the days of schooling

Dear diary,

I had my Ab214 presentation today n i think i did pretty bad... cos i talk too FAST! haha like a train! Ah, whatever it's over so i'm gonna stay chilled.

I'm in the mist reading thru today's lecture notes. After class, mum came to pick me up n we went shopping. Haha, nv buy anything but still it's better than having to stay in hall( which i used to do tt in the past 1 yr). I love my home cos it's a luxury to stay at home, having no wories abt food, laundry n facing the gloomy room. But the downside is i tend to slp n watch more tv at home... haven really change my bodyclock when i was in sec. or jc.. where i slp but will start studying/ do my hw at a certain time of the day. Yupz, i'm gonna train myself!

From the start of the semster , tt was like last week, i felt kinda lost n demoralised for some reason. But today I'm gonna start motivating myself n say this



yup n at the end of the day , this will keep me smiling



yay! I'm cool. ( rolling my eyes)

i'm already there

He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye

A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind

I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know I’m in your prayers
Oh I’m already there

She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don’t worry about the kids they’ll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I’ll be in your dreams tonight
And I’ll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes

I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there

We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are

I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
Oh I’m already
There


Meli, remember this song?
It's sad and touching but i love it.

I'm so tired.. stay at home and keep walking towards that cosy corner in my bedroom to slp. Try to study but i failed. Dunno what i'm reading anyway.. i hate readings cos my language sucks.
I went to c the doctor cos i'm half deaf.. n the doctor doesn't seems to know what's wrong either. It's getting on my nerves to have my right ear block. Irritating! N my skin is peeling on my right upper hand. So ugly.. haha. Shall wear long sleeves till it gets better.
Had bbq at home tonight... love my family dinner cos mum always have the best food n tasty soup for us! Love ya mummy!
Tv-ing time!

A sleepless night

I had nothing to do while chopping the place in sentosa so took pictures! Haha..

This was taken a few weeks back- the pre orientation nbs camp.

It's 3am now. I'm feeling moody. Can't get to sleep.

Argh... where's my beautiful dreams?

I'm listening to a song right now... emo - Sometimes when we touch

Happy Days are over so soon:(

Dear diary,

School has started and I haven had the feel yet. Lol, this holiday must be too good for me to recover. 1st week has started and passed.. I still don't know what is going on.
I'm very tanned now after hall camp. Cos I were under the sun for 5 hours. I liked being tanned but i hate the peeling! N also, I'm like half deaf. my right ear seems to be blocked, it must be due to the wet hair tt i slept with last sat. N now it's still like tt! Sigh...
I took up dance lessons, finally. I've been dragging it since i was in sec 4. Hee, so excited and happy to learn. It's nv too late :)

It just welled up in her eyes
Having to see her undergo the same old routine
The routine - she hated most
Alone is what she always felt there
As sober as she is, she wish she isn't.
Only then, she can choose to ignore everything
Looking up the from the backyard
The sky is cloudy as her feelings
Numerous of stars up there... but how many were in fact close?


i wish i have magical powers to turn my life around whenever i'm down.

Hall 7 camp

Dear diary,

Right now I'm in hall 7 camp. The camp wasn't as great as NBS camp but still it's nice to see the old and new faces... It has been relaxing for me since i chose to slack in hall when i'm not invovled in the program. Went mambo last nite with 2 other frens though i wasn't really with them at all.

I'm BORED! looking towards the fright nite today at och cos i nv been there b4.

Busy Bee

Dear diary,

I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.

Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?

Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.

Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.

Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...

Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.

PYRITE+SIRIUS+PRYO!

dear diary,

For the past 5 days i had lotsa fun in camp! Though most the seniors lose our voice, neverthelesswe are SUPER HIGH! it's really ZI HIGH.. haha. I think after my whole uni education, the only times i will miss is nbs camp siriusly.It's where friendship bonds are borned and get even stronger. Thanks pyrite, sirius n pryo for all the fun despite having lil slp. We cheered n play games n do silly things tgt. love ya LOTS!

Havoc week!

Dear diary,

i had a marvelous week. Practically having too much fun with all my frends. We had a heart to heart talk on monday night den went to eat mac like really early in the morning at 6am? Haha.. den went to zouk on wed. The songs aren't tt great tt night at mambo but i still enjoy it. Kor n I went to pick my parents up from airport on wed night and when we were home, all of us were like ransack-ing our parents' harvest. Mummy bought alot alot of bags n wallet, while daddy bought IT stuffs like thumbdrive n mp4 phone. It looks cool :)Love them lots!

On thursday, i finally had my facial but i was damn tired cos only slept at 6am den have to wake up at 10. I was really shagged. Den in the afternoon i had to go back hall to move out all my stufs. It's freaking alot lor.. haiz, feel abit cheated by hall! Anyway, no wish to comment... So now my room at home is like so so so messy.
Friday , i had my re-rebonding and go bugis village to buy two pair of shorts which i asked my mum to sponsor abit. At night meet up with my uni frens cos they had a birthday celebration..n off to my deary pals at vivo while waiting to catch harry potter which i fell aslp on n off during the show. Totally die-ed when i reached home.

Met up with the freshies today.. n i was the fake one so ya, i felt weird but still it was fun in a way. Didn't gt suspected so.. YEA! i SUCCEEDED HAHA... after which went to marina square for late lunch with sirius n holland v with a few of them till 11. I'm so exhausted...can't wait for camp to come :P

@delphin had a wonderful week.

when there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

foodless

Dear diary,

It's the third day since my parents left singapore... but they will be home tml! Haha.. everything at home is doing fine just that the kids in my family are not glutton. Lol, we hardly eat man! Since morning till now i only has milo, cake n egg n the time now is 5pm. What's up for dinner? Still dunno yet...

Anyway, talked to my parents ytd on the phone - they are having a great time! Can't wait to see the mp4 phone tt my dad bought for us n those shopping havest my mum had. Haha... yea!!! The house is really peaceful.. den i also taught my maid some english just now. Hmm... korkor is sick. Cynthia gg out for dinner later with frens so maybe she's getting us supper. Not sure abt cindy. Ytd night i cooked creamy spag .. must be my cooking is nice cos we finished it all! Woo! I can COOK. Yea, but pasta is like damn easy to cook lor, think everyone knows too. No big deal right? Should i go out too tonight?

My sister ya cindy the cute one( whom i think is the noti one) ...wrote this in her blog : For the next 3 days the only thing that will keep bothering me is "what am i going to eat for dinner?"...like now!

Haha... agree, i'm thinking abt tt right now!

@delphin: foodless!

Crazy Nitez!

Dear diary,

I had a totally great nite yesterday with marcus, avena and lyn... Marcus n avena came to pick mi up and we head to partyworld which wasn't very tempting to me. But but ... to my surprise, i enjoyed myself cos i hardly sing in the past whenever i went to ktv. This time is different, i had fun n i really meant it. After ktving, i took the wheel n we went to Spize for some super. hurhur, fattening! Didn't wanna go home so 'early' so we drive ard town den sent lyn home cos she has class today.

Leaving marcus, avena n mi. Thot of gg to cosy bay cos avena says the night view is nice but she n i only know tt it is at KALLANG... I haven been driving for months n this feeling is really fantastic! I love it though my parking still sucks very much.

So as we drive... suddenly marcus knows where is cosy bay le.. it is NOT at TANJONG RU. Haha... only the 3 of us know the joke. Guess wat are we doing there? ...

Sometimes I think I'm really a bad gal... drive car behind my parent's back, sat on motor bike... hang out late at night dunno do what. Hmm but it's all these things that make my life more colourful n exciting!

@delphin wishes that this holiday could go on and on...

NDP Preview

Dear diary,

I'm free! Free as i not working anymore... thanks to my colleagues who gave me a pizza treat for lunch and lynn for that beautiful handmade earrings :) My boss still haven found anyone to replace me and wanted me to extend but nope... I can't. Hee... i wanna have fun, opps. Sounds bad right but wanna enjoy myself for the last 1 month.

Went to watch NDP preview with cynthia yesterday... at marina bay all thanks to denis for giving us the tickets. Thanks dude! He was partipating in this year ndp marching... it's tiring but it's a rare opportunity marching for your country on her birthday. Yupz... here are pictures of the ndp...

Had dinner after that with denis at fishermanwharf , all of us were tired so went home afterwhich.

Woke up this morning at 8plus.. n catch Pussycat dolls on Live Earth. Watch tv all the way till 10.30 den she managed to wake up n headed for some sun-tanning till 12 :P
The weather is damn hot.. i was practically perspiring without doing anything but just lie down there n slp...

We're loving it!

Anyway, the 4 kids will be home alone without our parents for the next 3 more days. Yay! It's our own world... no one to wake us up... no one to nag us to eat... it's just us and our FUN! haha.. sounds like we are cheeky at home but actually nope, we are really good children. Tml might go roller blading at east coast park. Gonna get the dvds from yuan xun. Shall finish watching corner with love before sch starts.

@delphin love the paradise.

Bad day at work

Dear diary,

I had a bad day at work yesterday. Early in the morning, I woke up slightly late... having to rush n realise there's no milo on the table cos my new maid haven learn how to make. So i made it myself. Didn't sleep well the night before and my sister woke me up ard 3+ which gave me a shock. She wanted to ask where is the thumbdrive which was at my workplace... n i couldn't fell asleep.

Came to work and thinking that things will get better today... but i was so wrong. It went WRONG right from the start. I was like "DAMN!, Not today!" The whole freaking day, I have been making phone calls just to ask for this stupid LIGHTSCRIBE dvd media and the External thingy. IT sucks... all the weird names. Was not really feeling angry but I just dun have the mood to talk to anyone so i prefer to listen to my music just like any other days, music will make me feel better. Told my sister what happen today, n she just said two word to me - Attitude problem. Haha.. thanks man, that's really helpful la.

Last friday, i went out with my parents to east coast park for dinner and join them with their friends ( one of whom is close to me). The guys drank their beer, while we the ladies had white wine. I drank some but not too much.. cos didn't really like it. My mum's fren is teaching scuba diving- she's one of the few females instructors in Singapore! Admire her... n fishes are her friends. I asked her if she had seen sharks before. She said ya, but that's not what she wanna see... she wants to see - Great White Shark! Woo... brave. Check out this website if anyone of you out there is interested - www.scuba1asia.com

Went for a run on sunday for an hour plus. It was tiring n my muscles are aching till today. I think i'm old haha, no stamina! On Sunday night, my whole family went to Jurong Entertainment to catch Die Hard 4 - it's nice! Not only watching the movie with my family is nice but the show itself is also good. Will give a rating of 4stars. Yupz... but somehow mum still fall asleep as usual. Haha.. she nv fails to fall asleep no matter what show we are watching. Dad loves action movies...

Yea, it's tuesday le. 3.5 more days! Lookinf forward to my free days man! I have almost planned my activities, just looking for company haha. I wanna go roller blading, sun-tanning, have a good dinner, clubbing, plan my timetable for this coming semester, go for my massage and facial, drive back to hall to clear my stuffs... start packing for camp... all i could say is ' I wanna have a good week ahead!' All troubles aside please....

@delphin-> all i ask is a peaceful day.

My dearies...

OUR DINNER AT DING TAI FENG at Wisma





Doesn't it looks yummy? hee

More pictures coming up as soon as i get them for yesterday outing.

Yesterday, we went out from early afternoon till 9+. Went shopping , n the three of us bought earrings including me despite having so many already but i dun care.. haha. Bought 3 big pairs of earrings.. n i bought a pair of jean shorts. Haha we were so broke till the point when i wana buy my shorts, the three of us only manage to dig out $18 n i tell the auntie,"can sell mi at $18? cos i left $18." lol, the shorts cost 19... so the auntie agree readily. Think back, i should have bargain with her ...well, too late!

Rowena and I insisted on going IKEA to have our dinner cos we plan to give her a present. Took bus 33 at 7.45 n only to reach ikea at 8.30 due to traffic jam! N cheryl had to meet up with her family at 9.30 a Lido for movie.. we were afraid n yet wanting so much to give her the present. Luckily, she took a cab n managed to reach there in time. Gave her the cookies and chocolate we had made specially for her. Hope you enjoy it gal, hehe ya, we wanna make u fat :P

I have one more week of work .. which left me with 4 more weeks which include 2 weeks of camp. The following week, I had booked my facial appointment and has the mission to take care of the house for at least 3 days cos my parents are gg overseas. My new maid is here... she's nice. I'm not sure if this is out of sympathy or something else.... sometimes i feel sorry for my maids esp when they are small n skinny and having to carry the heavy stuffs. N language being a barrier, there seems to have misunderstandings quite often...

i think this is like a cycle. Jus like in the past, we have the King n Queen follow by the princes and princesses, those working for the royal family. The commoners are the last... without the power, they could nothing. Life has always been this way isn't it? Blame it on your fate to be born to this era, to this country, to this family surrounded by these people. What else can we do? People always say look forward into the future, don't turn back and look into the past. Can we always do that? How many days a year are we looking forward to the next day? If today is a happy day, if today is the most memorable day, will you still wanna look forward? You wish time could stop at this moment and you can stay happy forever. Times when you were sad, u turn back and remember those happy times and wish things went back to the past and remain there n then. As humans, we only tend to look forward to good times, days where we feel great.
Greed and Want has always been part of mankind... we'll never be satisfy with what we have, do we?

Life...

Dear diary,

Came to realise actually I had been pretty busy at work for the past two days... doing countless of quotation, surfing the net/ flipping those thick books to search for suppliers who sell items like torchlight? Dial the countless no. of phone calls till I lost track with whom I'm suspose to talk to. Blur me once again... However I enjoyed yesterday lunch , i had chicken soup with rice. It was yummy! I wanna try other soups that auntie is selling... today can?

Not sure if today is my last day or wait till my boss tell me... cos I do not know how to ask him about it. As in " Hmm, Mr xxx, is today my last day?" or should I phrase it, " when is my last day?" haha, no idea and i haven really got the intention to quit yet. Perhaps wait till next week ba, so that i have at least 2 more weeks to myself just before the horror begins all over again.

Been sleeping early these few nights like before 11.30... or latest 1am. Too tired... last night, xxx(u know who u r) and I bake chocolate cookies andmade some chocolate melt. We failed initally n i know why now hee. Later den tell u. But the rest of the baking was great! haha... though it's quite greasy. After which we met helen n zhi xiong in ikea when we were there to buy a glass jar. They came over to my house to look around n we sat by the pool side to chit chat till 10.45. Yupz, that's when my day came to an end too... sleepy.

People come and go in everyone life. For some, they leave you and come back in the years to come. But for some, they leave and never return... My maid who has been working for us for 4 years is leaving this morning at 10am. It's hard to describe my feelings when I was about to leave home to work.
All I ask was, " how long is your flight? will you be going to other countries?"
Then just as I was wearing my shoes while she help me to open the door, I told her " Bye bye, take care and be happy. " I regreted not saying thanks... cos i really really wanna thanks her for taking care of me all these years. Now u should be on the plane.. n hopefully you will be able to sense someone out there who thank you for all you have done for her.
N this morning was the last time i drank the milo and egg that she made for me. Hearing the same words everyday but it sounded and feel different to me today" Bye..." \

And tomorrow there will be another new person who will come into my life again... looking forward to meet her.

Bored!

Dear diary,

Met my girlfrens last friday ... Rowena and Cheryl. We went to town, ate Ding Tai Feng n took many photos in the washroom. Haha, girls as usual. Den we went to Cinleisure where i saw my ex-students, one of them who jus came back from USA. Nice to see you guys there :)

Soon Cheryl had to leave , she's gg clubbing n i went to join lyn n gang at bukit merah macdonald. Seat there n chit chat till dunno what time. But we went fang lay hse after tt. They played majong while I slp despite the 'pleasant sound'. U must be thinking, y i didn't go home and slp right? Hmm, i didn't felt like gg home and would like to spend time with my frens even if I'm slping or just sitting there. Times with people whom u treasure, even the most silence moments can be precious.

Hmm met up with vanessa on tues, had dinner at ikea. Haven seen her for a long time so there's pretty alot to catch up. But hopefully i will be able to see her more often when sch starts which we both aren't looking forward. Lol...

Another week is about to end soon.. Maybe gg to re-rebond my hair this sat. This entry is bored cos i'm really bored!!!

@delphin=> slacking my time away

Phobia...

Dear diary,

Received a phone call... to arrange for an appointment to sgh. I thot it was over since the last time i went there for ECG and told I was officially discharge. A period of sleepless nights and nighmares I had, and now it's going back then again! The thought of seeing them just give me goosebumps and this cold feeling while waiting for my turn or even inside there. It has been like this ever since i was young.. the fear.

How much she wanna turn back time and not to stay there alone. As simple minded as she was back then, know nothing until it brought upon fear. Looking around for help but all she saw was white walls with these strangers whom were told as her saviours. A child struggling hard to break free. But to them, it's effortless to keep her still. Only to step out and carry that heavy heart with her all these years.

How much longer is it going to stay with her, just how much?

Fear of doctor adapted from website:
Often medical phobia is the result of traumatic experiences in childhood. I've spoken to many people with medical fears who had terrible experiences of being held down at the doctor or dentist to force treatment. The mind then attaches that level of fear to situations involving medical procedures. Fear of needles or blood being drawn are among the most common problems relating to medical phobia. Symptoms may include excessive sweating or clamminess, rapid breathing, rapid heartbeat, nausea and dizziness. Doctors can sometimes mistake these symptoms for other medical problems.

Should I or should I not?

2) Need to plan my timetable soon. But I'm considering whether to go for exchange in sememster 2, if so, den i will need to take up different subjects as my fellow schoolmates in group A accountacy. If i wanna go, where should i go? Who should I ask for more advice?

3) When will it be a good time for me to resign? Izzit nice of me to request if I can take so many days off for camp? Or would it be better for me to have at least my last 3 weeks of holiday to myself?


Decisions... something one can never escape.

Jokes in office

Dear diary,

Ever since I'm back from thailand.. there are laughters almost everyday in the office n I became of the joke of the day.

Story 1:
Christopher ( my colleague) : Hello Adeline, Can you help me get the address cos we are gg to collect the namecards now.

Me: ok, call you back shortly.

....

Me: Ya christ, the address is ... #02-02. k, bye!

After 10 minutes,

Chris: Hello adeline, you sure is the correct one? It's a clinic!

Lol, realised i gave him the wrong unit no n he landed up in a clinic instead of a printing shop.

Story 2:

Me to Mr Yeo: Hi Mr Yeo, would like to ask if nc4400 is windowxp or vista. Called you just now but no one picked up.

Yeo( the ah beng vendor) : no.. window xp or vista. migrain.

( is there such a system that is migrain? maybe have so..)

Me: Loke, yeo says is not window xp or vista but is migrain leh. I nv hear b4.

then.. laughters all ard. ( loke replied: izzit you having migrain?) dot dot dot.. den i realised what yeo replied!
Gosh, super throw face! but i still laugh at myself...

Story 3:

Muthu ( on-site worker for my company) : Hello Adeline, you help me call xxx to order safety shoes size 7, ask got stock or not.

Me: Ok, what model/brand you want?

Muthu: I wan good good one. ( i was thinking -how would i know what is a goodgood brand?lol )

me to xxx: hello, can i ask if u have stock for safety shoes size 7?
xxx: ya, what model you want.
me: i wan good good one. haha
xxx: hmm, here all good one. low cut or high cut?

me to muthu: hey, you wan low cut or high cut?
muthu: low cut .. ( n he emphasis again: i wan good good one!)

lol, he's cute la. Next time i just ask for good good brand.


Last night i had dinner with melvin. Haha, he brought mi to 'my backyard'( is in bracket cos i m not sure if it's really my backyard( in Italian) or is his backyard. Anyway, we went to al dente for dinner at the rooftop - it is nice! haha but i eat not alot cos while waiting for him at city hall , i ate 3/4 bar of crunch. Had calmari, pizza n.. fondue! hee... i'm so full. Thanks for the treat, melvin! :) Had a short walk den headed home. The journey is freaking long! bus 195.. was really having migrain, tried to sleep on the bus but i couldn't.

Reached home, cynthia ask mi to teach her A math. dotz, was really tired n didn't feel like but i had to cos she has been waiting for me to teach her function. Wanted her to do well for her exam too.. hee, asked daddy for massage cos my shoulders is really aching. After which, i only managed to teach her the basic n i fell asleep, shall continue again today after my dinner with my dears. yea, eat ding tai feng! yummy :)

Just had my lunch- chocolate cake from awful chocolate n apple. Still having my slight headache. Hopefully tonight i will feel better! Yupz.. what shall i do now at work? Hmm.. disturb pple. haha

@delphin... blur queen!

1st day - we got conned by the tuktuk... but

it's a good experience

The King and Princesses of Gambling!

Looks great ya? But the bill is even nicer!

This is where we got conned - $200 over dinner!

Even the room service is cheaper! N nicer :)

The twins... gluttons!! but CUTE.

Our lovely nails... earrings... unique mirrors
.. gucci perfume... n my favorite accessories hangers!!

Our Harvest!! It's splendid!

from the plane to the hotel
n when you have nothing to do ...
it's self shots even in pyjamas!

I'm at the airport now.. waiting for my flight :P

HALL?

Dear diary,

Great... alison told me she received successful letter for hall application. On the other hand, I got the rejection letter today. Hmm, wasn't really upset perhaps I'm loving home right now so din really bother to think about hall. Called alison n she said she dunno how cos she will be roomieless. Cheer up gal, anyway.. you can choose not go stay there everyday right? Lol, thanks for your offer ah to rent mi the corner area!

Today was a busy day at work.. cos need to chase supplier for quotes and the delivery of goods. Busy till like 2+ den finally i started to feel sleepy and began to slack. Something funny happen at work. I went to the pantry to make milo n hc is there to make coffee. As usual, i always get cheated by people lor den he keep laughing at me. Cos there are three ways to dispense the hot water: 1) is to press the auto dispenser button 2) the normal kind, in the centre at the top ( jus need to push the big thing.) 3) a trigger where u just have to push ur cup upwards. I didn't know tt there is a trigger la. So i was amazed when i saw water coming out when he didn't push any of the button n jus nice his finger is on the plastic of the flask.

I ask him 'eh, how come got water come out? I thot u must press this ( pointing at the auto dispenser).

He said in a amazing tone, " no, u put ur finger here( the plastic of the flask) can already. It's auto one, u dunno meh? "

Curiously, " really? but tt time u told mi must press the auto dispenser. Hmm.. but gt water coming out leh."
So i tried.. nothing came out! I told him," eh, u see i tried le, but cannot leh. how come jus now u did it den it was alright?"

He took my cup n told mi to place my finger there n got water lor. " Why u hold the cup can, but just now i do cannot? Why?"

Then he started laughing uncontrollably. N he told me about the trigger... silly me! Gosh, felt so cheated lo and at the same time laughing over myself. Lol, i walk back to the office n told lynn. She laugh n ask if i get cheated easily? The answer is 'yes.. i always do. Right, lyn n ave?" As usual..

I dun wan school to start - i'll be all alone again without hall, without yanni ( cos she is gg to appeal to NUS), without nicole ( application for acc failed n gg to business)... left cheryl but it's gg to be tough cos we stay quite far n not even sure if can go same class next sem. I dread school without frens. I love pri, sec n even jc.. cos i get to see n have fun with all my good frens in sch. Seeing them everyday is such a wonderful pleasure , it's nv a chore.. But now, what can I say about school? IT'S BORING! Imagine getting to know a new bunch of frens again every sem.. nv knew who are the ones u can trust.

I dun wanna stop working right now.. i like the pple there n i hate UNIVERSITY. It sucks! Please get me out of the horrible place.

Daniel Henney

daniel Henney
Izzit he cute? haha.. i'm gg crazy! He're the Mr Perfect :) Standing at a height of 188, weighing at 72kg. A model..

I wan to find someone like him lol. I must be dreaming right? ya.. but i dun care!

Operation A.I.D.S

deaR dIaRy,

I'm in Operation A.I.D.S now haha guess what it means? It means => Operation As If Doing Something! Lol, Sounds cool huh? but it means slacking in a professional way. Tt's y i'm blogging -waiting for someone to give mi something to do.

Last night tennis match was nice! Nadal won : 6-3, 4-6, 6-3, 6-4. Though i kinda wan federer to win but dad says cannot like tt, must let one be the king of clay n the other one rule the other court. I rmb in he 1st set - there's this super long game where they keep having deuce advantage. den deuce again. In the end nadal won. In fact both of them are equally gd jus tt federer can't run as fast as nadal i guess with the left n right balls. Can see that federer volley many times in the 2nd set. Nice!! Sign.. i think my tennis std will always remain the same now tt i have no more coaching cos i'm lazy or izzit no time? lol.

I'm going out for dinner with nicole, mak n zhi xiong.. yupz, it's been long since i met them. Hope it will not be awkard cos i scare we have nothing to say haha. Opps...

@de|phin operation A.I.D.S

Sun Burnt!!

Dear Diary,

Woke up at 8.30 this morning and getting ready to go to the new NUS law school to play tenni with cheryl and her frens. It's been long since i play tennis outside. The weather was good.. SUNNY day, that's y i got my slight sun burnt which i like it with the pinkish/redness on my face - as though I have a natural blush haha. But it's nt that obvious.

Anyway, enjoyed today tennis which we played from 9.30 till 1+ and had lunch at Cornation. The western food there is cheap lol + free flow of drink. Next time can go there if wanna save money. Cheapskate right? but who cares when right now I left $40 in my bank account and it is gg to last me till I get my next pay which is like endof the month. DANG!!! $40 for 2 more weeks. Luckily i'm gg thailand which I had already set aside a small amount for my own shopping. gONna withdraw out and ask dad to change for me. On a typical sports day esp when I had it in the morning, the rest of the day it is a goner for me. Which means this ...


and even though i'm awake.. i still look like tt..
still sleepy!

Yesterday at work, i was slacking throughout the whole day tt i almost finish watching Seducing Mr Perfect. It's nice!! and after lunch i was really bored and thot of something to do... guess what?

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that is my boss room..

After work, i went home had dinner and headed down to vivo city wih my parents. We waited for like 30 to 45 minutes just to enter the carpark! It's so filled with people. Finally we got into the carpark... walked around den sat down in Gloria Cafe for coffee. Ate chocolate mud n bought home new york cheese cake. Yummy!
Saw this at vivo..

My Colorgenics - very true!

At this time you are really feeling quite exhausted by all the conflict and quarrelling that is going on about you and you are looking for some sort of protection from this state of affairs. Ideally you are seeking a peaceful condition and a tranquil environment in which you can be afforded the chance to relax and recover......

You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.

The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement.

You are experiencing more than your fair share of stress following an acute disappointment. This may be the result of subconscious conflict between hope and necessity. The tension that you are experiencing following your unfulfilled hopes have given rise to anxious uncertainty. You have no doubt that things could get better in the future and so you refuse to make the necessary essential decisions. This conflict between hope and necessity is creating considerable pressure. Instead of resolving this by facing up to making the essential decisions, you are likely to vacillate and concern yourself with trivialities of little consequence.

You are moody and depressed at this time but it will pass. All of your hopes and dreams seem to have gone astray and you are fearful of planning further for the future. Disappointment at the non fulfilment of your hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety and you try to escape from this by withdrawing into yourself. But that is not the answer. You have the power to succeed, believe in yourself... all is possible to him who believes.

http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

Results are out

Dear diary,

Results are out... i'm really disappointed cos of the grades that I got. All B+, no As! Why? Why? Why? It's always like that.. everytime i score almost the same for all my subjects but why isn't there something special like an A- or A? Although my GPA did improve but it's still not what I wanted. Study hard is pointless! Working so hard for projects is also nothing! Exams is still my greatest fear...

Came to the office with a light feeling.. den jason was online gave me a sad face. Says results are out. My heart was beating hard and fast as though I'm sitting on a roller coaster getting ready to go down the slope. Den i told my colleage that results are coming out today and i'm scare. I asked her to help mi check... was hiding behind the computer like a timid mouse.

then I starting questioning her.. " Any B-? Any C+? " cos i was worrying for my electives.

then come the question - " Any A?" She looked at me... " no B-, C+ or A..." There i knew.. must be the same as last sem

"izzit all B+?" ...

"ya.." initally i was thinking quite expected.

Then i started thinking.. "no.." i wanted badly to do well for stat n acc. Why? I knew i was tearing..

Now, i'm blogging.. feeling numb. I need someone to company me, just a companion.

all about ME

Everyone is in the meeting room and i can hear our boss telling some story or stuffs regarding the business world. Also heard about some rules and regulation like no smoking? n turning off the pc. blah blah. Hee.. so that left mi alone again! Da-ta.. found some website to cure my boredom

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about... One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You are 67% Scorpio

How Scorpio Are You?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl. You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion. And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun. Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

People Envy Your Compassion

You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.

What Do People Envy About You?

Dear diary

I went shopping today with my mum and spend more than $100. Lol... cos i got my pay for 2 days yesterday! And there goes my money haha. I like going with my mum cause she has great taste and the best thing is can take cab home cos she don't like to wait for bus neither does she likes the sun. Bought a Guess belt for 42.95, a dress for 35 and a pair of shoes for 23.90. So happy! It's hard to resist these... In fact I was pondering if I should really buy now as my family is probably going to Thailand this june but these few days the security there seems to be low and there are strikes. Hmm.. pray hard that all these will stop within these days den our flight n hotel will be confirmed. After coming home from shopping, I went back to my normal routine that is sleeping! Woo.. damn shiok to sleep for 4 hours after having a delicious dinner.


@delphin--> that's my life!

Nice song...

Who am I - Casting Crowns

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name
Would care to feel my hurt
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way
For my ever wandering heart

Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You're

I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapor in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours

Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain
And calm the storm in me

I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours
I am Yours

Shopping on Vesak Day

Dear diary,

It's a public holiday yesterday... n guess what I woke up at 2.30 when early in the morning like 2plus am I was still asing rowena whether i should eat burger king or mac breakfast haha. Looks like i shouldn't have thot of it at all cos i can't even wake up man!

Been wanting to shop for a pair of shoes/slippers/heels .. something that I can wear to school, to work, to shop cos the pair of low heels is killing my right foot. I have big feet hurhur so that makes it quite difficult for me to find something I like and have my size :( Manage to have Lyn company to shop something comfortable and nice for my feet... Lyn says it's difficult to earn my money haha. Maybe can say so ba cos I would not buy something that I like instead i will only buy it if I really love it. So that explain my empty handed. But that didn't stop me from spending money, lol.. the moment I step out of home I will definitely spend money. this time round, is on food as requested by mummy.

On tuesday night, i went out with Melvin for dinner at Ding Tai Fung. Yummy! I love the xiao long bao and fried rice with egg. Though it is a simple dish but it's really nice! Also ate the yam paste xiao long bao hehe. Will love to go there again, anyone wants to join me? Haven been watching any movies since 200 pounds beauty .. everyone were having craze on catching Spiderman 3, Pirates.. , Shriek 3? But I doesn't seems to have it haha - i'ma weirdo huh. No idea why too.

Tml is back to work again .... wonder what will I be doing. Izzit more time to slack? Or doing something new? hmm.. I wanna make sure I learn the process of the documents and do it well. Yupz, maybe when Loke is more free, he can teach me. Not very nice to disturb him always but he has been nice. My boss , Mr Lew is also very good to me. Think of it, he's really afraid that I skip my lunch. I never see a boss who ask me to go to his office and says ," Adeline, there are two important things. 1st, remember to have your lunch den 2ndly, later when u r free, do the sales quote for xxx company." Lol, he's funny lo. In the 1st place, i am slacking and always free. and the part where eating is an important thing for me to do just makes me feel like laughing. Haha.. thanks Mr lew for your concern. This weekend I gonna make a trip to NTUC ba, den i can buy some snacks and keep it in the drawer.

On wednesday, I actaully spend 1hour plus searching for a wallpaper and yupz finally found a very cute winnie the pooh wallpaper. Guess I needa think of something to surf le tml just in case I'm slacking again! Can't imagine how am I going to spend my time when the new permanent girl come den she will do most of the stuffs leaving me with only answering the phone call and taking down of message as well as doing sales quotes perhaps.

Shall watch one more esp of corner with love before going to bed! tata..

@delphine , i finally found something i like but not love...