Nice song

I ate alot of strutels today! Omg... only jas n i knows. Lol, but thank you for being such a nice companion. More to come gal!

Went to catch watch dancetitute today. Super nice!!! Everyone dance so professionally. I like it.. how i wish i have can dance like them too. Regina n Qing fu, you guys did a great job!

yAWN... so tired. tml is another 6 hours of lessons. Gotta slp now cos it's 1am le. Sounds early if I were in hall but at home.. it's late!!! haha. Goodnite!

Tired but fufilling day

Dear diary,

I'm feeling happy and tired today! Hee...
Yesterday I had my AB228A class so gotta wear formal to sch which was my first time. I hate rainy days.. it just spoil ur day no matter how nice you wear. Hmm, got a shock when i enter the room cos all the girls were wearing the whole suite la. I feel out of place... cos i haven got myself any jacket. Din see the need to buy it but when my tutor wold me is a must. So that means i needa go for shopping soon! Ate mac for dunno the how many times this week den met up with my 214 grp mates to discuss our assignment which didn't went well. But hope it gets better... it's communication class so we gotta brush up our communication skills too :) Had a gd lecture despite being a friday, 201 meeting . Den my parents n sis came to pick me up for dinner at boonlay market for nasi lemak. I love eating meals with my family... it's something I always enjoy! Relaxing and blessed having to eat with your loved ones with nice foods. When i reach home, I was feeling really tired after a long day... exhausted to the max. I sleep for 12 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to brushmy teeth haha. My sisters must have thot I was sleepwalking.

Today, went to tiong mac to study with jasmine. Although we spend almost 7 hrs there but we only managed to complete 1 tutorial. Ah... but i still feel happy. Keep disturb n play with daddy while watching campus superstar. Now i feel so tired... shall listen to my songs n smile to sleep :)

Can't wait to see regina and qing fu perform tml! Jia you ya...

@dephine is smiling sweet.

Got tagged by Michelle so.. here it goes haha

Rules of the game :

**Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
**People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
**At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. I like to - listen to music and be under the not too hot sun while i fell asleep as i feel the breeze.

2. I am allowed - to bully my sisters when I'm bored? Hahaa, i m not sure abt this.. allowed to stay out late in the night?

3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes though I have serious eye bags. But still, i love it.

4. If i could fix one part of my human body - that would be my legs...

5. I hate - going to school? well school no longer as fun as it used to be.

6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - i never thot of this... cos's i'm straight? Lol, well, someone who is humorous n with style.

7. If i could date a male celebrity, it’s - oo i would choose Daniel Henney! He's tall, abc, cute.. ya, he's the one :P

8. I’m attracted to - cute n beautifully stuffs.

9. I hate it - when I have to make a decision cos i'm indecisive. Ah.. even what to eat, i can't really decide - tt's how indecisive i'm.

10. I prefer to sleep - on my bed at home while having nice dreams , hugging my soft toy. sounds like a lil girl ya? tt's how young i'm! ha..

tagged
1) melli
2) vanessa
3) avena
4) jain
5) cheryl
6) rowena

reflection

Dear diary,

Today I had my professional imaging lessons... its pretty interesting though i as feeling hungry throughout the start of the lesson till break time. Nevertheless, i wish there were more AUs for this module cos it's more fun than other of the other I have to go through.


[ ignore this... i need a place to vent my frustrations]
Slept for 1.5hr when i came home den went to tea garden Macdonald with my youngest sis. I was hoping I can concentrate in reading the readings... but i took a million yrs to understand what I'm reading la. So frustrated! Argh.. i feel like screaming. I'm suppose to learn about accounting which i thought was more on calculations? But what the hell m i doing in this stupid accounting course having to question my level of understanding of those alienated ENGLISH words. This is not accounting.. this is testing my comprehension and patience. I hate this. Neither writing nor reading English is my strength. I used to fail my English especially for paper 2 since I was in primary school n wonder how the hell I could get a B3 for my GP paper when I have a F9 in the preliminary (i thot tt was my worst nightmare ever) Finally I thought I scrapped through it. It's not tt I don't like English but I just not good at my languages. Bloody hell, I wish there is no such thing like presentations or answering questions in those lengthy words which you wanna to get across to ppl . Instead express everything in numbers, at least that was what I wish when I was reading that pieces of shit this afternoon. How I miss those challenging moments against my ability to solve the mysteries n feel this sense of smartness in me. The thought of accounting course makes me feel like I'm insane.
WHAT AM I DOING?

I feel like changing course. Perhaps the one I always wanted is a better choice.

I dun care if anyone were to tell me tt i'm always looking at the negative side of life. Because I'm so sick of this... i'm indecisive, stress, no life. Of cos, i do have my good side but does it matters? It doesn't! Right now if someone offer me a wish, I hope he will grant me wisdom. I feel like a baby turtle trying so hard to stay alive cos every now then I'm so afraid of getting washed up to the shore n getting eaten up by the eagle.

Sometimes I wanna tell you how I feel yet I do not want you to get angry or upset about it. As close as we were, there are still some stuffs that I have to keep away from you. It's hard. As much as I want you to know how I feel, I am so reluctant because I know your difficulties, your thoughts. I put myself in your shoes and I do understand. The thought of your expression prevent me from doing so. Your hopes are so high that I'm so afraid to disappoint you. So afraid that I will hurt you silently. I do appreciate everything you have done for me. Deep inside I pray that someday you will put yourself in my shoes and understand what I'm going though. Although this day will never come cos you will never read this. I just hope that when this period passed, I'll be a better and happier person than I'm now.


I watched license to wed with cynthia, lyn, avena, yx, martin n shamus. The show is funny ... I enjoyed myself just now. Went spize for supper... so full n fatty haha.

There's so many many thoughts running
Till the point where sleeping seems so tough
One tries to look beyond the sky
Wondering what's above it
Is it the sun? water? air?
Or is there an airplane?
Throwing one's hands up with the eyes close
One dreams the most beautiful image that came to mind
A smile came across
Droplets of water came falling down
The sky was touched and sad
Sky cried.
There, sky is one's only friend.
All because sky shares the image of one.

the days of schooling

Dear diary,

I had my Ab214 presentation today n i think i did pretty bad... cos i talk too FAST! haha like a train! Ah, whatever it's over so i'm gonna stay chilled.

I'm in the mist reading thru today's lecture notes. After class, mum came to pick me up n we went shopping. Haha, nv buy anything but still it's better than having to stay in hall( which i used to do tt in the past 1 yr). I love my home cos it's a luxury to stay at home, having no wories abt food, laundry n facing the gloomy room. But the downside is i tend to slp n watch more tv at home... haven really change my bodyclock when i was in sec. or jc.. where i slp but will start studying/ do my hw at a certain time of the day. Yupz, i'm gonna train myself!

From the start of the semster , tt was like last week, i felt kinda lost n demoralised for some reason. But today I'm gonna start motivating myself n say this



yup n at the end of the day , this will keep me smiling



yay! I'm cool. ( rolling my eyes)

i'm already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye

A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know I’m in your prayers
Oh I’m already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don’t worry about the kids they’ll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I’ll be in your dreams tonight
And I’ll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are

I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
Oh I’m already
There


Meli, remember this song?
It's sad and touching but i love it.

I'm so tired.. stay at home and keep walking towards that cosy corner in my bedroom to slp. Try to study but i failed. Dunno what i'm reading anyway.. i hate readings cos my language sucks.
I went to c the doctor cos i'm half deaf.. n the doctor doesn't seems to know what's wrong either. It's getting on my nerves to have my right ear block. Irritating! N my skin is peeling on my right upper hand. So ugly.. haha. Shall wear long sleeves till it gets better.
Had bbq at home tonight... love my family dinner cos mum always have the best food n tasty soup for us! Love ya mummy!
Tv-ing time!

A sleepless night

I had nothing to do while chopping the place in sentosa so took pictures! Haha..

This was taken a few weeks back- the pre orientation nbs camp.

It's 3am now. I'm feeling moody. Can't get to sleep.

Argh... where's my beautiful dreams?

I'm listening to a song right now... emo - Sometimes when we touch

Happy Days are over so soon:(

Dear diary,

School has started and I haven had the feel yet. Lol, this holiday must be too good for me to recover. 1st week has started and passed.. I still don't know what is going on.
I'm very tanned now after hall camp. Cos I were under the sun for 5 hours. I liked being tanned but i hate the peeling! N also, I'm like half deaf. my right ear seems to be blocked, it must be due to the wet hair tt i slept with last sat. N now it's still like tt! Sigh...
I took up dance lessons, finally. I've been dragging it since i was in sec 4. Hee, so excited and happy to learn. It's nv too late :)

It just welled up in her eyes
Having to see her undergo the same old routine
The routine - she hated most
Alone is what she always felt there
As sober as she is, she wish she isn't.
Only then, she can choose to ignore everything
Looking up the from the backyard
The sky is cloudy as her feelings
Numerous of stars up there... but how many were in fact close?


i wish i have magical powers to turn my life around whenever i'm down.

Hall 7 camp

Dear diary,

Right now I'm in hall 7 camp. The camp wasn't as great as NBS camp but still it's nice to see the old and new faces... It has been relaxing for me since i chose to slack in hall when i'm not invovled in the program. Went mambo last nite with 2 other frens though i wasn't really with them at all.

I'm BORED! looking towards the fright nite today at och cos i nv been there b4.

Busy Bee

Dear diary,

I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.

Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?

Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.

Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.

Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...

Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.

PYRITE+SIRIUS+PRYO!

dear diary,

For the past 5 days i had lotsa fun in camp! Though most the seniors lose our voice, neverthelesswe are SUPER HIGH! it's really ZI HIGH.. haha. I think after my whole uni education, the only times i will miss is nbs camp siriusly.It's where friendship bonds are borned and get even stronger. Thanks pyrite, sirius n pryo for all the fun despite having lil slp. We cheered n play games n do silly things tgt. love ya LOTS!

Havoc week!

Dear diary,

i had a marvelous week. Practically having too much fun with all my frends. We had a heart to heart talk on monday night den went to eat mac like really early in the morning at 6am? Haha.. den went to zouk on wed. The songs aren't tt great tt night at mambo but i still enjoy it. Kor n I went to pick my parents up from airport on wed night and when we were home, all of us were like ransack-ing our parents' harvest. Mummy bought alot alot of bags n wallet, while daddy bought IT stuffs like thumbdrive n mp4 phone. It looks cool :)Love them lots!

On thursday, i finally had my facial but i was damn tired cos only slept at 6am den have to wake up at 10. I was really shagged. Den in the afternoon i had to go back hall to move out all my stufs. It's freaking alot lor.. haiz, feel abit cheated by hall! Anyway, no wish to comment... So now my room at home is like so so so messy.
Friday , i had my re-rebonding and go bugis village to buy two pair of shorts which i asked my mum to sponsor abit. At night meet up with my uni frens cos they had a birthday celebration..n off to my deary pals at vivo while waiting to catch harry potter which i fell aslp on n off during the show. Totally die-ed when i reached home.

Met up with the freshies today.. n i was the fake one so ya, i felt weird but still it was fun in a way. Didn't gt suspected so.. YEA! i SUCCEEDED HAHA... after which went to marina square for late lunch with sirius n holland v with a few of them till 11. I'm so exhausted...can't wait for camp to come :P

@delphin had a wonderful week.

when there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

foodless

Dear diary,

It's the third day since my parents left singapore... but they will be home tml! Haha.. everything at home is doing fine just that the kids in my family are not glutton. Lol, we hardly eat man! Since morning till now i only has milo, cake n egg n the time now is 5pm. What's up for dinner? Still dunno yet...

Anyway, talked to my parents ytd on the phone - they are having a great time! Can't wait to see the mp4 phone tt my dad bought for us n those shopping havest my mum had. Haha... yea!!! The house is really peaceful.. den i also taught my maid some english just now. Hmm... korkor is sick. Cynthia gg out for dinner later with frens so maybe she's getting us supper. Not sure abt cindy. Ytd night i cooked creamy spag .. must be my cooking is nice cos we finished it all! Woo! I can COOK. Yea, but pasta is like damn easy to cook lor, think everyone knows too. No big deal right? Should i go out too tonight?

My sister ya cindy the cute one( whom i think is the noti one) ...wrote this in her blog : For the next 3 days the only thing that will keep bothering me is "what am i going to eat for dinner?"...like now!

Haha... agree, i'm thinking abt tt right now!

@delphin: foodless!

Crazy Nitez!

Dear diary,

I had a totally great nite yesterday with marcus, avena and lyn... Marcus n avena came to pick mi up and we head to partyworld which wasn't very tempting to me. But but ... to my surprise, i enjoyed myself cos i hardly sing in the past whenever i went to ktv. This time is different, i had fun n i really meant it. After ktving, i took the wheel n we went to Spize for some super. hurhur, fattening! Didn't wanna go home so 'early' so we drive ard town den sent lyn home cos she has class today.

Leaving marcus, avena n mi. Thot of gg to cosy bay cos avena says the night view is nice but she n i only know tt it is at KALLANG... I haven been driving for months n this feeling is really fantastic! I love it though my parking still sucks very much.

So as we drive... suddenly marcus knows where is cosy bay le.. it is NOT at TANJONG RU. Haha... only the 3 of us know the joke. Guess wat are we doing there? ...

Sometimes I think I'm really a bad gal... drive car behind my parent's back, sat on motor bike... hang out late at night dunno do what. Hmm but it's all these things that make my life more colourful n exciting!

@delphin wishes that this holiday could go on and on...

NDP Preview

Dear diary,

I'm free! Free as i not working anymore... thanks to my colleagues who gave me a pizza treat for lunch and lynn for that beautiful handmade earrings :) My boss still haven found anyone to replace me and wanted me to extend but nope... I can't. Hee... i wanna have fun, opps. Sounds bad right but wanna enjoy myself for the last 1 month.

Went to watch NDP preview with cynthia yesterday... at marina bay all thanks to denis for giving us the tickets. Thanks dude! He was partipating in this year ndp marching... it's tiring but it's a rare opportunity marching for your country on her birthday. Yupz... here are pictures of the ndp...

Had dinner after that with denis at fishermanwharf , all of us were tired so went home afterwhich.

Woke up this morning at 8plus.. n catch Pussycat dolls on Live Earth. Watch tv all the way till 10.30 den she managed to wake up n headed for some sun-tanning till 12 :P
The weather is damn hot.. i was practically perspiring without doing anything but just lie down there n slp...

We're loving it!

Anyway, the 4 kids will be home alone without our parents for the next 3 more days. Yay! It's our own world... no one to wake us up... no one to nag us to eat... it's just us and our FUN! haha.. sounds like we are cheeky at home but actually nope, we are really good children. Tml might go roller blading at east coast park. Gonna get the dvds from yuan xun. Shall finish watching corner with love before sch starts.

@delphin love the paradise.

Bad day at work

Dear diary,

I had a bad day at work yesterday. Early in the morning, I woke up slightly late... having to rush n realise there's no milo on the table cos my new maid haven learn how to make. So i made it myself. Didn't sleep well the night before and my sister woke me up ard 3+ which gave me a shock. She wanted to ask where is the thumbdrive which was at my workplace... n i couldn't fell asleep.

Came to work and thinking that things will get better today... but i was so wrong. It went WRONG right from the start. I was like "DAMN!, Not today!" The whole freaking day, I have been making phone calls just to ask for this stupid LIGHTSCRIBE dvd media and the External thingy. IT sucks... all the weird names. Was not really feeling angry but I just dun have the mood to talk to anyone so i prefer to listen to my music just like any other days, music will make me feel better. Told my sister what happen today, n she just said two word to me - Attitude problem. Haha.. thanks man, that's really helpful la.

Last friday, i went out with my parents to east coast park for dinner and join them with their friends ( one of whom is close to me). The guys drank their beer, while we the ladies had white wine. I drank some but not too much.. cos didn't really like it. My mum's fren is teaching scuba diving- she's one of the few females instructors in Singapore! Admire her... n fishes are her friends. I asked her if she had seen sharks before. She said ya, but that's not what she wanna see... she wants to see - Great White Shark! Woo... brave. Check out this website if anyone of you out there is interested - www.scuba1asia.com

Went for a run on sunday for an hour plus. It was tiring n my muscles are aching till today. I think i'm old haha, no stamina! On Sunday night, my whole family went to Jurong Entertainment to catch Die Hard 4 - it's nice! Not only watching the movie with my family is nice but the show itself is also good. Will give a rating of 4stars. Yupz... but somehow mum still fall asleep as usual. Haha.. she nv fails to fall asleep no matter what show we are watching. Dad loves action movies...

Yea, it's tuesday le. 3.5 more days! Lookinf forward to my free days man! I have almost planned my activities, just looking for company haha. I wanna go roller blading, sun-tanning, have a good dinner, clubbing, plan my timetable for this coming semester, go for my massage and facial, drive back to hall to clear my stuffs... start packing for camp... all i could say is ' I wanna have a good week ahead!' All troubles aside please....

@delphin-> all i ask is a peaceful day.

My dearies...

OUR DINNER AT DING TAI FENG at Wisma





Doesn't it looks yummy? hee

More pictures coming up as soon as i get them for yesterday outing.

Yesterday, we went out from early afternoon till 9+. Went shopping , n the three of us bought earrings including me despite having so many already but i dun care.. haha. Bought 3 big pairs of earrings.. n i bought a pair of jean shorts. Haha we were so broke till the point when i wana buy my shorts, the three of us only manage to dig out $18 n i tell the auntie,"can sell mi at $18? cos i left $18." lol, the shorts cost 19... so the auntie agree readily. Think back, i should have bargain with her ...well, too late!

Rowena and I insisted on going IKEA to have our dinner cos we plan to give her a present. Took bus 33 at 7.45 n only to reach ikea at 8.30 due to traffic jam! N cheryl had to meet up with her family at 9.30 a Lido for movie.. we were afraid n yet wanting so much to give her the present. Luckily, she took a cab n managed to reach there in time. Gave her the cookies and chocolate we had made specially for her. Hope you enjoy it gal, hehe ya, we wanna make u fat :P

I have one more week of work .. which left me with 4 more weeks which include 2 weeks of camp. The following week, I had booked my facial appointment and has the mission to take care of the house for at least 3 days cos my parents are gg overseas. My new maid is here... she's nice. I'm not sure if this is out of sympathy or something else.... sometimes i feel sorry for my maids esp when they are small n skinny and having to carry the heavy stuffs. N language being a barrier, there seems to have misunderstandings quite often...

i think this is like a cycle. Jus like in the past, we have the King n Queen follow by the princes and princesses, those working for the royal family. The commoners are the last... without the power, they could nothing. Life has always been this way isn't it? Blame it on your fate to be born to this era, to this country, to this family surrounded by these people. What else can we do? People always say look forward into the future, don't turn back and look into the past. Can we always do that? How many days a year are we looking forward to the next day? If today is a happy day, if today is the most memorable day, will you still wanna look forward? You wish time could stop at this moment and you can stay happy forever. Times when you were sad, u turn back and remember those happy times and wish things went back to the past and remain there n then. As humans, we only tend to look forward to good times, days where we feel great.
Greed and Want has always been part of mankind... we'll never be satisfy with what we have, do we?

Life...

Dear diary,

Came to realise actually I had been pretty busy at work for the past two days... doing countless of quotation, surfing the net/ flipping those thick books to search for suppliers who sell items like torchlight? Dial the countless no. of phone calls till I lost track with whom I'm suspose to talk to. Blur me once again... However I enjoyed yesterday lunch , i had chicken soup with rice. It was yummy! I wanna try other soups that auntie is selling... today can?

Not sure if today is my last day or wait till my boss tell me... cos I do not know how to ask him about it. As in " Hmm, Mr xxx, is today my last day?" or should I phrase it, " when is my last day?" haha, no idea and i haven really got the intention to quit yet. Perhaps wait till next week ba, so that i have at least 2 more weeks to myself just before the horror begins all over again.

Been sleeping early these few nights like before 11.30... or latest 1am. Too tired... last night, xxx(u know who u r) and I bake chocolate cookies andmade some chocolate melt. We failed initally n i know why now hee. Later den tell u. But the rest of the baking was great! haha... though it's quite greasy. After which we met helen n zhi xiong in ikea when we were there to buy a glass jar. They came over to my house to look around n we sat by the pool side to chit chat till 10.45. Yupz, that's when my day came to an end too... sleepy.

People come and go in everyone life. For some, they leave you and come back in the years to come. But for some, they leave and never return... My maid who has been working for us for 4 years is leaving this morning at 10am. It's hard to describe my feelings when I was about to leave home to work.
All I ask was, " how long is your flight? will you be going to other countries?"
Then just as I was wearing my shoes while she help me to open the door, I told her " Bye bye, take care and be happy. " I regreted not saying thanks... cos i really really wanna thanks her for taking care of me all these years. Now u should be on the plane.. n hopefully you will be able to sense someone out there who thank you for all you have done for her.
N this morning was the last time i drank the milo and egg that she made for me. Hearing the same words everyday but it sounded and feel different to me today" Bye..." \

And tomorrow there will be another new person who will come into my life again... looking forward to meet her.