n I'll never stop dreaming.
adeline=> feeling tired already. goodnite!
Monday, December 05, 2005
Tired
Dear diary,
it is my 6th day at work.. n i'm feeling tired. I bought my prom dress le last sat.. i love it! :) i think my typing skill has increased each day of typing... today i broke my own record of 221 data entries. haha... actually everyday i'm like challenging myself. lol.. kinda silly i know but i've to do something to entertain myself. anyway, i get to knowm ore of the staff there. actually they r quite nice though a few of them had the fierce face. but they r realli funny lol. talking to them reali make mi feel so young. whahaha. Still i can't get used to eating outside food.. whenever i go food court or places where there r lots of food,i jus feeling like puking! been 6 days since my stomach is aching at times... i wonder what happen? now that i'm working, i realli dun enjoy it as compared to studying. I learn to cherish my chance of studying ... grateful this is not the beginning of my working world. i feel so contradict. i wanna do lots of things after a levels but now i feel that i not only did not manage to do what i want but there isn't really the time for mi to do so. Regret for not choosing to work part time... now, i'm currently learning my driving still on theory, tennis n work only. think after a month of working, i wanna enjoy life again den start to work again ba. i'm very tired le.. goodnite!!!
it is my 6th day at work.. n i'm feeling tired. I bought my prom dress le last sat.. i love it! :) i think my typing skill has increased each day of typing... today i broke my own record of 221 data entries. haha... actually everyday i'm like challenging myself. lol.. kinda silly i know but i've to do something to entertain myself. anyway, i get to knowm ore of the staff there. actually they r quite nice though a few of them had the fierce face. but they r realli funny lol. talking to them reali make mi feel so young. whahaha. Still i can't get used to eating outside food.. whenever i go food court or places where there r lots of food,i jus feeling like puking! been 6 days since my stomach is aching at times... i wonder what happen? now that i'm working, i realli dun enjoy it as compared to studying. I learn to cherish my chance of studying ... grateful this is not the beginning of my working world. i feel so contradict. i wanna do lots of things after a levels but now i feel that i not only did not manage to do what i want but there isn't really the time for mi to do so. Regret for not choosing to work part time... now, i'm currently learning my driving still on theory, tennis n work only. think after a month of working, i wanna enjoy life again den start to work again ba. i'm very tired le.. goodnite!!!
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
a day at job
Dear diary,
Yesterday was my 1st day at work in Automobile Association Singapore. I'm just there to do some data entry. hmm... it was one of my most unlucky day i must say. Something happen while i was working.. n I lost my wallet only to realise when i get down the bus! Gosh.. Immediately came home n went out with my sister to the opp bus stop for 195
We went up 3 buses to search for my wallet but i couldn't find it. The 1st uncle was really bad.. he din wait for mi to search for my wallet n juz drove off.. while the other two were nice n even ask if i could find it. Hmmp... i was damn tired n so many things happen in a day. When i thought of all the things that i lost.. i really felt like crying when walking home. My NRIC, POSB NETS, EZ LINK ( which i jus got replacement the day before), cash n my fav wallet! When i reached home, my mum called the SBS to inform them n i was told to make a police report cos i lost my nric. So troublesome! Ytd was really disastrous... i don't feel like working already.it wasn't because the job was bad but cos all the things that happen i totally lost my mood. din even want to eat.
i bought my prom night slippers already on monday while shopping with cheryl. we bought the same shoes.. n sth like a jacket at a rather cheap price. hehe.. i spend really alot on monday of 100 bucks. Went to bugis, city link, suntec n marina square... we meet wenda in city link so ask her to join us. i reach home at ard 9pm. oh.. myy youngest sister actually went with cheryl n mi but halfway she suddenly turn so pale.. so ask her to take taxi home. Hmm.. the day at work - i reach there early ard 8.16am den left late at 18.17pm. type ard 100 data per day. haha.. hope it will increase as days goes by. i'm tired!!! goodnite... now i believe the working world is not easy as what i thought it was..
Yesterday was my 1st day at work in Automobile Association Singapore. I'm just there to do some data entry. hmm... it was one of my most unlucky day i must say. Something happen while i was working.. n I lost my wallet only to realise when i get down the bus! Gosh.. Immediately came home n went out with my sister to the opp bus stop for 195
We went up 3 buses to search for my wallet but i couldn't find it. The 1st uncle was really bad.. he din wait for mi to search for my wallet n juz drove off.. while the other two were nice n even ask if i could find it. Hmmp... i was damn tired n so many things happen in a day. When i thought of all the things that i lost.. i really felt like crying when walking home. My NRIC, POSB NETS, EZ LINK ( which i jus got replacement the day before), cash n my fav wallet! When i reached home, my mum called the SBS to inform them n i was told to make a police report cos i lost my nric. So troublesome! Ytd was really disastrous... i don't feel like working already.it wasn't because the job was bad but cos all the things that happen i totally lost my mood. din even want to eat.
i bought my prom night slippers already on monday while shopping with cheryl. we bought the same shoes.. n sth like a jacket at a rather cheap price. hehe.. i spend really alot on monday of 100 bucks. Went to bugis, city link, suntec n marina square... we meet wenda in city link so ask her to join us. i reach home at ard 9pm. oh.. myy youngest sister actually went with cheryl n mi but halfway she suddenly turn so pale.. so ask her to take taxi home. Hmm.. the day at work - i reach there early ard 8.16am den left late at 18.17pm. type ard 100 data per day. haha.. hope it will increase as days goes by. i'm tired!!! goodnite... now i believe the working world is not easy as what i thought it was..
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Finally!
Dear diary,
Finally my a levels are over! Dun wanna mention anything about it... Woo! Time to have fun n enjoy for at least 3 months. haha, i can't stop laughing! After my last paper, my class went to catch harry potter n the gobble of fire.It was alright only.. i can't sit still during the whole movie. Yesterday, Went to hospital to visit my cousin , juz wanna ask him to take care ya.At night, i went out to meet elmoat bugis. accompany her for dinner den go to orchard to meet up with shu yan. Hmm wanted to go to ktv but it's so ex la.. anyway, i can't sing n i dare not. the only one who heard my voice is cheryl haha.. hey gal, r u honoured?
Yupz, nv make it to ktv so went to holland village to meet up with lyn, shili, kc, roger n fanglay.We chit chat n drink at coffee bean... though it just this simple, but i feel very contented le. Nv feel this way for such a long time... thanks guys! At ard 12 plus, we decided to catch a movie - the exorisism of emily rose. We only bought 7 ticker though ther is 8 of us cos fang lay watched b4 le. Lol.. we manage to smuggle her in. Cool huh. I think i can't watch horror movie even though it is onli a little scary. Many times, i'm like covering my eyes or ears. See no devil, hear no devil. lol. Wonder when did i become such a scary cat, r have i always been like this? reached home ard 4am n zzzz.
First of all, i wanna thank n give a big hug to Melissa! Thanks for painting such a beautiful painting for me.A butterfly n dolphins... i asked my dad if i can hang it up in my room n he say if i want to. n thanks for ur other gifts, i'm waiting for the season of giving wor. It's only the third day n i'm getting a little bored.
yupx... tt shld be ard it.
Things to do :
driving
tennis
yoga
guitar/piano
working!
Finally my a levels are over! Dun wanna mention anything about it... Woo! Time to have fun n enjoy for at least 3 months. haha, i can't stop laughing! After my last paper, my class went to catch harry potter n the gobble of fire.It was alright only.. i can't sit still during the whole movie. Yesterday, Went to hospital to visit my cousin , juz wanna ask him to take care ya.At night, i went out to meet elmoat bugis. accompany her for dinner den go to orchard to meet up with shu yan. Hmm wanted to go to ktv but it's so ex la.. anyway, i can't sing n i dare not. the only one who heard my voice is cheryl haha.. hey gal, r u honoured?
Yupz, nv make it to ktv so went to holland village to meet up with lyn, shili, kc, roger n fanglay.We chit chat n drink at coffee bean... though it just this simple, but i feel very contented le. Nv feel this way for such a long time... thanks guys! At ard 12 plus, we decided to catch a movie - the exorisism of emily rose. We only bought 7 ticker though ther is 8 of us cos fang lay watched b4 le. Lol.. we manage to smuggle her in. Cool huh. I think i can't watch horror movie even though it is onli a little scary. Many times, i'm like covering my eyes or ears. See no devil, hear no devil. lol. Wonder when did i become such a scary cat, r have i always been like this? reached home ard 4am n zzzz.
First of all, i wanna thank n give a big hug to Melissa! Thanks for painting such a beautiful painting for me.A butterfly n dolphins... i asked my dad if i can hang it up in my room n he say if i want to. n thanks for ur other gifts, i'm waiting for the season of giving wor. It's only the third day n i'm getting a little bored.
yupx... tt shld be ard it.
Things to do :
driving
tennis
yoga
guitar/piano
working!
Sunday, October 23, 2005
Dear diary,
I watched finished my dvds - full house today. At some point of the series, i really felt so real. It is so painful to wait for someone u love yet it is so diffcult to tell the person u love that u love him/her. When u see the person leave you, ur heart is bleeding. When the person is with elseone, u wish the person was you. When the person show care n concern, u felt so touch n thought the person love u too but actually the person doesn't. Gosh, the love world is so complicated... created so much saddness.
OK, i should be studying since last week but it was a disaster!!! Went to sch thinking that i would spend more time studying end up making mi more stress cos i realise only on thursday that i have been wasting 4 days away. I nv absorb anything much... argh. Den today i woke up n watch finish my show.. Did econ case study, M8 . went for tuition, do some math... that alls! Yupz, one day i only did so little thing.. n it is like les than 2 weeks to alevel! What m i doing??? Adeline , u gonna change ur mindset!! iT'S NOW OR NEVER! Jia you!!
I watched finished my dvds - full house today. At some point of the series, i really felt so real. It is so painful to wait for someone u love yet it is so diffcult to tell the person u love that u love him/her. When u see the person leave you, ur heart is bleeding. When the person is with elseone, u wish the person was you. When the person show care n concern, u felt so touch n thought the person love u too but actually the person doesn't. Gosh, the love world is so complicated... created so much saddness.
OK, i should be studying since last week but it was a disaster!!! Went to sch thinking that i would spend more time studying end up making mi more stress cos i realise only on thursday that i have been wasting 4 days away. I nv absorb anything much... argh. Den today i woke up n watch finish my show.. Did econ case study, M8 . went for tuition, do some math... that alls! Yupz, one day i only did so little thing.. n it is like les than 2 weeks to alevel! What m i doing??? Adeline , u gonna change ur mindset!! iT'S NOW OR NEVER! Jia you!!
Dear diary,
Just wanna pen down some thoughts
We are friends for years
Someone whom I never thought would be my friend
But I'm glad you were part of my life
There were times you show concern
I really appreciate it
It make me feels like someone really cares
You were always there when I need someone to talk to
The advice you gave always allow me to see things in a different perspective
And i always listen to you cos i trust you
Though there was twice u hurt me without knowing it
But I didn't blame you
Now I hardly see you...
That day i saw you, we were like strangers.
We saw each other but no words between us
Just wanna pen down some thoughts
We are friends for years
Someone whom I never thought would be my friend
But I'm glad you were part of my life
There were times you show concern
I really appreciate it
It make me feels like someone really cares
You were always there when I need someone to talk to
The advice you gave always allow me to see things in a different perspective
And i always listen to you cos i trust you
Though there was twice u hurt me without knowing it
But I didn't blame you
Now I hardly see you...
That day i saw you, we were like strangers.
We saw each other but no words between us
Friday, October 07, 2005
count down.. sleepless
Time=12.15am... tired but i can't sleep. Has been turning in late this whole week. this week really past in a wink. It's getting nearer... 28 more days! so scary... been studying with cheryl this week except today. I wanna slp but i'm guilty so i can't slp.
How??? dunno is mentally tired or physically tired. Read newspaper thinking it will make me sleepy ( wrong tactic ) i shall go do sth that will make mi fall asleep soon. drink hot milk? count sheep, numbers? watch tv? hmm let mi figure this out haha...
i'm lazy to blog now.. notihng much to blog too cos must focus on my studies le. but i will still check my tag board :) to everyone : all the best for ur exams! must drink more water n take good care of ur health ya. 'Survival of the fittest'
@de|ine=> loss of words.
How??? dunno is mentally tired or physically tired. Read newspaper thinking it will make me sleepy ( wrong tactic ) i shall go do sth that will make mi fall asleep soon. drink hot milk? count sheep, numbers? watch tv? hmm let mi figure this out haha...
i'm lazy to blog now.. notihng much to blog too cos must focus on my studies le. but i will still check my tag board :) to everyone : all the best for ur exams! must drink more water n take good care of ur health ya. 'Survival of the fittest'
@de|ine=> loss of words.
Friday, September 30, 2005
My results
Dear diary,
After a week of school after prelim, i didn't really study but still got do homework that was given. Hmm.. only subject that i met my target was math. But still i'm so disappointed with my paper 1 , expect to do better. Paper 2 which i give up actually surprised me. Chemistry was quite expected that i won't do well. Econ haven get back yet so no comments. The one that is very worrying for me is gp. Today i get back my paper n i think i'm the lowest in class. I get an F9 for gp.. can't believe it! Nv get so low an F9 before in my whole life lor. What should i do to pass gp? thinking...
After school, we celebrated keng ee n mei xuan birthday. To both gals, happy birthday! Hope u guys will have a great weekend celebrating ur birthday with ur loves one ya? Mei xuan, sorry that i nv write in ur card, no one pass to me... rmb to give mi on monday ya. I nv atend the talk on grad nite cos i wanted to go home so that i can go out with my family! Daddy n mummy, love u guys lots! My sisters n bro wanted an adidas bag which they mentioned last sat n on tuesday, my parents walked around orchard for 3 hours just to find the bag they wanted. But i was rather pissed off with my siblings when they saw that what my parents bought was not the one they liked. I was pissed off because they only think of themselves, can't they see how much dad n mum putting in so much effort n time to buy for them? Also, the bag isn't cheap. Even if the bag isn't what they like, they shouldn't 'criticised' it. My parents walk for 3 hours to find it , they went to so many shops till mummy's foot got blisters. So we went to change the bag today. went to city link, spend abt half n hour or more thinking what to change cos that adidas shop also dun have what they want. The guy
there told us that we can go over to suntec city to see if they have what we wanted. Argh, there goes my tennis! Suppose to play tennis at 5, but since we are going over to suntec city, it is imposible to make it for tennis. Luckily we managed to find the bag they like... den we went over to nike to take a look. We look at their bags n dad took one of them. I saw it n say ' hey this looks better'. I only commenting but didn't ecpect dad to say ' den buy it lor' I dun wanna buy cos it is very expensive since we have already bought the adidas bag. So i say dun wan.. so expensive. Dad says it's ok.. as long as u all study hard den it's fine. Aiyo, i feel so bad! I rather he dun buy it for me cos it will make me feel guilty if i did not do well for my exams which i did ( my gp flunk!)In the end, he bought it for me. Also i'm not really in need of a bag even if i like it , i should have stop him but it's difficult to change dad's mind. well, we eat prata in suntec den walk to topshop. Hmm.. another surprise! my sisters saw the colour of the adidas bag they wanted whihc was already out of stocks in most outlets in s'pore. Den we saw a bigger version their bag which kor says he wanted to buy it. moreover, it got the colour he wanted n there is only one left. We gave him a call den send him mms. The assistant told us not to buy cos it is not worth the price (69)so we nv buy. But.. when we reached home my youngest sister says she like the bigger bag den she will pay 50 bucks. we had a bet, cos my youngest sis (cynthia) n I said we saw the same bag in queensway while mum n third sis ( cindy) says they saw a different one. so mum gave cyn 15 bucks n cindy gave 10 bucks to bet while cyn fork out the rest. If it is the bag, she will get sponsored but if not, she will den have to buy it herself in suntec if she wants it. As expected, the bag was sold. Dad n mum are really nice! They called topshop to ask to reserve the bag cos it is the last one n went to buy it for her. Where to find such parents? I'm so blessed! In a day, my house got 3 more sling bags.. n total cost more than 200 bucks! plus all the carpark fees, 3 days of shopping.. the cost of petrol... those sports wear.. n foods. Accumlate to be an awesome amount.
@de|ine => thankful to god for giving mi such a wonderful parents n a great family!
After a week of school after prelim, i didn't really study but still got do homework that was given. Hmm.. only subject that i met my target was math. But still i'm so disappointed with my paper 1 , expect to do better. Paper 2 which i give up actually surprised me. Chemistry was quite expected that i won't do well. Econ haven get back yet so no comments. The one that is very worrying for me is gp. Today i get back my paper n i think i'm the lowest in class. I get an F9 for gp.. can't believe it! Nv get so low an F9 before in my whole life lor. What should i do to pass gp? thinking...
After school, we celebrated keng ee n mei xuan birthday. To both gals, happy birthday! Hope u guys will have a great weekend celebrating ur birthday with ur loves one ya? Mei xuan, sorry that i nv write in ur card, no one pass to me... rmb to give mi on monday ya. I nv atend the talk on grad nite cos i wanted to go home so that i can go out with my family! Daddy n mummy, love u guys lots! My sisters n bro wanted an adidas bag which they mentioned last sat n on tuesday, my parents walked around orchard for 3 hours just to find the bag they wanted. But i was rather pissed off with my siblings when they saw that what my parents bought was not the one they liked. I was pissed off because they only think of themselves, can't they see how much dad n mum putting in so much effort n time to buy for them? Also, the bag isn't cheap. Even if the bag isn't what they like, they shouldn't 'criticised' it. My parents walk for 3 hours to find it , they went to so many shops till mummy's foot got blisters. So we went to change the bag today. went to city link, spend abt half n hour or more thinking what to change cos that adidas shop also dun have what they want. The guy
there told us that we can go over to suntec city to see if they have what we wanted. Argh, there goes my tennis! Suppose to play tennis at 5, but since we are going over to suntec city, it is imposible to make it for tennis. Luckily we managed to find the bag they like... den we went over to nike to take a look. We look at their bags n dad took one of them. I saw it n say ' hey this looks better'. I only commenting but didn't ecpect dad to say ' den buy it lor' I dun wanna buy cos it is very expensive since we have already bought the adidas bag. So i say dun wan.. so expensive. Dad says it's ok.. as long as u all study hard den it's fine. Aiyo, i feel so bad! I rather he dun buy it for me cos it will make me feel guilty if i did not do well for my exams which i did ( my gp flunk!)In the end, he bought it for me. Also i'm not really in need of a bag even if i like it , i should have stop him but it's difficult to change dad's mind. well, we eat prata in suntec den walk to topshop. Hmm.. another surprise! my sisters saw the colour of the adidas bag they wanted whihc was already out of stocks in most outlets in s'pore. Den we saw a bigger version their bag which kor says he wanted to buy it. moreover, it got the colour he wanted n there is only one left. We gave him a call den send him mms. The assistant told us not to buy cos it is not worth the price (69)so we nv buy. But.. when we reached home my youngest sister says she like the bigger bag den she will pay 50 bucks. we had a bet, cos my youngest sis (cynthia) n I said we saw the same bag in queensway while mum n third sis ( cindy) says they saw a different one. so mum gave cyn 15 bucks n cindy gave 10 bucks to bet while cyn fork out the rest. If it is the bag, she will get sponsored but if not, she will den have to buy it herself in suntec if she wants it. As expected, the bag was sold. Dad n mum are really nice! They called topshop to ask to reserve the bag cos it is the last one n went to buy it for her. Where to find such parents? I'm so blessed! In a day, my house got 3 more sling bags.. n total cost more than 200 bucks! plus all the carpark fees, 3 days of shopping.. the cost of petrol... those sports wear.. n foods. Accumlate to be an awesome amount.
@de|ine => thankful to god for giving mi such a wonderful parents n a great family!
Sunday, September 25, 2005
My short n after prelim holidays
Dear diary,
Finally prelims is over but there is still a levels! Well, just have to take one step at a time...
Went to the dental on friday, my teeth got holes! argh.. but i brush teeth at least 3 times a day la. when i ask the dentist why got hole, my dad laugh my mi den the dentist smile! so throw face.. end up i got no answer! it hurts so badly that i nv want to talk in the car to my parents when they talk to me. The dentist says i have to go back after two weeks cos this is just a temporary refill, the nurse says if it really hurts very badly den give them a call. Gosh, i already feel tt it's so painful after the thing , can't imagine the extreme pain.
That afternoon, i went out with cheryl to orchard. We went far east den walk around... spent some time in one of the shop to choose a flower rubber band den end up we nv buy. i think we spent abt 10 minutes. den go to the third level n see earrings. I bought a pair of dolphin n butterfly earrings. but i gave the butterfly earrings to her :) den we walk to wisma n taka. end up eating at the food court .. one of the jap food, we share it cos wanna leave some space for our yummy shake. After which, we went to hereen ( one of the accessories shop)haha.. rmb just now i was saying abt the flower rubber band? we saw it again but this tiem round we were more interested in the flower pin which we bought. It was nice n sweet. Den cheryl bought 2 pairs of butterfly ear stud. one is purple n the other one is white.. we each have one of the colour n she gave it to me. lol... hmm den we went to take neoprints with our flower. Oh next is the best par, as promised, i bought cheryl to billy bomber's to try their shake. each of us order cookies n cream shake. we were sitting inside den every table like have food so we thot better order some food too, end up we order potatoe salad. i dun expect it to be such a big portion cos it is not very expensive given that it's an amercian restaurant! We ate till we ere so bloated la but still left half a plate! our shake also left alot.. den cheryl suggest to play game. we play cai quan. i dunno how to play den cheryl teach mi.. end up i keep losing. or rather, i nv win once at all. den we play siscors paper stone.. i also keep losing. hmmp.. eat so much lor! in the end, i quit playing den we try to eat a bit more. both of us wanted to drink more of the shake cos it is so delicious n really nice. Each of us pay 10 bucks.. walk to centre point to buy cheryl's young cousin present. Initially wanted to buy barbie doll for her once but cheryl's mum says buy sth useful so we bought stationary set instead. Cheryl n I walk to the mrt station den she took mrt while i walk to the bus stop. Kinda weird walking alone in orchard... waited rather long for bus. watched tv the whole night n turn in at ard 2?
On saturday, i went to my cousin's 21st b'day. Nothing special.. mi n my other female cousins were gossiping abt his friends... hmm i didn't drink this time round, dun wanna feel dizzy again after my last experience. Watched 'Full HOuse' in his house.. omg. rain is so cute la! haha, nowadays i'm really into korean shows! n this is really bad.. cos a level is so near. This short break, i've been slacking, nv touch my book at all n din even wanna look at them. slept at 3.30am
Woke up at 12pm... watch tv for hours, talk on the phone with melissa for hours too. went to queensway at ard 5pm. at 6, i went running ard my compound n queenstown stadium. ( i met amanda so ran with her) reached home only at 7.30... been lazing ard for a few hours le. Now i needa go prepare some sch stuff which have to be given by tml.
All i wish right now is - everyday after today, i'll be able to pull myself through. even if i fall, i must still stand up n walk it through. Determination n courage is all i need..
Finally prelims is over but there is still a levels! Well, just have to take one step at a time...
Went to the dental on friday, my teeth got holes! argh.. but i brush teeth at least 3 times a day la. when i ask the dentist why got hole, my dad laugh my mi den the dentist smile! so throw face.. end up i got no answer! it hurts so badly that i nv want to talk in the car to my parents when they talk to me. The dentist says i have to go back after two weeks cos this is just a temporary refill, the nurse says if it really hurts very badly den give them a call. Gosh, i already feel tt it's so painful after the thing , can't imagine the extreme pain.
That afternoon, i went out with cheryl to orchard. We went far east den walk around... spent some time in one of the shop to choose a flower rubber band den end up we nv buy. i think we spent abt 10 minutes. den go to the third level n see earrings. I bought a pair of dolphin n butterfly earrings. but i gave the butterfly earrings to her :) den we walk to wisma n taka. end up eating at the food court .. one of the jap food, we share it cos wanna leave some space for our yummy shake. After which, we went to hereen ( one of the accessories shop)haha.. rmb just now i was saying abt the flower rubber band? we saw it again but this tiem round we were more interested in the flower pin which we bought. It was nice n sweet. Den cheryl bought 2 pairs of butterfly ear stud. one is purple n the other one is white.. we each have one of the colour n she gave it to me. lol... hmm den we went to take neoprints with our flower. Oh next is the best par, as promised, i bought cheryl to billy bomber's to try their shake. each of us order cookies n cream shake. we were sitting inside den every table like have food so we thot better order some food too, end up we order potatoe salad. i dun expect it to be such a big portion cos it is not very expensive given that it's an amercian restaurant! We ate till we ere so bloated la but still left half a plate! our shake also left alot.. den cheryl suggest to play game. we play cai quan. i dunno how to play den cheryl teach mi.. end up i keep losing. or rather, i nv win once at all. den we play siscors paper stone.. i also keep losing. hmmp.. eat so much lor! in the end, i quit playing den we try to eat a bit more. both of us wanted to drink more of the shake cos it is so delicious n really nice. Each of us pay 10 bucks.. walk to centre point to buy cheryl's young cousin present. Initially wanted to buy barbie doll for her once but cheryl's mum says buy sth useful so we bought stationary set instead. Cheryl n I walk to the mrt station den she took mrt while i walk to the bus stop. Kinda weird walking alone in orchard... waited rather long for bus. watched tv the whole night n turn in at ard 2?
On saturday, i went to my cousin's 21st b'day. Nothing special.. mi n my other female cousins were gossiping abt his friends... hmm i didn't drink this time round, dun wanna feel dizzy again after my last experience. Watched 'Full HOuse' in his house.. omg. rain is so cute la! haha, nowadays i'm really into korean shows! n this is really bad.. cos a level is so near. This short break, i've been slacking, nv touch my book at all n din even wanna look at them. slept at 3.30am
Woke up at 12pm... watch tv for hours, talk on the phone with melissa for hours too. went to queensway at ard 5pm. at 6, i went running ard my compound n queenstown stadium. ( i met amanda so ran with her) reached home only at 7.30... been lazing ard for a few hours le. Now i needa go prepare some sch stuff which have to be given by tml.
All i wish right now is - everyday after today, i'll be able to pull myself through. even if i fall, i must still stand up n walk it through. Determination n courage is all i need..
Friday, September 23, 2005
Saturday, September 17, 2005
Runaway
I dun wish for more... i just wish for long legs. I wanna run away, away from this relistic world. A world that I dun wanna live in. I dun see happiness that other people get to see in life cos my life has nothing to make me feel like wanting to go on. I wanna give up everthing I have to go to paradise...
Where is our happiness?
Every cycle of life, we undergo different stages.
Begin a toddler is the best.
That's where I define my happiness
Too bad that none of us can turn back time
Looking back the past 17 years,
I dun remember any memorable memories
I turn back , only to see a river
I saw the tears from my eyes
These stream of unfateful events occuring in my life
Every now and then, I dun have the courage to live
So far, I have encounter 5 major events that affect my life
Leading to where I m today.
It may be few but it change my life.
Each n everyone give me the same feelings
DISAPPOINTMENT, FEAR, LOST
I knew it's coming near me once again
It's so near that I'm so afraid of seeing the sun out.
Yes, my life is 100000 times better than a majority of ppl in the world.
I have a wonderful family, many friends...
But I dun have the 'luck' of moving towards success
The endless effort put into something
Only always to result in the opposite
Am i wrong in wanting to achieve something?
Am i wrong in believing that i can do it if I put in my best?
Am i wrong in not wanting to face failure?
Tell mi!
I m tired of thinking where n what i did wrong.
I m tired of telling myself yes u can do it
I m tired of everyone placing hopes on me
STOP telling mi i can when i myself dun even know how
Begin a silly, foolish n immature individual
I only have a solution...
It's another new day, it's raining heavily outside.
I want everyday to rain ... so that i hide my tears
I cry to release all my unhappiness
Catch me cos i'm falling...
Where is our happiness?
Every cycle of life, we undergo different stages.
Begin a toddler is the best.
That's where I define my happiness
Too bad that none of us can turn back time
Looking back the past 17 years,
I dun remember any memorable memories
I turn back , only to see a river
I saw the tears from my eyes
These stream of unfateful events occuring in my life
Every now and then, I dun have the courage to live
So far, I have encounter 5 major events that affect my life
Leading to where I m today.
It may be few but it change my life.
Each n everyone give me the same feelings
DISAPPOINTMENT, FEAR, LOST
I knew it's coming near me once again
It's so near that I'm so afraid of seeing the sun out.
Yes, my life is 100000 times better than a majority of ppl in the world.
I have a wonderful family, many friends...
But I dun have the 'luck' of moving towards success
The endless effort put into something
Only always to result in the opposite
Am i wrong in wanting to achieve something?
Am i wrong in believing that i can do it if I put in my best?
Am i wrong in not wanting to face failure?
Tell mi!
I m tired of thinking where n what i did wrong.
I m tired of telling myself yes u can do it
I m tired of everyone placing hopes on me
STOP telling mi i can when i myself dun even know how
Begin a silly, foolish n immature individual
I only have a solution...
It's another new day, it's raining heavily outside.
I want everyday to rain ... so that i hide my tears
I cry to release all my unhappiness
Catch me cos i'm falling...
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Dear diary,
Been having my prelims lately... n it's not going to end till next thursday! argh... had a bad chemistry paper 3 yesterday. I already fail it! despite what i had learnt, i had a mental block during the exam.. just cannot think. I nv do environmental chem till as i totally forgot abt it ( leave the ans booklet below my desk) only to realise the last 5 minutes. my organic chem is a total disaster. Hai... i knew this was coming. a bad phenonmenon of my phy chem test. Study till 4.30am makes no difference :(
The only paper i will do well is math paper 1.. paper 2 i tink can also forget abt it le. dunno how to do statistic at all.stupid math .. test so much on memory work for what?
I hate A levels!!! I really need a miracle pill urgently to pull me through this horrible, terrifying n disgusting EXAM. Dunno why i'm feeling so pissed off at this moment in time...
who can help me in math paper 2? ( feel so lost)
i'm a saddist...
@de|ine => desperate help needed .. call 995
Been having my prelims lately... n it's not going to end till next thursday! argh... had a bad chemistry paper 3 yesterday. I already fail it! despite what i had learnt, i had a mental block during the exam.. just cannot think. I nv do environmental chem till as i totally forgot abt it ( leave the ans booklet below my desk) only to realise the last 5 minutes. my organic chem is a total disaster. Hai... i knew this was coming. a bad phenonmenon of my phy chem test. Study till 4.30am makes no difference :(
The only paper i will do well is math paper 1.. paper 2 i tink can also forget abt it le. dunno how to do statistic at all.stupid math .. test so much on memory work for what?
I hate A levels!!! I really need a miracle pill urgently to pull me through this horrible, terrifying n disgusting EXAM. Dunno why i'm feeling so pissed off at this moment in time...
who can help me in math paper 2? ( feel so lost)
i'm a saddist...
@de|ine => desperate help needed .. call 995
Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Dear diary.
I'm feeling so happy today! It is teachers' day n i sort of quite high cos it is our last year celeberating teachers' day. yesterday i spent hours doing a 'card' for mr low on behalf for the tennis gals. the card is full of roger federer pictures.. his idol! yupz.. i enjoy the performance put up by then new teachers... den oh ya we also bought a nike watch for mr low. His fav too..
reach home at 10.. hurry to find pictures of daddy n mummy. den print it out before they r home. Den i paste them on construction paper n decorate them. wactch tv till 1pm n slept till 4. pig right? i woke up n read chem equilibrium. i flunk my physical cehm test.. so sad though i knew i'm gonna flunk. hai~.. like mich says prelim is just 12 days away.. i nv tried having a full paper before. Can only do well in topical tests in the past, i think this time i will still be dead. I'm still far from finishing half of my syallbus cos i nv touch econ except 1 topic. i hate economics!!!
Went for dinner with my aunt to celebrate daddy bday den bought him to esplande ( chocolate bar!!) we reach there quite late den can only order drinks. but we wanted to eat the desert so we like keep asking. finally, the girl says ok though she looks abit bu shuang. The guy is better.. he was much friendlier. yummy was all i could say.
I love daddy lots n lots.. more than anything in this world! I dun wanna disappoint him for my 'a'levels but now i needa overcome the problem of time shortage! Die die also must try to pass my subjects. All my wish for daddy is to stay healthy!
@de|ine=> thankful for a happy family!
I'm feeling so happy today! It is teachers' day n i sort of quite high cos it is our last year celeberating teachers' day. yesterday i spent hours doing a 'card' for mr low on behalf for the tennis gals. the card is full of roger federer pictures.. his idol! yupz.. i enjoy the performance put up by then new teachers... den oh ya we also bought a nike watch for mr low. His fav too..
reach home at 10.. hurry to find pictures of daddy n mummy. den print it out before they r home. Den i paste them on construction paper n decorate them. wactch tv till 1pm n slept till 4. pig right? i woke up n read chem equilibrium. i flunk my physical cehm test.. so sad though i knew i'm gonna flunk. hai~.. like mich says prelim is just 12 days away.. i nv tried having a full paper before. Can only do well in topical tests in the past, i think this time i will still be dead. I'm still far from finishing half of my syallbus cos i nv touch econ except 1 topic. i hate economics!!!
Went for dinner with my aunt to celebrate daddy bday den bought him to esplande ( chocolate bar!!) we reach there quite late den can only order drinks. but we wanted to eat the desert so we like keep asking. finally, the girl says ok though she looks abit bu shuang. The guy is better.. he was much friendlier. yummy was all i could say.
I love daddy lots n lots.. more than anything in this world! I dun wanna disappoint him for my 'a'levels but now i needa overcome the problem of time shortage! Die die also must try to pass my subjects. All my wish for daddy is to stay healthy!
@de|ine=> thankful for a happy family!
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Bad week again
Dear diary,
i feel like every thing is happening again.. what happen to me in the past repeats.This whole day hasn't been that great afterall. n definitely, tomorrow wun be any better esp when there is gp paper ( my worst subject) On monday, we had our mock math paper. the questions are not as difficult if i had study harder for it. However, i'm glad to see that they are not so alien to me , at least i know how to start all the questions. Tuwsday went home to study for chemistry though i had math paper as well. I study from 3.30 to 2am, trying hard to know what is going on for ionic quilibrium. Just can't get myself to understand it. The paper really was a disaster... i nv felt the way i had ydt after the paper. it was really really frustrating n i knew i'm going to flunk the paper badly. Not a single question i got it correct when ms yamuna came in for the last lesson which really turn me off. Just after a motivated talk, the next lesson was hers. I do agree with her that we are not performing well but not her assumption that we flop the paper cos we have two tests today. Because i knew everyone study for chemistry and not math. The paper wasn't difficult at all after she gone through it but they just weren't so straightforward. Also there isn't really enough time to complete the paper for a few of us... i hate to see this happen when it is so near to our major exam. I was thinking that if i do well for this paper, i can so call complete my revision for physical chem but nope, it demoralised me cos despite the effort i put, i get nothing out of it. Hope it doesn't mean my grade for chem is going worst cos in the past once my grade drop before a major exam, it always bring me sth bad. pray hard it wun!
Went home ydt anly at 7pm , my brother pick mi home. at ard 8plus, i felt pain ard my eye. i told my mum but she nv say anything... only at 11 plus i felt sth different den look into the mirror n realise my left eye is swollen. haha.. thot today can dun go school le. morning woke up, it became worst but i dun wanna miss lessons so go school lor. It subside after a few hours so i thot nothing lor but during econ lesson, it started swelling again. by then , i already got an early form from mdm lim. thinking if should go for gp anot cos tml got mock paper ma. when asked who is lecturing, haha it solve my problem. cos mr chan is going to lecture n i dun think will learn anything much. so went home! step out of school, my eye like better alot le. ah ha.. the problem lies within the school. go home n slp for very long... woke up to watch da chang jin. so sad... my eye got swollen again. mum ask mi to go se doctor tml during break cos now all the clinics are close! see how first... ok needa do half of revision 7 before i can go slp...
hope tml gp can pass can le.
@de|ine => swell eye
i feel like every thing is happening again.. what happen to me in the past repeats.This whole day hasn't been that great afterall. n definitely, tomorrow wun be any better esp when there is gp paper ( my worst subject) On monday, we had our mock math paper. the questions are not as difficult if i had study harder for it. However, i'm glad to see that they are not so alien to me , at least i know how to start all the questions. Tuwsday went home to study for chemistry though i had math paper as well. I study from 3.30 to 2am, trying hard to know what is going on for ionic quilibrium. Just can't get myself to understand it. The paper really was a disaster... i nv felt the way i had ydt after the paper. it was really really frustrating n i knew i'm going to flunk the paper badly. Not a single question i got it correct when ms yamuna came in for the last lesson which really turn me off. Just after a motivated talk, the next lesson was hers. I do agree with her that we are not performing well but not her assumption that we flop the paper cos we have two tests today. Because i knew everyone study for chemistry and not math. The paper wasn't difficult at all after she gone through it but they just weren't so straightforward. Also there isn't really enough time to complete the paper for a few of us... i hate to see this happen when it is so near to our major exam. I was thinking that if i do well for this paper, i can so call complete my revision for physical chem but nope, it demoralised me cos despite the effort i put, i get nothing out of it. Hope it doesn't mean my grade for chem is going worst cos in the past once my grade drop before a major exam, it always bring me sth bad. pray hard it wun!
Went home ydt anly at 7pm , my brother pick mi home. at ard 8plus, i felt pain ard my eye. i told my mum but she nv say anything... only at 11 plus i felt sth different den look into the mirror n realise my left eye is swollen. haha.. thot today can dun go school le. morning woke up, it became worst but i dun wanna miss lessons so go school lor. It subside after a few hours so i thot nothing lor but during econ lesson, it started swelling again. by then , i already got an early form from mdm lim. thinking if should go for gp anot cos tml got mock paper ma. when asked who is lecturing, haha it solve my problem. cos mr chan is going to lecture n i dun think will learn anything much. so went home! step out of school, my eye like better alot le. ah ha.. the problem lies within the school. go home n slp for very long... woke up to watch da chang jin. so sad... my eye got swollen again. mum ask mi to go se doctor tml during break cos now all the clinics are close! see how first... ok needa do half of revision 7 before i can go slp...
hope tml gp can pass can le.
@de|ine => swell eye
Saturday, August 20, 2005
dear diary,
it had been a busy week due to all the tests. But i had survive them all :) Went to school on monday with a heavy heart knowing it'll be a busy week. On my way to chem lab, i was in a daze till meli ask mi ' did u hear what they say?' cos we met keng ee, cheryl n yvette.. i say 'no' den she says... miss yamuna says there is no chem prac, den wan us to do self revision cos wed got chem test on 3 topics. My mood totally change... hate to do things last minute!! moreover, we have tests on tue n wed.. den she only give us two days to prepare. End up we go lib to study.. lucky still got bring one set of notes.
Tuesday
Drq as usal always fail so nv place high hopes on it too but of cos if pass i'll be glad! nothing special cos wed got two tests... whole afternoon=study
Wednesay
The questions on essay i spot was right!!! But when mr tan gif us see the qns - i was so shock n scare cos i saw the word 'trade deficit' which i thot omg.. study wrong topic liao. The qns damn long la.. i sit so far, can't really see very clearly. was figuring out what the qns asking den after 10 minutes, den i realise is the one that i studied. part of me was feeling happy cos i spot the right one but the other was i don't have enough time!! End of the day got chem test... thanks to the principal it was cancel. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. happy cos test postpone but sad cos there is no reason to do the test badly which means today must study for the test! argh...
Thursday
School ended late... finally there isn't any gp homework today! I did slack a bit but still got revise math. erm.. Only thing i remember was i was disappointed that junyang was out. sob sob.. i think he deserve to get into the final round. Saddned! was glad that kelly got in! Hope she win in the final...
Friday
I slept at 2.30am this morning n got up as usual for school. These two days keep haiving mood swing.. argh, can't stand myself! ( i knew woonli would say den sit lor) haha... lame eh gal but still manage to break into my smile. went home n sleep for hours. at night, i watched tv... read math book 1 till ap gp den daddy came in to ask wanna eat swensen? Hee.. of cos i said yes! den he ask us to go get change. i was wearing like home clothes cos thot go holland eat den go home le. My parents dress quite nice so when we meet out in the living room.. my dad says eh going to orchard leh u sure u wanna wear like that? so i change... it was 10.45pm n there was quite a long queue. we waited for abt 30 minutes den went in. Inside there were still quite a no of empty tables.. i wonder y they kept us outside so long! hmm... we share a regular earthquake, fries n a plate of fish n chips cos everyone seems so full. when we went out... again we saw a long queue but inside there's like abt 4 to 5 tables empty. Think it is one way to do business ba... it's a tactic. Felt so fulll, went home to watch tv again till near 2am den i went to sleep
Saturday
Woke up very late at 11 plus. slack till 1.30 den comtinue my math. done reading book 1 by 4. get ready to go tuition... today is a boringn tiring day. at night.. i nv touch my books. watch tv all the way n went online to slack. time = 11.29pm i'm turning in soon. tml shall be my last tennis training just before my a levels. So sad... i wan to continue but it is not a very wise choice right now. studies some first ya. will enjoy tml training!
Next week
Mon n wed - mock math paper
Wed - inorganic test
Friday - gp papers
@de|ine => mentally n physically drained
it had been a busy week due to all the tests. But i had survive them all :) Went to school on monday with a heavy heart knowing it'll be a busy week. On my way to chem lab, i was in a daze till meli ask mi ' did u hear what they say?' cos we met keng ee, cheryl n yvette.. i say 'no' den she says... miss yamuna says there is no chem prac, den wan us to do self revision cos wed got chem test on 3 topics. My mood totally change... hate to do things last minute!! moreover, we have tests on tue n wed.. den she only give us two days to prepare. End up we go lib to study.. lucky still got bring one set of notes.
Tuesday
Drq as usal always fail so nv place high hopes on it too but of cos if pass i'll be glad! nothing special cos wed got two tests... whole afternoon=study
Wednesay
The questions on essay i spot was right!!! But when mr tan gif us see the qns - i was so shock n scare cos i saw the word 'trade deficit' which i thot omg.. study wrong topic liao. The qns damn long la.. i sit so far, can't really see very clearly. was figuring out what the qns asking den after 10 minutes, den i realise is the one that i studied. part of me was feeling happy cos i spot the right one but the other was i don't have enough time!! End of the day got chem test... thanks to the principal it was cancel. i dunno whether to be happy or sad. happy cos test postpone but sad cos there is no reason to do the test badly which means today must study for the test! argh...
Thursday
School ended late... finally there isn't any gp homework today! I did slack a bit but still got revise math. erm.. Only thing i remember was i was disappointed that junyang was out. sob sob.. i think he deserve to get into the final round. Saddned! was glad that kelly got in! Hope she win in the final...
Friday
I slept at 2.30am this morning n got up as usual for school. These two days keep haiving mood swing.. argh, can't stand myself! ( i knew woonli would say den sit lor) haha... lame eh gal but still manage to break into my smile. went home n sleep for hours. at night, i watched tv... read math book 1 till ap gp den daddy came in to ask wanna eat swensen? Hee.. of cos i said yes! den he ask us to go get change. i was wearing like home clothes cos thot go holland eat den go home le. My parents dress quite nice so when we meet out in the living room.. my dad says eh going to orchard leh u sure u wanna wear like that? so i change... it was 10.45pm n there was quite a long queue. we waited for abt 30 minutes den went in. Inside there were still quite a no of empty tables.. i wonder y they kept us outside so long! hmm... we share a regular earthquake, fries n a plate of fish n chips cos everyone seems so full. when we went out... again we saw a long queue but inside there's like abt 4 to 5 tables empty. Think it is one way to do business ba... it's a tactic. Felt so fulll, went home to watch tv again till near 2am den i went to sleep
Saturday
Woke up very late at 11 plus. slack till 1.30 den comtinue my math. done reading book 1 by 4. get ready to go tuition... today is a boringn tiring day. at night.. i nv touch my books. watch tv all the way n went online to slack. time = 11.29pm i'm turning in soon. tml shall be my last tennis training just before my a levels. So sad... i wan to continue but it is not a very wise choice right now. studies some first ya. will enjoy tml training!
Next week
Mon n wed - mock math paper
Wed - inorganic test
Friday - gp papers
@de|ine => mentally n physically drained
Saturday, August 13, 2005
I'm already there
i love this song... so touching
I'm Already There
(Richie McDonald/Gary Baker/Frank Myers)
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
I'm Already There
(Richie McDonald/Gary Baker/Frank Myers)
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
And when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
And said "Daddy when you coming home"
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
I'm your imaginary friend
And I know I'm in your prayers
Oh I'm already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight
And I'll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I'm already there
Don't make a sound
I'm the beat in your heart
I'm the moonlight shining down
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I'll be with you wherever you are
I'm already there
Take a look around
I'm the sunshine in your hair
I'm the shadow on the ground
I'm the whisper in the wind
And I'll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I'm already there
Oh I'm already
There
Friday, August 12, 2005
Flustered!
i'm feeling very piss off right now. argh...stop disturbing me u !@#$$%$%#$%%^$#^%#^$. LEAVE ME ALONE FOR GOODNESS SAKE..
Sunday, August 07, 2005
regrets.. lost.. troubled
Dear diary,
Walking home with my headphone
Thoughts ran through wildly
Flashes come n go
Words floating by
Walking as slow as a snail
The thought of going home was far
Seven o'clock in the evening
The wind is blowing against me
As I past by my house
Tears rolled down
I dunno what is going through my mind
Soon, i reached the front of the swimming pool
Settle down just before the pool.
Took the phone, i wrote down my feelings
'Message sent' was all i could see
No reply ... the phone was down
The phone rang
Had to pretend i was fine
That wasn't really easy.
Scrolling down my contact list
I rang someone...
Just need someone to talk to me
Keeping me company.
'Someone' isn't free
Just after 'someone' ask why
I cried. Silence.
'Nope, nothing I'm fine. Really I'm fine. Bye'
I couldn't stop tearing...
All I did was sit there
Staring... blasting the music...
9 o'clock time to head home.
Couldn't believe it happen to me.
@de|ine=> fear
Walking home with my headphone
Thoughts ran through wildly
Flashes come n go
Words floating by
Walking as slow as a snail
The thought of going home was far
Seven o'clock in the evening
The wind is blowing against me
As I past by my house
Tears rolled down
I dunno what is going through my mind
Soon, i reached the front of the swimming pool
Settle down just before the pool.
Took the phone, i wrote down my feelings
'Message sent' was all i could see
No reply ... the phone was down
The phone rang
Had to pretend i was fine
That wasn't really easy.
Scrolling down my contact list
I rang someone...
Just need someone to talk to me
Keeping me company.
'Someone' isn't free
Just after 'someone' ask why
I cried. Silence.
'Nope, nothing I'm fine. Really I'm fine. Bye'
I couldn't stop tearing...
All I did was sit there
Staring... blasting the music...
9 o'clock time to head home.
Couldn't believe it happen to me.
@de|ine=> fear
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
My weekends
Dear diary,
This weekend went out with my family to taka to eat lunch at crystal jade. ate quite alot den walk walk ... i managed to buy sth- a book by nicholas spark (true believer) these few weeks, i've read 2 books by nicholas spark n currently reading the wedding. Today i think i only spend 1 n a half hour being attentive in fact only 1 hour ba. During chem lecture, i've been reading the story book all the way den econ i copied notes for half an hour den ther it came the firm alarm. It's so soft la.. can't be heard. Well, jc fire drill is so different la.. we spend 45 minutes in the parade square listening mostly to the principal talking. i'm glad that the receptionist said that to the P haha... also he mentioned about those upgrade stuff in the sch which do not benefit the j2 anyway. After 45 minutes, we realise our break has gone one n only break of the day... need to go hall for civis which is also very boring though it shld concern us. i think everyone was to eat so hardly ask any qns. hmm... throughout the whole day i only listen to ms yamuna lesson.. she's too fierce to be slack in her class. Had to stare at her for the whole 1 hour otherwise i think u will be fry. It's either my eye sight is getting worst or i stare at her too long liao tt's y by the end of lesson i feel that my eyes are so tired. went running today. my timing is getting lousier for 400m. it's like 1.46min. hai~ dun think i can make it for the sports carnival.still thinking if i wanna join anot? i feel like joining cos it's the last year liao but i dun wanna join cos i scare will pull the whole team down. Read econ topic 8 today but had difficulty in understanding them so went running to relax myself n to exercise. but... i think all my effort is gone to the drain cos i ate ice cream after dinner. Toffee cream yummy! watch tv till 10, pack my bag n here i m blogging n chatting. These few days the air con in the bus are working so well that i feel like i'm in a cold c'try. Cold is better than hot i suppose.
An interesting happen on monday that is 'free lunch' in pizza with mich, aiting n wenda. While waiting for gp lesson to start at 4pm, we went to jp for lunch. we were standing outside pizza hut thinking if we shld eat it den a lady came over to ask us do a survey which i ignored her. den the uncle from pizza hut came n told us to help them do a survey in their new flavour of pizza den stil got 5 bucks of voucher. haha... of cos we went in cos , it's such a good deal. When we came out, i felt full lor cos they gave us a rather big piece.so there is our free lunch.. went to coffee bean for desert. my first time there n i ate a chocolate cake.. yummy. gp lesson was a total waste of my time. i regret going for it!
erm... still got quite a no of things i want to blog but i'm sleepy already.
To maria, glad that u drop by to see us. n i really hope to see u next year haha hopefully is in usa. :) take good care n miss ya !
@de|ine = tired
This weekend went out with my family to taka to eat lunch at crystal jade. ate quite alot den walk walk ... i managed to buy sth- a book by nicholas spark (true believer) these few weeks, i've read 2 books by nicholas spark n currently reading the wedding. Today i think i only spend 1 n a half hour being attentive in fact only 1 hour ba. During chem lecture, i've been reading the story book all the way den econ i copied notes for half an hour den ther it came the firm alarm. It's so soft la.. can't be heard. Well, jc fire drill is so different la.. we spend 45 minutes in the parade square listening mostly to the principal talking. i'm glad that the receptionist said that to the P haha... also he mentioned about those upgrade stuff in the sch which do not benefit the j2 anyway. After 45 minutes, we realise our break has gone one n only break of the day... need to go hall for civis which is also very boring though it shld concern us. i think everyone was to eat so hardly ask any qns. hmm... throughout the whole day i only listen to ms yamuna lesson.. she's too fierce to be slack in her class. Had to stare at her for the whole 1 hour otherwise i think u will be fry. It's either my eye sight is getting worst or i stare at her too long liao tt's y by the end of lesson i feel that my eyes are so tired. went running today. my timing is getting lousier for 400m. it's like 1.46min. hai~ dun think i can make it for the sports carnival.still thinking if i wanna join anot? i feel like joining cos it's the last year liao but i dun wanna join cos i scare will pull the whole team down. Read econ topic 8 today but had difficulty in understanding them so went running to relax myself n to exercise. but... i think all my effort is gone to the drain cos i ate ice cream after dinner. Toffee cream yummy! watch tv till 10, pack my bag n here i m blogging n chatting. These few days the air con in the bus are working so well that i feel like i'm in a cold c'try. Cold is better than hot i suppose.
An interesting happen on monday that is 'free lunch' in pizza with mich, aiting n wenda. While waiting for gp lesson to start at 4pm, we went to jp for lunch. we were standing outside pizza hut thinking if we shld eat it den a lady came over to ask us do a survey which i ignored her. den the uncle from pizza hut came n told us to help them do a survey in their new flavour of pizza den stil got 5 bucks of voucher. haha... of cos we went in cos , it's such a good deal. When we came out, i felt full lor cos they gave us a rather big piece.so there is our free lunch.. went to coffee bean for desert. my first time there n i ate a chocolate cake.. yummy. gp lesson was a total waste of my time. i regret going for it!
erm... still got quite a no of things i want to blog but i'm sleepy already.
To maria, glad that u drop by to see us. n i really hope to see u next year haha hopefully is in usa. :) take good care n miss ya !
@de|ine = tired
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