Dear diary,
Finally, the connection is fixed. Everyday i am still enjoying my holidays and so glad to stay this way. If only i can have these days forever...
Have been watching a lot of TV shows... like project runway, Amercian next top model, Amercian idol etc. Every now and then, I faded into a dreamy mode wondering who do I wanna be in the future. What is my talent? Do I have one? Imagine myself staying in an office seems so boring! And i really really don't want to.. yet again, do i have a choice? I admire people who have talents.. that creative brains and magical hands of theirs drawing fascinating designs and turn them into gorgeous pieces of artwork filling up the body parts of a human being ... the beautiful voices that touches the hearts of people around the world... isn't it WOW?
How i wish i have something...
Met up with a fren recently... n i realised that there's always this small personality in everyone of us that refuses to grow up. It come so naturally like a small kid. Anyway, we did an art an craft thingy like those u see in the shopping centers using sand but we were using plant fibre. Just last sunday, i went to popular and bought materials to make stuffs. If given the choice, i wouldn't mind playing with barbie dolls,polly pocket, hugging all my bears to sleep as though they were my kids. I used to be very silly and still am.. where i will cover blanket over my bears thinking that they will get cold in the air-con. Alright.. guess i just don't wanna grow up.
Will be meeting my gers tml night at holland village... anticipating for camera time! whahaha.
my body clock is screw. sleeping after dinner, waking up at 2/3am till 5/6 plus den slp again. Today is so tiring cos i went back to school to do my flag for Kids' world and play 3 games. As simple as it is.. and indeed it was, still I had to stayed in school from 9am till 5pm cos they drag it for DAMN LONG! Nvm... realise that there are a no. of things for me to think these few days.
i have a wish for this christmas...
Thursday, December 13, 2007
Sunday, December 09, 2007
Internet connection Breakdown!
Dear diary,
It has been 2 days without the internet connection at home and it's killing us ( my siblings and I) ! So... here we are at tea garden MacDonalds surfing the net since it was 12.30am and currently the time is 3.30am. Haha, this is maddnes i know.
Gosh...singtel has such poor service! Have to wait till Tues before the technician come to fix it la! N i have to register my subjects on tuesday :S Argh.. looks like i have to go back to sch if not somewhere else to reg my sub. Sian!!! So sad.. i lost my gate access card to my hall. I really have no idea how i lose it cos nv take it out b4. *scratching my head* n $20 is gg to fly again jus like tt...
There's nothing i can do except for tv and going out without the internet. Finish watching the prison break till esp 8 today. Looks like i have no choice but to start on Heros...
Next week i have my whole week fully booked. Have to go back to sch on monday to wed cos of my volunteer work preparation. My group is winnie the pooh ... so happy :) Tue after registration, will be gg out... Thursday, there might be still some slot available haha. Mummy is flying off to penang on friday - no more nagging for at 5 days! Yea.. lol. N we, the kids will be bringing daddy ard to spend money lol. Very evil kids ya? Lol, we are nice... company daddy when mum is not around. Going to bring him to all the hip places lo. When we told dad, he says he's gg to hide one corner for the 5 days haha. Think one of the days, we are gg to New Asia Bar - if i'm nt wrong it's the tallest building in Singapore. So excited! I will trade in any of my activities for that... family first! hee
On teh 17th to 19th, i will be spending my time with the kids at Kids' World. Hope it'll be fun :) I love children!! They are so adorable... looking forward to meeting and taking pictures with them. I jus had dinner with one of my Jc Fren at Manhanttan Fish market. Thanks for the present and treat !I think the prawns there are nice but the fish is nt tt good. StIll prefer Fisherman Wharf which i will be gg next sat.
Tml i will be gg to rent shows/movies with korkor... i hope he DON'T slp till 6pm! Such a pig ,owl and rat in the house! Anchorpoint has a disney cafe gg to open soon. Seems like it's selling ice-cream but i just love the furnitures there. I wanna take photos .. with mickey and minnie! Lalalala, i'm in my dreamland again. Love all the cute stuffs lo. Most girls are like that one right? Hehe... i am!
4am le.. going home now. Good morning Singapore! Goodnite ...
It has been 2 days without the internet connection at home and it's killing us ( my siblings and I) ! So... here we are at tea garden MacDonalds surfing the net since it was 12.30am and currently the time is 3.30am. Haha, this is maddnes i know.
Gosh...singtel has such poor service! Have to wait till Tues before the technician come to fix it la! N i have to register my subjects on tuesday :S Argh.. looks like i have to go back to sch if not somewhere else to reg my sub. Sian!!! So sad.. i lost my gate access card to my hall. I really have no idea how i lose it cos nv take it out b4. *scratching my head* n $20 is gg to fly again jus like tt...
There's nothing i can do except for tv and going out without the internet. Finish watching the prison break till esp 8 today. Looks like i have no choice but to start on Heros...
Next week i have my whole week fully booked. Have to go back to sch on monday to wed cos of my volunteer work preparation. My group is winnie the pooh ... so happy :) Tue after registration, will be gg out... Thursday, there might be still some slot available haha. Mummy is flying off to penang on friday - no more nagging for at 5 days! Yea.. lol. N we, the kids will be bringing daddy ard to spend money lol. Very evil kids ya? Lol, we are nice... company daddy when mum is not around. Going to bring him to all the hip places lo. When we told dad, he says he's gg to hide one corner for the 5 days haha. Think one of the days, we are gg to New Asia Bar - if i'm nt wrong it's the tallest building in Singapore. So excited! I will trade in any of my activities for that... family first! hee
On teh 17th to 19th, i will be spending my time with the kids at Kids' World. Hope it'll be fun :) I love children!! They are so adorable... looking forward to meeting and taking pictures with them. I jus had dinner with one of my Jc Fren at Manhanttan Fish market. Thanks for the present and treat !I think the prawns there are nice but the fish is nt tt good. StIll prefer Fisherman Wharf which i will be gg next sat.
Tml i will be gg to rent shows/movies with korkor... i hope he DON'T slp till 6pm! Such a pig ,owl and rat in the house! Anchorpoint has a disney cafe gg to open soon. Seems like it's selling ice-cream but i just love the furnitures there. I wanna take photos .. with mickey and minnie! Lalalala, i'm in my dreamland again. Love all the cute stuffs lo. Most girls are like that one right? Hehe... i am!
4am le.. going home now. Good morning Singapore! Goodnite ...
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
haha, was reading through dawn blog and saw this video about facebook. It's pretty funny! lol...
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
Random entry
Dear diary,
I just woke up at 3pm... had mac breakfast with my youngest sis at tea garden and back to my sleep after that. I love my family so much that i enjoy every moment with them :)
Just that night how she cuddle and squeeze onto my bed and lie beside me even though she has a much bigger bed which she share with her twin. And there my big brother also wants a share of it.... if it were a few years back, perhaps we can all sleep tgt but now that we have grown up, that's kinda tough.
Was msn-ing with guo xiang while I was reading my hand-written diary. Such funny entries I had... din know i could draw quite well and write such interesting poems :)
This holiday is flying pass me so fast that i want time to stop. There's so many people I have not meet up with esp my frens from overseas and those gg to overseas. Argh... i wanna get out of singapore too! Mum has some kind of humor too, when i told her that, she says ' go sentosa also can'. Hehe... sentosa is still part of singapore, Mum.
Went shopping with helen yesterday and bought a shirt dress.. however it's kinda short for me to be a dress. But i still love it still. I should go back to my dance school to pick up some moves. Dancing is fun and cool! It got all i love.. the music and exercising.
Will be meeting nbs people tonight at butterfactory... hopefully it will be fun even though there might be very few of us from sirius.
Every night I have been watching Prison Break till bedtime...I love his eyes.
@delphin
I just woke up at 3pm... had mac breakfast with my youngest sis at tea garden and back to my sleep after that. I love my family so much that i enjoy every moment with them :)
Just that night how she cuddle and squeeze onto my bed and lie beside me even though she has a much bigger bed which she share with her twin. And there my big brother also wants a share of it.... if it were a few years back, perhaps we can all sleep tgt but now that we have grown up, that's kinda tough.
Was msn-ing with guo xiang while I was reading my hand-written diary. Such funny entries I had... din know i could draw quite well and write such interesting poems :)
This holiday is flying pass me so fast that i want time to stop. There's so many people I have not meet up with esp my frens from overseas and those gg to overseas. Argh... i wanna get out of singapore too! Mum has some kind of humor too, when i told her that, she says ' go sentosa also can'. Hehe... sentosa is still part of singapore, Mum.
Went shopping with helen yesterday and bought a shirt dress.. however it's kinda short for me to be a dress. But i still love it still. I should go back to my dance school to pick up some moves. Dancing is fun and cool! It got all i love.. the music and exercising.
Will be meeting nbs people tonight at butterfactory... hopefully it will be fun even though there might be very few of us from sirius.
Every night I have been watching Prison Break till bedtime...I love his eyes.
@delphin
Sunday, December 02, 2007
Friday, November 30, 2007
In my dreams ...
Dear diary,
I had a tiring day yesterday.. woke up at 7am and head my way back to that lil corner of Singapore - NTU to play tennis with cheryl, hj n raymond. it was fun... i haven play tennis since dunno when. 4 hours of stroking n laughing on the court. What i took away from the court was a nick - no. 10. All thanks to mond! Had a big feast at crystral jade.. it was yummy! I enjoy my lunch but all that workout on court is gone...
Meet rowena at 4.30and we went vivocity. We watched enchanted. It was really enchanting :) I also wanna be in a fairyland and there you'll always live happily ever after. Silly as it sound.. but i never want to wake up from this dream :P
gg to meet my sec sch frens soon. Tml will be gg to SHOW concert. I can imagine both my sisters going CRAZY! They are two mad girls who look alike. haha
Next week all be another week of 'outings'. I wanna work in the weekend... any jobs available?
@delphin ...
I had a tiring day yesterday.. woke up at 7am and head my way back to that lil corner of Singapore - NTU to play tennis with cheryl, hj n raymond. it was fun... i haven play tennis since dunno when. 4 hours of stroking n laughing on the court. What i took away from the court was a nick - no. 10. All thanks to mond! Had a big feast at crystral jade.. it was yummy! I enjoy my lunch but all that workout on court is gone...
Meet rowena at 4.30and we went vivocity. We watched enchanted. It was really enchanting :) I also wanna be in a fairyland and there you'll always live happily ever after. Silly as it sound.. but i never want to wake up from this dream :P
gg to meet my sec sch frens soon. Tml will be gg to SHOW concert. I can imagine both my sisters going CRAZY! They are two mad girls who look alike. haha
Next week all be another week of 'outings'. I wanna work in the weekend... any jobs available?
@delphin ...
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
Sunday, November 25, 2007
A post birthday
I celebrated an early birthday with cheryl, hongjin and raymond at Crystal Jade. Thanks a lot! It was after our paper... n i really enjoyed myself. Just received the photos from hj, realize that i haven seen myself smiling for so long already. Hmm... but i look pretty tired too :(
That day... they sang birthday song n i felt so embarrassing haha. Well.. i'm shy.
We had Anderson ice-cream too n played the arcade! Cheryl partner with hj.. while i partner raymond to play the basketball game. Initially we lost to them but the second match we won! N got to stage 3... by the time we're at stage 3, i'm perspiring lo. My hands are aching .. the basketballs just fly everywhere. Lol, but it was fun! :)
That day... they sang birthday song n i felt so embarrassing haha. Well.. i'm shy.
We had Anderson ice-cream too n played the arcade! Cheryl partner with hj.. while i partner raymond to play the basketball game. Initially we lost to them but the second match we won! N got to stage 3... by the time we're at stage 3, i'm perspiring lo. My hands are aching .. the basketballs just fly everywhere. Lol, but it was fun! :)
Saturday, November 24, 2007
Friday, November 23, 2007
what s semster...
Dear diary,
I do not know where to begin with... anyway it's the lat day of my papers. And i can't believe that it's getting worst each semster. Ya, life ain't easy but must it be that difficult?
Initially the thot of having just 3 papers was like.. well, u can do it! it' only 3.. but when u started to pile up the amount of notes, textbook, tutorials etc.. n see that mountain stacking higher and higher and what you know is that i have to get all these words into that small little brain , that's why stress enter.
It's always like that... n i do not understand why I always have to break down during exams. It was not once nor twice.. but thrice on/off. I'm so sorry for having my frens around mi to having to worry about me... comfort me and telling me that everything will turn out well. But i'm also grateful and thankful that i have friends around me who i can rely on esp cher n hj. To my parents whom i cried over the phone for almost an hour just before my last paper because i was so scare and panic. It's really nice to see them when they came over to send me dinner and tonic at 11.30pm. I feel like giving them a hug but i didn't.
I'm always thinking and worrying about every single thing... my brain is working the wrong way. Ever since my last paper till now, i'm still stoning the whole day. it's a feeling i do not know how to describe, it was not happiness definitely. i'm going aimlessly... just have to pray the outcome is what i wanted. i hate myself for being such a weakling.
i wanna sleep but i couldn't sleep depite of the 2.5 hrs i had this morning before the paper...
I wanna fly into my dreamland! leave this real world and enter into my comfort zone...
Boat and piggy are still having exams, it' been long since i see them! Miss you so much... Chelle, thanks for your call and we will be able to meet up really soon maybe next week? Meli, i din receive your msg but saw it at friendster jus now.. thank you. Are you having fun travelling? Bring me along!!!
Tonight, Dad is bringing me out to chill out... i miss the small talks we had in the past.
What else have i missed out? hmm... going to groom myself up for the next one week and start tennis-ing plus lotsa and lotsa of movies n drama. i wanna watch prison break 3 :)
Hopefully my parents have plans to bring me overseas.. anywhere is good. I misses the beach...
@delphin -> nothing means more to her as compared to ...
I do not know where to begin with... anyway it's the lat day of my papers. And i can't believe that it's getting worst each semster. Ya, life ain't easy but must it be that difficult?
Initially the thot of having just 3 papers was like.. well, u can do it! it' only 3.. but when u started to pile up the amount of notes, textbook, tutorials etc.. n see that mountain stacking higher and higher and what you know is that i have to get all these words into that small little brain , that's why stress enter.
It's always like that... n i do not understand why I always have to break down during exams. It was not once nor twice.. but thrice on/off. I'm so sorry for having my frens around mi to having to worry about me... comfort me and telling me that everything will turn out well. But i'm also grateful and thankful that i have friends around me who i can rely on esp cher n hj. To my parents whom i cried over the phone for almost an hour just before my last paper because i was so scare and panic. It's really nice to see them when they came over to send me dinner and tonic at 11.30pm. I feel like giving them a hug but i didn't.
I'm always thinking and worrying about every single thing... my brain is working the wrong way. Ever since my last paper till now, i'm still stoning the whole day. it's a feeling i do not know how to describe, it was not happiness definitely. i'm going aimlessly... just have to pray the outcome is what i wanted. i hate myself for being such a weakling.
i wanna sleep but i couldn't sleep depite of the 2.5 hrs i had this morning before the paper...
I wanna fly into my dreamland! leave this real world and enter into my comfort zone...
Boat and piggy are still having exams, it' been long since i see them! Miss you so much... Chelle, thanks for your call and we will be able to meet up really soon maybe next week? Meli, i din receive your msg but saw it at friendster jus now.. thank you. Are you having fun travelling? Bring me along!!!
Tonight, Dad is bringing me out to chill out... i miss the small talks we had in the past.
What else have i missed out? hmm... going to groom myself up for the next one week and start tennis-ing plus lotsa and lotsa of movies n drama. i wanna watch prison break 3 :)
Hopefully my parents have plans to bring me overseas.. anywhere is good. I misses the beach...
@delphin -> nothing means more to her as compared to ...
Sunday, November 04, 2007
yet another exam...
It has been a crazy sem...
I just been through another crazy weekend. Doing project overnight at my house for IT.
My team members took turns to sleep jus like the other time over at Cheryl's house.
What's now?
It's getting closer...
A voice within me saying ' pls don't let this day come'
how much i need the energy to keep me awake every single day
I ain't wanna get tired anymore
some magical shine needed to sprinkle on me.
To meli, mich, cher n rowena,
Hey girls! All the best for your exams. I'm looking to your return and meet ups after this mugging period. Good luck :)
Adelphin wishes that everything will goes well smoothly and better...
I just been through another crazy weekend. Doing project overnight at my house for IT.
My team members took turns to sleep jus like the other time over at Cheryl's house.
What's now?
It's getting closer...
A voice within me saying ' pls don't let this day come'
how much i need the energy to keep me awake every single day
I ain't wanna get tired anymore
some magical shine needed to sprinkle on me.
To meli, mich, cher n rowena,
Hey girls! All the best for your exams. I'm looking to your return and meet ups after this mugging period. Good luck :)
Adelphin wishes that everything will goes well smoothly and better...
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
i dunno why I'm feeling this way...
so emo...
in a daze. din feel like talking at all
the air is stagnant and cold
the sound of the fan so distinct
my eyes are tired.
but there wasn't a thought to go to bed
cos i'm guilty of everything
like how i have spent hours working on a freaking project
how i spent my time on my meals
the time i spent thinking about every other thing that seems so unimportant
not knowing where i should start...
i could easily stare on the screen on my computer...
n i felt my tears welling...my nose is stiffing
what's wrong?
mummy called in the evening...
how much i wanted to tell her i miss her cooking so much
how much i wanted to tell her not to hang the phone on me
all i said was i wanted to go home today but there're so many things to do...
asked if i have eaten? n remind me to take my meal later...
just when everything feels like falling apart in the lonely night
i miss my family most...
the frequent calls i used to get no longer ring.
i hate myself for getting emotional when things don't turn out well.
i shld be standing up strong like how i appear to be
keep that smile on... but it is not that way...
and there ... it happens sometimes...
"I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurt so much to sacrifice what I gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you"
....
Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you
There are times when I go crazy
In the twilight of the night
maybe i shouldn't place any expectations...
i have made it so far...
i shld be contented.
it is just a want...
i do not need this burden..
it's burning my tolerance, my patience
so tired..
i just wanna walk through the endless peaceful road
someone enlighten me?
so emo...
in a daze. din feel like talking at all
the air is stagnant and cold
the sound of the fan so distinct
my eyes are tired.
but there wasn't a thought to go to bed
cos i'm guilty of everything
like how i have spent hours working on a freaking project
how i spent my time on my meals
the time i spent thinking about every other thing that seems so unimportant
not knowing where i should start...
i could easily stare on the screen on my computer...
n i felt my tears welling...my nose is stiffing
what's wrong?
mummy called in the evening...
how much i wanted to tell her i miss her cooking so much
how much i wanted to tell her not to hang the phone on me
all i said was i wanted to go home today but there're so many things to do...
asked if i have eaten? n remind me to take my meal later...
just when everything feels like falling apart in the lonely night
i miss my family most...
the frequent calls i used to get no longer ring.
i hate myself for getting emotional when things don't turn out well.
i shld be standing up strong like how i appear to be
keep that smile on... but it is not that way...
and there ... it happens sometimes...
"I cried myself to sleep last night
When I woke up
There were tear stains on my pillow
It hurt so much to sacrifice what I gave up
Without you in my life
I will always feel lonely
Losing the love
From someone like you"
....
Not a day goes by without something
Reminding me of you
The truth is that I miss you
It gets so hard not being with you
There are times when I go crazy
In the twilight of the night
maybe i shouldn't place any expectations...
i have made it so far...
i shld be contented.
it is just a want...
i do not need this burden..
it's burning my tolerance, my patience
so tired..
i just wanna walk through the endless peaceful road
someone enlighten me?
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Having too much fun?
Dear diary,
This weekend i was staying over in school... went for shopping on Friday with Gina and Helen. Ah... this month is definitely the month where i spent most of my money on shopping :X Mummy cfm will nag at me if she finds out. i bought 2 cardigans and a top which costs mi a total of $62. In the afternoon, i went to play the game for IT, it was fun.. den report to LT24 where it seems as though i moment i step into and out, my knowledge is still the same! Ah, i din know what was happening in the lecture la.
Had street challenge on sat... i had fun though i feel more like gg there for showcase haha. Entertainment value was high in the finals and it was more relaxing! Anyway, we got 2nd! The weather wasn't very bad.. but bad enough for me to get my sun-burnt :S Like finally i got rid of my tanned lines and now it's back. BOO! I think the best part was after street challenge where zhen hao, yuen bo, guo xiang and i decided to have our own cooked meals. We went to The Sun, bought spaghetti sauce, canned food and chicken clam chowder. Went to hall2 to cook and eat on the stairs. It was nice n i enjoy it... Went to hall 2 tv lounge.. they were watching soccer. I was chit chatting with them cos i dun watch soccer. Was feeling tired but after we went back to hall for a bath, we gathered in hall 9 again. The guys watch soccer while i was in yuen bo room. His room got this huge tv , psp 2 ... after the soccer the guys came up to play psp2 -soccer again. 3am, we went down to watch rugby. Learn abit on the sports from yuen bo... i fell aslp, woke up n play with his hp. Slept ard 4plus i think...
I feel so tired today... n lost. Din know what to do the whole day, been surfing ard the net, walk to my bed n nap like every now and then. i'm such a pig! Jus had dinner with hj... n it's like 9pm already. Tml is another new week...
What's life without sirius? i guess i probably won't have tt much fun without them.
This weekend i was staying over in school... went for shopping on Friday with Gina and Helen. Ah... this month is definitely the month where i spent most of my money on shopping :X Mummy cfm will nag at me if she finds out. i bought 2 cardigans and a top which costs mi a total of $62. In the afternoon, i went to play the game for IT, it was fun.. den report to LT24 where it seems as though i moment i step into and out, my knowledge is still the same! Ah, i din know what was happening in the lecture la.
Had street challenge on sat... i had fun though i feel more like gg there for showcase haha. Entertainment value was high in the finals and it was more relaxing! Anyway, we got 2nd! The weather wasn't very bad.. but bad enough for me to get my sun-burnt :S Like finally i got rid of my tanned lines and now it's back. BOO! I think the best part was after street challenge where zhen hao, yuen bo, guo xiang and i decided to have our own cooked meals. We went to The Sun, bought spaghetti sauce, canned food and chicken clam chowder. Went to hall2 to cook and eat on the stairs. It was nice n i enjoy it... Went to hall 2 tv lounge.. they were watching soccer. I was chit chatting with them cos i dun watch soccer. Was feeling tired but after we went back to hall for a bath, we gathered in hall 9 again. The guys watch soccer while i was in yuen bo room. His room got this huge tv , psp 2 ... after the soccer the guys came up to play psp2 -soccer again. 3am, we went down to watch rugby. Learn abit on the sports from yuen bo... i fell aslp, woke up n play with his hp. Slept ard 4plus i think...
I feel so tired today... n lost. Din know what to do the whole day, been surfing ard the net, walk to my bed n nap like every now and then. i'm such a pig! Jus had dinner with hj... n it's like 9pm already. Tml is another new week...
What's life without sirius? i guess i probably won't have tt much fun without them.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
time for a new beginning
Dear diary,
Yea.. board meeting just ended! So happy...
Early morning i went for 214 and my classmates started saying that i nv eat my medicine cos i went a lil crazy... i think is more of the stress that's y i'm like tt.
After board meeting, went with hj n Cheryl for ice cream waffles. Then, they say i'm dramatic today. where got?
I'm back in hall and I've this very light feeling. Although there's still things for me to do BUT i dun care! I decide not to do anything tonight :P Haha, this week very slack. I slept for 10 hours on Tuesday night. Concussed at 12am n woke up at 10am.. sleeping is damn shiok! I LOVE sleeping!
Ate prata roll sausage at NIE den i saw my velvet slipper there. I wanna buy... maybe tml go there?
Shoot, my IT tutor ask my fren n i to help her to try out a game either tml or monday. Dunno is gd or not to be so lucky getting 'chosen' to play the game. Must be i too noisy in IT class already.. keep laughing when doing lab work if not sleeping when she is teaching the seminar -_- can't help but always fall asleep in IT class.
I'm thinking if i should go home tonight to grab all my stuffs for tml, sat n next week. I'm running out of clothes and i dun have my sports shoes for street challenge this sat. Also, i gt dance this sat... so lazy to go home :P
Actually come to think of it, still have alot of things to do esp IT project, 201 plus i haven start studying or rather i m lacking so much behind. i gg to watch some movie now. haha.. bye!
Yea.. board meeting just ended! So happy...
Early morning i went for 214 and my classmates started saying that i nv eat my medicine cos i went a lil crazy... i think is more of the stress that's y i'm like tt.
After board meeting, went with hj n Cheryl for ice cream waffles. Then, they say i'm dramatic today. where got?
I'm back in hall and I've this very light feeling. Although there's still things for me to do BUT i dun care! I decide not to do anything tonight :P Haha, this week very slack. I slept for 10 hours on Tuesday night. Concussed at 12am n woke up at 10am.. sleeping is damn shiok! I LOVE sleeping!
Ate prata roll sausage at NIE den i saw my velvet slipper there. I wanna buy... maybe tml go there?
Shoot, my IT tutor ask my fren n i to help her to try out a game either tml or monday. Dunno is gd or not to be so lucky getting 'chosen' to play the game. Must be i too noisy in IT class already.. keep laughing when doing lab work if not sleeping when she is teaching the seminar -_- can't help but always fall asleep in IT class.
I'm thinking if i should go home tonight to grab all my stuffs for tml, sat n next week. I'm running out of clothes and i dun have my sports shoes for street challenge this sat. Also, i gt dance this sat... so lazy to go home :P
Actually come to think of it, still have alot of things to do esp IT project, 201 plus i haven start studying or rather i m lacking so much behind. i gg to watch some movie now. haha.. bye!
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Can life get any better?
It's Saturday finally.. which means i have managed to pull through the last 5 days.
Fast, hectic, emotional, sleepless days and nights.
It all begin with a strong mindset but gets beaten down with an alphabet at the end of the day 1.
All i need was some jokes, some enlightenment, some encouragement to put me into ease or rather into sleep. Back into my pondering mood... always wondering why things turn out this way. Was glad that 1 presentation was down. During the ppt, i was like a joke myself holding on to a toy mircophone - the thought of it, makes me wanna laugh.
Entering into day 2, saw so many pictures of little kids in my class. I suddenly felt the love around with these innocent eyes and smiles. These cuties pies brings me into a state of admiration. In the afternoon, our team presented for IT. It was not a bad experience afterall cos i wasn't much prepared to do this ppt without a speech. Was just rattling off the slides and think of what i could add on the spot. Thankfully it went well though not excellent. End of day 2 begins with lots of readings for quiz.
The whole of day 3, the 3 of us were mugging for 202 quiz. Of cos, i din managed to finish all of them... it was a stressful day
Skipped my morning class cos i couldn't wake up... n the quiz was a disappointment n i predict it would not turn out well anyway. Sigh, will this semster be a real turnoff? Went to cheryl house to stay overnight with my 3 other group members to complete our IT project.
I din managed to last the whole night... think i fell into deel sleep after macdonalds breakfast at 6.30am. Woke up at 8.30 but went back to slp again till 10 plus. Last minute check through, printed photos, wanted to make video but no time ( but the plot was really funny) , finally call a cab n bring us back to FAL. Do all the final printing which was scary.. we have 50 over pages :S. I hope the tutor give us marks for effort if the quality is not tt great. The last day of a school week put me into a 15 hours of sleep.
I'm working on my elective report now - 2000 words. hopefully i can complete it by tonight. Hopefully i dun get too tired in the night, cos i wanna go out for a breathe. I need this! All i need is to be in a peaceful surrounding, enjoy the breeze and fell asleep.
It's Saturday finally.. which means i have managed to pull through the last 5 days.
Fast, hectic, emotional, sleepless days and nights.
It all begin with a strong mindset but gets beaten down with an alphabet at the end of the day 1.
All i need was some jokes, some enlightenment, some encouragement to put me into ease or rather into sleep. Back into my pondering mood... always wondering why things turn out this way. Was glad that 1 presentation was down. During the ppt, i was like a joke myself holding on to a toy mircophone - the thought of it, makes me wanna laugh.
Entering into day 2, saw so many pictures of little kids in my class. I suddenly felt the love around with these innocent eyes and smiles. These cuties pies brings me into a state of admiration. In the afternoon, our team presented for IT. It was not a bad experience afterall cos i wasn't much prepared to do this ppt without a speech. Was just rattling off the slides and think of what i could add on the spot. Thankfully it went well though not excellent. End of day 2 begins with lots of readings for quiz.
The whole of day 3, the 3 of us were mugging for 202 quiz. Of cos, i din managed to finish all of them... it was a stressful day
Skipped my morning class cos i couldn't wake up... n the quiz was a disappointment n i predict it would not turn out well anyway. Sigh, will this semster be a real turnoff? Went to cheryl house to stay overnight with my 3 other group members to complete our IT project.
I din managed to last the whole night... think i fell into deel sleep after macdonalds breakfast at 6.30am. Woke up at 8.30 but went back to slp again till 10 plus. Last minute check through, printed photos, wanted to make video but no time ( but the plot was really funny) , finally call a cab n bring us back to FAL. Do all the final printing which was scary.. we have 50 over pages :S. I hope the tutor give us marks for effort if the quality is not tt great. The last day of a school week put me into a 15 hours of sleep.
I'm working on my elective report now - 2000 words. hopefully i can complete it by tonight. Hopefully i dun get too tired in the night, cos i wanna go out for a breathe. I need this! All i need is to be in a peaceful surrounding, enjoy the breeze and fell asleep.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
During my whole recess week.. it was very much of a routine. Cos there are project meetings almost everyday! Except for this special day - Friday, where i meet up with my secondary sch friends because our dear miss avena is leaving to USA for 3 months not to study but to WORK n PLAY! Admire her ... haha. Anyway, we had dinner at kenny roger in great world city. It was my first time eating the famous chicken.. n indeed i like it! Though it's very fattening cos the portion is really big n i finish all with the extremely cheesy macaroni and yummy mashed potatoes. I wanna bring my parents there! hee... maybe after next week - the week i fear most.
So happy to see joyce, lingli n vanessa cos i rarely meet up at all. in fact since nbs camp, i haven meet all of them there. Bought a g2000 top which costs $59 n thanks to jolence who told be she bought it at half price .. i wanna scream. lol. Just so conicidental that both of us bought the same design but different colour :) i bought blue while she bought yellow. After kenny roger, i went holland village to essential brew. i just love that place :)
On sat night, i had dinner with sherlyn n kor at koufu food court in anchorpoint. I must say that the standards of anchorpoint food court has risen alot. Yummy foods there. Korkor ordered a special dish from the western stall which is unique n nice.. th0ugh it's filled with vege n mushrooms still it delicious.
So excited to get all the new clothes i bought online later in the afternoon from regina. I'm so going to have a collection of blue tops in my closet. Bought a beach dress n a top which is super versatile. Quite excited to wear them too but looks like i gotta wait till after exams? Hopefully not.. perhaps next weekend ba.
Next week is horrible! So far i already have:
1) AA202 class presentation (mon)
2) Elective report draft (mon)
3) AA213 class presentation (tue)
4) AA202 quiz (thurs)
5) AA 213 prj deadline (Fri)
later in the morning.. i really pray hard that there's no presentation or assignment due next week. though the chances is slim cos everyone whom i know in 214 classes seems to have assignments or presentation.
sigh.. today i nv study at all :(
spend alot of my time on my report for my elective n was viewing my IT project part a.
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
To my ex-roomie, i may not know what has happened but to you my dear, please hold on and stay strong no matter how hard life is going to be. i may not be able to share your burdens but know that i do care and will always be there for you when u need a listening ear like how we used to when we were staying together.
it's funny when you find yourself telling others to stay strong and have faith in themselves when all you ever did was to give up on yourself. so tired of pretending to be who you wanna see...
strolling down the park
having memories of being a young kid on the playground
playing with packs of candles,
protecting it from the wind.
if our childhood never ends...
life will never be so complicated.
what you need is not only time...
it's funny when you find yourself telling others to stay strong and have faith in themselves when all you ever did was to give up on yourself. so tired of pretending to be who you wanna see...
strolling down the park
having memories of being a young kid on the playground
playing with packs of candles,
protecting it from the wind.
if our childhood never ends...
life will never be so complicated.
what you need is not only time...
Monday, September 24, 2007
life at 20
dear diary,
is it wrong to be someone nice?
is it wrong to treat everyone as friends?
why do human beings differ so much?
does everyone has a motive behind all their actions?
i wanna get out of Singapore and NTU ...
is it wrong to be someone nice?
is it wrong to treat everyone as friends?
why do human beings differ so much?
does everyone has a motive behind all their actions?
i wanna get out of Singapore and NTU ...
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Enjoyable day!
dear diary,
i'm so happy...
firstly, i haven touch my books for 2 days. been playing and giving myself a break away from studies. but i know this is not what i'm suspose to do cos there are so many projects on hand now. hmm, next week is packed with projects.
on thursday night, we ( ahmad, toon lee n i) were in yanni's room playing cards n chit chatting till like near 5am. I couldn't take it so went back to my room to zzz..
had a fun time with my nbs camp frens. had bbq at my house with good foods. haven had such a great time with them bitching, making fun of pple... remind me of 2e2 gatherings every yr at my hse there bbq-ing. really hope that the friendship with my nbs frens will always remain ... having gatherings once in a few months is really nice. so fun-loving, interesting n real...
my cousin is staying overnight today ... had a chat with her a while ago. tml gg to my dance class, meet up with jas den meet up with my mum's side relatives to celebrate grandma birthday! haha, can see all my young n noti cousins.
i wanna go on DIET n i wanna run, play tennis and do something challenging to spice up my life!
i'm so happy...
firstly, i haven touch my books for 2 days. been playing and giving myself a break away from studies. but i know this is not what i'm suspose to do cos there are so many projects on hand now. hmm, next week is packed with projects.
on thursday night, we ( ahmad, toon lee n i) were in yanni's room playing cards n chit chatting till like near 5am. I couldn't take it so went back to my room to zzz..
had a fun time with my nbs camp frens. had bbq at my house with good foods. haven had such a great time with them bitching, making fun of pple... remind me of 2e2 gatherings every yr at my hse there bbq-ing. really hope that the friendship with my nbs frens will always remain ... having gatherings once in a few months is really nice. so fun-loving, interesting n real...
my cousin is staying overnight today ... had a chat with her a while ago. tml gg to my dance class, meet up with jas den meet up with my mum's side relatives to celebrate grandma birthday! haha, can see all my young n noti cousins.
i wanna go on DIET n i wanna run, play tennis and do something challenging to spice up my life!
Thursday, September 20, 2007
Yea, i'm so happy! It's my last day of the mid term break though i'm still i hall because tml there's project meeting. Well, guess there will be prj meetings like everyday of next week. Sigh... isn't it suspose to be a BREAK?
I have nothing to do so went to my sis blog to 'steal' some pictures.
According to her, that's my bro who was caught by her when he missed the red light. Apparently, he is too engrossed in eating the chocolate...
Thanks daddy for buying us this camera. It's so slim n nice :) Hee, next time i can post more more pictures!
Mummy cooked me this PuRpLe PoTaToEs before i came back to hall last sunday. It's so unique ... i have nv see such potatoe b4. BUt it tastes really great.. mummy says it's from US. but i dun recall seeing that in USA. anyway, i love eating potatoes :P
Went home ytd to have lunch with my family. But it turn out to be a cold war... sigh, i know how lucky the kids in my family are. As in ya, we have everything we want.. but sometimes it's not the money that can solve things like our feelings. Sometimes I just choose not to explain things to u because we all come to realise that you will nv understand us. So what's the point? U shld know that everyone of us have different ways of leashing out our anger or pour out our sorrows. I may not be able to look things from your view.. but at least try to listen to us. To you my dear, dun worry so much... everyone will have to go through that stage. I have been there before, i know how it feels... but u gotta learn to face the reality n trust me, everything will be fine alright?
Happy birthday to my two mischievous sisters.. though u are older but u girls still look and behave like u r 14 lo. Haha... glad that u're happy with your results but please continue to strive harder cos i believe u have the potential to do better ok? Ya, happy collecting your presents and share with me too! lol...
I have nothing to do so went to my sis blog to 'steal' some pictures.
According to her, that's my bro who was caught by her when he missed the red light. Apparently, he is too engrossed in eating the chocolate...
Thanks daddy for buying us this camera. It's so slim n nice :) Hee, next time i can post more more pictures!
Mummy cooked me this PuRpLe PoTaToEs before i came back to hall last sunday. It's so unique ... i have nv see such potatoe b4. BUt it tastes really great.. mummy says it's from US. but i dun recall seeing that in USA. anyway, i love eating potatoes :P
Went home ytd to have lunch with my family. But it turn out to be a cold war... sigh, i know how lucky the kids in my family are. As in ya, we have everything we want.. but sometimes it's not the money that can solve things like our feelings. Sometimes I just choose not to explain things to u because we all come to realise that you will nv understand us. So what's the point? U shld know that everyone of us have different ways of leashing out our anger or pour out our sorrows. I may not be able to look things from your view.. but at least try to listen to us. To you my dear, dun worry so much... everyone will have to go through that stage. I have been there before, i know how it feels... but u gotta learn to face the reality n trust me, everything will be fine alright?
Happy birthday to my two mischievous sisters.. though u are older but u girls still look and behave like u r 14 lo. Haha... glad that u're happy with your results but please continue to strive harder cos i believe u have the potential to do better ok? Ya, happy collecting your presents and share with me too! lol...
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
i can't wait for the holidays to come!
dear diary,
i'm so looking forward to the holiday.
there's so much i wanna do that i think that 1 week of 'holiday' is NOT enough
so many projects on hand ... a no. of movies i wanna catch... i wanna go shoppin, roller blading... n slp!
i'm so looking forward to the holiday.
there's so much i wanna do that i think that 1 week of 'holiday' is NOT enough
so many projects on hand ... a no. of movies i wanna catch... i wanna go shoppin, roller blading... n slp!
Friday, September 14, 2007
it's just abt me.
dear diary,
i have just moved into hall 3 this week. Though i didn't really know my room-mate but she's nice and funny. enjoy her company...
i wanna watch musical highschool 2 and hairsray! hmm.. anyone wanna watch with me? this coming week is the last week before the recess week. I foresee a packed one.. but gladly i have only 3 days of school! yes!!!
yesterday night i went supper with most of the pryo n guoxiang. We had prata... well, i guess hall life is really much abt late nights n supper. But i will CONTROL.
All these while I have been listening to others about the way life should be. Like in university, so called the entrance to relationships... Although sometimes i really feel like being wanted, but it was never a 'yes i want this badly' kinda thing. People who knows me long enough will know that i'm pretty much a family gal. And of cos i enjoy the company of friends... The warmth i get from my family can never be replaced which partly also make me feel that I do not need the love of someone special. I cherish the many important people and pals in my life right now n glad that they have entered into my journey giving me love, happiness and support.
A near stranger asked me, ' What is my favorite animal?'
My reply, ' Dolphin'
He smiled and said , ' Your character should be somewhat close to a dolphin then..'
i have just moved into hall 3 this week. Though i didn't really know my room-mate but she's nice and funny. enjoy her company...
i wanna watch musical highschool 2 and hairsray! hmm.. anyone wanna watch with me? this coming week is the last week before the recess week. I foresee a packed one.. but gladly i have only 3 days of school! yes!!!
yesterday night i went supper with most of the pryo n guoxiang. We had prata... well, i guess hall life is really much abt late nights n supper. But i will CONTROL.
All these while I have been listening to others about the way life should be. Like in university, so called the entrance to relationships... Although sometimes i really feel like being wanted, but it was never a 'yes i want this badly' kinda thing. People who knows me long enough will know that i'm pretty much a family gal. And of cos i enjoy the company of friends... The warmth i get from my family can never be replaced which partly also make me feel that I do not need the love of someone special. I cherish the many important people and pals in my life right now n glad that they have entered into my journey giving me love, happiness and support.
A near stranger asked me, ' What is my favorite animal?'
My reply, ' Dolphin'
He smiled and said , ' Your character should be somewhat close to a dolphin then..'
Sunday, September 09, 2007
a whole new life
dear diary,
i slept almost the whole day... was moaning over what happen still.
I refused to do anything... was day dreaming the whole day till evening time when i need to go for my elective concert. It was pretty boring. Had supper with nicole at lau pau sa. Thanks gal, i enjoy your company.
will you be there if she need u?
will you stay by her when everything falls apart?
will you put a smile on her face even if she cry?
will you guide her through the journey when she's lost?
will you treasure the rare moments of silence?
because she is all of the above.
the one who needs you.
the one whose life get torn apart.
the one who cry to sleep.
the one who gets lost in her life.
the one who cherish silence moments.
for all you know,
she is not a ordinary girl.
unknown
i slept almost the whole day... was moaning over what happen still.
I refused to do anything... was day dreaming the whole day till evening time when i need to go for my elective concert. It was pretty boring. Had supper with nicole at lau pau sa. Thanks gal, i enjoy your company.
will you be there if she need u?
will you stay by her when everything falls apart?
will you put a smile on her face even if she cry?
will you guide her through the journey when she's lost?
will you treasure the rare moments of silence?
because she is all of the above.
the one who needs you.
the one whose life get torn apart.
the one who cry to sleep.
the one who gets lost in her life.
the one who cherish silence moments.
for all you know,
she is not a ordinary girl.
unknown
Friday, September 07, 2007
Hate myself!!!
I hate myself!
how could i bloodly hell miss out the whole of part a of my 20% assignment? Argh.. it cost me 20 marks GONE!
The worst is I only realise it like after 10 hours! This is damn important towards my final grade n i have gave me away! All because I miss out that qns which i totally NEVER see at all.
Ah... being sick during an impt paper is bad enough... having to commit such a mistake is WORST!
Having to put in time n effort n to realise it has all gone down to the drain is heartbreaking... now my heart is really broken.
I dun wanna grow up... den i won't have any problems...
Sometimes i really wanna do nothing. CAN I DO THAT?
dear god, i pray for happiness and optimism in life.
how could i bloodly hell miss out the whole of part a of my 20% assignment? Argh.. it cost me 20 marks GONE!
The worst is I only realise it like after 10 hours! This is damn important towards my final grade n i have gave me away! All because I miss out that qns which i totally NEVER see at all.
Ah... being sick during an impt paper is bad enough... having to commit such a mistake is WORST!
Having to put in time n effort n to realise it has all gone down to the drain is heartbreaking... now my heart is really broken.
I dun wanna grow up... den i won't have any problems...
Sometimes i really wanna do nothing. CAN I DO THAT?
dear god, i pray for happiness and optimism in life.
Monday, August 27, 2007
Nice song
I ate alot of strutels today! Omg... only jas n i knows. Lol, but thank you for being such a nice companion. More to come gal!
Went to catch watch dancetitute today. Super nice!!! Everyone dance so professionally. I like it.. how i wish i have can dance like them too. Regina n Qing fu, you guys did a great job!
yAWN... so tired. tml is another 6 hours of lessons. Gotta slp now cos it's 1am le. Sounds early if I were in hall but at home.. it's late!!! haha. Goodnite!
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Tired but fufilling day
Dear diary,
I'm feeling happy and tired today! Hee...
Yesterday I had my AB228A class so gotta wear formal to sch which was my first time. I hate rainy days.. it just spoil ur day no matter how nice you wear. Hmm, got a shock when i enter the room cos all the girls were wearing the whole suite la. I feel out of place... cos i haven got myself any jacket. Din see the need to buy it but when my tutor wold me is a must. So that means i needa go for shopping soon! Ate mac for dunno the how many times this week den met up with my 214 grp mates to discuss our assignment which didn't went well. But hope it gets better... it's communication class so we gotta brush up our communication skills too :) Had a gd lecture despite being a friday, 201 meeting . Den my parents n sis came to pick me up for dinner at boonlay market for nasi lemak. I love eating meals with my family... it's something I always enjoy! Relaxing and blessed having to eat with your loved ones with nice foods. When i reach home, I was feeling really tired after a long day... exhausted to the max. I sleep for 12 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to brushmy teeth haha. My sisters must have thot I was sleepwalking.
Today, went to tiong mac to study with jasmine. Although we spend almost 7 hrs there but we only managed to complete 1 tutorial. Ah... but i still feel happy. Keep disturb n play with daddy while watching campus superstar. Now i feel so tired... shall listen to my songs n smile to sleep :)
Can't wait to see regina and qing fu perform tml! Jia you ya...
@dephine is smiling sweet.
I'm feeling happy and tired today! Hee...
Yesterday I had my AB228A class so gotta wear formal to sch which was my first time. I hate rainy days.. it just spoil ur day no matter how nice you wear. Hmm, got a shock when i enter the room cos all the girls were wearing the whole suite la. I feel out of place... cos i haven got myself any jacket. Din see the need to buy it but when my tutor wold me is a must. So that means i needa go for shopping soon! Ate mac for dunno the how many times this week den met up with my 214 grp mates to discuss our assignment which didn't went well. But hope it gets better... it's communication class so we gotta brush up our communication skills too :) Had a gd lecture despite being a friday, 201 meeting . Den my parents n sis came to pick me up for dinner at boonlay market for nasi lemak. I love eating meals with my family... it's something I always enjoy! Relaxing and blessed having to eat with your loved ones with nice foods. When i reach home, I was feeling really tired after a long day... exhausted to the max. I sleep for 12 hours, waking up in the middle of the night to brushmy teeth haha. My sisters must have thot I was sleepwalking.
Today, went to tiong mac to study with jasmine. Although we spend almost 7 hrs there but we only managed to complete 1 tutorial. Ah... but i still feel happy. Keep disturb n play with daddy while watching campus superstar. Now i feel so tired... shall listen to my songs n smile to sleep :)
Can't wait to see regina and qing fu perform tml! Jia you ya...
@dephine is smiling sweet.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Got tagged by Michelle so.. here it goes haha
Rules of the game :
**Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
**People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
**At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I like to - listen to music and be under the not too hot sun while i fell asleep as i feel the breeze.
2. I am allowed - to bully my sisters when I'm bored? Hahaa, i m not sure abt this.. allowed to stay out late in the night?
3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes though I have serious eye bags. But still, i love it.
4. If i could fix one part of my human body - that would be my legs...
5. I hate - going to school? well school no longer as fun as it used to be.
6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - i never thot of this... cos's i'm straight? Lol, well, someone who is humorous n with style.
7. If i could date a male celebrity, it’s - oo i would choose Daniel Henney! He's tall, abc, cute.. ya, he's the one :P
8. I’m attracted to - cute n beautifully stuffs.
9. I hate it - when I have to make a decision cos i'm indecisive. Ah.. even what to eat, i can't really decide - tt's how indecisive i'm.
10. I prefer to sleep - on my bed at home while having nice dreams , hugging my soft toy. sounds like a lil girl ya? tt's how young i'm! ha..
tagged
1) melli
2) vanessa
3) avena
4) jain
5) cheryl
6) rowena
Rules of the game :
**Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
**People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
**At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I like to - listen to music and be under the not too hot sun while i fell asleep as i feel the breeze.
2. I am allowed - to bully my sisters when I'm bored? Hahaa, i m not sure abt this.. allowed to stay out late in the night?
3. My favourite part of my body is - my eyes though I have serious eye bags. But still, i love it.
4. If i could fix one part of my human body - that would be my legs...
5. I hate - going to school? well school no longer as fun as it used to be.
6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - i never thot of this... cos's i'm straight? Lol, well, someone who is humorous n with style.
7. If i could date a male celebrity, it’s - oo i would choose Daniel Henney! He's tall, abc, cute.. ya, he's the one :P
8. I’m attracted to - cute n beautifully stuffs.
9. I hate it - when I have to make a decision cos i'm indecisive. Ah.. even what to eat, i can't really decide - tt's how indecisive i'm.
10. I prefer to sleep - on my bed at home while having nice dreams , hugging my soft toy. sounds like a lil girl ya? tt's how young i'm! ha..
tagged
1) melli
2) vanessa
3) avena
4) jain
5) cheryl
6) rowena
Saturday, August 18, 2007
reflection
Dear diary,
Today I had my professional imaging lessons... its pretty interesting though i as feeling hungry throughout the start of the lesson till break time. Nevertheless, i wish there were more AUs for this module cos it's more fun than other of the other I have to go through.
[ ignore this... i need a place to vent my frustrations]
Slept for 1.5hr when i came home den went to tea garden Macdonald with my youngest sis. I was hoping I can concentrate in reading the readings... but i took a million yrs to understand what I'm reading la. So frustrated! Argh.. i feel like screaming. I'm suppose to learn about accounting which i thought was more on calculations? But what the hell m i doing in this stupid accounting course having to question my level of understanding of those alienated ENGLISH words. This is not accounting.. this is testing my comprehension and patience. I hate this. Neither writing nor reading English is my strength. I used to fail my English especially for paper 2 since I was in primary school n wonder how the hell I could get a B3 for my GP paper when I have a F9 in the preliminary (i thot tt was my worst nightmare ever) Finally I thought I scrapped through it. It's not tt I don't like English but I just not good at my languages. Bloody hell, I wish there is no such thing like presentations or answering questions in those lengthy words which you wanna to get across to ppl . Instead express everything in numbers, at least that was what I wish when I was reading that pieces of shit this afternoon. How I miss those challenging moments against my ability to solve the mysteries n feel this sense of smartness in me. The thought of accounting course makes me feel like I'm insane.
WHAT AM I DOING?
I feel like changing course. Perhaps the one I always wanted is a better choice.
I dun care if anyone were to tell me tt i'm always looking at the negative side of life. Because I'm so sick of this... i'm indecisive, stress, no life. Of cos, i do have my good side but does it matters? It doesn't! Right now if someone offer me a wish, I hope he will grant me wisdom. I feel like a baby turtle trying so hard to stay alive cos every now then I'm so afraid of getting washed up to the shore n getting eaten up by the eagle.
Sometimes I wanna tell you how I feel yet I do not want you to get angry or upset about it. As close as we were, there are still some stuffs that I have to keep away from you. It's hard. As much as I want you to know how I feel, I am so reluctant because I know your difficulties, your thoughts. I put myself in your shoes and I do understand. The thought of your expression prevent me from doing so. Your hopes are so high that I'm so afraid to disappoint you. So afraid that I will hurt you silently. I do appreciate everything you have done for me. Deep inside I pray that someday you will put yourself in my shoes and understand what I'm going though. Although this day will never come cos you will never read this. I just hope that when this period passed, I'll be a better and happier person than I'm now.
I watched license to wed with cynthia, lyn, avena, yx, martin n shamus. The show is funny ... I enjoyed myself just now. Went spize for supper... so full n fatty haha.
There's so many many thoughts running
Till the point where sleeping seems so tough
One tries to look beyond the sky
Wondering what's above it
Is it the sun? water? air?
Or is there an airplane?
Throwing one's hands up with the eyes close
One dreams the most beautiful image that came to mind
A smile came across
Droplets of water came falling down
The sky was touched and sad
Sky cried.
There, sky is one's only friend.
All because sky shares the image of one.
Today I had my professional imaging lessons... its pretty interesting though i as feeling hungry throughout the start of the lesson till break time. Nevertheless, i wish there were more AUs for this module cos it's more fun than other of the other I have to go through.
[ ignore this... i need a place to vent my frustrations]
Slept for 1.5hr when i came home den went to tea garden Macdonald with my youngest sis. I was hoping I can concentrate in reading the readings... but i took a million yrs to understand what I'm reading la. So frustrated! Argh.. i feel like screaming. I'm suppose to learn about accounting which i thought was more on calculations? But what the hell m i doing in this stupid accounting course having to question my level of understanding of those alienated ENGLISH words. This is not accounting.. this is testing my comprehension and patience. I hate this. Neither writing nor reading English is my strength. I used to fail my English especially for paper 2 since I was in primary school n wonder how the hell I could get a B3 for my GP paper when I have a F9 in the preliminary (i thot tt was my worst nightmare ever) Finally I thought I scrapped through it. It's not tt I don't like English but I just not good at my languages. Bloody hell, I wish there is no such thing like presentations or answering questions in those lengthy words which you wanna to get across to ppl . Instead express everything in numbers, at least that was what I wish when I was reading that pieces of shit this afternoon. How I miss those challenging moments against my ability to solve the mysteries n feel this sense of smartness in me. The thought of accounting course makes me feel like I'm insane.
WHAT AM I DOING?
I feel like changing course. Perhaps the one I always wanted is a better choice.
I dun care if anyone were to tell me tt i'm always looking at the negative side of life. Because I'm so sick of this... i'm indecisive, stress, no life. Of cos, i do have my good side but does it matters? It doesn't! Right now if someone offer me a wish, I hope he will grant me wisdom. I feel like a baby turtle trying so hard to stay alive cos every now then I'm so afraid of getting washed up to the shore n getting eaten up by the eagle.
Sometimes I wanna tell you how I feel yet I do not want you to get angry or upset about it. As close as we were, there are still some stuffs that I have to keep away from you. It's hard. As much as I want you to know how I feel, I am so reluctant because I know your difficulties, your thoughts. I put myself in your shoes and I do understand. The thought of your expression prevent me from doing so. Your hopes are so high that I'm so afraid to disappoint you. So afraid that I will hurt you silently. I do appreciate everything you have done for me. Deep inside I pray that someday you will put yourself in my shoes and understand what I'm going though. Although this day will never come cos you will never read this. I just hope that when this period passed, I'll be a better and happier person than I'm now.
I watched license to wed with cynthia, lyn, avena, yx, martin n shamus. The show is funny ... I enjoyed myself just now. Went spize for supper... so full n fatty haha.
There's so many many thoughts running
Till the point where sleeping seems so tough
One tries to look beyond the sky
Wondering what's above it
Is it the sun? water? air?
Or is there an airplane?
Throwing one's hands up with the eyes close
One dreams the most beautiful image that came to mind
A smile came across
Droplets of water came falling down
The sky was touched and sad
Sky cried.
There, sky is one's only friend.
All because sky shares the image of one.
Thursday, August 16, 2007
the days of schooling
Dear diary,
I had my Ab214 presentation today n i think i did pretty bad... cos i talk too FAST! haha like a train! Ah, whatever it's over so i'm gonna stay chilled.
I'm in the mist reading thru today's lecture notes. After class, mum came to pick me up n we went shopping. Haha, nv buy anything but still it's better than having to stay in hall( which i used to do tt in the past 1 yr). I love my home cos it's a luxury to stay at home, having no wories abt food, laundry n facing the gloomy room. But the downside is i tend to slp n watch more tv at home... haven really change my bodyclock when i was in sec. or jc.. where i slp but will start studying/ do my hw at a certain time of the day. Yupz, i'm gonna train myself!
From the start of the semster , tt was like last week, i felt kinda lost n demoralised for some reason. But today I'm gonna start motivating myself n say this
yup n at the end of the day , this will keep me smiling
yay! I'm cool. ( rolling my eyes)
I had my Ab214 presentation today n i think i did pretty bad... cos i talk too FAST! haha like a train! Ah, whatever it's over so i'm gonna stay chilled.
I'm in the mist reading thru today's lecture notes. After class, mum came to pick me up n we went shopping. Haha, nv buy anything but still it's better than having to stay in hall( which i used to do tt in the past 1 yr). I love my home cos it's a luxury to stay at home, having no wories abt food, laundry n facing the gloomy room. But the downside is i tend to slp n watch more tv at home... haven really change my bodyclock when i was in sec. or jc.. where i slp but will start studying/ do my hw at a certain time of the day. Yupz, i'm gonna train myself!
From the start of the semster , tt was like last week, i felt kinda lost n demoralised for some reason. But today I'm gonna start motivating myself n say this
yup n at the end of the day , this will keep me smiling
yay! I'm cool. ( rolling my eyes)
Sunday, August 12, 2007
i'm already there
He called her on the road
From a lonely cold hotel room
Just to hear her say I love you one more time
But when he heard the sound
Of the kids laughing in the background
He had to wipe away a tear from his eye
A little voice came on the phone
Said daddy when you coming home
He said the first thing that came to his mind
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
I’m your imaginary friend
And I know I’m in your prayers
Oh I’m already there
She got back on the phone
Said I really miss you darling
Don’t worry about the kids they’ll be alright
Wish I was in your arms
Lying right there beside you
But I know that I’ll be in your dreams tonight
And I’ll gently kiss your lips
Touch you with my fingertips
So turn out the light and close your eyes
I’m already there
Don’t make a sound
I’m the beat in your heart
I’m the moonlight shining down
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
We may be a thousand miles apart
But I’ll be with you wherever you are
I’m already there
Take a look around
I’m the sunshine in your hair
I’m the shadow on the ground
I’m the whisper in the wind
And I’ll be there until the end
Can you feel the love that we share
Oh I’m already there
Oh I’m already
There
Meli, remember this song?
It's sad and touching but i love it.
I'm so tired.. stay at home and keep walking towards that cosy corner in my bedroom to slp. Try to study but i failed. Dunno what i'm reading anyway.. i hate readings cos my language sucks.
I went to c the doctor cos i'm half deaf.. n the doctor doesn't seems to know what's wrong either. It's getting on my nerves to have my right ear block. Irritating! N my skin is peeling on my right upper hand. So ugly.. haha. Shall wear long sleeves till it gets better.
Had bbq at home tonight... love my family dinner cos mum always have the best food n tasty soup for us! Love ya mummy!
Tv-ing time!
Saturday, August 11, 2007
A sleepless night
I had nothing to do while chopping the place in sentosa so took pictures! Haha..
This was taken a few weeks back- the pre orientation nbs camp.
It's 3am now. I'm feeling moody. Can't get to sleep.
Argh... where's my beautiful dreams?
I'm listening to a song right now... emo - Sometimes when we touch
Friday, August 10, 2007
Happy Days are over so soon:(
Dear diary,
School has started and I haven had the feel yet. Lol, this holiday must be too good for me to recover. 1st week has started and passed.. I still don't know what is going on.
I'm very tanned now after hall camp. Cos I were under the sun for 5 hours. I liked being tanned but i hate the peeling! N also, I'm like half deaf. my right ear seems to be blocked, it must be due to the wet hair tt i slept with last sat. N now it's still like tt! Sigh...
I took up dance lessons, finally. I've been dragging it since i was in sec 4. Hee, so excited and happy to learn. It's nv too late :)
It just welled up in her eyes
Having to see her undergo the same old routine
The routine - she hated most
Alone is what she always felt there
As sober as she is, she wish she isn't.
Only then, she can choose to ignore everything
Looking up the from the backyard
The sky is cloudy as her feelings
Numerous of stars up there... but how many were in fact close?
i wish i have magical powers to turn my life around whenever i'm down.
School has started and I haven had the feel yet. Lol, this holiday must be too good for me to recover. 1st week has started and passed.. I still don't know what is going on.
I'm very tanned now after hall camp. Cos I were under the sun for 5 hours. I liked being tanned but i hate the peeling! N also, I'm like half deaf. my right ear seems to be blocked, it must be due to the wet hair tt i slept with last sat. N now it's still like tt! Sigh...
I took up dance lessons, finally. I've been dragging it since i was in sec 4. Hee, so excited and happy to learn. It's nv too late :)
It just welled up in her eyes
Having to see her undergo the same old routine
The routine - she hated most
Alone is what she always felt there
As sober as she is, she wish she isn't.
Only then, she can choose to ignore everything
Looking up the from the backyard
The sky is cloudy as her feelings
Numerous of stars up there... but how many were in fact close?
i wish i have magical powers to turn my life around whenever i'm down.
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Hall 7 camp
Dear diary,
Right now I'm in hall 7 camp. The camp wasn't as great as NBS camp but still it's nice to see the old and new faces... It has been relaxing for me since i chose to slack in hall when i'm not invovled in the program. Went mambo last nite with 2 other frens though i wasn't really with them at all.
I'm BORED! looking towards the fright nite today at och cos i nv been there b4.
Right now I'm in hall 7 camp. The camp wasn't as great as NBS camp but still it's nice to see the old and new faces... It has been relaxing for me since i chose to slack in hall when i'm not invovled in the program. Went mambo last nite with 2 other frens though i wasn't really with them at all.
I'm BORED! looking towards the fright nite today at och cos i nv been there b4.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Friday, July 27, 2007
Busy Bee
Dear diary,
I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.
Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?
Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.
Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.
Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...
Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.
I'm loving this time of my life so much that i wish time is crawling. Even my dreams are sweet... though at the end of it, i seem to be lost always.
Been a good gal on monday n tuesday but as for the rest of the week, i'm busy gg out. NBS camp really brought mi lots of joy in my life n i certainly nv regret gg there as well as grateful that i was being chosen. So thanks SHAUN! U have good taste.
Wednesday
The og has an outing. We went to marina square and continue with our tradition of packing our food and sat down outside that empty area. It's really a marvelous idea when there is a big grp of people whom some of them are so broke including mi. We play games, chit chatted, sang birthday songs to nicole, helen n sui ling whose birthdays were around the corner. After which i join my secondary sch frens to mambo. It was fun n i was astonished. Haha.. why? Cos Singaporeans are so patriotic. Even in zouk, we hear national day song man! How cool is that huh? Saw a few familiar faces... Slept only at 6am n gotta wake up at 9am. For?
Thursday
Sentosa Outing! Lol, despite that long hours of fun the day before n i still manage to be the 3rd person to reach the meeting area at habour front. Slack at mac till more pple were here n we took the train to sentosa.As usual, we play beach games - frisebee ( my fav!) , volleyball ( it really hurts ur hand :( ) n getting dunk into the pool! Well, the unique thing being with camp frens is .. FORFEIT! I get the forfeit too cos i was the loser of this so called heart attack game. One of the girl injured her toe while playing soccer. The thought of it right ow still gave mi this cold feeling. It's really PAINFUL! i feel her pain .. even now. OUCH.. but u're a brave gal! The day didn't end at sentosa, we went back to the main island n had dinner at food republic. The soya bean there is nice!!! Slurp slurp.. Den sit ard mac for some ice cream. Just b4 we left, we started a supper discussion which we went there after to geylang. Haha, n once again i had tou jiang you tiao. Once again.. my day ended at 2am.
Two days full of activities is really really FUN n tiring. Nevertheless, I enjoy all my friends company :) Nv see my parents for 2 days.. i feel like a bad child who hangs out everyday. It's this guilt which keep mi home always. Nothing can replace the love my family gave to me.
Dreams
I had sweet dreams these days. I rmb in one of my dreams i was hiding under a shelter due to rain.. Den juz as i walk out, i saw this really beautiful rainbow which was more than half a ring.. It was huge, so clear n colourful. That moment, I thot of cheryl who mention the rainbow she said n i wanted to capture a picture of it. I kept looking up n down while searching for my phone to ensure the rainbow is still there. I saw my life there... like it's smiling to me, telling me how wonderful my life has been. Ever so colorful from this moment onwards. I had this sense of security, peace... this comforting feeling i nv felt. But.. jus as i found my phone, i saw this rainbow shatters into pieces n vanish into the air. So suddenly, this empty feeling came. Felt so lost. Turn n search fo the rainbow to appear but it nv did...
Today when i was napping, i had a funny dream. My youngest sis n another fren were riding bikes. The rest of my family member were in a car gg for dinner. Suddenly, i was on my sis bike den A bike which was empty appear beside me. I sat on it.. the key wasn't there, but it moved like a bicycle to a small road where there are many landed property. Then there is this guy who walks towards mi n say it's his bike which i say impossible ' it's A bike!' He insisted it's his n i called up the police, dial 999 n reported tt there is this mad guy who insist tt my fren bike is his. But i dunno where is my fren.. n i dun have the key. Now at rocher road. The scene closed... n went to the furture, A was eating dinner tgt. I asked him how come ur bike is with me? He said.. i dunno but i was in japan all these while n got injured in an accident on the road. Weird... I woke up instantly.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
PYRITE+SIRIUS+PRYO!
dear diary,
For the past 5 days i had lotsa fun in camp! Though most the seniors lose our voice, neverthelesswe are SUPER HIGH! it's really ZI HIGH.. haha. I think after my whole uni education, the only times i will miss is nbs camp siriusly.It's where friendship bonds are borned and get even stronger. Thanks pyrite, sirius n pryo for all the fun despite having lil slp. We cheered n play games n do silly things tgt. love ya LOTS!
For the past 5 days i had lotsa fun in camp! Though most the seniors lose our voice, neverthelesswe are SUPER HIGH! it's really ZI HIGH.. haha. I think after my whole uni education, the only times i will miss is nbs camp siriusly.It's where friendship bonds are borned and get even stronger. Thanks pyrite, sirius n pryo for all the fun despite having lil slp. We cheered n play games n do silly things tgt. love ya LOTS!
Sunday, July 15, 2007
Havoc week!
Dear diary,
i had a marvelous week. Practically having too much fun with all my frends. We had a heart to heart talk on monday night den went to eat mac like really early in the morning at 6am? Haha.. den went to zouk on wed. The songs aren't tt great tt night at mambo but i still enjoy it. Kor n I went to pick my parents up from airport on wed night and when we were home, all of us were like ransack-ing our parents' harvest. Mummy bought alot alot of bags n wallet, while daddy bought IT stuffs like thumbdrive n mp4 phone. It looks cool :)Love them lots!
On thursday, i finally had my facial but i was damn tired cos only slept at 6am den have to wake up at 10. I was really shagged. Den in the afternoon i had to go back hall to move out all my stufs. It's freaking alot lor.. haiz, feel abit cheated by hall! Anyway, no wish to comment... So now my room at home is like so so so messy.
Friday , i had my re-rebonding and go bugis village to buy two pair of shorts which i asked my mum to sponsor abit. At night meet up with my uni frens cos they had a birthday celebration..n off to my deary pals at vivo while waiting to catch harry potter which i fell aslp on n off during the show. Totally die-ed when i reached home.
Met up with the freshies today.. n i was the fake one so ya, i felt weird but still it was fun in a way. Didn't gt suspected so.. YEA! i SUCCEEDED HAHA... after which went to marina square for late lunch with sirius n holland v with a few of them till 11. I'm so exhausted...can't wait for camp to come :P
@delphin had a wonderful week.
i had a marvelous week. Practically having too much fun with all my frends. We had a heart to heart talk on monday night den went to eat mac like really early in the morning at 6am? Haha.. den went to zouk on wed. The songs aren't tt great tt night at mambo but i still enjoy it. Kor n I went to pick my parents up from airport on wed night and when we were home, all of us were like ransack-ing our parents' harvest. Mummy bought alot alot of bags n wallet, while daddy bought IT stuffs like thumbdrive n mp4 phone. It looks cool :)Love them lots!
On thursday, i finally had my facial but i was damn tired cos only slept at 6am den have to wake up at 10. I was really shagged. Den in the afternoon i had to go back hall to move out all my stufs. It's freaking alot lor.. haiz, feel abit cheated by hall! Anyway, no wish to comment... So now my room at home is like so so so messy.
Friday , i had my re-rebonding and go bugis village to buy two pair of shorts which i asked my mum to sponsor abit. At night meet up with my uni frens cos they had a birthday celebration..n off to my deary pals at vivo while waiting to catch harry potter which i fell aslp on n off during the show. Totally die-ed when i reached home.
Met up with the freshies today.. n i was the fake one so ya, i felt weird but still it was fun in a way. Didn't gt suspected so.. YEA! i SUCCEEDED HAHA... after which went to marina square for late lunch with sirius n holland v with a few of them till 11. I'm so exhausted...can't wait for camp to come :P
@delphin had a wonderful week.
when there was me and you
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind
Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
foodless
Dear diary,
It's the third day since my parents left singapore... but they will be home tml! Haha.. everything at home is doing fine just that the kids in my family are not glutton. Lol, we hardly eat man! Since morning till now i only has milo, cake n egg n the time now is 5pm. What's up for dinner? Still dunno yet...
Anyway, talked to my parents ytd on the phone - they are having a great time! Can't wait to see the mp4 phone tt my dad bought for us n those shopping havest my mum had. Haha... yea!!! The house is really peaceful.. den i also taught my maid some english just now. Hmm... korkor is sick. Cynthia gg out for dinner later with frens so maybe she's getting us supper. Not sure abt cindy. Ytd night i cooked creamy spag .. must be my cooking is nice cos we finished it all! Woo! I can COOK. Yea, but pasta is like damn easy to cook lor, think everyone knows too. No big deal right? Should i go out too tonight?
My sister ya cindy the cute one( whom i think is the noti one) ...wrote this in her blog : For the next 3 days the only thing that will keep bothering me is "what am i going to eat for dinner?"...like now!
Haha... agree, i'm thinking abt tt right now!
@delphin: foodless!
It's the third day since my parents left singapore... but they will be home tml! Haha.. everything at home is doing fine just that the kids in my family are not glutton. Lol, we hardly eat man! Since morning till now i only has milo, cake n egg n the time now is 5pm. What's up for dinner? Still dunno yet...
Anyway, talked to my parents ytd on the phone - they are having a great time! Can't wait to see the mp4 phone tt my dad bought for us n those shopping havest my mum had. Haha... yea!!! The house is really peaceful.. den i also taught my maid some english just now. Hmm... korkor is sick. Cynthia gg out for dinner later with frens so maybe she's getting us supper. Not sure abt cindy. Ytd night i cooked creamy spag .. must be my cooking is nice cos we finished it all! Woo! I can COOK. Yea, but pasta is like damn easy to cook lor, think everyone knows too. No big deal right? Should i go out too tonight?
My sister ya cindy the cute one( whom i think is the noti one) ...wrote this in her blog : For the next 3 days the only thing that will keep bothering me is "what am i going to eat for dinner?"...like now!
Haha... agree, i'm thinking abt tt right now!
@delphin: foodless!
Crazy Nitez!
Dear diary,
I had a totally great nite yesterday with marcus, avena and lyn... Marcus n avena came to pick mi up and we head to partyworld which wasn't very tempting to me. But but ... to my surprise, i enjoyed myself cos i hardly sing in the past whenever i went to ktv. This time is different, i had fun n i really meant it. After ktving, i took the wheel n we went to Spize for some super. hurhur, fattening! Didn't wanna go home so 'early' so we drive ard town den sent lyn home cos she has class today.
Leaving marcus, avena n mi. Thot of gg to cosy bay cos avena says the night view is nice but she n i only know tt it is at KALLANG... I haven been driving for months n this feeling is really fantastic! I love it though my parking still sucks very much.
So as we drive... suddenly marcus knows where is cosy bay le.. it is NOT at TANJONG RU. Haha... only the 3 of us know the joke. Guess wat are we doing there? ...
Sometimes I think I'm really a bad gal... drive car behind my parent's back, sat on motor bike... hang out late at night dunno do what. Hmm but it's all these things that make my life more colourful n exciting!
@delphin wishes that this holiday could go on and on...
Sunday, July 08, 2007
NDP Preview
Dear diary,
I'm free! Free as i not working anymore... thanks to my colleagues who gave me a pizza treat for lunch and lynn for that beautiful handmade earrings :) My boss still haven found anyone to replace me and wanted me to extend but nope... I can't. Hee... i wanna have fun, opps. Sounds bad right but wanna enjoy myself for the last 1 month.
Went to watch NDP preview with cynthia yesterday... at marina bay all thanks to denis for giving us the tickets. Thanks dude! He was partipating in this year ndp marching... it's tiring but it's a rare opportunity marching for your country on her birthday. Yupz... here are pictures of the ndp...
Had dinner after that with denis at fishermanwharf , all of us were tired so went home afterwhich.
Woke up this morning at 8plus.. n catch Pussycat dolls on Live Earth. Watch tv all the way till 10.30 den she managed to wake up n headed for some sun-tanning till 12 :P
The weather is damn hot.. i was practically perspiring without doing anything but just lie down there n slp...
We're loving it!
Anyway, the 4 kids will be home alone without our parents for the next 3 more days. Yay! It's our own world... no one to wake us up... no one to nag us to eat... it's just us and our FUN! haha.. sounds like we are cheeky at home but actually nope, we are really good children. Tml might go roller blading at east coast park. Gonna get the dvds from yuan xun. Shall finish watching corner with love before sch starts.
@delphin love the paradise.
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
Bad day at work
Dear diary,
I had a bad day at work yesterday. Early in the morning, I woke up slightly late... having to rush n realise there's no milo on the table cos my new maid haven learn how to make. So i made it myself. Didn't sleep well the night before and my sister woke me up ard 3+ which gave me a shock. She wanted to ask where is the thumbdrive which was at my workplace... n i couldn't fell asleep.
Came to work and thinking that things will get better today... but i was so wrong. It went WRONG right from the start. I was like "DAMN!, Not today!" The whole freaking day, I have been making phone calls just to ask for this stupid LIGHTSCRIBE dvd media and the External thingy. IT sucks... all the weird names. Was not really feeling angry but I just dun have the mood to talk to anyone so i prefer to listen to my music just like any other days, music will make me feel better. Told my sister what happen today, n she just said two word to me - Attitude problem. Haha.. thanks man, that's really helpful la.
Last friday, i went out with my parents to east coast park for dinner and join them with their friends ( one of whom is close to me). The guys drank their beer, while we the ladies had white wine. I drank some but not too much.. cos didn't really like it. My mum's fren is teaching scuba diving- she's one of the few females instructors in Singapore! Admire her... n fishes are her friends. I asked her if she had seen sharks before. She said ya, but that's not what she wanna see... she wants to see - Great White Shark! Woo... brave. Check out this website if anyone of you out there is interested - www.scuba1asia.com
Went for a run on sunday for an hour plus. It was tiring n my muscles are aching till today. I think i'm old haha, no stamina! On Sunday night, my whole family went to Jurong Entertainment to catch Die Hard 4 - it's nice! Not only watching the movie with my family is nice but the show itself is also good. Will give a rating of 4stars. Yupz... but somehow mum still fall asleep as usual. Haha.. she nv fails to fall asleep no matter what show we are watching. Dad loves action movies...
Yea, it's tuesday le. 3.5 more days! Lookinf forward to my free days man! I have almost planned my activities, just looking for company haha. I wanna go roller blading, sun-tanning, have a good dinner, clubbing, plan my timetable for this coming semester, go for my massage and facial, drive back to hall to clear my stuffs... start packing for camp... all i could say is ' I wanna have a good week ahead!' All troubles aside please....
@delphin-> all i ask is a peaceful day.
I had a bad day at work yesterday. Early in the morning, I woke up slightly late... having to rush n realise there's no milo on the table cos my new maid haven learn how to make. So i made it myself. Didn't sleep well the night before and my sister woke me up ard 3+ which gave me a shock. She wanted to ask where is the thumbdrive which was at my workplace... n i couldn't fell asleep.
Came to work and thinking that things will get better today... but i was so wrong. It went WRONG right from the start. I was like "DAMN!, Not today!" The whole freaking day, I have been making phone calls just to ask for this stupid LIGHTSCRIBE dvd media and the External thingy. IT sucks... all the weird names. Was not really feeling angry but I just dun have the mood to talk to anyone so i prefer to listen to my music just like any other days, music will make me feel better. Told my sister what happen today, n she just said two word to me - Attitude problem. Haha.. thanks man, that's really helpful la.
Last friday, i went out with my parents to east coast park for dinner and join them with their friends ( one of whom is close to me). The guys drank their beer, while we the ladies had white wine. I drank some but not too much.. cos didn't really like it. My mum's fren is teaching scuba diving- she's one of the few females instructors in Singapore! Admire her... n fishes are her friends. I asked her if she had seen sharks before. She said ya, but that's not what she wanna see... she wants to see - Great White Shark! Woo... brave. Check out this website if anyone of you out there is interested - www.scuba1asia.com
Went for a run on sunday for an hour plus. It was tiring n my muscles are aching till today. I think i'm old haha, no stamina! On Sunday night, my whole family went to Jurong Entertainment to catch Die Hard 4 - it's nice! Not only watching the movie with my family is nice but the show itself is also good. Will give a rating of 4stars. Yupz... but somehow mum still fall asleep as usual. Haha.. she nv fails to fall asleep no matter what show we are watching. Dad loves action movies...
Yea, it's tuesday le. 3.5 more days! Lookinf forward to my free days man! I have almost planned my activities, just looking for company haha. I wanna go roller blading, sun-tanning, have a good dinner, clubbing, plan my timetable for this coming semester, go for my massage and facial, drive back to hall to clear my stuffs... start packing for camp... all i could say is ' I wanna have a good week ahead!' All troubles aside please....
@delphin-> all i ask is a peaceful day.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
My dearies...
OUR DINNER AT DING TAI FENG at Wisma
Doesn't it looks yummy? hee
More pictures coming up as soon as i get them for yesterday outing.
Yesterday, we went out from early afternoon till 9+. Went shopping , n the three of us bought earrings including me despite having so many already but i dun care.. haha. Bought 3 big pairs of earrings.. n i bought a pair of jean shorts. Haha we were so broke till the point when i wana buy my shorts, the three of us only manage to dig out $18 n i tell the auntie,"can sell mi at $18? cos i left $18." lol, the shorts cost 19... so the auntie agree readily. Think back, i should have bargain with her ...well, too late!
Rowena and I insisted on going IKEA to have our dinner cos we plan to give her a present. Took bus 33 at 7.45 n only to reach ikea at 8.30 due to traffic jam! N cheryl had to meet up with her family at 9.30 a Lido for movie.. we were afraid n yet wanting so much to give her the present. Luckily, she took a cab n managed to reach there in time. Gave her the cookies and chocolate we had made specially for her. Hope you enjoy it gal, hehe ya, we wanna make u fat :P
I have one more week of work .. which left me with 4 more weeks which include 2 weeks of camp. The following week, I had booked my facial appointment and has the mission to take care of the house for at least 3 days cos my parents are gg overseas. My new maid is here... she's nice. I'm not sure if this is out of sympathy or something else.... sometimes i feel sorry for my maids esp when they are small n skinny and having to carry the heavy stuffs. N language being a barrier, there seems to have misunderstandings quite often...
i think this is like a cycle. Jus like in the past, we have the King n Queen follow by the princes and princesses, those working for the royal family. The commoners are the last... without the power, they could nothing. Life has always been this way isn't it? Blame it on your fate to be born to this era, to this country, to this family surrounded by these people. What else can we do? People always say look forward into the future, don't turn back and look into the past. Can we always do that? How many days a year are we looking forward to the next day? If today is a happy day, if today is the most memorable day, will you still wanna look forward? You wish time could stop at this moment and you can stay happy forever. Times when you were sad, u turn back and remember those happy times and wish things went back to the past and remain there n then. As humans, we only tend to look forward to good times, days where we feel great.
Greed and Want has always been part of mankind... we'll never be satisfy with what we have, do we?
Doesn't it looks yummy? hee
More pictures coming up as soon as i get them for yesterday outing.
Yesterday, we went out from early afternoon till 9+. Went shopping , n the three of us bought earrings including me despite having so many already but i dun care.. haha. Bought 3 big pairs of earrings.. n i bought a pair of jean shorts. Haha we were so broke till the point when i wana buy my shorts, the three of us only manage to dig out $18 n i tell the auntie,"can sell mi at $18? cos i left $18." lol, the shorts cost 19... so the auntie agree readily. Think back, i should have bargain with her ...well, too late!
Rowena and I insisted on going IKEA to have our dinner cos we plan to give her a present. Took bus 33 at 7.45 n only to reach ikea at 8.30 due to traffic jam! N cheryl had to meet up with her family at 9.30 a Lido for movie.. we were afraid n yet wanting so much to give her the present. Luckily, she took a cab n managed to reach there in time. Gave her the cookies and chocolate we had made specially for her. Hope you enjoy it gal, hehe ya, we wanna make u fat :P
I have one more week of work .. which left me with 4 more weeks which include 2 weeks of camp. The following week, I had booked my facial appointment and has the mission to take care of the house for at least 3 days cos my parents are gg overseas. My new maid is here... she's nice. I'm not sure if this is out of sympathy or something else.... sometimes i feel sorry for my maids esp when they are small n skinny and having to carry the heavy stuffs. N language being a barrier, there seems to have misunderstandings quite often...
i think this is like a cycle. Jus like in the past, we have the King n Queen follow by the princes and princesses, those working for the royal family. The commoners are the last... without the power, they could nothing. Life has always been this way isn't it? Blame it on your fate to be born to this era, to this country, to this family surrounded by these people. What else can we do? People always say look forward into the future, don't turn back and look into the past. Can we always do that? How many days a year are we looking forward to the next day? If today is a happy day, if today is the most memorable day, will you still wanna look forward? You wish time could stop at this moment and you can stay happy forever. Times when you were sad, u turn back and remember those happy times and wish things went back to the past and remain there n then. As humans, we only tend to look forward to good times, days where we feel great.
Greed and Want has always been part of mankind... we'll never be satisfy with what we have, do we?
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